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I need a tall, strong, secure, confident, controlling, structured sadist to rescue me from ultimately melting away into complete boredom.
I am happiest when I am with a controlling man. One who knows what he wants, has enough information about the topic to make the best informed decision, and takes charge. Knows how he wants me to dress, how he likes his food, how he prefers I speak, the topics he wants me to keep up on so we can talk about what he enjoys. Someone intelligent and impressive enough for me to want... desire... for every part of who I am to melt and crave every part of him.
In return I get to take care of all of his needs. :) the cooking, cleaning, laundry, sit and listen to him talk for hours, I get to learn from him, study and absorb everything around me... care for him in every way... and when I'm being tossed around the bedroom (or anywhere for that matter) like a rag doll, passion exploding in every direction... I get to feel happy, proud, & glow that I get to do this with HIM. :)
After spending an entire year off and on dating boring vanilla men hoping I'll find one that is like me behind closed doors I am officially extremely bored ::yawn:: This doesn't mean I'm desperate and want to jump right in with both feet. I'm patient and will take my time to get to know you well and explore all my options first. :)
Master/Daddy/Darling/Sweetheart/Honey for me are fond expressions of one that protects, provides sense of security, and gives the feeling of the safest place on earth :) ...of course sadist must be part of you at the core too.
My new "Master":
He will be slightly younger or not much older than I am... (26-39ish)
He will be in good shape and respect his body and what he puts into it.
He will be tall enough that I can wear heels next to him & still feel like his presence is larger than mine, that he is the tall strong man that should be in charge, that earned it in every way.
Fitness and nutrition are important to me. :) I am smoke, alcohol, and drug FREE. (I will drink good red wine on rare occasions.)
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... sorry I can not post a photo, but you will not be disappointed (famous last words of most undesirables lol ...yes those are my real lips :) ) I understand the importance of physical attraction and if I'm interested I will not leave you hanging for long. Please understand at this moment in time my happiness is 90% wrapped up in my career and as much as I would love to switch my focus to my Master. He is not here yet. So I must look out for my own best interest and to stay at the top of my field I must give a very specific professional and personal public perception of who I am. :)
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I have spent most of my life trying to be someone I am not, making choices based on who I was supposed to be, not who I am... it's time to be me and select the best sadist that compliments that. :)
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This is not a "lifestyle" or a way I "play" this is just who I am. 24/7 TPE
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hmmm I have another birthday coming up... I'm going to turn 29 again ;) sue me. I like the age :p and I have all my friends and family convinced if they go along with it then they can all change their ages on my birthday too. :)
...with the upcoming birthday I am taking suggestions for my next adrenaline junkie birthday bash "stunt" ...I have been bungee jumping, sky diving, horseback riding through jungles, and last year I would climb up to the tops of cliffs in Tahoe and see how long I could stand on the edges and balance over them on one foot or a hand etc... So, I say it's time again to balance my very structured well planned proper life with a risky birthday stunt or two... suggestions? |
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I was away for several months... and I learned a lot about myself, what I want, what I need... I am back on here, profile updated, because I am convinced through all the spam, guys that want me to be a literal puppy with a tail out of my bum, or a pony with hooves, or a pig with a snout living in an outdoor barn, or part of a harem, or a punching bag to release anger/rage, or a toy for his friends, or a midlife crisis for a wrinkly old man... somewhere on this site is "MY" Master, the one I compliment best, the one that effortlessly slips me right into his life... the life I belong in... I know he is here, so here I wait, look, search with a smile on my face knowing every wrong door leads me closer to the right one. xo <3 |
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Wow. I have been on here for a few days and I have already learned so much. :)
50's HOUSEHOLD
Earlier today I was thinking it is funny that the way I was raised to be is now considered a fetish in the BDSM community. The 1950's classic relationship/marriage is considered a sub/dom, master/slave fetish. Now don't get me wrong with my kinks and very lose limits I fit in here very well... but I find it amusing that a woman taking care of her husband and a husband protecting (on here considered controlling) his wife is a fetish/fantasy to most.
MY PUBLIC LIFE
If you met me in public you would think many things, but here are some that I hear a lot from people that know me. I am quiet, friendly, reserved, helpful, happy, calm, classically naturally beautiful, polite, well-mannered, graceful, always well put together, and typically dressed slightly above the occasion.
In no way would a stranger or most that have known me for years imagine I would be on this site or looking for the behind the door kinkiness that I desire.
MY MENTAL STATE
I meditate twice a day and I know who I am at my deepest core/soul. I am this way from happiness and love. I love taking care of someone. I love to be protected and given rules, structure and things that are in my best interest. I love the intense feeling that comes during sex when someone who cares so much about me, takes such great care to protect me can take me behind closed doors and change everything... Spit in my face, call me names, treat me like a whore, slap my *ss & face, choke me, pee on me, etc. Knowing that that treatment in the bedroom is my REWARD for being such a good girl.
RUSHING IN
I have absolutely no drive, desire or interest in getting intimate with someone I'm not connected to, nothing about a stranger appeals to me in any way. I love the fantasy of having a man walk up to me, drop me to my knees, and just by asking get me to do anything he desires... but this is not fantasy for me. This is my life and a very careful important decision I need to take my time making. So I'm in no rush and will get to know each of my options well before diving into anything intimate. I want the best of the best and I will spend the rest of my life letting him know that I understand how special I am to be his.
LOCATION
I am open to my Master being anywhere in the world. Location is not as important to me as finding the best fit. |
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She was in the kitchen making dinner from scratch. Every last detail exactly as he likes. She had spent the day happily cleaning every inch of the house, down to the last detail. She loves the structure, the rules, the details she needs to pay attention to to make him happy. Every last item in place.
He walks in and sees everything exactly how it should be, not a single thing for him to worry about or bother himself with after a hard day working. He looks at her wearing just a simple black apron & nothing else cooking away & smiling. She greats him with the biggest smile and he walks up behind her. He grabs her hips. She drops the knife in hand and with the biggest grin on her face he can not see, she gasps. He keeps one hand on her left hip and runs his right hand up her body to her neck. Her hair in between his fingers he tightens his hand forcing her head back. He releases his left hand from her hip only long enough to pull his hard throbbing c*ck out. Aiming it exactly where he wants it to go he can feel his tip soaking wet from her p*ssy. She's always excited and ready for him, his own little slut. He grabs her hips, she leans into him and he thrusts as hard has he can into her. She yelps and is so glad he is home. His strong hands, his tight abs, his c*ck just the right size. He slaps her *ss leaving hand prints and reaches one hand back to her neck. This time he reaches around front and begins to squeeze, forcing his c*ck in deeper. She can barely stand up and is limply bent over now putting all her weight into helping him squeeze her neck as he trusts into her deeper and within seconds she orgasms dripping everywhere as he grabs both of her hips and begins pounding away he begins to c*m, pulling his c*ck out and spraying cum all over her back, hair, and the kitchen. She drops to her knees and turns toward him. Placing his c*ck ever so slightly in her mouth. Allowing him to use her tongue to clean himself up.
He looks at her and with a grin says "now get this mess and yourself cleaned up and presentable. There will be 3 more for dinner tonight arriving in less than an hour."
She smiles takes care of a few things in the kitchen and prances into the bedroom. Leaving a little bit of his cum in her hair for her to tell him about at just the right time in a whisper during dinner. She dresses to the 9s looking like the picture perfect conservative wife down to the single strand of pearls ready to impress the people arriving and goes back into the kitchen to finish dinner.
Yes, this story was tame, but I think it paints a good picture & I hope you enjoyed. :) xoxoxo
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| Age: 26 |
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Philippines |
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