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UPDATE


First I want Your attention for the following :
<<<< NO MARRIED MEN>>>><<< I am not into, to becoming a member of a POLY FAMILY >>>

Let me be clear in that i am NOT looking for one night stands. i will block the "hey baby i'm in town, wanna fuck?" requests. i am not in the lifestyle for the kink, i'm in the lifestyle because it is who i am as a whole. If you don't understand the difference, we likely aren't a match at this point.
Please don't send a friend request until we have talked and have something in common. If you send friend request without intro or email, I am probably going to just delete.
And for all of You sadistique brusing and perverts please pass me bye.. I am definately not Your type to get my breasts /body/pussy be brused and purple /cutting...you name it...thank you... You guys are sick in mind...
I am NOT Lesbian neither a BI sexual Female/Woman thank You! ..or neither interested!

I AM SINGLE! and ONLY available for those who have sincere intentions>>>> I am Dutch ..means I am from the NETHERLANDS-Europe...and at the moment I am located here, if this distance is not to far and your intentions sincere then please go on and explore the person i am…i will add as well ...that i am willing to relocate but neither to relocate somewhere else others then to my " Masters " desires!
This incomplete soul is looking for her match!
How can a girl desire and crave deeply within her soul to serve and obey at the feet of a/her Master, yet, be so afraid to submit and commit? What will calm her fears and relinquish and release all that she is and has to give? My submission is , it is a need. My surrender will only be compelled by a Man that can understand that need and master my mind, body and soul. In that complete mastery, there would be no other option, but to obey in perfect obedience and beauty to my Master my Daddy. It seems if submission were a gift to be given, this means it can also be taken away. Then in that exchange, there would seemingly be bargaining power, bargaining power has no place in the dynamics of a Master-slave relationship Notice :
i am not into drama queen scenes nor carry along my baggage, i am
feminine, well-educated , elegant, sophisticated, romantic but at the
same time wild and passionate, strait forwarded, open minded and a very
sincere mature lady with common sense and with a very down to earth
mentality who posses the quality of going into life with extreme
positive attitude and a lot of sense of humor...i am completely happy
with who i am.. and yes i am wild...and yes i am sane!! Some can not understand that even when You are a slave/submissive and have an upfront and direct approach of speech of how you feel and and think about..then they will say that You are a drama queen, a fatal atraction or whatsoever...smart up...PLEASE..do not be such a short cut off minded person.....I am not a doormat nor will I allow myself to be treated like one. Also READ ..I am not a DOM, not a MASTER nor I am a TOP but i am SUBMISSIVE/SLAVE A slave is a good steward of Master's household and his wealth, using their own wisdom and skill to the betterment of Master's position. Slaves have many choices to make - their guiding force in any decision making, of course, is that in each instance, a slave considers - What Would Master Do? -- and then does it.
Submissives, having their own agendas, cannot possibly reach the same decisions, because their welfare is not hinged on the fate of their Master...a slave is "all in" as to the welfare of her Master, so every action, every thought, every idea is all about how to make Master's life easier and better.

It does not matters if you accept my point of view... I know who and what I am and what I need and what I do believe in.
My Ideal Person:
To serve my Master, is what i live and strife for. He is the one i want to sit next
to...below his feet...to serve him at all times is what is needed to be as 2 in 1!
He is and will be my Master who seeks a soul who posses Independence, honesty, love, passion, fire, intensity and a true understanding of the
responsibilities to give and serve with one...he possesses to be a
straight person who is demanding, strict and compassionate, who
understand my needs and my desires to be understood, to be loved and
take care for and to be submerged in a mutual respectful D/s
relationship, he understand my independence and accept the way who i am
as a person ...are you the Master...Are You ready for me...?..who desires this little subbie?..if so..then i will and can be the one for you.. " Respect the Woman, Cherish the little Girl and Desire the Slut” "A well flows deep within my soul the water crystal pure, a fountain clean and undefiled of love so strong and sure for you.
This well of my devotion holds water clean and sweet running deeply through my heart for you alone to drink."©


Looking for real only ! Not into cyber sex / msn/yahoo/cam/ sex/phone sex etc !

2/1/2013 10:16:32 PM

“UPDATE..MY FIRST CHEMO….” Arrived at the Hospital pretty early 8.30 AM…to pick up a medication box first at the pharmacy and all went very smooth and fast…that done…now up to the blood vampires to get some more out of me…lol…fast again..wow amazing…and now its time to go for it…they said 3 hours right?...hummm…wrong…from one came another..bag this and another fluid inserted in the intravenous…I slept quiet the whole trip…..lol….and after a long day I was dismissed at 6 pm…finaly..after if I may say a nice dinner of fried fish with ravigotte sauce and mass patato and green cut beans…..cheers….now its time to wait and see reactions but I will be fine…..now here something special to share… “No Tears here and in Heaven There are many things in life that no one understands,…like why a life so very young can slip right through our hands….one moment life is perfect and the next it falls apart, leaving us with nothing but an eternally aching heart….our souls cry out in agony amidst the suffering and despair….we feel the pain and tear our clothes and scream "It’s just not fair!" Spirits are now shattered. Hearts will never be the same….we grasp at straws and seek to find the one who is to blame…..Horrific as our life now seems, one thing remains quite true….our little ones have now been freed to do things angels do….they can't recall the suffering of those last days they were here. They remember not the sorrow, the hurt, nor the fear…but the joy and smiles

8/16/2012 8:47:19 PM

Just saying....

 

Love is a big sacrifice, isn't it? You try to forgive and forget, but you still give it a try. You are hurt, but you still continue to love. You were betrayed, but you still hope. And the big hit? You have been left, but you still wait... Loss and disappointment are a part of life - but the music will play again and our lives can move on.....

Cultivate your garden.... Let it take root in you until your thousand eyes open like violets to morning light.....

People who are attracted to you because of your pretty face or nice body only.. won't be by your side forever.. But the people who can see how beautiful your heart is… will never leave you.. ♥

...i'm a devoted, obedient slave..for the right Master...a submissive... who has learned how to delight deserving others without being a doormat.... AMEN!..Cheers...!

7/8/2012 8:56:39 AM

 

Moving soon to another destination will be updated as soon it happens and NO not to a MASTER or DOM... that is and will be a Fantasy or a DREAM to keep...

cause YEH know what... some of YOU  MASTERS/DOM's out there? Some of YOU have a problem or issues..solve  or accomplished them first then...You might be able to have the / this ONE!....YES my dear MASTER(s)..then... I might and will be availablefor Lifetime..! thank You...Fs

 

 

 

5/7/2012 8:13:30 AM

"We tend to think of the rational as a higher order, but it is the emotional that marks our lives. One often learns more from ten days of agony than from ten years of contentment. What we forget, even now, is that we need never experience a painful time alone. The agony that accompanies a wrenching situation is dissipated as quickly and as silently as the entrance of our higher power, when called upon."CS©®

5/5/2012 10:27:53 PM

Poem special written by Master D for His Lil'dutchie

 

My life has been so empty for so long, no one to love or call my own.

I patiently waited for that time to come, to share this special with someone.

Until you came from the mist, unexpectedly, taking me as I am and accepting me.

You filled the emptiness that lay inside, releasing me from my bitterness and pride.

We shared moments together, questioning if the feelings were true, not realizing how fast time had flew.

I am now miles away from the one I love, things are so different, but you’re still all I think of.

A day seems like year and a month feels like forever, I think about the times we spent, and THAT I will always treasure.

