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Miss will arrive home shortly and I cant wait! I hope she'll forgive the fact I've been so busy lately but busy busy busy!
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So busy lately...shame since Miss is back and I havn't got a chance to sit down and talk with her about her lovely trip. Hopefully I'll have sorted stuff by the end of this week.
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I sadly havn't written an entry in awhile, hopefully Miss wont be too displeased with me.
For once I thought I'd be able to relax this summer...this was not the case. I've been mildly offered a job as well so hopefully that goes well.
I wonder how how Miss is doing hm...
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I do hate customer service insisting a problem on my end when it is clearly on theirs, it always leaves me without internet for long periods of time...
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Where to begin...
Life got a bit busy due to...some annoying situations which in turn pervented me for being around for Mistress before she left...which I hope she'll forgive me for.
Now? It seems I've nothing to do sadly, I do ever so wish Mistress was here but I hope she's having fun. I need to look into things to keep myself busy or...
Maybe I'll just sit here like a good little whore and wait for Mistress to return.
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I seem to ahve neglected this slightly which I doubt Mistress will be pleased about...but summer is surprisingly busy for once.
I'll leave this at that but I really should update this more...
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Wont get to see Mistress for awhile which I'll find unbearable...I guess its required so Mistress can have fun! Hopefully she wont forget about me!
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It has been an eventful week so far and yet it has only just begun.
Last Friday with Mistress was an unforgettable experience which words cannot describe.
I'm quite happy I choose to serve Mistress despite the fact I still feel slightly guilty over it but...right now my mind is occupied too much on what I'll do while Mistress is away and will Mistress be kind enough to let me serve her before she goes away.
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Quite odd...I was talking about Chicken Soup with Mistress yesterday and now today I have chicken soup. The only shame about it is I cant near Mistress today!
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Exhausted today so I'll keep this short.
Today went from horribly busy to...amazingly fun and relaxing. I really loved being around beautiful Mistress and will really miss her during the summer, hopefully time will pass by quickly so I can be near Mistress again.
Now to sleep and dream of Mistress!
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Heard from Mistress today! Which thankfully made my day, seems she is sadly as busy as myself but...it seems she is busy in a good way. Hopefully I will have the same soon enough.
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Hm...
I've easily started doing my tasks again lately but...I'm still not having much of an improvement time wise if any in some cases. I still need to work more at it, currently my progress is pitiful...
The week is still extremely busy, thankfully it looks as though my weekend may free up somewhat, hopefully I'll hear from Mistress by then, I'm sure she is equally as busy...tis a shame I cant do much to help her.
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Quite busy again today, I did however make time for my tasks which I do admit I missed doing. Sadly not as much as I miss Mistress's company, I wonder how her day has been?
Time passes slow when she is not around...I do hope I hear from her tomorrow
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It has been a busy week in many ways.
Sadly none of my time was spent with Mistress which was disappointing but...there is always next week no?
I need to get back into doing my tasks so...I think I'll leave this journal entry at that.
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Had an interesting experience today.
Since I've only met Mistress fairly recently and have been busy in my personal life I hadn't had time for small aspects such as Church with the family. Today however...I made a bit of time available for it.
How does this relate to the interesting experience I had today? Well one of the main aspects of Church would be the small periods of kneeling and after a couple weeks of kneeling for Mistress you tend to...think it a bit perverse.
I'll admit it isn't very "interesting" persay but when you're suppose to be praying and instead you're thinking of yourself kneeling naked in front of Mistress like a dog well...you dont tend to consider it the norm do you?
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Long day...Almost surprised I managed to fit all my tasks in. Progressing slightly in my tasks but not a hugely noticable improvement sadly. Quite tired now so I'll leave it at that.
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Short Entry(Again):
I'm really not having much luck with one of my tasks, I could attribute this to lack of focus but I still cant seem to get past ten seconds. I'll keep trying however, practice makes perfect no?
Another thing I need to do is update earlier...I sadly get distracted thinking about Mistress and the wonderful time we spent together.
I wish time would move faster... |
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Short Entry:
Mildly ill today, found my tasks extremely difficult but I wanted to make Mistress happy so I decided to do them regardless.
Missing Mistress while shes awhile, hopefully she'll be back soon and I'll be well again.
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Bit late with my entry today, I should probably pay closer attention to time...
I find it odd how sometimes it takes one situation or event to change a perspective or an emotion.
Let me explain: How is it that after only one meeting with Mistress that my entire being wants more? How I awoke thinking about her and how despite the fact I'm in pain from yesterday that it only helps remind me that I want more?
Besides that...I had a bit of difficulty with my tasks today I'll assume its because I'm not focused enough yet, I'll need to try harder.
Lastly while a rather strange thing to mention I got a result for my course today maths: 84%. Shame I didn't get the A but still a fair mark.
Time Today:
35:15 mins
9 seconds
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In life we encounter different situations, situations I've always been taught to...question. It is here I thought would be best to question and answer those situations.
So I'll start off with today:
I was lucky enough to have the
pleasure of meeting Mistress today for the first time.
Outright I can say it was a success in the sense that...I stepped outside my usual boundaries, but that doesn't make it a complete success. Let me put it simply, I was in ecstasy the entire time from the spanking, hair pulling, crawling and the overall humilation
but...I wouldn't call it an overall success.
Like most people I sadly...fall short in some respects. I lack a large amount of stamina, this coupled with my nervousness caused me to in my opinion fail my Mistress towards the end.
It could be argued that in time I'll become better but...I cant help but feel I failed in ultimately making my Mistress happy.
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