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I AM NOT FEMALE - I AM A CD. CS IS NOT ACCEPTING MY ATTEMPTS TO FIX IT. I don't know why they changed it to begin with.   Again released January 2017. This time it ended badly. I've returned to Connecticut, and still settling in. I can't and won't be lied to and stolen from. Trust once broken can never be repaired.
Released on good terms Oct. 28, 2013, being replaced by Her new vanilla romance.
As of 5:55pm 10/10/16, proudly the owned property of the one who released it.     i know full well the difference between a sub and a slave. i can be just a sub if that is all that is wanted of me; i will be a slave to ONE who demands my heart and soul. i need control and to feel “owned”. i am a no-limits masochist; i do not need or want a safeword. i expect to be made uncomfortable, limits of pleasurable and tolerable exceeded. i thrive on pain and humiliation. i am a cuckold with temporary ED. i am open and honest, and obedient and respectful at all times. i seek to be used and abused, humiliated, tortured, and helpless. i offer selfless service.   i do not top from the bottom. my interests list is not intended as a list of "do me" wants, but rather a guideline of my experience and usefulness. i pose no limits except scat, vomit, permanent injury, scarring, kids, animals, etc.   i have been a crossdresser since childhood, and i have vanilla hobbies. i understand that in real slavery all that may be left behind in a new life, broken and reprogrammed by an Owner.    

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2/5/2017 9:06:01 PM
2/5/2017 - Again released January 2017. This time it ended badly. I've returned to Connecticut, and still settling in. I can't and won't be lied to and stolen from. Trust once broken can never be repaired. I will be updating my profile while settling in.

11/1/2016 1:09:12 PM
On 10/20/16, Mistress Kitty drove down from Boston to Connecticut to fetch it so it can begin its new life in absolute genuine slavery. it has surrendered its very life to Her. She rescued it from what would have become being broke and homeless. She totally owns and controls it. This is to be for life. it overheard Her telling someone else that She planned to eventually have power of attorney. This is quite scary, but it is committed to Her.

10/13/2016 5:12:26 PM
As of 5:55pm, 10/10/16, "it", as i am now known, is proudly the owned property of Mistress Kitty in Boston. it will be moving there soon to become a genuine slave, 24/7/365 in genuine slavery. It is inescapable, irrevocable, and permanent for the rest of its life. it no longer has any choices, rights, limits, or freedoms. For many, such a situation is fantasy, but this is as real as it gets. it will be broken and reprogrammed, and fully used and abused as She wishes. She is truly a Sadist, and will thrive on the misery and pain She will inflict upon it as its ONLY purpose is to serve and suffer greatly just to please Her.

So, to those who have written and i haven't gotten back to yet, i will eventually. It may take some time as it is quite busy for Her. Most of its online time will be on the F**L*** site. it is _Extremeslave_ if you care to visit.

8/29/2016 7:58:11 PM
After weeks of chatting, waiting for a date for a session in RI, suddenly i'm blocked......

4/5/2016 4:52:23 PM
As many of you have probably figured out by now, I have been on an unavoidable hiatus. I will  continue to be for at least a few more weeks. I have been resolving some issues I've had for some time, getting rid of baggage, and also currently in the process of moving.
I plan on returning to being active soon. Please don't give up on me yet.

5/12/2013 4:12:26 PM

it is about to enter a new chapter in it's life. it is to become "broken" during the coming week by Mistress Kitty. This is NOT fantasy role play. This is reality. it knows what that will entail to some extent (lasting unbearable pain and extreme degradation), but not entirely. it is to be kept inescapably chained naked in Her basement, building it's confinement and BDSM furniture, only used otherwise to help with other labor for which it will wear clothes, but gender unknown. Mistress Kitty will use whatever means are necessary to break it down to nothing and reprogram it to suit Her needs. it expects (and hopes) that this will be a life changing experience, total and complete, and permanent. It takes tremendous trust to agree to this, yet both She and it know that it is what it needs, and that She is the rightful ONE to do it. As the day of inescapable captivity approaches, tomorrow, the fear mounts, but it is compelled by Her power to remain committed to it.


4/7/2013 6:23:46 AM

As of 4/7/13 @ 3:28am this slave is no longer "under Consideration", for reasons that are not yet entirely clear, and probably no longer matter. i didn't do anything wrong. i was obedient and devoted. i did everything i was told to do.i endured the suffering. i gave up a hard limit. i behaved.