Your soft GREEN eyes that made me shy away, your cute little smile that brightened my day.

Your gentle touch that gave me chills, and your whole body in itself that gave me thrills.

I'll wait patiently until we can touch again, but i am now more satisfied because you are more than just my friend.

To bring back those moments, and to finally see your smile, and hope that things will remain the same for a while.

My feelings for you are now stronger than before, and your love is something I will not ignore.

See now, a part of you has grown in me, I love you always and forever it will be.

 

Thank You Sir...April,9,2012

5/5/2012 7:52:12 AM

~ Clarity ~

It is amazing to me just how wonderful life can be and how much love your heart can hold for another. Clarity gives you peace in knowing that you are on the right path and with the right person. Clarity is a beautiful thing as it really shows you the true path in your life and shows you who really are true and honest people in your life, where it is your love or your friends. There are many that claim to be your friend and have your best interests at heart - but very few really do. Chose very wisely who you let into your life! And especially when you have found happiness in your life there will be those that try to get in the way and claim they are just looking out for you but in truth looking for themselves. I am very thankful that I have been able to see my path and my way into the arms of my love - the man I was made for that fits me perfectly! And for a very dear friend that has had my back - with friends like this it helps you to see the truth of people or their lack of it.
Respect is something that each person has a different definition of. Many claim to respect you but their actions speak volumes. They say they respect you as long as you go along with their thinking and the way they live their lives - but if you close the book on them and walk away you will soon find out just how little bit of respect they had for you with their actions.... Which just reinforces your decision to walk away..©CS
5/5/2012 7:48:37 AM


S
ubmission, in every facet, ever aspect, every  breath, every act and every word. You are His creation. You are His.
Unity, the bind that ties your souls together and  makes you one.
Representation. When You are out in the  world and Your aura is all Him.
Reward. The love, you feel inside. The smile, you see on His face because He is proud you are His. The  words, that come from His mouth and resonate within  you.
Energy. To continue to grow and learn in His  framework.
Need.  For His validation and assurance.
Desire and Devotion, to  meet His every need.
Experience. That which is gained  through Patience and Time.
Rebirth.


S - Sanctifying... that which you know is so deep within your soul to fullfill His every need and therefore your needs...
E - Energy to serve Him... when you receive His gift of approval it encourages you to want to serve Him even more.
R - Respect within yourself, to Him and all of humanity...
V - Vitatility... the essence of the energy you have within you when you are serving Him...
I - Integrity... it's matching your words with your actions as you serve Him and meet His needs...
T - Trust... oh yes Trust... without it, what is it that you serve then?
U - Uniqueness in the relationship you have with Him... No two are ever truly the same...
D - Devotion... what He knows to be true within your heart, mind, body and soul with every action you take with Him and every word you utter...
E - Ecstasy... it is what you find when you undoubtedly know that He values you and purposefully wants you in His life...

5/5/2012 7:42:41 AM

I Am a submissive  woman who truly feels whole when serving the needs & desires of A Dominant Man..A True Master

He "tightens the reigns". He re-verbalizes what I've lost sight of and guides me back onto my path.  He redirects my focus back to the important and down plays the trivial in my head.
He wants me to think, yet be obedient to his will. Though this is the case, he doesn't want a doormat; he still wants me to function independently within his framework of control. (a slow, baby step process) Building strength, independently to stand tall, be confident and proud of the woman I have become in his mold.
Staring straight into eyes that see through you, To a seated Man, staring into your eyes. Drawing you to Him without a word , for your will is to be there to please, to submit, to offer, to relinquish...........

3/3/2012 5:53:30 AM

...To do anything in the world worth doing, we must not stand back shivering and thinking of the cold and danger, but jump in and scramble through as well as we can.....the only journey is the journey within...so every day do something that will inch you closer to a better tomorrow.....cause the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams....and there is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that person is you....

2/8/2012 1:50:20 AM

Valentine's Day..Happy Valentines Day...

Any dude who waits for Valentines Day to treat his women like a Queen is failing 364 days a year....enjoy

12/31/2011 5:49:54 AM

"New Year's eve is like every other night; there is no pause in the march of the universe, no breathless moment of silence among created things that the passage of another twelve months may be noted; and yet no man has quite the same thoughts this evening that come with the coming of darkness on other nightso..” Dear 2011, You made us laugh, you made us cry. You worked us hard and now it's good bye. We'll miss the people we lost along the way but are grateful that we get to share another day. Tonight we'll laugh, tonight we'll sing and wonder to what 2012 will bring..have all a safe and fun New Years eve Day and Evening....."

CHEERS


4/8/2011 3:20:09 AM

DutchieDelight




Contradictions


Eyes staring, expressing darkness, depresses Where did the smile go? From a cross the Miles Pushing the smiles away, Diminish Honesty covered with lies Like the zoomm of flies Healing the Heart and mind Future will tell me and let me find Wondering thoughts in my head, laying in my bed With feelings and thoughts Sleepless nights, a difficult fight Feelings back and ford Like a wound that never fades So deep carved in my heart, like sharp blades Trying to let disappear Meditate feeling like a wounding deer Bouncing up and down Until I see the open field of let go the fear And open my mind to face the fear Open my mind to let in the rays of light again To feel it so bright Healing the heart and soul and mind Future will tell me and will let me know and find! Feeling the Love what was mean to be A loss right now but not for me! Cause this heart and Soul Would have been for eternity! CS © April 6 2011

4/5/2011 10:23:35 PM
Who cares who I realy am? well nobody will know cause i am the just me, the ordinary mysterious girl! LOLOL....geeeeeeeeeesh....but just me.. have all a good nighty night and wake up with the smiles of the Day!Love You all!xxxxx
3/30/2011 12:36:07 AM

I am Hurt like a wounded bird

Tried to be into the nest,

To recover But never the less

True words where not confessed

 Like a bird wounded to be in her nest

The love  did not last,

Cause he was very fast

To let go and said this is the past

The words of God and bless You

Is this the way You believe in the words who are true?

I am deleted of life’s existences

For what of fading  the resistance?

Thank You I will recover

Cause my heart  and mind will be there

To discover, of the lost of my love

To go on with my life

With the Skye above

My heart is bleeding as a stab of a knife

my eyes with tears running

and streaming as a waterfall

my mind filled with the love i feel

 in time it will heal

and my mind and heart a 2 way stream

filled with the love i feel

for ever and for never to forget!!

3/28/2011 10:12:58 PM

Love hurts..my fault but..when someone realy loves You..they wont let you down and have some understanding..wich did not happend..sigh..am hurt tbut life goes on!..have all a smiling life..enjoy it with the love in Yours

3/17/2011 6:08:38 AM

Happy St.PatricksDay...enjoy Your Day with fun and Joy!

2/25/2011 10:53:33 AM

YES!..it is my Birthday..and YES! am going to Party big time...have all a blessed Day!

2/13/2011 6:38:47 PM

its Valentines Day the Day we will have the feelings love the ones we love! who will be Yours? Who will be Mine it will be the question right? All it will be matter the ones in Your heart with the sincere love we will have love for one to another ! Have a Blessed Day and God Bless!!

1/1/2011 4:52:06 AM

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY CM FRIENDS AND COLLARME ......

12/18/2010 5:23:57 AM
Hey my CM friends...FYI...soon I will be back on base in the Dominican Republic...Have all a wonderful and Happy Holidays!

