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| I am slowly finishing an undergraduate degree in Philosophy with a minor in Religious Studies. I'm not religious per se, but have an interest in non-traditional spiritual expressions. I enjoy the company of intelligient, thoughtful people and meaningful conversation. I read a lot. I love movies. I enjoy cooking. I love chili and crawfish, and attending/competing in events where the preparing and consuming of these things takes center stage! I like women who wear flowers in their hair and who take care of their hands and nails. (I have a bit of a hand fetish.)
I am submissive to women I'm attracted to; I'm not submissive to anyone else. In in the everyday business of living life only a few perceptive people actually pick up on my submissive side. When I am attracted to a woman I melt and will give all. It turns me on to worhsip you and to assume a position of something akin to inferiority, but not exactly that. As the object of my desire you have me wrapped around your finger.
I do not consider myself pathetic, I simply aim to please! It turns me on to please the object of my affection in all ways. It turns me on to be in a position of vulnerability. It turns me on the have my affection returned, but I like to be told what to do, how to do it, and instructed in every way to please You (and by extension myself) sexually and otherwise.
I'm fairly new to BDSM. I have had some online play through Skype and SecondLife. I used to have a profile here but its been a while. I'm hoping to find someone who will train me and teach me in the ways of BDSM so that I may more fully realize my submissive nature. My knees get especially wobbly in the presence of younger, sexy women. Something about submitting to someone younger than myself just takes me away.
I know I am into things like begging, worship, tease and denial, edge play, masturbation instructions, orgasm control, forced orgasms and things along the lines of sensual domination. I'm curious about all sorts of psychological stuff, mental bondage, mind games, etc I have experimented with receiving forced feminization/sissification and was into it. I am open to new things and hope to find someone who can help me explore. I must admit I'm a seemingly hopeless jerk off addict whether I'm currently getting laid or not. I can never get enough; it plagues me even against my will.
I have no desire to drink or do drugs, though I have done more than my share of of both, in the past. Lust alone suffices to put me on cloud nine. I'm hoping to find someone who appreciates all the aforementioned qualities and is a strong, intelligent, sexy, passionate, intelligent woman who doesnt take herself too seriously. I am open to friendship, online, RT, casual, or any other manner of involvement, and ultimately I would like to find an LTR.
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