This fat pig enjoys reading the notes sent to it, especially the appropriately degrading ones, however it's instructions are clear... only it's Master should be contacted by anyone who seriously is interested. Master does like this pig to read what abuse could be in store for it. W/we will be prepared to take back up the search very soon. Life events blocked what is best for such a stupid fat pig cunt but it's thorough use by others is undeniably needed and will be pursued shortly.

I have had some very enticing emails lately. I am so grateful to all who have messaged me.  Master is on vacation this week and although we are in touch, this is not at the forefront of his agenda at the moment.  Again, thank you for the messages. Hopefully he or I will be returning some messages next week. 

I made the mistake of taking it upon myself a couple of weeks ago to start a dialogue with a dom on my own whom I was interested in. My Master had said from the beginning that he didn't think that particular dom was right for me but I went ahead and almost met him on my own.  I ended up unable to meet him and he got very very weird about it, almost scary. I feel that I dodged a bullet.  I learned my lesson about taking matters into my own hands. There are reasons I naturally crave being controlled and dominated and need to listen to those needs instead of thinking I always know what's best for me.  I need his guidance.

Thank you again.

~pig