11/30/2010 3:30:46 PM
***********U*P*D*A*T*E************


Yes!  soon I will pass NY  (visit my special man) -  FL  - and then finally back HOME in the DR.....just a matter of weeks...Life is good and in progress!!!!!!!!!!!!!
10/23/2010 6:13:03 AM

I want to feel...

 

I want to feel You

Feel Your Hands caressing  me

Your lips and breath on my neck

To see Your eyes giving me commands

I want to feel You

Your body quite close against me

To hear and feel Your heart beat

To let me totally surrender and let me free

I want to feel you inside of me

and to wrap my legs  around your thighs

so that I quite  intensely tenderly,

can make Love with You as Heaven so high


CS © October 23, 2010

10/15/2010 7:46:15 AM
I am in Amsterdam and it is amsterdamned cold brrrrrr....
10/9/2010 7:29:59 AM
For all my friends..arrival in Holland October 14 YEAH..new adventures are beginning..
9/12/2010 1:24:43 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gC8GTmX2G5w
9/12/2010 1:23:59 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ym-FRRagAxY
9/7/2010 8:44:01 AM

WHAT STARTS THE PASSION BETWEEN TWO PEOPLE....

Is it when you lay next to each other at the end of the day and with that soft touch you give to her face, as you tell her how much you missed her , as her fingers slightly play with your hair, as she tells you that you were in her thoughts throughout the day....you slightly brush her hair out of her face, as she gives you that sexy smile and softly run her fingers across your chest....you both look into each other's eyes.....and without a word, you can read what the other is thinking.... And you start to feel your passion burning deep inside.....as your lips meet and melt into each other's arms....with hearts a racing and pounding, as you feel the burning desires go from one body to the other.... Letting the passion poor out all over, while your bodies intertwine with love that you have for one another.... Mmmmm...What a feeling to end your day with...and go further into the night...to wake up and start all over again...mmmmm....

8/29/2010 4:41:11 AM

I would tell you today
That you are the one that fills my life
Whose smile I cannot wait to see
Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me
Whose lips I live to kiss
Softly, passionately, in every way.

I would want you to know
That you make my heart skip a beat
You fill my soul with contentment
You brighten my dark skies
You fill my days and nights
With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams.

I would want you to see
How beautiful the world looks with your eyes through mine
Your eyes light up the sky
Your touch paints the Heavens
Your kiss creates amazing rainbows
Of beauty, sunshine, and life.

I would want you to understand
That I have always loved you
Before I knew there was you
Before our eyes ever met
Before I found in you
Happiness, completeness, and passion.

If there were no tomorrow
I would tell you
That you are the greatest gift in my life
Whose love I cherish above all else
You sustain me with
Your laughter, love, and friendship
Before there was no knowing
I'd tell you I love you infinitely, without boundaries, and beyond time.

8/28/2010 6:06:06 AM
" I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon, And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon; There’s but one thing I need before I float into the blue: I need a sky companion and I want it to be you. We’ll fly beyond the storm clouds and we’ll watch from up above, I’ll cover you in rainbows as we feel each others’ love; You’ll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place, I’ll dry you with a comet’s tail and kiss your beaming face. Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day, Every night your loving smile will be my milky way, The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven’s height, For nothing else can challenge our love’s everlasting light. Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion, Our daily drifting dalliance in love’s celestial ocean, I’ll write you lovers’ poetry, and you will be my muse, Your lips, your eyes, your soul Are like a work of art, The most creative thing of all Is your beautiful heart. If you were a painting, No colours could express The beauty deep inside you, A rainbow, nothing less. If you were a sculpture The clay could hardly make Your figure of an angel Without one mistake. If you were a euphony No choir could really sing All the beautiful music Your eyes could possibly bring. So here I am, an artist, With inspiration beyond belief But to capture such rare beauty, I'd have to be a thief. Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise. We’ll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an angel’s wings, Then fly as magic lovebirds, or slide round Saturn’s rings, And should we tire of drifting and the stars all floating by, We’ll hook onto a meteor and soar across the sky."
CS
8/18/2010 12:09:04 PM

Some people are so amazing in discising themselves...wow...and after all they think cause if You are a submissive/slave..that we are dumbo's and not comprehensive...geesh..I guess we are maybe more intelligent then most people think and are more aware of what’s going on than in the vanilla scene...well keep on going doing what you doing...for all WE know better..and then there will come a time …as soon WE will confront You with then poooooooooof..then all of the sudden no more contact...no more mails..or....all kind of excuses …they are busy or why they have less time to spend with you wherever or on ever it is....etc....wow...applause for the theatrical approaches and performances..!!!! makes me having more satisfaction of the pleasure of it to see...! and oh..not to forget...to learn from it!..thank you for the life show's....who loves who now...who cares 4 u now...I guess more of You have some spare ones to do so...that’s where the internet is for...right! Yes girls be aware of those and them who do so!..cheers...

8/6/2010 9:00:00 PM
I so totally agree with this lady and ty for sharing..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQ0xH28YL9k&feature=player_embedded

7/29/2010 5:22:35 AM
Love is a bird, she needs to fly, "in her Masters loving hands,he will bring forth, the wind beneath her wings, that is needed to keep her air-born, for He allows such flights, within her freedom within His love and dominance one cannot exist without the other,for He is her strength, life, love, she is His to control, protect, love He makes her all that He wishes her to be growing ever closer within the binds of His dominance, once He has achieved what He so wishes her to be for Him, she awaits on His perch, for His given word she feels Him release her from his binds for a moment, to spread her wings,He commands her to fly, to soar above the clouds, to bask in His glory, in His honor in His love and ownership,she takes flight knowing He will always be there to pull her back to Him,to protect, to control, to teac h,to own,she also is shown that all this can be done within unconditional love that it does exist even within His dominance and ownership of her she will always belong to Him, now and forever, as one Master/submissive…"...quote from an anonymous...
7/23/2010 10:11:30 AM
..There once was a woman, lovely and true..she wrote an ad hoping to find a MASTER who would understand and command her inner desires and fan the flame of passion......so she drank herself into courage, called him on the phone and pleaded to come and see him..no more delays, which she had put of for so long, when he finally after much pleading said to come now..she hung up, took another drink, a big sigh and booked the night flight to LA...she thought she must be out of her mind flying to Los Angels in the middle of the night, but she also thought she was crazy not to....when she met the MASTER he filled her body, mind and spirit with wondrous feeling and she shuddered at the sound of his whispered voice demanding "is this all your bags?", the smell of his lions and the touch of his whisper...............from the letters she knew he was gentle but firm...she knew, that he knew, romance is making love to a woman's soul..damm him...for seeing into her soul.. perhaps Not even touching her body,  but exciting her spirit...she found herself, unlike her vanilla self ...obeying his masculine voice commands, and deep  inside her  against resistance, she wanted serve, serve him so well, and be justly rewarded... it was then he broke her drifting mind off and told her of the story of his first sub a long time ago.......................

