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| Well, I have always known I different from "normal," though just how different, I did not understand until fairly recently. A couple years back I had an opportunity to be fire flogged, and that is what really opened my eyes. I discovered that it was fun, different, and quite enjoyable. Later that same weekend, I was asked if I wanted to try being the one to do the flogging, which is just as fun.
The fun I have discovered is something my family has never come to terms with, so i simply do not share it with them. I have found a few small groups of friends and associates that are understanding and open enough to at least acknowledge that various kinks exist and they are not evil perversions. These are the places i go to try new things, and explore my limits.
Actually, two of those friends invited me in on a series of sessions just the other night, which was very different and new for me. All three of us are switches, and it my first threeway, but it was also my first time directing another, even more so in a scene in which I was also directly participating as a top.
Okay, I am slowly getting more out into the scene, though I am not always certain what is acceptable, and how much to just put out in the open.
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