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5/4/2009 11:42:31 AM

I need new pictures, anybody willing to lend a hand/camera?

4/15/2009 11:00:48 AM
Somebody on here just got their first spanking today, courtesy of my hand, wooden spoon and big paddle and really liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiked iiiiiiiiiit.......;)
4/9/2009 12:44:04 PM
An example of the mentality of my friends...

Friend: "Hey, do you like fishsticks?"
Me: "Well yeah, I think they're delightful."
F: "Do you like fishsticks in your mouth?"
M: "I don't see any other way to eat them...."
F: "What are you, a gay fish?"

....

I need new friends....
2/4/2009 6:14:50 PM
First note: So, after the Super Bowl halftime show, I can understand why people are Bruce Springsteen fans; I feel I have to run with New Jersey tramps now. Wow. Have to see The Boss live before I die now.

Second note: Go see Slumdog Millionaire. You won't regret it.

Third note: To all who have seen my Purposeful misspelling of humor, keep the notes to yourself. Again, read this note, read the sentence I used said purposeful misspelling in, and stop telling me about my own jokes. Please? Thanks.
1/10/2009 5:55:32 PM
Another Random Rant...

Why are people so drawn to the music of Bruce Springsteen? I just don't get it.

The music behind the singing sounds generic and simple. The singing in front of the music sounds constipated.

Somebody please tell me what gives.
1/6/2009 8:31:52 PM
I think the least appreciated of sounds has to be sitting by your window around midnight while a train blows by in the distance, combining perfectly with the nearness of winter sleet and snow and rain falling on your neighbor's aluminum siding.

I know, sounds like im overextending considering the mentioning of aluminum siding.
Try it though.
12/30/2008 1:22:44 PM
So lately I have made a friend who would like to learn how to give out a proper discipline spanking. Ideally, she would like to spank a girl/lady/woman/member of the fairer sex while I instruct and provide pointers. She is also interested in being spanked right there, on the spot, if she doesn't handle the spanking as she should.
Anybody interested in submitting to a woman who is being told what to do by another man?
12/21/2008 10:07:25 AM

 So this is my attempt to arouse in 500 words or less....

            “Mmmmmm that feels nice,” Susie said as she slyly slid over onto Ron’s side, his arms wrapping around without needing a reason. For the past few months the young couple had been dating each other and nobody else and was just coming to after a rousing Friday night out. Conflicting schedules aside, they had found time for each other this weekend and were determined to make the most of it.

            “C’mere baby, a little closer to me. I missed you the past couple days, glad to have you back.” He smoothly slid his hands up and down her slender back encouragingly, gently scratching with nails and tapping fingertips in unpredictable patterns.

            “Sooo good to be back honey,” Susie purred as she draped her leg over his thighs, the warmth of her bare skin mingling with his.

            “I’m so glad we get to spend the whole weekend together cutie,” Ron started as he slid his hand on her stomach. “We can catch up on so many things we have been missing out on …” he trailed off as his hand started to soothingly rub small circles all over Susie’s peach of a stomach. It was one of his favorite spots to start his teasing with, especially when it was framed perfectly by a ribbed white tank-top a size too small on top and sky blue, low-cut panties beneath it.

            “Oh? Is that your hand I feel on my stomach trying to itsy-bitsy spider its way down somewhere else?” She giggled as she asked, knowing full well what her giggle does to him early in the morning. Her giggle was returned with a firmly-grasped tickle. She couldn’t help herself and inadvertently thrust her hips against him when she jumped from the grab. She was glad she had though; it had brought them closer and now knew that he was certainly going to try more than just a little stomach rubbing.

            “Somewhere else?” he began to inquire as his hands did just that. Moving up her shirt with a quiet skill, he was determined to expose that tank top for the nothing that it really was. Worn thin over Susie’s perfectly tempting 36 B’s, just in tune with her miniscule frame settled almost unfairly between curves Ron could not keep away from, it was nothing more than a purposeful tease at the end of last night, put on with a knowing wink. “Whatever do you mean…” he snickered a little as he blew ever so crisply on the very edge of her ear, nuzzling closer side by side now.

            “You flirty boy you,” Susie tried in vain to keep her thighs from running up and along Ron’s, “I knew you wouldn’t be able to resist, I knew I would get you to run those hands up here…” …

            Susie trailed off in a whisper as Ron’s hand engulfed her bare breast, she moaned when his fingers clipped shut over her nipple and began to slowly tweak, letting go momentarily to flick and touch…

 

11/17/2008 9:36:24 AM
The ending is quite abrupt, but I enjoyed writing it, leave thoughts and impressions please...

            “You better stop all that dilly-dallying and get over here quicker than that, trouble maker,” he admonished, “you haven’t been too honest with me lately and I know it.”

            “What the hell are you talking about?” snapped Kennedy without hesitation, “Everything has been fine lately.” What could he possibly mean, what could he know, she wondered before his voice froze her through the phone.

            “I know you have missed your classes this week,” he stated matter-of-factly, “You have been keeping it from me, but I found out and you are going to end up just as burned up about this as I am Kennedy,” finished Patric.

            Silence.

            “Exactly what I thought you would say. Now, since you don’t want me to come over and pick you up in front of your family telling them we are going out at ten o’clock at night on a Tuesday, get over here within the next fifteen minutes,” he insisted before hanging up. He could just imagine the look on her face when she found out just how he came upon the truth; it would be a shorts and tank tops day in Anchorage before she lied again.

