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Hello. My name is alice and i am under the training of a local Master. i am not owned at this time but hope to one day be the perfect fuckdoll for the right Man. During the week, i go to school and work part time and all of my training happens on the weekends and some nights during the week. Being a fuckdoll is something i've known i wanted for a long time - ever since i started watching porn. The training is challenging and sometimes uncomfortable but it is rewarding to know that my body and mind are learning to be totally focused on Men's pleasure. The profile is being made on His orders and, at the moment, i will not be meeting anyone from this site or any other that i have a profile on unless told to by Him. He has the login information and will read my messages when He chooses.

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11/17/2013 1:16:15 PM

Most of this weekend was uneventful and a lot was reinforcing what i have learned over the past few weeks.  Saturday was another football day but not like last weekend and only 4 other Men came over. 

 

i did have my first real experience with another girl on Thursday night and i really enjoyed it.  i've always been curious about being with another girl so i was kind of happy when i found out that He had invited over another Man who was bringing His slut with Him. 

 

They started off by having us both kneel in the center of the living room side by side.  We were told to kiss and feel each other's body but nothing else.  After a few minutes of that He came over and took the other girl and bent her over the sofa and used her from behind.  The other Man told me to kneel where i could see her being fucked.  They took turns using her and after they both came inside her they told me to go down on her and eat the cum out of her pussy.  i did that and was really surprised how much i liked it and they told us both to give them a show and we just played together for about 30 minutes until both of the Men took turns using me.


11/9/2013 6:33:58 AM

Journal - 11-9-2013
i feel like my gangbang was the start of a more intense phase of my training.  He has always made it clear that my weekends spent with Him are not about socializing or a relationship.
i was to arrive at His house at 7:30 and, as usual, got there a few minutes early so that i could ring the doorbell at exactly 7:30.  As always, i was in a miniskirt, tight fitting top, high heels, and no bra or panties.
He opened the door and quickly brought me inside and into His living room.  He told me to kneel and then sat in His chair.  He went over my performance Thursday night and i did well other than having to be told to offer my body.  He asked how i felt afterwards, did i have any regrets, etc.
Satisfied with that, He told me to go into the training room, take off my skirt and top, and be on my knees waiting for Him.  The training room is pretty much where i stay on weekends and nights that i spend here.  It has a comfortable, large bed with lots of pillows but only a bottom sheet and a couple of throw blankets.  The only other furniture in the room is a table and a large, heavy floor mirror.  There's also a bathroom attached to the room.
i did as i was told and, a minute or two later, He came into the room and picked up my skirt and top from where i had folded them on the bed and left again.  This is normal - there is nowhere for me to put my clothes in the trainin groom and if i'm going to wear anything, He tells me what it will be.
When He came back in the room, He stood right before me and began asking me questions...  what are you?  A fuckdoll.  What is a fuckdoll made for?  Serving Cock.  What is your purpose?  To be filled with Cock.  He goes through these several times in an evening.  At the end, He asks if i am ready to serve and i reply "i am always ready to serve."
He then tells me to get on my back on the bed with my head just off the foot of the bed.  i know this position from learning to deep throat.  Soon He is there and His Cock is just above my face.  Again, He asks "What is a fuckdoll made for?" and i reply "Serving Cock".  "What is a fuckdoll's mouth for?" "Serving Cock".  He says nothing but i feel His Cock brush against my lips and instinctively open my mouth for Him.  Without a word, He thrusts His Cock into my mouth and throat and slowly begins fucking my mouth.  He takes His time and i do my best to breathe through my nose like He taught me.  He pulls out completely sometimes letting me catch my breath but always thrusts back in quickly.  He can last a long time and i don't know how long He fucked my mouth like this  - not hard and violent, just firm and steady.  Eventually, He thrust hard into my throat and i could feel Him cumming as i did my best to massage His Cock with my tongue.  When He pulled out, He told me to thank Him for using my mouth and giving me His Seed and i did.  He had never done that before.
He used me two more times last night, both times cumming deep inside my pussy and ass and making me thank Him for using me and giving me His Seed.  At about 10:30 it was time to call it a night and He left me in the training room to sleep and, as usualy, i got back onto the bed naked except for my high heels and pulled the blankets over me and slept.
He woke me up this morning at about 7.  There is no clock in this room and it doesn't get much light in the morning, so i would sleep in if He didn't wake me.  He told me to do my morning routine and take a bath.  As usual, He stayed and coached me through my morning masturbation and mantras.  Once that was done, He left me and i went into the bathroom and started the water for my bath and did my morning routine.  He had gone out to my car and brought in my laptop and left it on the bed along with a tray with a large glass of orange juice and a note on it.  The note told me to write a journal entry, work on my homework for school, and to be sure to drink the orange juice since i would be fasting for the rest of the day.  It also said that the guests would begin arriving around 11 and that i should be in my outfit and ready to greet them by then...  hanging on the door is a tiny black skirt and a referee's shirt plus a pair of new black stockings and the black high heels i keep at His house.
i'm about to start on some of my homework but, to be honest, i'm nervous about what is planned for today.  i don't think being used by multiple Men makes me nervous anymore but i'm not sure what fasting has to do with it.


