Phew!  The 'mega assignment' is complete and ready to be handed in tomorrow... also the new computer has arrived (though still in its box) so I'll have to set about seeing to that tonight after the small one is tucked up.

So now the work is (for the moment) complete and my mind turns to other things - I do find it odd after an extended period of self-dictated celibacy I seem to have rediscovered this side of myself that had been locked away.

I guess I truly got my fingers burnt so shied away from it all for a while, probably the best thing - I don't like to give half of myself...

Perhaps that's a fault, I can be rather 'both feet in' about life... but now tempering that at moments with a certain amount of caution...

But it's good to feel a bit more like myself again - to know that I am a sensual sexual being, I need touch and caressing - I think we all do to a greater or lesser extent.

Or at least that's the way I feel today!

Hoping to get out & about tonight (well it is a Friday after all!).  Selected an outfit (pvc) - hoping I don't chicken out of wearing it... it's a bit odd going out 'unaccompanied' at times.  Though yes, I meet friends and I stay safe & sensible (I know the drill)... but it's not the same as being really truly cared for...  or what I imagine that feels like anyway.

But it's a chance for this kitten to have a dance and a wiggle with her friends, listen to some tunes and have a few drinks (hurrah!)  Particularly wanting to get out as have been slogging away uploading evidence for my course, and writing a mega MA level assignment - nearly halfway through now so there's a cause for a celebration if ever I heard one! 

So what are you spending your time doing this weekend?

Kitten x

It's also sometimes diseartening that, together with those good conversations, there are those who lack the same level of social skills (it seems) for example, one chap recently messaged me with "let me hear how well you can bark then puppy", clearly showing how he had not taken even a minute to scan my profile... how can one expect to connect with another when they do not even take the time to find out what they themselves have put 'out there' already?