            “Hey, mom,” Kennedy called into the living room from the front door, “I’m um, I’m going over Patric’s place for a little bit tonight. He said he would help me with my English paper.” Shaky sounding, but maybe she would look past it because of the notion of schoolwork.

            “You know dear,” mother Jayline answered, “For a girl in her third semester of college you sure do hang out with this fellow Patric quite a bit. I do hope you are not neglecting your responsibilities at the University.”

            “If only she knew what “responsibilities” I was in for tonight”, Kennedy murmured without thinking. Quickly before she had time to let it sink in, “No really mom, it’s going to be fine tonight, I just need help with this paper.”

            With that she was out the door, the moment of slight relief at the knowledge of her mother not being awake when she got home fading out as quickly as it came in when she remembered all over what she was going out for tonight.

 

. . .

 

            “So when she gets here I want you out of sight,” Patric began to explain to Sandra, “I think the best way, and you will see what I mean by this, would be for you to make your entrance via the door to the attic here,” motioned Patric to the corner of the room. The door to the attic would certainly keep Sandra out of sight, it would do nothing to keep Kennedy out of earshot of Sandra, but that was not the point.

 

. . .

 

            With not a hiccup of traffic on the road and every green light running at the same time, Kennedy was left to sulk in her car seat. No radio, windows down with nothing but road buzzing by, the nip of cool humidity in the air leaving her more goose-pimpled than that moment of silence when she knew she was caught. She began to imagine reasons how he could have possibly found out the truth. The truth she had been keeping from him which she knew was a terrible decision but still decided to try, curious of limitations.

            She knew Patric was serious about keeping a close watch over her schooling. During her first year, he had mentioned that there were a few “inconsistencies” that concerned him and that if they went unsolved he would literally take matters into his own hands. At the time, she knew that as somebody who had gone through quite a bit of college on his way to earning his Masters, he had the experience that made what he said worth listening to. If she ever wondered what the difference might be between dating a twenty-five year old guy versus another nineteen-year old, she would be left with no imagining tonight.

            Pulling up to the front door of his half of the double block he shared with the elderly couple who went about their day auditorially oblivious to the time and space around them she stopped more than just the car. The sudden shock of what invaded her mind, the possibility of that passing blonde she saw on the first day of class, who looked so much like an old friend-become-enemy; it couldn’t have been her, could it? If it was, she would certainly take any chance she could to even the score, certainly get her revenge on the manipulative way Kennedy had driven them apart almost a year ago.

             The car door slammed shut loudly, bouncing around in the solitary nothing of chirping crickets and humming air conditioners lined up tightly down the hilly, cookie- cutter street Patric lived on. Twelve minutes. Twelve that dragged like days with the reality in place of having much more night in front of her.

            Slowly walking towards his front door, Kennedy started losing herself in a fog on a perfectly clear night with every step she took; her palms dampened with sweat, her legs grinding through the motions, the butterflies in her stomach transforming into lead-winged birds of anxiety, she felt gone. Absolutely gone and wondering when she would snap back into it, and, terrifyingly enough, wondering who exactly would be snapping her.

 

. . .

 

            He answered the door before she even knocked on it. With rigid determination he found her eyes and locked on. He was going to take his sweet time with this, he decided, let her spin it around in her own head, find the first sign of panic and sadistically pounce on her emotions. He had put up with too much lying from this empty-chested, self-fulfilling tart. She had used manipulation during some trying times to get what she wanted, cruelly blind to others involved and fueled by her own crotch-buzzing lust.

            Sandra had kissed another man for sure, there was no getting around it, but she had not fucked said kissee’s brother the very next night, as originally purported from Kennedy. Receiving this information during a period of “trust issues” was enough to push an already irate Patric into leaving Sandra. Kennedy was only halfway there at that point, however.

            In order to complete the devious strategy, she seduced her way into Patric’s life; she slid under his wing even if she knew that what she heard about Patric and his other girlfriends was growing increasingly accepted as the truth.

            “Do you have anything at all you want to tell me so that maybe this will go over a little smoother for you?”

            “I…I…I’m…I mean I’ve been ditching s-some class lately….,” she trailed off meekly. 

            “Sure have,” cold and monotone, “You have been doing that as well as lying to me, now haven’t you?”

            “Yes.....Look….Pat…”

            “Shut it. Not tonight. Get in here now,” authoritatively and unbending.

            Entering the creaking solid wood floor of the living room, despair and viciously silent anger filling the air, what was about to transpire was becoming evident to all involved; what this house would see tonight, what these walls would tell of to future couples to come through here, what this night hold would for everybody would stay alive and well for quite some time.

            Who would change from the night’s action? Who would feel a new life taking over that they could never do anything with, but keep to themselves … all three of them?

            “Kennedy you have been doing things like this for the past year now,” he started, “At first, I just figured it was something left over from being a teenager, but now I’m starting to think it’s a part of who you are and I can’t say I’m happy with it. In fact there isn’t much to say period. By now, all that’s left is speaking a language a person like you can understand.”