4/5/2013 3:14:52 PM

Eighth day of chastity - not long, it knows. The last six are in the cage it bought for punishment - very short, 1.5", no room for any erection at all. it made the mistake of trying to use a urinal a couple days ago - big mistake. Just a quick short burst, and it pissed all over it's hands and the front of it's underwear. it MUST sit to piss. Mistress Kitty gave it permission last week to buy a cb6000s. It arrived yesterday, but it needs permission to try it on. it was told last weekend to forget about a free clit until May.


4/1/2013 7:45:43 PM

From a terrific emotional high to a shattering mental beatdown in less than an hour. It is thrilling and fulfilling to be pleasing Mistress Kitty. it's failure, and just knowing it has disappointed Her is unbearable. Mistress Kitty was asking questions about how the chastity felt, and how it felt about it. She was pleased with it's answers, until She asked if it was shaved. it replied that it was overdue to shave. Suddenly, it became a "dumb useless pig" that should have shaved before being locked up. Now when it takes the photos for the other site where it's transformation is being documented, it is instructed to remain unshaven and tell everyone what a "careless, useless cunt" it is. Mistress Kitty told it not to shave until told to, and said to forget about a free clit before May. There was a mishap with the full size cage yesterday, so it immediately switched to the punishment cage, which is only 1.5" long. That's the one it will be locked into for the next month. Tonight She told it to plug itself, and before going to bed told it to remain plugged until it can't stand it anymore. it knows what that means. She knows how long it has remained plugged before. A few hours won't do it. This means days. 


3/29/2013 4:13:17 PM

So many stories to tell of what it is learning. ... it will start journaling about them soon. Meanwhile, as of today, it's clit is locked in a steel chastity cage that it has been fooling with all week trying to make the cuff ring as comfortable as possible behind the scrotum. it has to learn how to sit, drive, and pee sitting without spraying everywhere, and to live with some discomfort. It is bulkier than it thought it would be when it ordered it, and heavier, requiring panties to support it, but it is dedicated, devoted, loyal, and committed to Mistress Kitty. it will endure anything to please Her.

The chastity cage it is wearing, while very aesthetic, is bulky, heavy, not easily concealed. It is very frustrating, as it the 3" cage is large enough to permit a partial erection. it can bring on those partial erections by manipulating the cage, but they occur on their own when it is sleeping or relaxing, just from the very presence of the device. it can only further tease it by poking it's clit with it's pinky fingertips through the sides of the cage, which of course only further frustrates it as it can't do any more than that. Continual denial. 

it also ordered, at the same time, a different device for short term wear as punishment. The cage is only 1.5" long, and the only base ring supplied is going to be tight. The added torture is that it comes with a catheter. It arrived in the mail today earlier than expected. it is awaiting permission to try it on.

it has also, by permission, ordered a cb6000s tonight. Hopefully it will be adjusted for long term wear more comfortably than the steel cage it's wearing. It's adjustability will also serve to determine correct sizing for a custom fitted "Jailbird" from maturemetal.com, wearable for life. From Amazon, the cb6000s will be here by April 9th. it will have to endure the steel cage until then, as it will no longer be permitted out of chastity except by permission or command of Mistress Kitty.

"Under Consideration", it is now fully committed to Mistress Kitty, devoted, loyal, faithful. and obedient, for life, if and when She decides to take ownership of it. This is very REAL - NOT a fantasy game.


3/22/2013 10:19:24 PM

Mistress Kitty has drastically stepped up it's training, and the leash has been yanked much tighter to more strictly control it. Training has been delayed a bit as it was hospitalized for several days this week, during which She expressed Her genuine concern for it's well-being, but maintained no less control. it is extremely grateful for both the concern and the control. On Monday 3/18, it was to be grounded for at least a week, and ordered to purchase a chastity device. The grounding will be extended voluntarily if not ordered, to make up for the lost days. The chastity cage arrived while it was hospitalized. it is now locked down in a steel cage. Photos will be posted if and when permission is granted. The training has become much more painful and degrading, and it knows it will be getting much more intense as it progresses. The pain is already unbearable at times. The toilet training is disgusting, yet this pathetic pig cunt whore is compelled to obey and continue to degrade itself, not only for Her amusement, but to provide Her a pathetic dehumanized object to establish absolute power over. it must endure it to please Her, and serve the useful purpose of being a toilet. it will. it is making progress. For those of you who don't understand the dynamic here, look up Cybele and Cybelian lifestyle. Absolutely no greater Dominance, power and control can be exerted over another person than to shit in it's mouth.


