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Evolove32

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Experienced, sensual DOM, looking for CD and Trans play partners. I enjoy training new and experienced submissives, particularly interested in CDs or MTF trans that seek a safe, encouraging but strict place to explore feminine submission.
I offer you Training, Discipline. Skills. Attention to your well being. Guidance. Boundaries. protection.
You offer me Obedience. Willingness. Reliability. An open mind. Service.

Not looking for a LTR or 247 situation.
Safe play...

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1/16/2012 7:11:36 PM

um...just to clarify, I am most certainly still seeking a Mistress. The journal entry below is fictional - although based on past experience. One of many ways, I wish to offer myself to a special someone. There was some confusion about that.... 


1/16/2012 6:51:57 PM

Mistress is in need of pampering. She's had a hard week. I of course always allow follow eagerly her agenda, but tonight she is tired and discouraged, and I feel my best work as her submissive is to create an evening that leaves her refreshed and content. 


To start, I arrive an hour before she gets off of work. I use the time to tidy her apartment and vacuum. I get water started for dinner. She arrives just as a full meal of pasta, roast chicken, salad and bread is close to complete. I kneel to greet her, and kiss her feet as is our custom. I take her coat and things and put them away for her. She relaxes into her favorite chair, I quickly bring her a glass of her favorite wine. On the stereo I am playing some music that I know she enjoys. I remove her shoes, and kiss her tired feet. As tenderly, as is possible. She closes her eyes. 

As the layers of cares relax, I go to finish the meal. I set a place for her, tastefully arranged with a candle and flowers. When the food is ready I prepare it attractively on the plate and set it before her, then replenish her wine glass. I will not be dining with her, I am here to serve her. When she has all she desires, I give her a thorough foot massage as she dines. I listen wholeheartedly if she wishes to discuss her day. If she prefers to dine in silence I, of course, will not shatter her peace by asking questions. 

When she finishes her meal, I clear the dishes, and go to the bathroom to run a warm bath. As the water fills the tub, I wash the dishes and clean up. Mistress should be free from cares and I wish to make her home comfortable and inviting for her. When the bath is ready I light candles and drip a few drops of a scent she enjoys into the tub. I help remove her clothing, carefully, tenderly. She holds on to my extended arm as she lowers herself into the inviting water. Mistress enjoys soaking a bit before being cleansed, so I offer to read to her as she soaks and she accepts the offer. She is so comforted by this, and that pleases me greatly. After some time, I will wash her precious body. I do this with a sense of sacredness, as if handling a religious icon of the greatest value. I am burning with a desire for her to be pleased. 

When finished she exists the tub, as if a goddess, transcendantly beautiful. I dry her body with the same hushed reverance...and cover her with a soft, warm robe. She sits, appearing blissful, and I comb her hair - so carefully, it would destroy me to cause her discomfort. When she finds my grooming acceptable I hold her head, wishing to save her newly relaxed neck the trouble of supporting her own head. 

I lift her gently, and guide her to the bedroom. It has been prepared ahead of time with candles, scents and set to the perfect temperature. She lies down on her stomach, and, knowing my place, I warm some oil in my hand and begin to massage her. I wish for her to feel blissful and content so I work diligently, lovingly, to erase any signs of tension or stress. She purrs and it pleases me so much. 

At last, she rolls over to her back, and gestures that the time has come for me to serve her yet deeper. My mouth knows where it belongs and my tongue longs to provide her with ecstacy. My entire being is consumed with attention to her pleasure. It is wonderful how she guides my head for her pleasure, often grabbing my hair and pressing if she wishes for deeper plunging. There is no place on her that my mouth will not serve to please her, and I wouldn't dream of stopping until she is 100% satisfied. She gestures for me to lie on my back and straddles me aggressively. I am so pleased to be used this way, receiving the aggressive thrusting on my face is my highest purpose. I so  badly wish for her release. No length of time is too long, no amount of orgasms is too much. When I have satisfied my lady thoroughly she collapses into the bed. I tuck her in. Stroke her beautifully tussled hair. When the apartment is all in order  I return to the bedroom to find her peacefully embraced in sleep. I take my place at the foot of the bed, and fall asleep to thoughts of deepest gratitude. In the morning, when my goddess awakes, breakfast is ready. "Mistress, did you sleep well?" 


11/17/2011 10:55:16 AM
Listened to Lenny Cohen on the way in to work. This kicked my ass: "Take this longing from my tongue. For all the useless things my hands have done. Let me see your beauty broken down. Like you would do For one you love..." No ones speaks truth like L.C.

10/11/2011 3:36:46 PM

wow - wonderful connections emerging. Why is it that kinky people tend to be so intelligent and interesting?


10/8/2011 11:25:55 AM

To be used for mistress pleasure. To see her transcend the world when you have offered her blissful sensations. To view the wicked smile when she has inflicted suffering on you. When you give 100% of yourself for her enjoyment. This is the richest moment. This is the clarifying, purposeful moment that I crave... I am at your feet goddess


8/30/2011 11:37:57 PM

Back after a hiatus. Would so love to find a wonderful mistress to serve. I have experience as a submissive, looking for that special connection. We'll see how it goes!


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caringjanet
 
 Submissive, Age:  23
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