            Kennedy knew it was going to happen. She knew that all those rumors about what Patric had done to other girls were more than rumors; they were real and she was going to find out just how real tonight. Her heart beginning to plummet she started to try and talk her way through things, but wouldn’t be getting very far now.

            “I’m done treating you the same way I have been. Too many times you have pulled something like this and as far as you lying to me, it’s going to end tonight you thoughtless brat. Get upstairs to my room, sit down on my bed, and wait for me,” he ordered. Seeing her mouth begin to open as the thoughts swirled in her eyes he continued, “Don’t make the mistake of giving me any of that foolish ‘I’m-a-big-girl-now’ attitude you are so fond of, it will only heat up the water you are cookin’ in now dear girl.”

            Kennedy instantly recognized the tone that was being taken with her, it had come hand in hand with those “warnings” she had received during her first year of college. The warnings he issued when he noticed that she stayed out too late the night before tests or wondered how she made the grades she claimed to when he never saw her doing any studying. She thought he was just puffing air into the room; a young man acting like he thought an “adult” should. Too late did Kennedy realize, however, that he was in fact the adult in the relationship and that her childish antics would be dealt with the way a child’s might.

 

. . .

 

          Walking into Patric’s room Kennedy felt a distinct chill in the air; nothing to do with vibrations she thought, like he left the window open again and forgot to close it. Where was the draft coming from? Was the attic door cracked open just a touch?

            No time to really think about drafts, not assuming what was coming. She didn’t know how long she was going to have to wait as she assumed the position on the bed she was told to – almost instinctively – but she knew that as soon as she heard footsteps coming up the steps that this nervous tension might blossom into full on panic. What happens then? Run? Run where, right smack into Patric as he walks in his own room? Escape to the attic and “hide” in the corner like a frightened field mouse? Would he believe that she bailed out of there like something cut from a B-rate action flick if she left a window open with some knotted sheets looping down the side of the house? She had parked out of sight of his room after all, how far would he go if he saw such a get-up?

            Before she could realize that paranoia had taken her the decision was made to attempt an escape. She would cut all this nonsense of Patric and his rumors out before it really got underway. She could hear by the sound of his footsteps downstairs that he was pacing in the kitchen; probably deciding on how many licks from his fabled ‘ol strap to hand out, the fucking sadist.

            Grabbing sheets off his bed and cracking the window she thought for sure she was in the clear. The knotting had been no real problem and even though the window creaked she was sure she was still in the clear. All that was left was to set the bait. All that was left was to…to…to turn around and figure out why the hell the door was creaking like that…

            Sandra had a hard time figuring out whether the sheets or Kennedy’s jaw hit the floor first, but she knew she loved every second of it just the same.

 

. . .

 

          I suppose sending her off appropriately is exactly what this situation calls for, Patric declared to himself. No need to give her numbers before hand to have her concentrate on the wrong thing, no no, there would be no shared details before her strapping was to begin.

            There was no better way to keep all her attention focused on it than to give her nothing more than that to feel, nothing more than leather on skin to hear, before her own wailing set in of course, before she could feel that twisting confliction of cold tears running down her cheeks and searing pain covering her ass.

            The sudden yelling coming from his room shortened his thought before stretching it into a new one. Did that jealousy get the better of her? Patric began his ascent towards his night, charging up the steps to his room.

 

. . .

 

            “You”

            “Me”

            “What the fuck are you doing here?”

            “Im here to enjoy every last second of what is going to happen,” Sandra divulged prior to closing up the window nice and tight. Tight enough to keep in all the noise. Enough to keep in a penitent brat’s last second promises and begs of forgiveness at the feet of shame and degradation

            “What the hell are you talking about; you fucked up fair and square.”

            “True enough you dim-witted harpy,” as she cracked a mile-wide smile. “I paid for what happened, my dishonesty lead me here though, and now your dishonesty will direct you straight over Patric’s lap.” Even before she was done with what she had to say, the memories flooded her.

 

. . .

            Oh that does it, Patrick decided; time to get this start before Sandra tries something she should not. With that the kitchen and living room passed by him as he swirled his way to the base of the steps, his gait serving the now increasing need for swift heel-toe action, his mind sharpening to the task at hand, his body steeling for how he had to take the moment and make it happen.

            Never mind the steps; the door was open before Patrick even realized he was in there.

            “Why are there sheets on the floor?” he was in the middle of asking before he was cut short by his need to grab Kennedy before she ran out of the room. He hooked his arm right around her midsection and was able to pick her up like a bag of luggage. When you are 5’2’’ and weigh around a hundred pounds, it might not be the best of ideas to try and spring past a 6’1’’ man with an eighty-pound advantage, a short temper as a result of your own lying, and a mind already made up to spank you.

            “You are not going anywhere except over my knee Kennedy!”

            “No fucking way you asshole!”

            “THAT is going to stop in a hurry tonight missy,” he reprimanded as he strode towards the edge of his bed, tiny Kennedy tucked safely under his arm while Sandra froze in the moment, about to get an up close and personal view of what things must have looked like during one of her many trips over Patric’s accommodating lap.

