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| After having lived for nearly 5 years as a transgender woman, I have drawn the conclusion that becoming a woman didn't satisfy all my needs. Both my masculinity and my femininity seem to be an integral part of my identity.
So my gender identity is mixed. My gender expression has a tendency to fluctuate from boyish masculinity to spells of femininity. If you have a need for labels it would be bigender more than genderfluid.
To maintain some structure I work a parttime secretary job in female mode.
My looks
I have always been a bit vain. I do my best to keep up my appearance.
My hair is at shoulder length and I have a clean skin. I have used feminizing hormones but the effect of it has partly worn off again. I've had FFS done and the feminizing effect of this is subtle. I didn't have SRS. My features are so my femininity suits me. As a man I look androgyne.
Dress sense
I enjoy to dress elegant femme style. I appreciate the fabrics and love the comfort of wearing skirts and dresses.
Guy mode I like as well, equally for behaviour as for appearance. Dress sense is clean in jeans or pressed trousers and a shirt. I do feel good in that too.
I think alternating my gender expression is easier than fusing it, so mostly it is either masculine or feminine for me. At times people misgender me when I don't expect it.
My personality
Some keywords are: sweet, driven, vulnerable, intelligent, vain, achiever, optimistic, moody, happy, resilience, caring, precise, starting, but not completing, warm, alone, attached, pleaser, boyish, feminine.
Relationship
I'm in a relationship with a great woman who appreciates my gender variance. She thinks I look nice and sexy in my dress. I can be her pretty man and occasional lady friend in one package.
Turn-on's and turn-off's
Except for some occasional spanking I'm not into pain.
Obviously I like my skirts, dresses and pantyhose. I also like to go places dressed femme.
Meeting
Although I do like messaging, I prefer meeting in real life.
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