She pleaded to come to him,.... when he allowed it., he picked up this stranger from the airport in the dead of night. 2:30 in the morning. It was a cold winter night in California..he saw her at the terminal standing alone, looking at the ground as instructed, waiting for him.. without hesitation, He commanded her to pick up her luggage, she did as commanded keeping her eyes to the ground. This was the first time she heard his voice in reality, it was strong and sexy on the phone, deep and powerful in person it was that that caused the first ripple in her stomach, she glanced briefly unnoticed by him and she saw he was dressed to kill in tie and suit, he smelled delicious,...he next allowed her to carry her own bags to the car, and walk in silence, after all this time of waiting to meet him, she wanted desperately for him to say something reassuring, look at her, whisper in her ear, Anything!, caress her shoulders, to be allowed to look in his eyes knowing she was safe, protected, and his but this was not to be her pleasure yet..... and as they entered the dark, silent, empty parking structure, he pointed to his car,  and for the first time she looked into his eyes, as she was instructed not to do so before then....the look made her shudder and become moist..... she could feel the strangers maleness so close to her love spot...she didn't know what to feel, or think, or say, but she knew, she was at that moment allowed not to speak.......she knew, she just knew he was deeply in love with her......He opened the door, threw the bags into the car and commanded this stranger to undo her skirt. She hesitated... for at any moment they might be discovered. Although the parking lot was empty, it was the airport, someone could pop out of nowhere at any moment, she felt her mouth go dry not expecting this command..he waited,.. she did as instructed. He quickly and defenitly..reached down into her silk panties to feel her excitment..he was not disappointed...she arched forward in surprise and a little shock as she felt his strong warm hand take command.. unbuttoning her silk skirt, he used it to lightly, bind her hands together....took her panties off and put them in his shirt pocket...and guided her ever so gently in the seat.....her bare bottom on the leather seat and with only a blouse left to protect her body..they drove through the night...not one word was spoken, until they arrived at the apartment building outside parking lot............in the dead of night..the building of tenants were asleep..he go out of the car, walked to her side and gently helped her out, that was the first time she felt the chill of the night air against her bare bottom, she was vulnerable and afraid someone might see her, all she had covering her precious treasure was the blouse which hid nothing now she was standing.....he looked at her body in the moonlight, with her peach goose bumped bottom and shapely legs men would die for...he noticed her tremble just a bit beneath her blouse as she tried not to show the fast beating of her heart...he took her shoes off, put them into her hands, loaded her with her own luggage...then undid his tied...put his tie over her head..slipping the knot forward making a leash...he takes her panties from his shirt pocket and gently forces it into her mouth, she can make no sound.. he leads her into the building..this was it.. it was really going to happen...her excitement of the unknown was getting to be to much to bear..for In her heart of hearts, she ached to be owned. Yes, owned, her heart, body and soul, by a strong man.. one that will take her to the very depths Passion, a man that she can serve fully and completely and who will not permit her to do any less...for she knows, that is the man who deserves her love, deserves her body and soul..this is where she belongs, and cannot find happiness anywhere else.. and longs to.. The words take me, love me, care for me, protect me, I am Pleased.....he opens his apartment door, and she can see a room filed with candles and flowers... he enters, but commands her to wait..in the hallway, with no panties, no skirt, holding her luggage,..he comes back, lifts her chin and looks deeply into her eyes for the first time, she senses a loving strength so powerful, her knees buckle just a little, she wants a kiss, she wants him to hold her...not one word has passed between them... his commands have been silent.. her desire has been compliant....she never again wishes To go to that depth where a girl sometimes spent more nights than she cares to remember, crying herself to sleep because of the pain such love can bring, and never stops loving. just as these thoughts go through her mind, he swoops her up into his arms, the luggage clangs to the floor...and he places her in the center of the softly, romantically lit room, where he can admire and worship this woman sent from heaven...and for the first time she can smell the fragrance of her favorite scent, he remembered....he places his hands on her shoulders...lowering her to the floor which she kneels upon gladly, before she melts into the carpet...at this level she can see he is excited as she is..she can almost hear the throbbing of his manhood, as she watches the fabric of his pants caress his manhood she wants to surrender to now.......he walks around her.. and now she can hear the water running in the bathtub, she can now see in the mirror behind him, the bubbles from the splashing water...she sees a a whip, cuffs, the other things are obscured by the darkness only hints of things can be seen by candlelight, she's afraid of pain and wonders if it's for her...hoping he will not inflict pain as they discussed on the phone and in letters..but at the same time wondering what's it like...wondering why people like it and ...hoping not to find out tonight....whatever happens right here right now she is his..she cannot stop him, she doesn't want to stop him..she just wishes he would stop walking around, come over grab her by the hair and force her motuh open she dreamed of tasting him.... He walks slowly to her...........CONTINUE THE STORY WHAT HAPPENS NEXT......
7/21/2010 4:43:13 PM

Hi ok!..Through out of experiences of life a person should not question his/herself if they need to be or need to compete with others...my answer will be a BIG NO!...I know whom I am and stand in life....I consider myself the just me...If You do not like it well You can always look the other way,  close the door and walk another path and  there will be always be another door going to be open 4 you...to consider competition means in my opinion...to challenge the other party...well go challenge...cause i would and will  be the challenge 4 You only and not 4 to play some game of Your life..LOL...so now folks I am whom I AM! again...if You want someone in Your life who means something to You, don’t go into competitions between people but make Your choice at the first glance..follow your intuitions …listen to Your guidance’s …YOUR mind...thank You..Just wanted to get something of my chest...
ciao 4 now...from me...C...the Fs
have all a great time...

7/19/2010 9:37:14 PM
Update : up on request of several friends I will stay for a while....
FOR ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!! AM GOING TO REMOVE ME OUT OF HERE OF COLLARME !FOR THOSE WHO KNOW ME WELL YOU KNOW WHERE OR HOW TO CONTACT ME..THANKS FOR KNOWING YOU AND CIAO4 NOW!
7/14/2010 1:53:04 PM
Here for You all to share...but have no permition to copy or paste or use..copyrights reserved only by me!

Promises with words of lies…..
Truth or lies, what is it you dare,
What will it be, you wonna share.
to be believed, to be believable, it’s all disguised
but the truth will detect and hunt the lies,
Hidden in the shade of the charade,
Smart words and fancy trappings will soon fade,
why be a deceiver with promising words of lies
it will debase you and destroy the pride of life.
There's no value in pretending to be someone you are not,
As who you really are is always more than enough,
It is, rather, to be real, to be honest, to be you,
gain the trust of others is to speak the truth,
and the real you of the person behind it,
is what will be remembered and treasured.
CS©

7/14/2010 7:35:55 AM
I am Your  Sunny Stream.

" I am content and happy, like a leaf that floats on the water, going wherever it may take me"
7/4/2010 9:35:11 AM
Happy 4th Folks..enjoy Your day....

"
Luck is the residue of preparation: Lets prepare ourselves for luck, by accepting that we are blessed..."

Have a wonderful day!!!

 

6/28/2010 1:32:52 PM

For Daddy....

Your voice and presence always make me horny and arrouse....the 1st orgasm and i came hard...squezzing my pussy and hold on, i felt extremely pleasurable detached kind of sensation...listening to your voice....imagine you kissing my lips, sucking my breast and feeling your dick sliding over my body...to then go down deep inside me....fucking me hard....

2nd time was a bit less and fast...and came not as hard as the 1st...time... pleasant....but hearing your voice wants me to cum more and more....get me wett wet wet and want your dick to stay inside me...Then when closing my eyes...and leaning my pussy more towards your dick to get it faster and deeper inside of me..knowing you will fuck me harder and harder..long and slow......when i came my body trembled like it is and want to have you stay inside of me...just imagine your big black dick.....i love Daddy’s dick......and when Daddy told me to rub my clit.... the rub makes me get really warm with my pussy juice and it turns me on even more..knowing You are watching your bitch...to keep my legs spread and pussy open....and that Daddy wants this pussy to fuck...mmmmm.... until I explode and have an amazing orgasm that made me moan again...and shake...and thinking of having You inside of me make me more horny and hunger for You Daddy....

