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| I've been submissive since before I can remember. I've only had a few "real" experiences with being dominated. Mostly I've dreamed and tried getting the women I've dated to dominate me. In my mind it's hard to argue with the idea of dominating your man. He'll obey what ever you say, do whatever you tell him to do, and will try his hardest to please you. I think most women don't like it because they have this ideal man inside their head which leads to them seeing a submissive man as a less than. So to be honest I ended up being the dominate one most of the time. I'm good at being both top and bottom but deep inside me I've always wanted to be on my knees looking down at the heels of a gorgeous woman. I'm sitting in front of my computer now with an anal plug that I had to put in, covered by cute panties that I made myself wear. I'm in stockings, heels, a wig, breast forms, make-up, and locked in a chastity device with no one to hand the keys to.
My fetishes are an incredibly long list. I would list them but as I'm looking for a Mistress it shouldn't matter what I'm into, it should only matter what SHE is into. I guess it might help to know what I like incase she would like to reward me. Come to think of it, it might be good to know what I don't like just in case she wants to punish me...fuck it here's my list...
I personally enjoy forced fem, forced smoking, doing any chores I'm order to do, being in chastity (so orgasm denial), being fucked in the ass by a real Mistress, boot licking, heel cleaning, dildo cleaning, gag's, blindfolds, rope bondage, mummification, latex, leather, steel, hypnosis, mind control, brain washing, and hundreds of other things. Just listing these topics is turning me on, and as stated early I'm in my own enforced chastity so it becomes uncomfortable to keep turning myself on. Lol imagine how fun it will be for YOU to turn me on, cock completely unable to erect even a little bit. How does a woman (my previous girlfriends) not like that. I don't understand it.
I don't enjoy women who represent themselves as dominate and then sort of piddle about not really being effective at all. I don't enjoy poop lol, or pee, and even though I believe it should go without saying...no children. Here's the thing with me, whatever your fetish is will be my fetish. I'm not saying that I will chameleon into whatever you're looking for and not let myself be real with you, what I mean to say is that even though I have my likes and dislikes, my ultimate fetish is being your slave. Doing whatever you ask without hesitation.
I want to be with you for your amusement. If you happen to be feeling lazy on a particular day, and your fetish that second is having someone to talk to while I rub your feet, then I want to be that. If you want someone to hang out with at the movies then take home and beat the fuck out of, I'm that guy. I'm funny, smart and I'm honestly just looking for someone who can show me my limits, and then break them.
Outside of "the scene" I enjoy being active. I'm finishing up my associates degree and my plan is to go to SCAD for photography. Any Mistress looking to update their profile pic? Just ask me and I can show you my work. If you like what you see then just order me to show up wherever you want with my equipment and the pictures are free. I watch movies a lot, read comic books, and I love regular fiction. I'm a nerd, but a nerd from back in the day when being a 'nerd' wasn't awesome. I'm a little upset that I wasn't born during this time period, where being a nerd is hip a cool...it would have saved me a lot of self esteem building.
As I turn on my plug's vibration, switch on my portable tens unit, and finish this up to start my solo night of tease and denial I want you to know that I'm dreaming of a woman to serve. I treat all woman with respect so you never have to worry about messaging me. If you have questions to see if we're compatible than understand I'm not a whiny, mumbling, never get to the pointer type person, my life will be open to you so you don't have to waste your time.
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