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The basics: single, 37, no kids, in shape, I.Q. 145, self employed, outspoken, sexual deviant. Well versed in all forms of pleasure and pain. (pain as a result of extreme and excessive pleasure that is) I have a degree in Makeup and Special effects as well as the title of Master Glassblower in old world style glass making. I currently work as a freelance FX Artist making mostly custom costumes and props for films and businesses. I love to Costume/Cosplay and often travel to various Sci-fi, Fantasy, Horror, Anime and adult conventions as a Guest Artist or to compete, show off and strait up get my freak on. As you can see from some of my photos I have a bit of a costuming/role play fetish,.. although this is really more than just a fetish and is a major part of my lifestyle 24/7, personally as well as professionally. I have also worked as a Freelance Photographer for Hustler Magazine as well as other "adult" publications and my work has appeared in numerous adult websites and magazines. Photos of my costumes, glass art and other creations can be found on my space page at /evilfx While I would love to be lazy and let myself go, I force myself to exercise often. I have to stay in good shape to endure the physical torture that my costumes provide.(a fat guy in a suit of armor is NOT impressive) I enjoy books by Clive Barker, Dante, Orwell, Ayn Rand, and also the kind you color in. Movies like Horror, sci-fi, gore, comedy, anime, low budget, badly dubbed Kung-Fu films, etc. Evil Dead films are my all time favorite. Music I like is mostly (but not limited to) Classical, Dark/Alternative, Sisters of Mercy, Dead Can Dance, Bauhaus, NIN, Siouxsie, Danzig, Misfits, Samhain. While no one can fully express who they are or what they are looking for in a simple write-up I'll list a few of the basics here for you to go on. List of turn on's: Honesty/Trust: This one tops the list. The foundation of any relationship must be based on honesty and trust. If you don't have this you have nothing. Intelligence: This one comes very a close second. While role-playing as a naive bubble head can be an occasional turn on, one must be able to hold an intelligent conversation from time to time. Creativity: While I would love to find someone that shares my same artistic and creative interests I understand that they are somewhat unique. Being creative, artistic or just having the ability to think out of the box, step outside of the box,... and then smash the box all to hell is a definite plus. Fitness: Physically AND mentally. It's not always an easy task but I force myself to do what I have to and try to make it as pleasurable as possible. I expect no less from someone whom I choose to be in a relationship with. If you don't care about your own health and appearance, don't expect others to. Attractiveness: Related to the above. Let's be honest, if you clicked on my profile to start with it was because of a photo not because of what I have written here. No one reads the profiles and THEN looks to see if someone is attractive. Attraction has many forms but more often than not (and always on a dating site) it starts with the visual. Sexuality / Libido: Sex isn't everything, but lets face it, it's pretty damn important. Being a male I am unfortunately hardwired to think about sex much more than the average female. If you have a higher than average sex drive, are open to exploration or are at least understanding of how the male brain works then that's a big plus. Uniqueness: I've always been attracted to the bizarre and the unique. Alternative dress, style, looks, hair, Tattoos, piercing, personality and opinions. List of turn off's: Dishonesty: If I can not trust you then I have no use for you. I am honest to a fault and it often gets me into trouble, but my karma is maxed and my conscience is clear. I sleep like a rock. Addictions: If you like to drink or do other illicit substances that's fine,.. but like all things, in moderation. I rarely drink myself,.. and when I do I assure you its with purpose. Sports: I honestly have little interest in watching football, baseball, basketball, etc. Playing or participating in sports however is completely different, that I DO enjoy. I can think of about a million other things that I would rather do with my time than waste it setting on my ass and watching other people play. Drug use: Let me be perfectly clear on this one, like I stated above, I don't care if you are a casual user of something. The kind of Drugs I am referring to are prescription medications, specifically the ones that are supposedly used for mood stabilization or chemical imbalance. Pills are not the answer to happiness or balance. Any good nutritionist will tell you that a proper diet, exercise and a few worthwhile hobbies are the answer for 99.9% of the population. Negativity / Depression: (related to the last one) I'm a realist but I try to stay optimistic about everything. To put it simply, the world is depressing enough and I have no desire to be with someone who is negative or has depression issues. Average or Below average IQ: I tolerate the masses of ignorance on a daily basis and prefer for my personal relationships to involve a higher lever of comprehension. (it is my strong belief that within the next 20 years the movie "Idiocracy" will no longer be viewed as a comedy but as a documentary) Materialism: Fine clothes, a fancy car/house, money, .. they are all wonderful to have but they are NOT, nor will they ever be, the answer to ones true happiness. That can only come from within. I live a meager simple life but I'm happy and thankful for what I have. Procreation: Don't get me wrong I love children, as long as they are other peoples children. I damn sure love to go through the motions, but I have absolutely no desire to procreate.
If you're an honest, faithful, attractive, fit, self confident, sexy, mature, intelligent woman who loves sex and video games and wouldn't mind being a model for my costuming work then message me immediately.

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5/14/2007 1:46:35 AM
"Demons of Doubt" by: me

Lurking is the demon, begrudging and mean,
Hides in the darkness with a glistening sheen.
 
He brings feelings of loneliness that swallow my soul,
Elements of the unknown that I cannot control.
 
He rips through my mind and implants his seed,
Thoughts of betrayal, of treachery and greed.
 
I must control this fiend that lurks in my head
Suppress his thoughts of misery and dread.
 
I struggle and fight to keep him inside,
His urges and influence I must try to hide.
 
The war rages deep in the back of my mind,
Fighting thoughts that wound and words so unkind.
 
I must keep him at bay, control him I must
Prove I am understanding and able to trust.

5/5/2007 11:57:14 PM
"Master Enslaved" by: me

An angel from heaven
for this demon of hell
too good to be true
on these thoughts I still dwell
 
A vision of beauty
so caring and pure
shall suffer my wrath
and fall for my lure
 
A hunger I have
to devour her soul
to feast on her innocence
and swallow her whole
 
Eyes of a goddess
and smile twice as bright
shall bend to my will
and break from my might
 
She shines as the heavens
like no others before
with each day that passes
I yearn for her more
 
Such passions inspired
in this cold hearted soul
I fear for my being
the truth to be told
 
Perhaps it is I
myself I've deceived
over a goddess so true
I shall fall to my knees
 
The master enslaved
by a goddess so true
my heart filled with hope
of eternity with you
 
End this torment
I beg of you please
come to me now
and end this disease

5/5/2007 11:55:33 PM
"Passage of time" by: me

The days grow long
and the nights grow longer
time stands still
too much time to ponder
 
Thoughts of you fill my mind
every waking hour
even in my dreams
your presence grows stronger
 
Can I be the one
for now and always more
fear overwhelms
impossible to ignore
 
This love is new
but growing so very strong
something for which I have sought
so incredibly long
 
To hold you close
to feel my embrace
I dream to touch your soul
and end your restless state
 
Your heart your mind
body and soul
yearn for the touch
like warmth from the cold
 
Can I be the one
can I find the will to overcome
floods of emotion
calling, begging, enticing me to run
 
The answer to this question
like the future I cannot foresee
but if the fates grant my wish
you will belong to me

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TheSexyTeeny
 
 Mistress, Age:  22
 Oakland, California
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