2/24/2013 9:11:21 AM

it feels as though it is failing again. it KNOWS that it is failing again. The good news is that it understands those failures, and is taking necessary steps to correct them.


2/18/2013 8:35:07 PM

it prayed for a miracle, and though it had no expectations, it has happened. it prayed for God to open the door to Mistress Kitty's heart, to permit it to explain it's failures to Her, it's undying love, and that it knows the difference between the love it feels for the completion and fulfillment She offered, and the love it feels for Her, knowing that there is no one else who could so complete it, and therefore permit it it's own fulfillment by fulfilling Her needs and desires. That's ALL it wants and needs for the rest of it's life - to be owned by Mistress Kitty, and become the best slave it could ever be, to be owned by the ONE who most deserves such love, adoration, total devotion and dedication. Mistress Kitty asked it tonight why it sent 81 text messages in four days. it is not a stalker. it just wished Her to listen, texting as it should have in the first place. She has listened. She will sleep on it. it prays that She sleeps well tonight. it is the most grateful pig on the planet tonight.

An additional debt of gratitude goes to a former slave of it's own that it mentored for a time. It was she who listened, understood, and helped it with faith, prayer, and fellowship in it's crisis - best described as an emotional train wreck when it was dismissed. She knows who she is - discretion prevents naming her. Thank you.

The door to Mistress Kitty's heart has been opened, and it needs to find it's way in without fucking it up any more. Just be itself, forget about it's own interests, and just do what it knows is right. It's that simple. it promises.


2/17/2013 1:07:48 PM

it is currently seeking genuine behavior modification to prevent a recurrence of what it just let happen.


2/15/2013 10:40:07 PM

it was SO close to belonging to the ONE that it knows was the perfect owner for it, and it self destructed instead of just being itself. That was ALL it had to do. it tried too hard to stress things it thought would please Her, and omitted things that really would have. it wasn't it's natural self, which had it simply been, it would be there now, proving itself to be everything Mistress Kitty seeks and more. it knows that She is the only one it has encountered in it's entire life so far that can make this slave as complete as She can, and permit it to be so fulfilled by serving and pleasing. If only it could start all over again......


2/15/2013 2:53:53 PM

The entry of 2/14/13 sucks. Don't read it. It is full of excuses, ego, self pity, irrelevance, and nonsense, and a continuation of of it being all about itself and not all about Her, Mistress Kitty. When i get my act together later i will replace it properly. i asked for permission, but i don't expect a response. i dug my grave deeper. You can't un-ring a bell.


2/13/2013 10:39:40 PM

it is not trying to change Mistress Kitty's mind. She has made Her decision, but it needs to explain publicly it's failures to fulfill Her desires. Hopefully, someone else may learn from it's mistakes as it has. More importantly, hopefully other Dominants won't have Their time wasted by prospective slaves making the same mistakes. Mistress Kitty deserves to know that it has again learned more valuable lessons for which it it extremely grateful.

 

Since it's dismissal, Mistress Kitty graciously explained what it's failure has been that 
prompted Her decision to dismiss it. it fully understands now the answer to it's question posed in the previous journal entry. A slave shouldn't have to be broken down and reprogrammed to follow some basic protocol that it should have known better than to fail to follow. it attributes that failure to previous training. it is incumbent upon the slave to undo that before presenting it to the next. it is not the new owner's responsibility. it realizes now that, while it still has much to learn, there is also much to unlearn.

 

it realizes now that, while it still has much to learn, there is much to unlearn. There is basic protocol and things that naturally should be expected of a slave who has as much experience as this one. Unfortunately, what a slave learns from one is not necessarily appropriate for another. A slave should not make assumptions about protocol without asking. It is not enough to learn what is expected of a slave; the slave must also unlearn that which is undesirable. it is still learning and unlearning after all these years.

