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JustLou
If your reading this and all you want is some pussy then DO NOT EMAIL ME.I will not reply only delete them.

Well I am a real red head with green eyes.I am about 5'7 and I am a BBW.
I have been into bdsm for a little over 4 years.I have mostly done the whole role play thing.But with in the last week or 2 have really wanted to try it in person.

So if all you want is role play move along,not my thing any more!!!!

I am wanting a Master/Dom who can handle the fact that I am a switch,so I will fight with you a little.And the fact I am a tom boy not some girly girl (I do my hair and make up)
He has to know my real life out side of bdsm comes 1st.

And I am also into music,hard rock,rock,pop,rap,r&b.

I always have it playing when I am online.

I do have yahoo messenger but I hate to use it all the time,so do not ask me for it with out getting to know me.

So please take your time and read all I have said or you might end up with me telling you off,I do not mean to be a bitch but hey if so then you made me do it from what you emailed me.

FYI no marred men or women,if I find out you are then kiss me good bye.

And do not ask me for pics,what I have on here is what I am showing thats all.I am making new ones but it is my choice if I want to show them.

By the way,if your in need of some pc help,I do free lance pc work let me know.I am more software not hard ware.





7/25/2009 7:51:31 AM
Well let me take this time let all know whats going on with me.I am now on another site alot more but still come on here from time to time to answer my message.I am doing some thing some what new to me called "play for pay"I am a prosub now.I have not had to many ppl yet,but I am doing alot more in the bdsm area now.I am open to more now.I am willing to try things once.
7/12/2009 5:25:17 PM
I am sick of getting message's om here from Master/Dom who think all I am is a fucking whore.They think cause there a Top and I am a switch,that I am game for what ever.Well I got news for YOU!!!!!!!!!!
I am not and if you keeping bugging me so fucking much,you might see a side of me you don't want to see
7/2/2009 5:44:18 PM
today is a good day for me.I am going to a darker color of hair.And I got a good job coming up,to make 2 slide shows,that's 200 bucks right there for me.Now I will try and get a web cam or mic.I know one thing I want better speakers for this pc of mine
6/19/2009 6:38:18 PM
this is a sad day for me and my family,my sisters husband died today here at the house.Her friend took her kids to daycare and my little one stayed here too little to know what is going on.I helped the cops and everyone else who was here.I was with her as they took his body out of the house and she got to see him one last time.I watched her cry saying I love you come back and I began to cry myself.I was doing my best to be strong but it could only last for so long.Now we are thinking of how to tell there kids they will not see there dad any more,cause he is dead.They are gonna be so very sad for a long time
6/18/2009 4:52:35 PM
dam it is good to not be sick any more.and this is for everyone,I now have my own web site,if you would like to see it then ask me for the link.I am still working on it little by little
6/10/2009 9:36:15 PM
This song is for my sister who after 14 years of marriage is calling it quits.

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?

Only when I stop to think about you
I know
Only when you stop to think about me
Do you know?
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me?

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you?
6/9/2009 9:15:19 PM
sorry all my pc was down,I broke my screen on my lap top and now have it hooked up to my old desk top one and now its working ok for me
5/29/2009 1:19:17 PM
This is for the Master's/Dom's who think the harder the better
"Fuck Her Gently"

This is a song for the ladies
But fellas listen closely
You don't always have to fuck her hard
In fact sometimes that's not right to do
Sometimes you've got to make some love
And fucking give her some smoochies too
Sometimes ya got to squeeze
Sometimes you've got to say please
Sometime you've got to say hey
I'm gonna Fuck you softly
I'm gonna screw you gently
I'm gonna hump you sweetly
I'm gonna ball you discreetly
And then you say hey I bought you flowers
And then you say wait a minute sally
I think I got somethin in my teeth
Could you get it out for me
That's fucking teamwork
Whats your favorite position?
That's cool with me
Its not my favorite
But I'll do it for you
Whats your favorite dish?
I'm not gonna cook it
But ill order it from Zanzibar
And then I'm gonna love you completely
And then I'll fucking fuck you discreetly
And then I'll fucking bone you completely
But then I'm gonna fuck you hard
Hard


5/28/2009 10:53:24 AM
listening to some music and was like dam that's how I feel at times on here,cause ppl keep asking me is I wanna play with them.what do I have sex slut wrote on my fucking head.
Here's the song
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
What creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishment
And you're the master
And I am waiting for disaster
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
Getting away with murder
It isn't possible
To never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder
(Getting away, Getting away, Getting away)
I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
And I don't need to
Because I'm getting away with murder

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
Getting away with murder
It isn't possible
To never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder
(Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away, Getting away with murder)

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
What creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishment
And I'm the master
AI feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
Getting away with murder
It isn't possible
To never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder
(Getting away, Getting away, Getting away)

I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
Getting away with murder
It isn't possible
To never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murdernd I am craving this disaster


5/27/2009 10:07:52 PM
got some pics thanks to a good friend, of me and my daughter.He wants to do more of me,but the next ones are gonna be of my pussy.I was asked to grow hair out for a while,so it can be cut into a heart shape.so I am doing that now.
5/25/2009 9:32:41 PM
very busy week end watching my sisters kids.Now her's are gone and it's me and my daughter
5/23/2009 8:55:25 AM
I am sick of ppl telling me how to be.If I want to wear a fucking dress I will.But I hate that shit.I never wear a dress or heels and I really hate stockings.And if one  more dam person ask me if I wanna play I am gonna scream.If I wanted to play I would,or would say it in my profile.So stop fucking bugging me already,get over your self not every dam sub/slave or switch wants a Master/Dom
5/21/2009 8:28:57 AM

I hate this dam rain,I am sick of it already.I hate always having to clean up the dam mud from the dogs.And the dam landlord won't fix the roof right,all he does it patch it,now it's leaking in my living room in 3 places.

5/19/2009 4:19:20 PM
I just  wanted to say to ya'll that I am not a sub but a switch,and don't ask me if I want a Master
5/17/2009 4:56:40 PM
just chilling getting use to this site.
Ldylov
 
 Age: 33
 San Diego, California