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Even now, so much is still new. Bear with me, I'm sure to fill in some of the blanks but, for now, I'm going to enjoy the clean slate that follows: 
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Continually I read or hear submissives clammering about how their submission is a gift. Well, so is my dominance. I've shared it with a variety of people in the past and yet, no matter how many times I hear from subs that "it's all about (me)" more often than most, it is only their need they're concerned with.
I'd gone through a very, very difficult time for quite a while and it is then that you learn who actually gives a damn.
The tall tales told of what one would do for me are indeed, just that; tall tales. Good deeds done far outweigh any given or promised material tribute or any grand "would do" statement.
Now that I no longer have true need, you can bet your sweet A** they'll be lining up all over again and again.
Take no offense if my gaze is far beyond your best of intentions. I'd been blinded for a while there but, now I see straight through almost anything/anyone. The messages my eyes and ears send to my mind are as trusted as empty promises. Anything/anyone that makes it through will have to get my attention via my heart.
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Though based on experience, I know asking nicely that those under 35 not waste their time sending me notes, I'll ask again that those under 35 not waste mine.
Doms, yes, I list myself as a switch but, know that I do not seek a Dom, nor do I want one. It isn't sexually that I'm submissive and it's extremely rare that I have those moments, in fact, I had to write it down to remind myself of the slave that I am. ROFLMAO, the truth is always the funniest.
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It's not necessarily the intention in and of itself, it's quite often in merely having intentions whether all, or none.
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Trust me, not one word is true: I'd lie with a straight face to anyone. I only say things when I've nothing nice to say. I'm only here to get what I can from you for me; not only what you wish me to have because it brings you self fulfilling, warm feelings. I'm certainly not here on some never ending quest for one exceptional man to share all that I am with. Again, trust me, I believe everything you say. I believe everything you write.
Nope, not a word of truth to any of it. You'll have to pardon me, while I scrape off some of the dishonesty I've found here.
Psst, Psst, Psst ...
Hey Buddy, head on over there and nonchalantly pick up that little piece of truth that went flying this morning and pass it over here. I'm going to need to hold on to that for a little bit longer. Easy there Fella, try not to alter it.
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"I wonder what corporate would offer for a niche like that?"
"IPO?" Jeez, you'd better let a Professional handle that ... could be serious!
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oh geez, I almost forgot the disclaimer .... the disclaimer mentioned below is only the extremely abbrievated version; all other non communicated versions are hereby included if never even mentioned prior to being thought up in the first place ....
warning: Interaction, {whether it be anything in between live - reel to reel audio or typewritten, first person, or even hearsay} with this female may have altering effects on one's senses; humor most noticeably but notedly all others as well. Any and all communication with said female shall completely left to her senses to determine it's literal or multi-literal interpretation.
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18 hr. bra??? Not even close to any 12-18 hr. pair of heels.
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I need not hear that you are sorry. When you truly are, I'll feel it.
You need not swear you'll make it up to me. When you have, you'll feel it.
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Fools are those who do not ask yet, ache to beg.
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Though something you've said or done may have triggered a response in me, know now that there are times when I simply do not speak; be it out loud, in print, or, with body language.
... now & then, you've just got to Shultz it a bit longer ...
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Keep in mind my saying that everything you read here may or may not be accurate. This profile is merely a means of venting. I vent here a tad from time to time due to the stories, misrepresentations, and yes, flat out lies folks put in thier profiles. I mean really, can you imagine what it is like to continually discover that the "new" person you're conversing with is the "same" person you weren't interested in five screen names ago? Do you really think that adjusting your height, weight, and/or location changes the way you "speak" to a person?
I'd venture to say that at least one of you relates this screen name of mine to who I really am.
I'm the nonprofessional
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What shall we offer the beggar who'll never ask, today?
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well now, that's a damn you'd have been better to give YESTERDAY |
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I'd taken the few peaceful moments to dabble with updating this a bit. Scrolling where cucking ... as curious as anyone(?) might wonder ... Is there truly such as your every day "average"? ... to who's range of scale?, my dear Granted, there are experts and of course, there are beginners. Between, all we others lie. lol ... welcome to MY world. |
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Oh, come come now ... Why should I tell you that? lol |
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<WEG> well, no ... I'm not exactly "hard to get" ... just, fairly "easily lost" lol |
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... weighing heavy thoughts of beggars who ask nothing while moving furniture for the day ... it's liable to take a bit longer tho.... |
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Aye, and what of the one who'll not chase the dangled promise of tomorrow ... |
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It was quite some time ago, in fact, years since I decided to do unto others as you'd done unto me. When I wonder, shall I let them know of You? <weg> |
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I've seen men post names of those they deem fake here with disparaging comments .... I'm damn close to doing the same.
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He can't be with me because, as he said, I scare him .... funny; I'd be more afraid to NOT be with me |
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How many times it was asked. And yet, you wonder why.
Did you ever figure out Who was on first?
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What they did was wrong.
They'd have served themselves better to accept physical punishment.
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for all I've been given, I'm always ever so appreciative of this sense of humor ... Given the line of bullshit I was fed today, one might err in assumption of my views of scat. roflmao, lol that's just too funny ... why sure. but, of course I believe you; what possible reason could I have not to? lol |
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the time had been set years ago
- the silent alarm came early.
the day woke knowing time to opt for punishment was gone.
learning experiences at every corner, lessons would be learned.
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The only way to find EXACTLY what you seek is to seek nothing. |
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You should have loved me when given the chance .... |
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I knew this week was going to be tough. |
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all these men not seeking professional help ... lol .... cracks me up. truly it does. ask any hole market watcher (inside joke) / bean counter type or psych. pro. you know and they're sure to tell you it is the vast majority to be more leary the cost of "free" lol .... |
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Aye, 'twas indeed ... while it lasted.
The most recent journey off into the same general direction though having it's (managable) difficulties, was more fun than the time before. Yet, this venture seemed to be different, God & Father Time both opted to jump right back in the fray. Again. And so soon after their last ever so altering appearances. "Why?" I questioned.
Question seemingly answered. Or, so theorizes only half of me.
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... with "you learn something new every day" bringing yet another smile ...
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For all my memory gaps; self imposed or not, it is what I wished were my first memory to be that I recall most just now ...
I see my older brother there making way and then out we come, and we're all in one, my inner twin and I.
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Yep, that's what he said alright. Of course I didn't believe him. I didn't then and I sure as hell don't now.
Ah but, then, he kept telling me it was "all about the money". Even after the shock of my seeing that in some cases he was right, I still didn't believe it.
At the moment he'd been given opportunity to show me how wrong he was, I realized how much he actually will need to continue to believe that is it and why. So, I decided to feed him what he spewed (verbally, you spiked vanilla freak <smile>) ... and off he ran, choking on the belief he wished for.
Believe whatever you wish; careful with your wishes.
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By Spring the rest will all be shoveled away and/or left to melt. |
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| Age: 35 |
| Salina,
Kansas |
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