 

One of those lessons the last two Dommes it served taught it was to not ask personal 
questions. it would be told what They wanted it to know if and when They wanted it to 
know. it asked Mistress Kitty about her kids one night when She said She had to put them to bed. She perceived it as narrow-minded (like most men) to ask. it tried to explain that the kids were not an issue, and when She explained that Her kids would not be exposed to what we would be doing, that was all the info it sought. Mistress Kitty said She knew how to work around them, and it felt it didn't need any further explanation. it's perception, right or wrong, was that She was annoyed by the questions, so it backed off. it is merely curious about their ages and genders, but not curious enough to risk annoying Her. On another night, it asked what She did for work, and again perceived annoyance at the question so it backed off. She was going to bed then anyway. it has since been very hesitant about asking such questions for fear of annoying Her, afraid to be told it was none of it's business or irrelevant to it's slavery, 
and waiting for Her to tell it what She wants it to know. While these were it's thoughts over the last two weeks, it should have said so instead of not asking Her more about Her life. it did express concern about Her well-being during and after the blizzard, but by then, it was too late. If it was there, it would have helped with any necessary task without being asked or told.

 

Mistress Kitty informed it that She can't make a slave wish Her a great day, or make it think about Her. Those things have to come from within. Those things indeed are within it, very deeply in it's heart, but it failed to express them. it has in fact, thought about Her all day every day since the email rewrite, from waking in the morning to going to bed, but never said so. it sent Her a "Good morning" message every morning, as instructed, but failed to include a "Have a great day" wish as part of it. Rarely did it add a "sleep well" or "sweet dreams" to it's "Good night" message. This slave mentored a part-time slave last year, and considered the simple "Good morning Sir" as sufficient proof that it was her first thought of the day. Sometimes she would add a note to it, but it never considered that as necessary. That complacency is the root of it's failure with Mistress Kitty. Is it's failure acceptable? Absolutely Not. it also should have texted Her during work breaks to tell Her it was thinking about Her, because it really was, but didn't want to annoy Her by disturbing Her or becoming a nuisance. Wrong again. it should have realized that there was a reason why Mistress Kitty had asked it for it's break schedule. DUH!

 

Mistress Kitty tells it that all She heard from it for two weeks was "i need, i deserve, i 
want.....". it is sure it probably did say such things, but doesn't remember specifics, and certainly did not intend to put it's interests first. it does frequently remember a 
message that said "Tell me how much you need me". it thought She wanted to know how much it really does need Her, but that should have been expressed in ways that prove how it would fit in to Her needs and desires, not by inferring that Her needs would be met by fulfilling it's. Along with Her having told it to tell Her of it's darkest most taboo fantasies (once), it mistakenly thought those were things She wanted to hear. In retrospect, it all sounds as if it's slavery is all about it, the slave. it knows better. It truly IS all about the slave pleasing it's owner. A real slave doesn't pose needs or wants any more than it would pose limits or demands. Mistress Kitty decides what it deserves, if anything. DUH!


it's ONLY needs are the completion and fulfillment that it knows only ONE woman can 
provide.

 

Mistress Kitty tells it that it is one-sided. it realizes now that it has come across that way, by not putting Her first, but it really is not one-sided. Anyone who knows it could tell Her that, and in meeting person and talking, surely She would see for Herself that it is by nature more of a giver than a receiver. Even the part-time slave it had last year can tell You it is more of a giver than a receiver, even while topping her. Her needs and desires were more important than it's own.

 

Lastly, but not least, Mistress Kitty tells it that it has threatened to write something negative about Her in it's Journal Entries. Reading and rereading all the journal entries, text messages, and emails, it doesn't see any such threat. it couldn't write anything negative about Her. it never has, has not now, nor ever will have any such thoughts at all. it couldn't possibly, ever. All of the faults and failures are of it's own cause.

 

it told Mistress Kitty it loves Her. She replied that it doesn't love Her; it loves the feelings of completion and fulfillment She offered it. It's true; it does love those feelings, but those feelings have yet to be complete and fulfilled, and it DOES love Her, because it knows that only SHE can provide that completion and fulfillment. Mistress Kitty will always have a place deep in this pig's heart, no matter what it's future 
may become.

 

This will be added to and revised as further thought warrants. it won't stop thinking about all this any time soon.


2/13/2013 9:01:17 PM

it is not trying to change Mistress Kitty's mind. She has made Her decision, but it needs to explain publicly it's failures to fulfill Her desires. Hopefully, someone else may learn from it's mistakes as it has. Mistress Kitty deserves to know that it has again learned more valuable lessons for which it it extremely grateful.

