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I am new to the lifestlye and am currently owned. My Sir enjoys constantly teasing me, which is where the name comes from, and i love it too. I never really thought that this would happen to me, that i? would be a submissive, and find such happiness in it. Being with my?Sir i have done things that i never thought i would do, that i had never even thought i was capable doing. I have found such comfort in pleasing him. I find comfort and discipline in the rules that he has set out for me. I try and be the best submissive i can be, i know?serving him has?made me a better?person.?I hope to learn more and more about D/s relationships, and fall deeper and deeper under his control. I dream about one day becoming his slave and giving up total control of my life to him. I am looking for friends, especially fellow submissives to chat and share experiences with.
5/20/2007 2:37:11 PM
Its been about 7??months since i started serving my Sir. I can't believe how fast the time has gone. At the start, some of the tasks and rules that seemed impossible or strange to me have become some of my favorite parts of my time spent with Sir. Perhaps the best example of this is that Sir likes me to untie his shoe laces and to take his socks off with my mouth. This was something i was apprehensive about at the beginning, i thought it was so terribly degrading. It was difficult and i sometimes it would take a long time for me to figure out how to get his socks off. Now, i am incredibly humbled by the action and am upset when Sir has to take his shoes off by himself when i am not there. This small rule has meant more to me the more time i spend with Sir. I hope to be his slave one day, loving this feeling of being so deeply humbled i know is an important step.
1/12/2007 3:16:34 PM
Its only been a few months of being owned and i cant even begin to describe all the changes that have come over me since my first day serving my Sir. I never thought that this would be something that i would want. I was always more interested in the more sexual aspects of BDSM, i didnt think i would ever enjoy giving up control to another as much as i do. There are so many limits i thought i had, so many things that i was sure i would never allow, but now they are part of my routine in pleasing my Sir. I am only excited to see how far i will go
slutslave19
 
 Age: 18
 Montclair, California