My welcome home was wonderful and fun... Master had a fairly long session whipping last night to put me to bed alternating whipping me, then making me cum... i about lost my mind on him when he was slapping the inside of my thighs and pussy.... omg the pussy torture was so intense i swear my nerves there are three times more sensitive than anyone elses... then when i thought i was going to slug him outa reaction... then he slowed down, averting disaster and went back to whipping me, and pinching my nipples while i came, and generally marking my lower regions with cane and flogger....

Then my good morning whipping and marathon fuck, caning my feet again while i came before i came and such.... i think i came three times almost four i lost one... Master does so love undoing me and putting me back together again... sighs

Later this morning master noted i had "ash on my ass from the fireplace" giggles, "Here let me brush it off for you" so i, unaware waited and oh he brushed it off alright with some thick leather straps which hours later i still feel the affects... it does keep one mindful during the day of the wonderful start to the day....

It has been another nice saucy start to another good day... as usual woke up to my morning flogging, Master somehow  managing to make the smallest pee sized flogger we have feel like a whip... and then he even made the bunny flogger which is about as innocuous as one could get feel like a cane on my pussy.... he simply replied something about his craft being pain.... how well i know.   Then Master masturbated me until i came almost twice.... leaving me wet and wanting.   i tried to nap again to no avail so i am up and just starting another day, i hate weds.  Master has a long work day on weds and i know i shall miss him horribly again all day sighs....

Master ended up acting as Father Brian for Fox and liz's collaring ceremony and it really helped make all the hard work i did worth it... it was a lovely, short and sweet ceremony where Fox and liz swapped blood and liz was officially collared to Fox and i must say the collar was very lovely (love the lock).  Then after a wonderful meal the play commenced.... i was kinda in a funky mood all day and was wanting a real hard play session which of course Master is more than willing to dish.... these reports are the hardest thing cuz once i hit subbie space i pretty much become a sieve... play in public is difficult for me sounds and talking will distract me, Master has suggested ear plugs and a blindfold next time think i will try that...  the scene started with me kneeling and He flogged and tapped me with cane and floggers... then the b52 came out and i was turned round then kneeling in front of the cross... i do love the fact that Master takes me to tears and lets me cry during a scene and doesnt let that spoil the moment.  i tend to feel used by people much of the time and keep my anger inside me.... During a scene its the only safe time i can let it out... i find it very cathartic... When Master played the game dont drop the cane tucked in my ass while he wapped me with a metal cane... i was giggling thru tears... Master can say some pretty funny things just at the right moment. i love when laughter and tears become mixed up and illl defined.... Master worked me over for quite a while.  i was all floaty and calm afterwards and barely in my body. i heard maybe half of what was said to me afterwards.  This morning i feel good and calm and sleepy geez you would think i had been beat.... But as usual there is only one or two small marks on me despite his vast arsenal of toys with which to use on me.... i do think a nap in in my future today.

the snow scene last night was intense... warming my feet by the fire afterwards was also intense... omg things bite so much more when you are cold or recovering from the cold... wild times to be sure.

The Holiday aftermath,

W/e basically had to have vanilla Xmas with family and it was hard on me and i am now happily adjusting back to slave role.... Wondering if any other slaves out there go thru the emotional turmoil of lack of play>>>>> i get sad without my sessions everything looks grey and soiled somehow and i find myself withdrawing from the social scene....

I think it's more severe than subbie drop cuz it's like subbie denial.  Now back at home i'm waiting for a Dr apt and same shit, Master can not leave any bruises at all until after the apt.... and i am pissed.. Even had to take my waist chain off for fear of marks growls... When are people just going to leave other people alone????? This morning was fun as usual though, the normal flogging of my feet ( they still sang a bit from the single tail last night) and of course ass... mmm then a hot and heavy love making mmmm purrrrrfect way to start my day.... sometimes it is so hard to get out asking for permission to cum.....

My training for my eventual branding continues and i am getting excited. 

kat

My training continued last night, it started with the shackles being applied and then my arms strung up over my head... then He put small vice grips on my nipples then whipped me front and back and feet. When He would strike the grips i wreathed and yelped like a foal caught in mud....then the single tails came out and i had some pretty good stripping here and there....i always get so muddy once in subbie space not sure if he caned me to or not... i think He did... that lasted a good hour or two then he put my arms down the wrist shackles are a bit tight and my fingers were starting to fall asleep... then He continued with my foot training he is preparing me to get branded on my feet... He took some really good pics of my feet in the fire place He would make me hold them close to the flame till i couldnt take it no more which for me isnt long.... Then when my feet were good and warm he would flogg them and let me tell ya, it hurts alot more when hot.... then he would alternate pain and pleasure touching me down there till i was wreathing then He stopped the night before i  came 25 times, last night denied all not even once cum allowed... but then this morning after my normal ass up feet up command, he whipped my feet and ass and then addressed my pussy He whipped me i know what must be in reality lightly, but for me being as sensitive as i am felt like an elephant was tromping on my pussy.... i was whipped then he ordered me to lay on my back and He touched me again till i was wreathing then made me go lay down ass and feet up He took me and omg... it was a record for me fastest cum in my life less than two mins.... He is a very sensual very sadistic and very much in command of me... its been such a wonderful week so far giggles...

Today was grabbed by the hair and made to crawl up the stairs to the bedroom Master's voice intense as the command came, "ass up feet up" and i shivered waiting for what i knew would surely come and it did... Only this morning it was the cane not the usual floggers and whips.... He started light as usual then giving me some good wacks till i cried a bit then he pumped me hard till i asked for permission to come and as always he said "Yes" but as i was coming he started caning me till the pressure of pleasure and pain got so mixed up i was undone completely.... then he proceeded to make me come two no was it three more times alternating the cane with pets, tears with orgasm... then after just caressing me till my tears were gone and i was calm again.... i got one of those headaches from pushing too hard and holding my breath it's so hard to submitt when you dont feel good, when it's not what you like and i am trying harder to learn to take the intense not happy pain that pleases Master... Training he calls it... learning control i say....