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Shower in the rain of my mood
Toes tapping to the cadence of my cast reflection
You miss a beat, and now I must prove myself
Today I am Gendarme, tarse ahand.
Bend at the waist
White knuckled at the armchairs grip
You may neither speak nor move you may not make a sound
or we begin again
To ten.
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This isn't so much a complaint as an observation. Why is it that 90% of my profile views are from gay/trans men/sh? Sorry fellas and she-dudes, 50 years straight so far. One never knows, but I really doubt that's going to change at this point. |
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You elected a celebrity salesman as president of the United States. You stupid cunt fucks. |
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I want to strip you wear you down break you into pieces listen to you moan your sweet tears that beg your surcease rip and tear tuck and bundle the sounds of my never ending hunger
the clang of iron cage shut your eyes look up no mercy there, or here your essence is mine
you make no sound not a creak, not a crack no uttered thing obedience to your nothingness savage in your discipline never forget only in service are you free |
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Have you ever wondered what it would be like to be isolated from your senses for ever longer and longer periods? Floating in nothingness, cut off from light, touch, unable to speak, unable to even hear, except the ear buds in your ears that activate via-blue tooth. The empty void, except the occasional punctuation of my voice in your ears, almost soothingly, "you may exist again when your need to serve is greater than your need to breath."
Eventually released, but only when you have been permitted the priveledge of serving. |
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I sent this note to someone and thought it interesting enough to share generally. It's not intended as dogma, but someone raised the fair point that it might be perceived that way nonetheless. C'est la vie. ---------------------------------------------
You may find that amongst dominants in general (as opposed to being a gender-specific quality), that there can be a very particular type of dysfunction. It seems from your postings that you've run across it in men (perhaps boys?) more frequently than in women. There are self proclaimed dominants whose primary motivation for entering into a D/s relationship, is actually fear, as opposed to confidence or a natural alpha tendency.
How this works is roughly as follows:
Dominant X has been traumatized, usually at some point in their youth, by the loss of one or many loved ones (whether friends/family/pets), in a way that transcends the normal amount of emotional stress one would typically expect. A direct result of the trauma, is abandonment complex. Said complex rears its head in different ways in folks who suffer from it. Sometimes the fear of abandonment feeds directly the need in one side of a romantic coupling, in having the other become helplessly unable to leave. It may be that the greater such disabling is on one side of this equation, the safer the side with abandonment complex will feel.
You can see how someone that was suffering from this sort of trauma might find great comfort in "TPE" where the ability for the submissive to leave the relationship becomes ever more impossible. Through trials of use-abuse, and the structural break-down of a person's will, the ability to leave a relationship can be all but entirely removed, to the point where only the incident of institutionalized slavery actually being illegal, is the separation between the two.
My contention is that this type of dynamic is actually inhabited by the most fragile of egos, so greatly in need of a comfortable and warm place, that they will do almost anything to get it.
I suspect this is what you've run up against. I further contend that it's not at all unique to men, although since the expectation for men to be dominant/alpha types is so pervasive, it becomes more obvious by comparison to this often unrealistic standard.
All the best, Xxxxx |
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Tightly bound in misdirection Loving your own dual cast reflection |
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