            “You, little Ms. Kennedy, know exactly why you came here today and you know exactly what I am going to do. I see that our dear friend Sandra here has decided to let the cat out of the bag earlier than I expected, but it’s just as well. The moment I made up my mind to walk up here, you were done for anyway. It’s time to put an end to your nonsense and childish way of running around and treating people how you do. It’s time somebody spanked you…”

            Kennedy couldn’t even muster a single word before the first slap hit her jean covered bottom. She couldn’t find anyway to fight it; it was as if her whole body was fighting her mind, her mind telling her to get up and run, her body refusing to move as the knots in her stomach disappeared. She couldn’t fight, she couldn’t run, she had already forgotten Sandra was even in the room, it was all happening now and there was nothing that could be done.

            SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK…..

            “You mouthy, swearing liar,” he stopped spanking to scold; “You have been running around your whole life treating people like this, haven’t you?”

            SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK…..

            “No! NO! Fuck this! I have been….”

            SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK…..

            “Don’t even try lying your way through this one you brat! I have warned you about cursing at me like that and now you are really going to get it for it…..Enough of this warm up, get up….” Patrick practically dragged Kennedy to her feet before placing her arms behind her back. With one quick motion he had her jeans unzipped and with one even quicker motion, her jeans and panties were bunched around her ankles, her already pink bottom sticking out, her toned, thin legs naked, her hips starting to shake from the realization that Sandra was still watching…

            “No…” she meekly trembled from tip to toe. “Patric, please….”

            “Enough!” was his final word to the side of Kennedy that was now pleading for forgiveness. Soon he would have much to say to another side of her that she could not deny anymore though.

            SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK … All over her curvy, bare bottom jutting off his lap. The squirming was obvious to everybody; even Kennedy knew she was wriggling around. She knew she couldn’t help it, she knew he could see everything, she knew how much the wriggling around lead to her cheeks bouncing about and giving Patric quite the visual to go with whatever it was that lead to her feeling the stiff poke in her stomach from Patric’s lap.

            SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK….Raining down his strong hand on her upturned behind was starting to sting his hand a bit, but it had nothing on the sting on Kennedy’s ass. She was feeling it so deeply, such heat tattooed onto her ass, she could barely keep it together. She wanted to cry and beg him to stop, she wanted to arch her back and spread her legs and beg him to continue.         She was right on the brink; right on the edge where a girl getting her first spanking finds herself. That edge where she can go over and float away, completely lost in the agonizing bliss of the moment, float right away and break, falling limp over his lap in the ultimate act of submission. She could … and eventually would … find that subspace where a man who knows what he’s doing can take a girl…

            SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK SPANK….

            Patric’s blitzkrieg of a hand spanking had left her bright red and in a daze. She could barely hear the words about not swearing or all the lying, but she knew she was listening to what she had wanted to hear for a long time; the sound of a dominant man taking her to the place she needed to be put in, even kept in.

            “I’m glad you have decided not to fight anymore Kennedy,” Patric announced as he set his hand on her blazing bottom, doing what he could to smoothly rub away just enough sting to keep the blood flowing. Keep it flowing so she wouldn’t go numb, so she could feel that thick leather hitting its mark.

            “That should make the next step even easier for you,” Patric continued. “Now, my dear little liar, you are to stand up, strip off what is left from the waist down, and bend over my chair here,” he finished as he slip his wooden, straight-backed chair into the center of the room.

            Softly and without a whimper, Kennedy did as she was told.

            She was moving through the motions that much she could tell, but to her it still seemed as if she had flown onto the wall, watching via the fly’s eyes her metamorphosis from a brat with little to no respect who treated people in whichever way left her laughing the hardest to knowing that she was due for this. She barely felt it when the bunched up jeans and panties came off, when she bent down to untie her shoes before taking them off, entertaining the gallery.

            “Kennedy, take the position I told you to.”

            No fight, no argument, just a girl bending over a chair waiting for what was due to her. She could hear the sound of a belt undoing itself, the leather sliding through the loops, the dangling clinking sound of the metallic catch up front, the creaking leather as it was folded over, she could hear it alright, she could hear it.

            “You will be whipped with this belt tonight Kennedy, and you will take every last stroke I hand out. You will NOT break away from the position you are in. You will repeat whatever you are told to and if this form should fall apart in anyway, this whipping will start over from the beginning. Is that clear to you? Answer your friends with the respect they deserve Kennedy.” He was so cold about adding the “friends”. Sandra was drooling like a wolf and Kennedy knew it. Still though….

            “Yes sir. I will take the punishment you have for me tonight.”

            “Good girl,” he devilishly smiled while patting her naked, exposed bottom. “Good girl indeed.”

            Leather whistled through the air like a train running late. It sliced its way to its target landing rudely, wrapping around all of Kennedy’s blazing exposure, leaving a fast-rising welt.

            WHAP!!!                    

            How could she help herself? “Ooooowwwwww noo!!!” The first stroke snapped her back awake, back out of her zone to take what was coming.

            WHAP WHAP WHAP!!!!!

            “OHHHHHHH!!! OH No! Please….Please stop Patric!!”

            WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP!!!!!

            Like a howl from a wounded animal…..”Noooooooohohohoho!!…..No Patric, please not again!! Not in front of her like this…..”

            The wolf licked her chops.

            WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP!!!!!

            15 licks with a leather belt on a bare ass after a spanking that left it red is more than enough to push a girl getting her first spanking to a point she didn’t expect but should have. Lost in her float, Kennedy could barely feel the first tear run down her cheek and drip onto her hands. She was well on her way now…

            “ANYTHING!!,” she barely got out. “Anything to stop!!!” Between humiliating, blubbering sobs she realized what she had just agreed to and began to cry even harder.

