he had five toes n fingers

he can see, hear n smell

but once again didn't control the situation at hand~~

again my arms are empty.

Honestly is there a god?

Prolly is huh? most people say so...

but then? most people need to believe~~~~

I think he is gone forever.....

One can hurt someone to the bone and never recover....

I have done this.... 

lay me down and sing me to sleep...   I will close my eyes and dream of you...

its a never ending learning world...

so confused   so wanting   

when does life begin????

If you are here?  can you please message me??? please.

Sometimes in life things don't go right,   heck? when do they?  when I'm 40 years OLD!

But I figured out something,   The things that go wrong? even though I am a submissive/slave bitch....   It would be my fault....   no one but me....  So all you submissive/slave bitches out in the Scary world we want to call home,  no matter what,

its up to you if you want happiness... 

Its my Journal and I can say what I feel...

She feels she Walks Alone

She talks only when he allows her

She always has her head down n eyes to the floor

Shhhh

The only thing she hears is the sound of her bleeding heart....