6/25/2010 3:58:58 PM


For You...........

When woke up, i remembered a dream of You....and me having a fantasy meeting in the park....

Anxiously shifting from one foot to the other, i peered through the trees at the abandoned park. Finally the familiar set of round headlights turned the corner.  It was my Masters car,.  I could barely wait for You to park and exit the car before I would wrapped my arms around Your waist giving You a big hug. “I thought you’d never get here,”i said... eagerly i ran my fingers over your face and kissed You as You sat at one of the picnic tables.  “You been a good girl while you waited?” You inquired as I plopped myself on Your lap.  Trying to ignore Your question I nibbled on Your neck making tiny circles on Your skin with my tongue.... ran my tongue along Your earlobe... Straddling Your leg I tugged at the collar of Your shirt as i rubbed my crouch against Your thigh. i pressed my body against Yours giving You another nibble on the ear, You responded to my antics with a solid smack on my plump derriere. Defensively i snapped out of Your grip and attempted to protect my backside with my hand.. I attempted to break free of Your grip, but you caught me around the waist and pulled me back to the picnic bench. Sitting down, You demanded that i remove my dress, “Take ‘em off!” Head bowed, and twisting uneasily between Your legs I petitioned , You rolled YoUr sleeve up in preparation,” I could feel Your dick growing erect as You watched me... gently stroking my naked bottom... i relaxed a little spreading my legs a bit. I could feel Your member throbbing beneath me... glancing over my shoulder, i watched as You raised Your hand to deliver the first blow of my sentence. SMACK!! “Ow!” I was startled by the sharp sting of the blow. Strangely enough i found myself growing moist with anticipation of the next slap. “Ow! PLLLLLEEEASE!!” I began to squirm between blows. Firmly sliding my back into place, You continued to spank my supple ass....(be continued.....).

6/22/2010 8:41:09 AM

Words continue to flow, true by all my ideas true I let them come quietly, I write them on tidy following, Sometimes they come inconvenient They exploit each occasion and are for nothing timid and have no notion of time,

It swarms in my head of words,  in all colours of the sunshine, wanting  that everyone hear them, just satisfied if they are written down, intimate by the time as a link arises with words as  they come and go, I want to keep them my life long as words whom become poems, Butterflys as a hyphens bird song.....

5/12/2010 4:12:01 PM
 
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4/12/2010 9:00:01 PM

Words continue to flow, true by all my ideas true I let them come quietly, I write them on tidy following, Sometimes they come inconvenient They exploit each occasion and are for nothing timid and have no notion of time,

It swarms in my head of words,  in all colours of the sunshine, wanting  that everyone hear them, just satisfied if they are written down, intimate by the time as a link arises with words as  they come and go, I want to keep them my life long as words whom become poems, Butterflys as a hyphens bird song.....

4/12/2010 7:17:40 PM
YOU know what FOLKS I dont give a shit anymore..YOU ARE ALL ONEOF A KIND...YOU WANT ME? FINE..AM I ON CONSIDERATION FINE..WELL COME AND GET ME OR NOT..I AM WHOMI AM PERIOD..!!!!!!!!!!! YOUR CHOISE AND I AINT GOING TO FIGHT AGAINST..CAUSE I KNOW I AM WORTH IT..CAUSE OF THE PERSON I AM...CIAO CIAO
4/10/2010 11:29:36 AM
Sensual ....thoughts and evisions of/for someone special

As i sit here in my chair..i took of my bathrobe and i imagine you watching me on the cam...i put on the nipple clips the tight ones..auch and first the left one as then the right one as you prefer my Master..i spreaded my legs..and put my feet each on the computer desk so my pussy was wide open...then i focused on my Master how he is taking control over my clitoris and pussy by licking and sucking and feeling his tongue inside of me....i fiddle meantime my clit and start to rub my pussy with my hands..as i imagine that i start to lick slowly and arouse your balls and then going to explore my candy, i slowly go up and down sliding with my tongue over your cock...then i will go with the top of my tongue into your top of your cock and enclosed it with my lips softly start to suck and lick, suck and lick while doing i will squeeze your balls slowly, harder and harder, pull the skin way back so i can reach your top, then i slide upwards and look for and to explore your nipples Master, to give them a nice soft bite at first and will squeeze one of your nipples while my mouth is nibbling the other while almost in ecstasy, your subbie is going back down under and start to lick and suck again, longing your cock inside of me... with my glass dildo...slowly up and down and then inside of me imagine and envision it was your cock...as i go on top of your cock, slowly your cock enter my pussy and feels the hot juice starting to slide over your dick, deeper and deeper and you feel the squeezing ritme of my pussies lips as well the inner pussy, pounding harder and harder, i want to cum but you wont let me,you go in and out just let me feel your cock and i want it deeper inside of me sucking your dick upwards inside of me, deeper and deeper,after several times of begging you tell me to cum, i cum very hard and scream i out loud as well " Sir "...you feel my cum squirting all over you..and you came after you let me cum to show your control, after i came you want to see my face....to see my love, my submissiveness and your control in my eyes, you touch my face and i touch you and look into your eyes..and say i ..mmmmmmmmmm..thank you Sir…....
4/1/2010 10:35:02 PM
"Happy Easter" "Let the resurrection joy lift us from loneliness and weakness and despair to strength and beauty and happiness."

 Sweet dreams and shake your eggs in the morning..hahaha...
3/9/2010 2:42:29 PM
I have had a good talk with a friend of mine to reveal our thoughts and feelings and I want to share a poem with You he wrote in regard his"ex"it"
---------------


Tales of a Hoodrat!

She said that she was molested when she was 4!

She watched men pound her to the floor and the cops knocking down the door!

You see her pimp in a Caddy!

It’s her uncle, her brothers Daddy!

A pencil is used for Education but her Uncle said used it for Penetration!

She will use you and abuse you!

And try to confuse you!

She is a trick to every man dick!

Believe me this bitch is sick!

You see a Cowboy shoot his rifle!

But I tell you she is Trifle!

She said give me $200 to bury my babies Daddy!

And don’t worry about my Uncle in that Caddy!

She’s a slut in a hut she wants you to bust a nut! 

So watch out that you don’t get cut! 

You keep messing with these Bitches you are going to keep getting stitches!

Oh bring me a tissue this girl got issues!

I asked her about the toys in her play den!

She said it is because she don’t trust men!

It is all across the nation but with her she is high into Masturbation!

Dial 1 (800) Booty Call  Camp!

This Hoe is a Tramp! 

You heard of a Gangster but this one here is a Skankster!

Hood Rats have a story to tell!

They don’t know whether they are going to Heaven or Hell!

This is “The Tales of a Hood Rat” and that’s, that!

 

Written by Caleb

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Thank You my friend for sharing....

2/28/2010 8:15:09 AM
...Dang...I really need to find a JOB...
2/25/2010 3:36:51 AM
YEAH...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO me...amgoing to relax at the beach and gofrom there....woooweeee....
2/21/2010 10:18:37 AM

 "You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel,

and don't find love, let love find you, that's why it's called falling in love, because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.....

"

CS

1/28/2010 6:28:12 AM
If you search for tenderness
it isn't hard to find.
You can have the love you need to live.
But if you look for truthfulness
You might just as well be blind.
It always seems to be so hard to give.

Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.

I can always find someone
to say they sympathize.
If I wear my heart out on my sleeve.
But I don't want some pretty face
to tell me pretty lies.
All I want is someone to believe.

Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.

I can find a lover.
I can find a friend.
I can have security until the bitter end.
Anyone can comfort me
with promises again.
I know, I know.

When I'm deep inside of me
don't be too concerned.
I won't as for nothin' while I'm gone.
But when I want sincerity
tell me where else can I turn.
Because you're the one I depend upon.

Honesty is such a lonely word.
Everyone is so untrue.
Honesty is hardly ever heard.
And mostly what I need from you.

(from a good friend)
1/27/2010 2:00:54 PM
......Life is fresh and new and begins all over again right now. Let it be so in you.....
1/1/2010 9:47:33 AM
Happy New Year my friends...and it will be one with changes, luck,love and all the best and in good health........CHEERS....
8/1/2009 7:45:33 AM
Well hello folks...READ..FYI..I am NOT bi-sexual so please lady's and gentleman, do not approach me nor send me messages cause they will end up in the trash can..thank you..however if you want to comunicate as a friend then please give me notice in regard...thank you and have all a nice day....
7/3/2009 8:22:21 AM
Be a golden child of the universe...shine your golden heart to others and it will reflect yours into theirs!


Mystery is the curiosity of the mind, if you seek you will not find cause the mind seeks, for magic, spirits of the unknown of life and future will tell what will be or is to be to belong and to behold and as we all know ...you only live once. Life is to short....treasure it…because... what you do today can improves all your tomorrows!

7/2/2009 10:56:12 PM
If I may say and express my self ,why people first purk you up,with compliments andwant YOU , NEED YOU and then send a message: like I must now sever our relationship some one whom I knew in the Past has come back into my life...I am Sorry... Be Well  and be Happy..excuse me, I am whom i am but it shows  people are so easy with words and using peoples friendship and emotions, well, even i am a submissive does not mean I am not strong so the fuck with them,lollollol..hope people like him will finally know what they really want and do not regret and realize to analyze what they want in a a person , who she really is and who she can mean to him and will be for sure before to release...ciao 4 now folks and good luck with your search and finding the one of your desires..........
7/1/2009 5:06:21 AM
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANADA"
5/17/2009 7:38:28 AM
It's not the destination that matters, it's the journey ..........Have a great Day with Joy, smiles and excitement...    
4/15/2009 3:01:57 AM
 

I want  you to know

"Flowers of the heart "

 

 

A field of flowers in my mind

who lived on shimmering thoughts,

how would they bloom ,withouth thoughts of light to grow

seeds of need and wanted attention,

shine your spring of light and love, it will let them glow

To be loved or not to be loved, Is it questioned ? Yes!

Love is patient, love is kind.

Its so beautifull and can be so blind,

From the day we met I knew

I am ready for love,, I would fall in love with you

You where kind, gentle and sweet to me

Like nothing I have ever seen, I’ve ever been

After from that moment I knew,

After sharing some,you would falling in love too

We shared so many, the earth down

Your love has stood its ground

My love has grown more for you,

I wouldn’t change 1 thing about you

,Giving your love is to risk not to be loved

it’s also to risk pain when you hope

have a heart to share some love,

It will be the floridity of the heart,

Also to risk the pain when you hope,

By just to try, is to risk failure,

But risk must be taken, cause,

the greatest venture in life is to risk nothing

Just do it, make the consideration,

of feelings and thoughts,

It will make the mind decide

I want you to know,

you are in my heart, for you to show

you're in my thoughts, in my mind,

 

Together with the feelings of the heart,

They will be the beauty of mankind 

cs©

 

 

4/4/2009 7:44:47 AM

SURRENDER When you have compassion and surrender to your own heart, you are surrendering to the hidden power in your heart. You are surrendering to love, because it is Love, the cohesive force of the universe that connects us all. Surrender is not just a religious concept; it's a power tool for listening to the voice of your spirit and following its directions. When you surrender your head to your heart, you allow your heart to give you a wider, higher intelligence perspective. Remember the phrase, "The real teacher is within you." Very simply, that teacher is to be found in the common sense of your own heart.

 

PATIENCE

Have patience with all things, but chiefly have patience with yourself. Do not lose courage in considering your own imperfections, but instantly set about remedying them - every day begin the task anew.

SIMPLICITY

Simple silence quiets complications. Child like love heals all the nations.

Questions are answered in a butterflies dance.

Mental mirages have not a chance.

Crushing wild flowers on the way to the Guru, or enthroned in the moment as life courses through you.

Merely a channel of the love so inherent. The answers you seek are, oh so apparent.

Each touch or each word to mirror love’s design, The universe opens to unleash the divine.

3/3/2009 8:24:46 AM
The Universe does not burden you with a destiny. It provides you with potential. How much of that potential you realize depends upon the choices that you make. At each moment you are given an opportunity to choose. What you choose leads you to more choices. Each of those choices leads you to yet more choices, and so on.
Now, look at each choice as a fork in the road with both paths leading me to realize my full potential. The kicker is, one path will be riddled with potholes, making the journey a little slower and bumpier, and the other will be perfectly paved.

1. Be true to yourself
2. Leave no regrets
3. Become love
4. Live the moment
5. Give more than you take
2/24/2009 4:03:00 PM
February 25th.2009.My Birthday.....words from the heart from a special person/friend ....thank You

" Some years ago a wish was made;
And God to some couple a baby gave.
The proud parents looked on with glee;
God in his wisdom had blessed them with thee.

Through times and space, good times and bad, you made it this far and I am so glad.

You stand here today pretty as can be, and what a wonderful , beautiful lady you are to see."

"Thank You my dear friend for Your lovely and kind words..giving by a special friend"
2/24/2009 5:35:12 AM

Dear Daddy                                                                      

I awoke from a dream, sweaty and breathless.
A fantasy so vivid I couldn't close my eyes without seeing his face or hearing his voice.
It frightened me, this lack of control; yet I was enraptured,
obsessed with a world I had only glimpsed in my dreams.
I had walked life's way with an easy tread,
Had followed where comfort and pleasures led,
Until one day in paradise, a quiet place
I met the Master face to face.
With station and rank and wealth for my goal,
Much thought for my body, but none for my soul,
I had entered to win in life's mad race,
When I met the Master face to face
I met Him, and knew Him and blushed to see
That His eyes full of love, were fixed on me;
And I faltered and fell at His feet that day,
I had built my castles, reared them high,
Till their towers had pierced the blue of the sky; While my castles melted and vanished away. When I met my Master face to face.

Melted and vanished and in their place
Naught else did I see but the Masters face.
And I cried aloud, "Oh, make me meet
To follow the steps of the loving seeds."
My thought is now for the soul of this man,
I have will not lost my life to find it again,
Ever since one day in paradise a quite place
My Master and I will stand again face to face....

I met the Master face to face.

with all my love for my "Daddy"
12/26/2008 3:28:12 PM
"HAPPY HOLIDAYS" to who it interests......have fun and enjoy the spirits of the Holidays and the ones You love.........
11/27/2008 10:33:52 AM
~ Special for my Mother ~

Lost in mind and soul

A mother is created cause a child is born
As seed to grow into corn,
Removing leafs to get swallowed by the world,
The past ready to be burned.

A mother is created cause a child is born

Feelings, secrets, loneliness,
For both a guess,
Lost in the heart, soul and mind,
For the mother, but the most for the child.

A mother is created cause a child is born

Hidden behind mysterious walls,
Awaiting and ready to be called,
Silences of the heart and soul,
Afraid to put thoughts and feelings to be spoken.