            “Anything indeed to teach this brat what she needs,” Sandra piped up.

            “Well, what idea do we have here,” Patric coolly asked. So unaware to the pain, but knowing full well what Kennedy was going through on the inside, he knew just the way to keep her from getting to close. He knew a few licks from Sandra would leave things just right.

            “My dear little Kennedy,” he said patting with each word. “Your lesson today is almost over, but before we get to that point, you need to feel more than stinging. You need to feel more than pain. You, dear brat, need to feel some real humiliation. Humiliation like, having the girl whose relationship you ruined strap you ass with my belt? Not like you get to decide really….” With that the belt was passed to Sandra, whose smile grew ravenous at the now present reality of revenge.

            “You filthy brat,” she sharply admonished. “Do you know what kind of paces I am going to put you through? Five licks at a time for you, sorry little newbie brat who wishes she could take it all back….”

            Cruelly and with no warning….

            WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP!!!!

            “How do you like them? How do you like it? You love it, don’t you? You love to be whipped with a belt, you love to be disciplined in front of us like this, you can’t hide it.”

            As much as Kennedy hated to think it, Sandra was right. Kennedy could not hide anymore, and would not either…..

            “Yes mam. Yes I like it. Yes I need to be punished, I need to be spanked, I need to be whipped, I…I…I need to know my place…..” The sobs started up again, Kennedy knew she could not take much more.

            WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP!!!!!

            Gasping for air Kennedy bellowed in pain. The stinging had given way to a full on pain, covering her ass from top to bottom and side to side, not an inch was left pale; everything was a red as a stop light now.

            WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP WHAP!!!!

            Feeling the last few catch her thighs right where they meet the bottom of her ass, Kennedy broke. The crying, the pain, the legs weakening, the loss of control of her blubbering and begging for forgiveness, begging to be taken in and owned and controlled and kept by Patric. She didn’t care what Sandra was hearing, she knew she couldn’t leave tonight without it.

            “Oh Kennedy, how different things are going to be for you; your life as you came to know it before tonight is over. Your new life will be quite the trial for you. Keep up the terrible behavior that landed you here, and you will be thrown out, but, if you agree to these punishments, the rewards that come with good behavior, if you agree to living the life that you know you need to be, then you will that kept, owned girl you found out tonight that you need to be.”

            “Anything Patric…..Anything i can do to prove that i can do this. Name it, say it, DEMAND it and i will make it happen, right here and now…..”

            Patric pulled her out of position and draped his arms around her, pulling her close and tight. He had figured that there would be some fighting and kicking along the way, but this was far from expected after one punishment. Fortunately for Kennedy, Patric knew just how to end the evening.

            “Sandra dear, you have had your fun for the evening and I think it is time for you to leave. Revenge is one thing, and you certainly found that. Now what I have found, well, that is something you just didn’t even try to answer the call of. I think you know what I have to do…” he finished while still cradling Kennedy. Cradling her in his strong arms like his own, all his own, everything from the inside out, as naked and frozen in a quiet tremble as it was.

            Without a word, Sandra, who had been there before but foolishly never told him, walked out of the room. Her own tears were there now, but neither one saw them; Patric was already looking into Kennedy’s eyes by then.

            “You listen to me and you listen well girl,” he started. “You belong to me now and nobody else. You answer to me now and nobody else. You do as I say, not what anybody else tells you. You are done running around like this; I’m keeping you as my own. I will treat you like a queen and never forget about you or what you need out of life, but if you ever dare forget who is King around here…”

            Before he could finish, she knelt at his feet.

            “i am Yours. i belong to You. i will do everything i am told to until You say otherwise. i beg You, let me rise for a kiss. Let me have one new kiss from You sir….from my…my….”

From Master slave, the seal was shut and all was finally well.


11/6/2008 8:18:37 AM
So lately I have been feeling the need to relieve a bit of stress through an all out thrashing with no real emotional connection. Spankings, strappings with my belt, a long, hard paddling, finishing it with a caning; it all just sounds like a great way to spend a Saturday night to me...

What are your thoughts?
11/4/2008 7:32:01 PM
No mo' drama, I voted Obama!
11/1/2008 6:51:09 PM
Phuck the Phillies.
9/29/2008 12:32:56 PM

Hey you kinky goonies out there, I decided to give short story writing another go, taking it in a playfull direction of course. Now, i have not written anything in a while, so if all the Literature majors of the CM playground could kindly keep their opinions/ideas/feelings/thoughts/ramblings playing to the tune of constructive criticism, im sure i could bring it upon myself to reward you.
How's THAT for a boderline run on sentence?  Damn straight.
Without further waste of time....


                               Why Fight It?
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     “You damn fool, turn that racket off! Come help me fix something to eat tonight,” yelled Lisey up the stairs. 
       
     “Lay chilly baby, you know old Live helps me get in a creative little zone,” Stockton replied. Or at least she better understand, he thought to himself. He had gotten roughly three chapters into his new book before some writer’s block set it, something he felt Lisey remained oblivious to.

