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I was never really much to anyone, all throughout High School I would be the one who sat in the back of the room, the one who would rarely speak and barely raise his hand. But behind the scenes I would draw, and create entire worlds from these pictures, I knew my way around pencil and paper better than anything else. Eventually I outgrew this, and met a girl who loved my drawings, and this lead to me painting a portrait of her, which I was looking forward to for a long time. So as I applied paint brush to paper, and sketched her curvy body, I began to sweat. Sweat so much that the room began to flood, she screamed and called for help and tried to swim up before the entire room was filled. There was a single 1940s diving suit, I without hesitation got in and left her, and that was the day I learned how to ride my bicycle.
Did I mention I like to tell stories?
Hey its me! You know that socially awkward nerdy guy who joins a BDSM site without any experience and begins his profile with a made up story about drowning a model with is very sweat, yes that guy. Don't you hate that guy? My name is Alexander, or Alex for short, some of my friends called me Ally. I am an average guy, yet I don't really fall into the categories of my other male counterparts. I am fine with revealing a feminine side, fine with being chivalrous, and fine with being open about my feelings. I don't take shirtless mirror pics, and I don't wear any of my head ware backwards, and also my pants are securely fastened with a belt.
Again, I am a nerd, love to play retro video games, have stacks upon stacks of manga in my closet, and have a great love of anime. But I just don't keep myself pent up in my apartment, I love to explore and learn more about this fantastic city, I love to run and walk, and to hike and camp when I leave and head off to my hometown in Connecticut. I also love to draw (yeah that part was actually true), read, and write. I am really good at telling stories whether they be true or not, and I am also equally good at listening to them.
Almost forgetting I was on a BDSM site for a second, so let me actually hop onto that topic for a moment or two...
Again, I have little experience in the lifestyle, but I feel that submission comes from the heart and not 20 years of being bent over and having a closet full of leather. I simply want to protect and cherish my owner, and make sure she is always happy. I still have some concern for my own safety, but I know that she will take care of me despite me being of lesser stature. I don't feel I am subhuman though, I don't want to toss away my personality and become a doormat, I feel there is some middle ground of submission. A point where we can still go out and have a good time and other times where I can be suspended from the ceiling wearing nothing but a tube sock. All though I am still young, I would love to get into a long term relationship, maybe even one that leads into eventual marriage.
I simply cannot keep the submission within my heart out of my life, I just want to curl up beneath the feet of my owner. :)
Thank you very much for reading my profile,
Alexander
[I will gladly send pictures upon request]
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