Growing old, loosing moments of joy,
Crying inside, looking gray and old,
And lost in the mind and soul.

A mother is created cause a child is born

Forgiveness, something to behold and there,
To forget became for both a prayer,
Sitting home, plumb, gray and young of heart,
Crying out loud for understanding, it tears a part.

Awaiting for the next to come,
The light of the moon peeks throughout the clouds,
Giving the loneliness of the night,
Shadows shaping strange reflections of thoughts to being old,
Lost in mind and soul,
Memories to be burned and secrets to behold.

©CS© thoughts and feelings between mother and child!
November 27, 2008 + 11 am...Love You mom


11/7/2008 9:04:00 AM
A Day Dream
 

I sit and gaze sometimes, not at anything in particular and I can see you smile. The contour of your eyes, the lines of your face. They are burned into my memory for all times. The way you smile when you speak, the way that your eyes sparkle when I approach. Words oh words could never explain the feelings that someone may have inside. It’s only for the beholder to really understand for they are the beings of sort. Sunshine ray’s beam brightly across the sands of time, just like a smile once placed. How I sit and gaze and wonder what you are doing at this particular time, at this particular moment. Awwww for I know that you are sleeping, perhaps dreaming yourself of a far away place that you long to be at the moment, far away sands, blue oceans and music playing in the background. The mind is a wonderful tool, yet it can be such a powerful creature at times. For you must control it and not let it control you. After which you will know the power of a wonderful force at your beckoning call. Unmatched by anything you’ve seen. Oh my what a wonderful day dream. Is that live or is that Memorex?

8/26/2008 11:53:27 AM

        
I am a submissive

To be or not to be : “ that’s the question” once Shakespeare said and he made a good quote right there!

Starting thinking about this line I have questioning myself, who am I ? what is it what I am looking for as far in a Daddy/Dominant/Master, what makes me submissive or willing to expose myself in this role?

If you look into the world in general, many people have experienced a submissive role as lets say children, students and employees.

Many have experienced a dominant role as parents, teachers , mentors and employers.

 

I think we can look at many periods and ways of our lives and can see some power exchange and can look at the various aspects of our lives and we can see how we respond in positions of power or responsibility, positions of service, times when we are responding to authority and discipline or being an expert in our field or chosen profession and learn more about who we are as dominants or submissive.

 

Maybe strange to say as the rookie I am and one the more difficult thing for me is to define when is a Dom a Master, when is a sub a slave?

Hell that is easy to answer for a lot in the BDSM lifestyle but also it surprises me how many people with experience cannot define the answer so you can imagine how confusing it is for a poor novice or newbie as they call it to try to define and understand.

 

I think as I looked around that there a many Dom/Master’s with personals adverts for a Master looking for a slave when in fact it is really a Dom looking for a submissive play partner.

 

There are many articles about the meaning of submission, the definition of submission, the meaning of dominance, the definition of dominance, and the meaning and definition of the D/S relationship.

We are individuals and I think every relationship stands on his own regarding our role within, no two relationships are exactly alike or the same.

I consider myself as a woman with a strong personality, inner being, intelligent with a strong strife in life, outspoken and with a mind of her own.

I don’t want to people give the idea that I am not equal within a relationship, when I give this a thought it is a very worse thing a Dom/Master can do is to try to make a sub into a doormat. 
I don’t think that will be the meaning of being a submissive but the more that we see ourselves as halves of a whole.

Maybe someone can tell me where it is written that just because I am submissive or want to be as in a role play it means I am only the Dominant’s “fuck buddy” and just because I have choose to be the special one for my Master that he is expected to share me like a plate of hors d'oeuvres?

 

Again what is it what I am looking for as far in a Dominant/Master, what makes me submissive or willing to expose myself in this role?

A man who has a strong sense of right and wrong, a desire, not to change who I am but to enhance what I already posses.

Someone who recognizes my limits, sees the ones that can be explored and pushed beyond where they currently are and has the patience to do that with a strict loving hand. I am looking for someone who is willing to help me explore the many facets of the lifestyle which I have yet to become acquainted with, help me experience all that there is to experience and find the limits which I have not yet reach.

I desire a man who can intrigue my intellect, touch my soul and hold my heart in his hands and keep it safe, not one who is strictly in the lifestyle for the pleasures of play.

I would love for Him to have the nurturing "Daddy" side, to protect, possess, defend and
provide for me and caring side, who does not see his sub as a wannabe but that views herself as a real sub and totally feminine.

Given my thoughts and feelings for this moment I feel to be honored and exclusive to receive a Master’s gift that he embraced my submissiveness and my wholebeing as the individual feminine person…the person I am in total sense.

dutchie subbie

 

 

8/14/2008 8:26:23 AM

What is the meaning of being submissive?


The term submissive typically refers to the individual who accepts the control of, and is obedient to the authority of, a dominant partner within a BDSM context/relationship. Individuals who submit control of a large percentage of their day-to-day life to a dominant partner, or who submit within a formal set of rules and rituals are sometimes referred to using the term slave, which is distinctly different from the historical use of the term, and the practice of this type of consensual sexual slavery is different from the historical practice of slavery.

Behaviors of submissives and bottoms often overlap, with the bottom also being submissive, but this is not always the case. Someone who is "topping" may be doing so at the request, or even the direction, of the bottom partner(s). In such a case, the dominant's function would reside with the bottom(s). Tops who act within this kind of relationship dynamic are sometimes called a service tops. A bottom who has dominance over the activities or the relationship is said to be topping from the bottom, even though they are really expressing dominance from the bottom.

Within communities of lifestyle BDSM devotees, there exists a widespread prejudice against both service tops and bottoms that top from the bottom. Both are considered by many to be failing to achieve a "proper" BDSM relationship dynamic – especially if the partners are purported to be trying to achieve dominant-top/submissive-bottom relationship.

The acceptance of a bottom role, or the submission of a partner, is seldom absolute, often operating within a set of defined limits. A common means that bottoms or submissives use to signal a top or dominant partner that their limits are being approached, pushed, or even crossed is the use of safewords. Extreme forms of submission or the practice of edgeplay can remove the safeword option from the bottom or submissive, although this somewhat risky situation is entered into with the consent of the bottom or submissive.

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What is the meaning of being a slave?


Slave is a term often used in BDSM to connote a specific form of submissive. A sexual roleplay or consensual slave could also be a masochist or bottom, but this is not always the case.[1]

Connotatively it refers to highly committed dominance and submission (commonly abbreviated as D/s) relationships, as a person who has surrendered their personal property and freedoms to another, who has become the property or chattel of their owner(s). This term is widely used, as it has a certain self-affirming weight.

Some practitioners feel the difference between submissive and slave is the degree of submission. However, many who are involved in master/slave relationships see the difference as one in kind, not in degree. In particular, some slaves do not have a naturally submissive personality, but simply choose to surrender their will and volition to another.

There is considerable debate over the exact definition of the word "slave" as it pertains to BDSM. Many people believe that you are a slave if you consider yourself one, whilst others believe one must be in the emotional state of total power exchange (see below) for the term to apply.

There are differences of opinion about whether one needs to be currently in an M/s relationship to be identified as a slave. Many in the mistress/master-slave community do not feel that current ownership is a requirement, viewing it as an identity rather than a condition.