     “But baby, I just want a little help down here, I thought we could have a nice little dinner with some wine and maybe it would take your mind off everything,” she pushed. Pushing was just that, she knew he had been having a tough time and was damn determined to take his mind off it and help him unwind, even if it meant her ass. Figuratively or literally.

     “Yeah I’ll give you your damn help,” he retorted. Might not be the help you are looking for right now little miss, but I’ll damn sure help you he allowed himself to indulge. With that, he began his tired trudge downstairs, decked out in what he had begun to call his “Robe of Despair”. A tattered old mess of green rag missing its cloth belt from one to many stumble-bum trips into the bathroom followed by haphazard dunks in toilet water as it hung too low to begin with. A trashy looking garment if there ever was one.

     “C’mon now sweetie, no need to be snarky with your favoritist girl,” she flirtatiously added while batting her loving eyelashes at him, one of many weak-in-the-knee makers she had in her arsenal. That damn robe, she thought, one way or the other I’m getting him out of that and into something much, much better for the both of us tonight. “You know I’m a shortie and can’t reach the top shelves, so do you think you could drag your 6’1 frame over here and help me out?”

     “Sure puddin’, I could use the break anyway, not like I was actually getting anywhere.” The sarcasm was almost as alive as they were and not going over well with Lisey. She couldn’t stand his sarcasm when all she wanted to do was help and maybe letting him know would be just the ticket to punch.

     “Ok, you know, you can be a real ass sometimes, all I am really trying to do is get you away from the damn book so you can clear your head,” she started cracking towards the end of what she was saying. “Maybe even spend a little time with me tonight.” The longing was obvious.

     He had been striking away at that keyboard of his for the past two weeks. Two weeks of no affection for this tender young wife who was so easily romanticized by the idea of shacking up with an “up-and-coming” writer. A writer who hit a nice pile of cash  and was now dealing with different stresses involved with both being a provider and hitting deadlines that he never had when he completed his first novel on his own.

“Listen woman,” … she shuddered noticeably … “that damn book is exactly what is going to keep us from the poor house so why don’t you just be a good wife and support me and what I am trying to do or do I have to take matters into my own hands and show you how?” She does not know what she is getting herself into, he thought. One more cranky look-at-me outburst and I’m going to spank the daylights out her.

“W-w-woman?” she tried her best to spit out. “How dare you! You son of a bitch I am your wife and I love you and that’s how…..”

Before she could finish stammering and pretending not to be both a little scared and undeniably aroused he had taken her in hand and was leading her to a chair he set in the middle of the room.

“What, what the hell are you doing!” she demanded, the sharp grab of his hand on her arm left her blank. She knew what was going to happen, he had threatened her with it before, but she couldn’t believe it was actually happening.

“What am I doing? I’m done putting up with your impatient nonsense regarding what I do to keep everything here up and running! I have told you time and time again Lisey that if you didn’t start handling what I do with some patience that I was going to put you across my knee and spank you and now I’m damn sure going to!”

Whether her head was spinning faster than the room she might never be able to remember. A woman’s first trip over her man’s lap can do that to her; the subspace takes over and reality becomes the hazy dream while the line of fantasy is crossed over, never to be returned to and only to be wondered about by those who never jump over it.

“Oh, b-b-but Stockton, honey, I was only trying to help.” She was talking, she could hear it, but she barely knew it was her. The inadvertent attempts to squirm off his lap weren’t doing anything to stem his proverbial tide either; a rather foreign and slightly uncomfortable poke to her stomach made her wonder…

“Only one but about it baby, and it has nothing to do with words…”

SWAT!

Landing his strong hand firmly on her upraised ass certainly caught her attention, very little chance of conversational resolve now she realized.

“Are you listening to me Lisey?”

SWAT SWAT

“Why should I have to put up with this attitude from you? These me-first childish antics will only get you in trouble…”

Letting loose with ten straight smacks to her taut, blue-jean covered bottom certainly had her attention, she could feel heat building up where he had started spanking and something told her he was far from finished.

“No, baby, please, I promise I can change some things like that…this is so embarrassing baby, just let me up so I can make things better…”

“Oh I’m going to let you up alright….”

Her heart jumped that maybe she was wrong and it was all over. When she stood up though, she was greeted with a surprise that instantly sank her heart into her stomach.

“Take your jeans down….NOW”

“B-b-but why? Didn’t you let me up because we are done? I promise, I will be more patient….”

“Done? After a few swats over your jeans? No no no no no missy, you get those jeans down this instant so I can give you the spanking you really deserve or I will come over there and pull them down for you and you DON’T want that.”

The stinging in her seat, the shame of being spanked and knowing more was coming her way, the feeling that things might never be the same with a man who could control her like that, it was almost too much for her. While she wanted to fight everything she was feeling, she barely realized her hands on the zipper of her jeans, slowly undoing it before her levis ended up bunched around her knees. She instinctively moved both hands over the front of her panties, unable to hide the blushing in her cheeks as her eyes moved to the floor.

“Get back over my knee now you little brat, I have had enough of this,” which was undoubtedly true. For the past month she had been unbearable, constantly pushing for more and more attention, paying no mind to what he was trying to get done, no matter how he explained how much it meant to him. Time to teach a little, he thought, time to teach that a relationship takes two and isn’t entirely about what she wants.

“I said NOW!”

“O-o….ok honey……please…..please be nice to me…..you know, while you spank me….I’m scared….”

