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| I am looking for a female spanker in the Central Illinois area. Three years ago I was repeatedly sexually assaulted by a husband and wife team who were my fun and disciplinary spankers. I got over it for many years and could handle male spankings but something has recently happened to stir up those memories and feelings and I am not currently comfortable with a man spanking me. Due to illness and lack of income I cannot travel to say, Chicago, or pay for hotels. Therefore I am really hoping to find someone in the area (within maybe 30 minutes or so of Peoria, 60 at most) who can help out.
AND IF YOU ARE A GENTLEMAN DO NOT BOTHER CONTACTING ME FOR ACTION RIGHT NOW. What is so hard to understand about having been traumatized and not wanting that? If you are of similar age and region and interests and want to pursue conversation only at this point, though knowing it MAY go further once I come through this period of trauma, you may. But understand I do not know how long this will last. Hopefully not long... i aim to start counseling again and will hopefully get past it. In the meantime, be considerate. Be a gentleman. Do not push me!
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