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EvolvingSecrets

I am relatively new to the lifestyle but am quickly learning. I was a sub to my Sir who I met through Whisper over a year ago. During the course of the last year I have become more and more sure of myself and have a clearer picture of what I want in life, and in a partner. I hear that sort of thing tends to happen in your 30's. At any rate, I still lack the skills and confidence to know how to get the things I want. I am currently looking for a new Dom who is able to meet my needs. The Sir I most recently had wasn't able to do that due to his grueling work schedule and I knew it was never going to get any better. I cannot go days without hearing from someone. :( At my best I am playful, funny, personable, creative, loyal, and generous. At my worst I am depressed, emotional, and needy. I am someone who tends to require a lot of communication of someone I am involved with. Without it I feel neglected and abandoned. I have some mental health issues that I am mostly able to manage well with therapy and without the use of meds. My Christian faith is important to me. I know it is a contradiction to the lifestyle, but please ask me about it rather than jumping to your own conclusions about who you think I am or am not. Music is also extremely important to me and I pretty much like it all. I am committed to living a clean and sober life and would expect the same of my friends, partners, etc. I am currently studying to become a CSW (certified social worker) and I am not working at this time. I share custody of my kiddo whom I will call "G". I live mostly alone except for weekends. I am a home body and don't really go out. I like to be home with my butt planted in my recliner in the evenings. If you want to know more, please feel free to ask me rather than assuming things. You will likely be surprised at what you find out. For now my hard limits are: *scat and urine *not being told I'm not allowed to wear panties *blood *breath play *age play *adult baby/diapers
Mistressnordic12
 
 Age: 24
 Chicago, Illinois