 

Since it's dismissal, Mistress Kitty graciously explained what it's failure has been that 
prompted Her decision to dismiss it. it fully understands now the answer to it's question posed in the previous journal entry. A slave shouldn't have to be broken down and reprogrammed to follow some basic protocol that it should have known better than to fail to follow. it attributes that failure to previous training. it is incumbent upon the slave to undo that before presenting it to the next. it is not the new owner's responsibility. it realizes now that, while it still has much to learn, there is also much to unlearn.

 

it realizes now that, while it still has much to learn, there is much to unlearn. There is basic protocol and things that naturally should be expected of a slave who has as much experience as this one. Unfortunately, what a slave learns from one is not necessarily appropriate for another. A slave should not make assumptions about protocol without asking. It is not enough to learn what is expected of a slave; the slave must also unlearn that which is undesirable. it is still learning and unlearning after all these years.

 

One of those lessons the last two Dommes it served taught it was to not ask personal 
questions. it would be told what They wanted it to know if and when They wanted it to 
know. it asked Mistress Kitty about her kids one night when She said She had to put them to bed. She perceived it as narrow-minded (like most men) to ask. it tried to explain that the kids were not an issue, and when She explained that Her kids would not be exposed to what we would be doing, that was all the info it sought. Mistress Kitty said She knew how to work around them, and it felt it didn't need any further explanation. it's perception, right or wrong, was that She was annoyed by the questions, so it backed off. it is merely curious about their ages and genders, but not curious enough to risk annoying Her. On another night, it asked what She did for work, and again perceived annoyance at the question so it backed off. She was going to bed then anyway. it has since been very hesitant about asking such questions for fear of annoying Her, afraid to be told it was none of it's business or irrelevant to it's slavery, 
and waiting for Her to tell it what She wants it to know. While these were it's thoughts over the last two weeks, it should have said so instead of not asking Her more about Her life. it did express concern about Her well-being during and after the blizzard, but by then, it was too late. If it was there, it would have helped with any necessary task without being asked or told.

 

Mistress Kitty informed it that She can't make a slave wish Her a great day, or make it think about Her. Those things have to come from within. Those things indeed are within it, very deeply in it's heart, but it failed to express them. it has in fact, thought about Her all day every day since the email rewrite, from waking in the morning to going to bed, but never said so. it sent Her a "Good morning" message every morning, as instructed, but failed to include a "Have a great day" wish as part of it. Rarely did it add a "sleep well" or "sweet dreams" to it's "Good night" message. This slave mentored a part-time slave last year, and considered the simple "Good morning Sir" as sufficient proof that it was her first thought of the day. Sometimes she would add a note to it, but it never considered that as necessary. That complacency is the root of it's failure with Mistress Kitty. Is it's failure acceptable? Absolutely Not. it also should have texted Her during work breaks to tell Her it was thinking about Her, because it really was, but didn't want to annoy Her by disturbing Her or becoming a nuisance. Wrong again. it should have realized that there was a reason why Mistress Kitty had asked it for it's break schedule. DUH!

 

Mistress Kitty tells it that all She heard from it for two weeks was "i need, i deserve, i 
want.....". it is sure it probably did say such things, but doesn't remember specifics, and certainly did not intend to put it's interests first. it does frequently remember a 
message that said "Tell me how much you need me". it thought She wanted to know how much it really does need Her, but that should have been expressed in ways that prove how it would fit in to Her needs and desires, not by inferring that Her needs would be met by fulfilling it's. Along with Her having told it to tell Her of it's darkest most taboo fantasies (once), it mistakenly thought those were things She wanted to hear. In retrospect, it all sounds as if it's slavery is all about it, the slave. it knows better. It truly IS all about the slave pleasing it's owner. A real slave doesn't pose needs or wants any more than it would pose limits or demands. Mistress Kitty decides what it deserves, if anything. DUH!


it's ONLY needs are the completion and fulfillment that it knows only ONE woman can 
provide.

 

Mistress Kitty tells it that it is one-sided. it realizes now that it has come across that way, by not putting Her first, but it really is not one-sided. Anyone who knows it could tell Her that, and in meeting person and talking, surely She would see for Herself that it is by nature more of a giver than a receiver. Even the part-time slave it had last year can tell You it is more of a giver than a receiver, even while topping her. Her needs and desires were more important than it's own.