8/2/2008 9:44:33 AM
Everyday we all go thru something negative, remove yourself from the situation for a moment...put love in your heart and all is good.  I know we all go thru some bullshit, but not to be redundant put love in your words and responses, even if you are so pissed off at the time, step back, remember we are all one.....ONE. ..
6/18/2008 3:32:13 AM
Beyond the limits of time
No matter what you do, you cannot change the number of hours in the day. Yet you have an enormous impact over what goes into those hours, and what comes from them.
Fill the hours with purpose, and the passing of time works in your favor. Fill your days with meaning, with creativity, with goodness, joy and love, and each day leaves behind lasting value for your world.
Does it seem that there's never enough time to get it all done? Align your efforts more closely with your true purpose, and you'll find that those efforts quickly become much more effective.
Or does it feel like time is passing too slowly? Choose to put more meaning in each moment, and those moments will move quickly along.
Let go of your concerns about the speed at which time is passing, for time is nothing more than an arbitrary measure. What matters is what you do with each moment now as you live it.
Take your eyes off the clock and look instead toward your highest vision of what life can be. Fill the world with your own unique beauty, and go beyond the limits of time.
6/11/2008 8:32:23 AM

Thoughts of the day:

It is amazing to me just how wonderful life can be and how much love your heart can hold for another. Clarity gives you peace in knowing that you are on the right path and with the right person. Clarity is a beautiful thing as it really shows you the true path in your life and shows you who really are true and honest people in your life, where it is your love or your friends. There are many that claim to be your friend and have your best interests at heart - but very few really do. Chose very wisely who you let into your life! And especially when you have found happiness in your life there will be those that try to get in the way and claim they are just looking out for you but in truth looking for themselves. I am very thankful that I have been able to see my path and my way into the arms of my love - the man I was made for that fits me perfectly! And for a very dear friend that has had my back - with friends like this it helps you to see the truth of people or their lack of it.

Respect is something that each person has a different definition of. Many claim to respect you but their actions speak volumes. They say they respect you as long as you go along with their thinking and the way they live their lives - but if you close the book on them and walk away you will soon find out just how little bit of respect they had for you with their actions.... Which just reinforces your decision to walk away...

 

5/11/2008 8:02:09 AM
"A very Warm and Happy Mother's Day to all  of you MOMS!  This is your day, do make it a good one for yourself and continue being good to yourself and family. "

5/7/2008 7:59:48 AM

 

 

A new Day

 

 

 

I am a simple rainbow to come to brighten all your day,

 

and when the sun beams thru,

 

I'll dance, shine and sparkle to make joy your way

 

For I have seen the beauty of a sunrise..
 Enchanted it seems, but in reality it is the day...

 

Followed by a ray of highlights your way

 

to awaken and great this new day

 

A day in which our eyes wide open to see..
Like a bird to sing to the morning free

 

with a symphony that brings sweet memories . . .
 of sweet and soft lyrics breezing true the trees

 

with waves of pleasure to embrace morning treasure

 

Full of the breath, the thoughts, the dreams,

 

As side glistening rivers, sparkling streams  Gentle day breezes refresh your soul

 

With every person comes a light,

 

To shine true life so bright

 

Embrace the glow of every new day

 

Like a nightingale singing into the night away

 

 

 

 

 

CS©

 

May 7, 2008

 

10 AM

3/7/2008 8:02:51 AM

Another Day in Paradise,

 

Rays of sun lightnen

 

the smiles of the Day

 

Palm tree leaves waving Greeting you

 

When rain clouds gather arround you,

 

just look at me and know

 

that I will shine and smile for you.
a simple rainbow to come to brighten all your day,

 

and when the sun beams thru,

 

I'll dance, shine and sparkle to make joy Your way

 

Like a symphony that brings sweet memories
tender thoughts and special smiles

 

with sweet and soft lyrics
tender, romantic, sensual  with waves of pleasure
,  With every person comes a light    The closer we look, the more we find!

 

2/25/2008 7:10:25 AM
Its Party Time today....
2/18/2008 4:42:39 AM

Seduce the mind and the body will follow.

Most everyone has heard that saying before.

Seduction of the mind to get the body does not necessarily mean that the heart will follow along.

 

The heart has a mind of its own is another saying that most have heard.

 

The heart may want something that the mind says isn't right for us.

 

How many of us have dealt with that ?

 

There is no guarantee that you will get all three at the same time.

And there is no guarantee to how long you will possess them

Unless you touch a soul.

 

The soul in one definition is "The animating and vital principle in humans, credited with

the faculties of thought, action, and emotion".

 

When bodies, hearts and minds cease to exist, the soul goes on.

 

You have not tasted life until you have spend at least one moment in time in her presence.

When one gives you their soul, they are yours for eternity!

Go with the Spirits of Heart, Mind, Body and Soul  as in  "1"

2/9/2008 6:37:23 AM
TRUE LOVE

Your love, gentleness makes me humble
I'm in love so much, it makes me crumble
I race with the wind instead of blowing it within me,
I stand on the floor of a raindrop with the breadth sky and sea
I stand in the living room of the Sun knowing not to run
I now sit on the sofa of Love, with thoughts as stars above
Just one look from you leaves me weak
Just one touch from you leaves me weaker
Combine the two and you have me melting
Just the thought of what is to come leaves me welding
Your kisses as you caress my hot body I shiver and grow weaker
you enter my body and I feel the earth begin to shake You can call to my soul, without a word, As my heart is for you to have and take My heart is alive and beats for You
My thoughts are deep and they're filled with You
My body, my heart and my soul is high, Your smile, Your presence , Your voice,
You have all of me,, totally, I am yours One day, the way we feel, we'll be alright I won't change my mind, Love's so true, i will make love to you My heart, my body my soul, We will be together as one eternity whole..
CS© Coralia
12/31/2007 7:36:01 AM
Look at tomorrow
With Hope and Faith From across the miles, smile at the past with pride and Grace..Live each day with Joy and Verve...

May this Year all Your efforts be reward and all Your dreams come true,
May this New Year give You all Your lifes desires,
Be Filled with Joy, Love and Care
I am wishing You a `Happy New Year´ !
That´s filled with all the exitement of living Each Day to the fullest and That You live Your life as That there are and will be no regrets
 
" HAPPY NEW YEAR "
11/21/2007 10:21:57 AM
 ~HAPPY THANKSGIVING~~ The point of Thanksgiving is to remember the things we have to be grateful for. It's our special time to give thanks... not just for the obvious, like food, but for the thousands of fortunate moments, the multitude of blessings that we receive each year. Don't focus on what you don't have. Focus on what you do have, Now pass it on. True gratitude involves action. Lend a hand. Pitch in. Make a gift. Give your time. Listen. Give back as often as you can. Even a friendly greeting can make all the difference in the world.
JUST SAYING, THANK YOU..makes the whole world smile...each and every day.... ~Fs~
9/6/2007 10:38:03 AM
Hey Folks  i am back..

AGAIN...

* I am sick and tired of the on line BS. I want a Master in reallife, no players who promise You heaven and then have no more time for you , while I understand the need to get to know one another but I do not want to talk online for weeks, , as well people think they know you're in and outs by writing while writing can be read differently then have a talk and/or communication.
I am for real ---> READ --> I am not a FAKE and if we get along and agree that it is right, then maybe we can set up to meet...Have a nice day and thank you for Your efforts..
8/23/2007 1:01:45 AM
<<<< NO MARRIED MEN>>>><<< I am neither intent  to become a member of a POLY FAMILY >>>
minxybee
 
 Age: 25
 Bristol, United Kingdom