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| I have always wanted to be able to submit myself... my will, to another. But it is very hard for me as I've always had to be the strong one in life, the dominant one in relationships, and my own boss at work. I know in my heart that I cannot give that power to another unless I truly feel that He has earned it. That he is actually able to dominate me in the ways that I need.
I am not looking for someone who is a dom part of the time or who will "be" what I need. At the same token, I am not looking to be fully owned by anyone until the right dom comes into my life. I'm monogamous, and ideally hope to one day find my match.. in many things, not only the bdsm aspects of my life. I have never really permitted myself to explore this part of me, and would very much like to, but it has to be with the one who can chase Me, earn my respect, defeat my totem. I am no easy conquest, nor am I a brainless, malleable twit. I look for confidence, natural dominance, and a sarcastic personality to complement my own. Other than that, I believe the rest will come on its own. Be aware though that I will most likely treat any "suitors" with wariness and challenge until I find the one who sees things for what they really are.
~Rogue
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