 

Lastly, but not least, Mistress Kitty tells it that it has threatened to write something negative about Her in it's Journal Entries. Reading and rereading all the journal entries, text messages, and emails, it doesn't see any such threat. it couldn't write anything negative about Her. it never has, has not now, nor ever will have any such thoughts at all. it couldn't possibly, ever. All of the fault and failure is of it's own cause.

 

it told Mistress Kitty it loves Her. She replied that it doesn't love Her; it loves the feelings of completion and fulfillment She offered it. It's true; it does love those feelings, but those feelings have yet to be complete and fulfilled, and it DOES love Her, because it knows that only SHE can provide that completion and fulfillment. Mistress Kitty will always have a place deep in this pig's heart, no matter what it's future 
may become.

This will be added to and revised as further thought warrants. it won't stop thinking about all this any time soon.


2/12/2013 5:58:50 PM

After praise for obedience, it was dismissed, having never met, due to "missing compatibility". it was willing to be broken down and reprogrammed. Would that not have created compatibility? it would have willingly become whatever Mistress Kitty wanted it to be. it loved Her, still loves Her, and will be forever grateful for what it has learned. Mistress Kitty will always have a place deep in it's heart, no matter what's it's future becomes.


1/20/2013 4:45:06 PM

"it" was very busy all night long. Mistress Kitty graciously offered to permit it the opportunity to rewrite the email that got it into trouble in the first place. The grading of the replacement email will determine whether or not this cunt will be given a second chance to be considered for enslavement. it is grateful and moved to real tears - not an easy accomplishment.

it was expected to "jump through hoops" while doing it. It wasn't easy trying to concentrate on rewriting the email while taking photos every half hour of it's butt plug, rope-tied "clit", and clothespins on it's tongue and lips to prove they were still all in place, along with frequent text messaging, sometimes one right after another that it was expected to answer immediately. Mistress Kitty knew exactly what She was doing to make it as difficult as possible.

This cunt is not complaining. it deserved worse, and is ever grateful for the opportunity to apply for a second chance. it patiently awaits the verdict. Meanwhile, the infatuation grows, knowing that this is indeed the opportunity of a lifetime. Genuine enslavement, for life, under contract, with no rights, no limits, no control of anything, and total devotion to the fulfillment of Mistress Kitty's needs and desires. There is no doubt in this cunt's mind that Mistress Kitty is "The One".


1/19/2013 9:39:22 PM

This unworthy slave, pig, whore, cunt, henceforth also known as "it",  has had the great fortune to have encountered Mistress Kitty. Since Mistress Kitty began messaging it, it knew that this is "The One" it was destined to serve. Mistress Kitty is far superior to it and always will be. Mistress Kitty recognizes that it is subhuman, and deserving of nothing more than to be considered lower than dirt. This is the opportunity of a life time for it. It needs the extremity of fantasy becoming reality, genuine no limits slavery, and it has found The One most capable of doing so, agreeing that that is this whore's true place.  

 

This unworthy slave has learned a valuable lesson today, having truly been an "uppity assuming jerk". it has probably blown the opportunity of a lifetime. it lost it's balance between fantasy and reality. it failed to see the forest for the trees. it is upright again, yet not perfect.....

ii begs forgiveness and some punishment other than dismissal, even though it doesn't deserve or expect it. it is truly forever grateful for having been taught the lesson it will never ever forget. it has never been so disappointed in itself in it's entire life, and it has caused itself more emotional pain than Mistress Kitty possibly could have.

Mistress Kitty sent it fantasy scenarios containing clues to reality, and asked it what it's feelings were. it focused on the fantasies rather than the clues. How much more stupid could it be? In addition to that, it's tone was entirely inappropriate, although certainly not it's intent, seemingly talking down to Mistress Kitty, with useless babble about unwarranted concerns. It is no wonder Mistress Kitty is disgusted and turned off. Excuses are unacceptable, but it would beg for just ONE more chance to prove itself worthy of further consideration.