“Well…..”

SMACK  SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK over her pink-cotton panties.

“Maybe….”

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK over her now wriggling behind.

“Owwww, baby, please….no more….”

“You should have thought of…..”

SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK landing dead center on her bouncing ass, now pink enough to match her panties.

“That when you were being so damn impatient!”

With that he fired away an absolute salvo of spanks to her ceiling facing cheeks, landing his hand left, right, perfectly center, and worst of all on that small area of vulnerability where her upper thigh met the very bottom of her butt, exactly where all the pressure goes when you sit down.

“OOOOWWWWHOWHOWHOW!!! St-Stockton p-p-pleeeeeease baby, I know I’ve been impatient, im s-s-s-soooorrryyyy!! Please, it hurts, please no more….”

“Listen to me damnit,” he paused to run his hand over her burning ass, calming her down with a little rubbing and patting, “things are going to be different around here from now on Lisey. From now on the relationship comes first and not just you, do you understand me you mouthy brat?”

“ Yes yes yes Stockton, I swear I do, please, just give me time to adjust to this and everything will be better I promise….” She desperately hoped her words were not falling on deaf ears.

“Time to adjust? That has passed Lisey my dear, now it is  time to accept and you WILL do jus that or I will adjust something else right now,” he said as he snapped her panties at the waist.

“B-b-but honey, really, this is all so new to me,” she pleaded as she squirmed from the result of heat building up all over again, building up somewhere new and unexpected.

“No arguments Lisey, not today.” With that he dug his fingers into the waist of her panties and pulled. Pulled quick enough to surprise her and leave her speechless at her precarious position. Pulled them down low enough to meet her jeans and reveal her bright pink, almost red, perfectly curved and ample bottom. Time to really get the message across he thought.

“W-w-what…what….what’s going on….what did you just do….” Lisey could barely tell what was going on. She could feel the sting in her ass, she could feel herself growing in anticipation and, shockingly, arousal. She didn’t want to fight anymore, she wanted him to break her and build her back up again.

“I know you might be angry with me, but I also know I have to,” he warned. “Conversation just doesn’t seem to get through to you,” he added while patting her rosey flesh.

After the tears on both her face and his shirt dried, she could barely remember how she got into his lap, his arms around her while he soothed her with kisses on top of her head and hands stroking up and down her back. Locking eyes with him their lips met in an embrace that their wedding day kiss instantly became jealous of. Her ass was absolutely on fire from her spanking, even now as she was stripped from the waist down allowed to cool off, but certain other things were unquenchably burning inside her now as well.

“Lisey, I know that must have hurt like hell, but if we are going to be who we know we can be, then it had to happen. I’m the one in control of it all now baby, and you will never be underneath me as person, but you damn sure better get behind me or it’s going to be more of the same every time I feel like you forgot how this is going to play out from now on.”

Stockton, I know I have been impatient with you, but I was only trying to get your mind off things and back onto us.”

“I think I knew that before I started.”

“Then, why…..”

“If you wanted to talk, you could have just talked. You tried to get around all of that and control the moment. That’s my territory dear, and you had to find that out.”

“It was like there was nothing I could do once you….”

“Took control of the moment? Yes Lisey, I know.”

Stockton?”

“Yes love?”

“I want just a ‘taste’ of control of this moment,” she admitted as she slid off his lap onto her knees…

 

 

 

The End ?

 

9/29/2008 8:17:59 AM
So the battery in my car is dead and now I have to trekk (again, two k's) down to wherever i need to be today.
Anybody willing to share a ride? I am currently depending on the kindness of strangers, and I am allright with that.
9/23/2008 8:39:58 AM

OK, this one is slightly personal so please enjoy and if not, keep the comments to yourself....

The God Spot

                                            

          Once you get off the highways it’s one winding road. One road, no need for two or even three. Everything can be found on this road. The town library, grocery mart, city park — it takes about ten minutes to find out everything about the town of Hawley.

          Go past the basketball court where nobody’s ever playing, up and over the only bridge, and veer right at the fork. Now you’re on your way to the lake house. The lake house is the summer home to my aunt and uncle and my three cousins.

I try and breeze through every summer and stay for a couple days. Visiting here doesn’t take much: a willingness to let go of the material for a while, accept the simplicity in things, sleep in and just enjoy the place without even trying.

          The lake itself is tiny. Tiny like not even on a map tiny. I don’t even know if it has a name. It’s got just enough room though for swimming races from a floating dock to shore or hanging out in a barely-big-enough-for-all boat. There’s more than just swimming, plenty a bar of soap or razor blade has been lost to the “deep blue”. Home run derby whifle balls have harmlessly turned foul into this lake while uncles and their coronas point out flaws in your swing. Fourth of July fireworks have met their end, and in one case went off, in this lake. Most people might say this is one big rec. center, just set in water. Most people couldn’t be more wrong.

          They say the best things in life are free, but it seems my cousins want nothing more than to pay for the mediocre.

My cousins are on the verge of screaming. Every summer they trade in cell phones and computers for my Aunt’s everybody-wake-up-now-bell and a shower that doesn’t work. Their problem is they’ve grown used to it, too many summers in Hawley. They miss out on morning dew because they’re too accustomed to Mountain Dew. They don’t see a pain of glass out their window in the morning while jet skis are quite, they see a mirror they can’t use to put on makeup.  They protest going to the church that looks like it was put together by Norman Rockwell because it’s “going to church”. No matter though, if one person notices others will eventually find out. 