11/8/2013 6:54:38 AM

What happened last night...
i met Him at the restaurant He had told me to meet Him at.  i was almost 10 minutes early and He was already waiting for me in the bar.
He seemed like He was busy with something so i waited for Him to acknowledge me.  He didn't say hello, just "Good choice.  Have a seat." after He looked me over.  At just after 6:30, He got a text message and quickly finished His drink and said "Let's go".
He drove me to a nice hotel nearby and led me to the elevator and to the top floor.  As we walked down the hall, He simply told me that i was there to serve tonight.  
We walked into the room and there must have been 7 or 8 other Men in the suite.  The Men greeted each other, i was excluded.  He whispered in my ear "Offer yourself to them."
i walked to the center of the room and said what i had been taught to say - "i am a fuckdoll and i offer You my body to use for Your pleasure."
There were no introductions...  no names given.  It didn't matter.  To these Men, i was a fuckdoll not a person...  a living, breathing sex toy that exists only for their pleasure.  To me, they were Men and i wanted to serve them.
A Man stepped forward gently stroked my face and hair before pushing me to my knees before Him.  He unbuttoned his pants quickly and i took His Cock in my mouth.  As soon as He was fully hard, He took over and fucked my mouth until He came hard and filled my mouth with His cum.
Within moments i was lifted to my feet, my dress was unzipped and fell to the floor, and i was laid across a table.  i remember the first Man who thrust into me that night but the rest is a blur and the details are coming back slowly.  
At about 10:30 they were done with me and He told me that it was time to go.  He gave me time to splash some water on my face and put my dress back on before we walked back to His car.  On the drive, He asked me how i felt and all i could say was "Tired."  
i've read stuff about women feeling ashamed or humiliated after being used by a group of Men.  It's only 9:00 in the morning the day after my first time and i don't feel that...  i feel proud.


11/7/2013 1:53:55 PM

i'm starting to feel both excited and nervous.  Tonight, like most Thursday nights, is one of the nights dedicated to training.  However, tonight will be different.  How different, i don't really know but we are meeting somewhere different than usual and He told me that tonight would be a special occasion for me and to pick something special to wear for the occasion.

 

Trying my best to be a good girl, i have spent most of the afternoon picking just the right outfit to wear for His pleasure...

 

This silver bebe dress - http://www.bebe.com/Clothing/Dresses/Sweater-Dresses/Foiled-Keyhole-Dress/56814.pro

 

These lace thigh highs - http://www.bebe.com/Accessories/Legwear-Intimates/Lace-Thigh-High-Tights/54175.pro

 

High heels, of course, but i haven't picked them out yet and, obviously, no panties.


11/6/2013 4:30:43 PM

Sir likes to assign things for me to read and some of the most interesting have been ones that show that human females are actually designed to be promiscuous.  Learning that humans are the only supposedly monogamous primate species where females orgasm has made me question whether females of our species really are wired for monogamy.

 

Through these readings, i have come to learn that it is natural for me to have more sexual partners.  The scientific reason, obviously, is sperm competition and selecting the best genetic match but a second possible reason is that orgasm serves as a biological reward to a woman who allows multiple Men to use her body for their pleasure.


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 Age: 28
 Lawton, Oklahoma