 

 


1/19/2013 12:49:25 AM

This unworthy slave has learned a valuable lesson today, having truly been an "uppity assuming jerk". it has probably blown the opportunity of a lifetime. it lost it's balance between fantasy and reality. it failed to see the forest for the trees. it is upright again, yet not perfect.....

ii begs forgiveness and some punishment other than dismissal, even though it doesn't deserve or expect it. it is truly forever grateful for having been taught the lesson it will never ever forget. it has never been so disappointed in itself in it's entire life, and it has caused itself more emotional pain than Mistress Kitty possibly could have.

Mistress Kitty sent it fantasy scenarios containing clues to reality, and asked it what it's feelings were. it focused on the fantasies rather than the clues. How much more stupid could it be? In addition to that, it's tone was entirely inappropriate, although certainly not it's intent, seemingly talking down to Mistress Kitty, with useless babble about unwarranted concerns. It is no wonder Mistress Kitty is disgusted and turned off. Excuses are unacceptable, but it would beg for just ONE more chance to prove itself worthy of further consideration.


1/12/2013 12:42:49 PM

In short, i seek the cruelest, meanest,  most Sadistic woman who would use and abuse me for any purpose She wishes.


11/18/2012 8:44:30 AM

Lesbian Dominants may question why someone like me would be viewing their profiles. The appeal is knowing up front that i would be of absolutely NO interest sexually other than possibly required to perform orally or take the strap-on - no release or gratification wanted or expected.


10/28/2012 11:06:20 AM

The female slave who accompanied me is no longer active for her own personal reasons.


4/6/2012 6:11:24 PM

I vote for Jenna Talackova. Who knows who she is?


2/5/2012 11:22:42 AM

i will now sometimes have a female slave of my own to accompany me. she is somewhat new, but very eager to learn, and be used and abused, especially interested in another woman.


12/18/2011 5:03:49 PM

Yes, Virginia, real life slavery as owned property, with considerations for real life IS indeed possible!!! 


12/11/2011 9:48:36 AM

The downturn in the economy has brought about a huge proliferation of new "Financial Dommes". How easy it is for such predators to take advantage of those few genuine submissives here who are weak and stupid enough to fall for it, to have your money taken only to find out that you have been taken. Many of those predators, in fact, are men masquerading as "Dommes" with stolen photos. After a while, some of those photos become instantly recognizable. i saw yet another this morning - a photo i've seen often enough to recognize it. my suggestion is to save your money, and if "tribute" is to be paid, it should only be done so at the time of actual meeting - not in advance. i mean no disrespect to any of those who are real, but there are so many scammers here that us genuine subs/slaves seeking the REAL Dommes really do need to protect ourselves.


5/1/2011 8:08:57 AM

What i am craving most at the moment is a sound whipping, while restrained to hold me still, and gagged to silence my screams. i am not fussy about the gender of my Sadist.


4/22/2011 9:24:53 AM

A recurring dream........

on my knees, my arms bound behind me, wrists to elbows, gagged, severe nipple clamps pressed to the floor by my upper body, my ass up in the air, alternating whipping, cattle prod, then a large strap-on lubed up and rammed into me, in and out, in and out......


4/16/2011 12:45:22 PM

Still waiting for the chastity cage. i thought it might have been shipped by Pony Express, but after 12 days, i'm thinking the carrier pidgeon dropped it and had to go looking for it.

Meanwhile, clip leads on the cattle prod, one connected to my ass hook, the other connected to a sound.....Oh my!!! i only had the balls to do it once.....

So who wants to do it again? and again...and again...


4/3/2011 12:38:12 PM

And now....  a steel chastity cage is on its way.


4/3/2011 7:28:29 AM

The cattle prod is so much fun!!! It is not painful as i had expected, but it IS a surprise, and you can't help but react to it. i've done some experimenting, attaching electrodes with clipleads, and found that the larger the electrode, the lower the jolt. i believe that it's use should be kept below the waist. So, who wants to play?


3/27/2011 12:18:12 PM

i'm so excited!!! i just purchased a cattle prod online - it should be here in about a week. The TENS Unit just didn't do it. Now all i need is someone to put it to me. i'm fantasizing about being poked in the balls with it.


3/19/2011 7:20:48 AM

If you ask for a photo, and one is sent, the least you could do as a common courtesy is respond to say whether or not you are still interested - especially if you haven't offered a photo of your own, at least on your profile. Even prospective subs/slaves are entitled to that much courtesy and respect.


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