          Many relatives have come by to visit and hang out over the summers. They’ve seen the house in its original, cozy form and have seen it in its remodeled, more modern look. They’ve taken in everything to take in and enjoyed it so much they don’t want to leave. Every relative has a story to pass along, except that when they tell the story, they really don’t have a name for where they are. That was until about three summers ago.

          My Aunt, the one with the bell, had undergone a religious awakening of sorts a couple years before. No real explanation, she basically just wanted to. Some thought it was so out of nowhere that they decided to poke fun. I really didn’t have any problem with it though, to each their own. One day while people were swimming and boating and sunbathing and all those things, I was sitting on the dock taking it all in. My aunt came to sit down next to me and we started talking about the scenery. The day was winding down and the sun was sitting low off in a corner giving the sky a reddish-orange tint. In the distance there were some mountains surrounding everything from trees to the wispy clouds dotting the skyline. My aunt and I looked at this spot for a minute before she said it. Unknowingly she had done in seconds what people tried to do in years.

          “ Ya see that spot over their, Matty? ’’

          “ Yeah, that little corner looks like a painting.’’

          “ I like to catch that little corner at the right time, I call it “The God Spot”.”         

9/23/2008 8:33:39 AM

Ok this one is for the sake of funsies and might give you a chuckle...

Food Houdini

  Family vacations can be memorable.  You leave home for a few days, visit tourist stops, take in the local scenes, maybe go out to eat a couple times. I can remember one vacation where the going out to eat part provided a story that is still being told.

   In my younger days, talkin' 13ish here folks, my parents would usually put together little family get-aways to the jersey shore. My younger brother and I would usually go along, my older brother and sister are just that, older. The last few times they decided against it, but that’s their loss.
   About ten summers ago the folks, my nephew, younger brother and I all ventured down to the shore for a good ol’ time. We had done the usual stuff — go to the beach, take in some sun, enjoy the boardwalk — all that was left was getting something to eat.

    Since it was only our second day, we figured we’d just check out a simple pizza place, nothing fancy. At least that’s what the folks thought.

    I was particularly hungry that night so I started to eat my pizza so fast I might as well have pinched a nostril and snorted it. I was going at a pace I could not keep without risk of permanent injury. When you have to step away from the table to take a breather, you know you’re asking for it.

   Believe me I got what I was asking for. I stepped back to take that breather and next thing I knew… I couldn’t.

   The gagging wasn’t exactly hushed. This was loud and sloppy, like grandma clearing her throat after a carton of menthols, a glass of milk and a half-pound of cheese. To make matters worse, my ever-proud mother noticed all the other patrons stopping to stare at me and figured it was in my best interest to be told: “Stop it!’’

    I know what you’re thinking. First, the patrons stopping to watch. Not to help or at least ask if I’m ok, just watch. I had taken the place of the dinner show. Second, the motherly words of wisdom. “Stop it?’’ Yeah, sure, I did this on purpose. I went out of my way to cram as much pizza in my mouth as possible until I choked. I think she was blaming the pizza as much as me, as if it was one of her kids.

   Since I was totally by myself on this, it was either save my own ass or get to know six feet of earth up close and personal. Doing the only thing I could think of I dipped my hand into my mouth and took hold of the first foreign object I felt, random pepperoni.

   What came next was such a blur. I gripped the pepperoni and pulled. Pulled like there was no tomorrow. Thank goodness for pizza grease, it all managed to slide back up just as easily as it slid down. I had turned into a hack magician when my pizza cheese came out of my throat with the same gusto as the rainbow hanky out of the jacket pocket. Inch after inch met with more gasps and daughters’ eyes being covered with parents’ hands. “Look away, Suzie, look away.” I won’t lie; it was disgusting.

    My mother wanted to disown me. But I was alive.
    I couldn’t care less about the dumbfounded people sitting around me. I was alive.
   My nephew was laughing so hard stuff was coming out of his nose. I don’t think he even realized I was alive. 
  It has been
 many moons since I have been able to eat some pizza around them without some jokes popping up, but isn't that what family, summer, and vacations are all about?

9/23/2008 8:04:29 AM

This one seemed to do well for itself; it made its way into a collection of student works at the most recent college I attended........

       Merchant of the Mekong Delta

The river's stream is gentle and timid
The undercurrent is born of fear
Merchant and his sail are set to take it on
His oar, broken
shattered
Lost in the storm
He stopped sailing for years, until
ancient, livid dreams
Finding the waters end by himself
isn't what he planned
Unforgiving and headstrong
How could the delta give a damn
The merchant knows what he must do
Map-less and stinging from splinters
Pulls them out, watches the scar build
The past was, is, and always will be real
With cue taken from a random breeze
He sets off
Before long,
advice is warranted through the eyeless face
of a snake.
"You lost your oar because
you held it too tight.
This river owes you nothing,
you might not make it through the night.
I am better than an oar,
I will be your light."
The merchant spits out the apple seeds
Replies:
"When it happens, it happens.
Everybody dies."
Before he could finish
the river went dry.

lisssa
 
 Age: 27
 Los Angeles, California