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I Don't know what happened to My profile. But somehow it got erased. Now I have to rewrite the entire thing. Something I Am not looking forward to doing. So bare with Me, and be patient, I will re-write a simply marvelous new place profile for you to read. Good Health and, Happiness,
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5/30/2022 6:48:22 PM

  I have been trying to get a grant to help Me to obtain FTB Grants, but each time I click on one of these I find that it is an advertisement in order to get My e-mail so that I can be inundated with bullshit. If  a/Any o/One has had any luck with any of these " Grant " websites" please write Me and let Me know. I would be extremely grateful.


  Thank y/You


  Mistress Char


3/7/2018 2:13:59 AM
I just got this letter from this guy who's just crazy I have to share it with youis a beautiful dog... fetlife calls you 51 years old and bisexual.i detest homosexuality and bisexuality and none of that or poly could ever be practiced with me. I am a Christian and You probably come from a Ashkenazi Jewish family and Torah strictly forbids homosexuality, it must stop, it is an abomination before G-d.....your days of lusting blonds is absolutely disgraceful. If you are not going to be monogamous leave me alone! If you cannot keep in touch daily then leave me alone and find someone there. I did write you last night on gmail twice but no reply and I am extremely disappointed. Wow xxxxx Now I see that you have problems. No one dictates to Me. Furthermore, you have no place in My life if you can't be true to self. You you call yourself a Christian. you're on the most alternative wet website online. you want to talk Christianity? you need to go to fucking christian.com or some shit like that. you're in the wrong motherfuking place for this kind of shit. you probably don't even know what alternative lifestyle is. Do you even know what an e clip is used for, or vice grips?? you think you can play kinky in the bedroom, mabey call Me a slut, as I tie you up,and spank you till your good and hard, cum, and then repent on Sunday? Wrong! Having a relationship with God,is a 24-hour,seven-day-a-week process, and it's people like you,who think they know the Bible,that fuck it up for everybody who don't. I bet you I know more about the Bible,both Old and New Testament,then you do. As I have read them both front to back several times. you find Me one paragraph in the New Testament or Old Testament that says anything about two women laying together is an Abomination and I'll kiss your ass on Main Street, and wait 10 minuets to draw a crowd. But what it does say,is "a man shall not lie with a man, as he does with a woman.For he is surely an Abomination to G-d ". Now you better go and do some reflecting on yourself, and ask what you're doing on the kinkiest website on the internet. Calling yourself a Christian. It's either guilt driving you, to that ridiculous Territs like letter, that was more like you had been holding your farts in way to long, and could do so, no longer.Or severe mental instability. I know what the Bible says about sin. 2Corr 13. " There is no sin in love." you know what The Apostle Paul meant by that? Have you ever pondered it? Well here, let Me throw you a rope; he ment there may be times that under self will things done would be considered a sin, but through pure love also know by Agape. Sin is non existant. Want to know why? Because we where made imperfect, and only through true love, and forgivness are we that much closer to G-d. It's not perfection, like Me, but progress that you truely get to know G-d. you still think you know anything about me? Well, I guess you really don't know shit after all. Do you think that you can impress Me with what you do for work? Please.I dated the likes of Ken Rosene the partner of Bill Graham, Ron Gibson the owner of bass Ticket Outlets, and dated Michael Corriger, a well-known manager for the likes of Tracy Chapman, Bruce Springsteen and a number of other well known artists. I've owned My share of businesses made My share of Millions. Owned My own condos,and houses in Hawaii. All before I was 30.I am no Holy Roller or holier than motherfuking thou either. Joshua bar Joeaph, preached to the adulterous, the drunks, and the possessed. He never condemed ner one. What makes you think you can

3/6/2018 12:32:02 AM
I don't want to sound like a conspiracy theorist or any of that. But I've been doing a lot of watching YouTube lately, and I have noticed a certain Trend lately. Has anyone heard of the Mandela effect? Does anyone give Credence to it? Does anyone even care? M. C.

2/24/2018 8:47:08 PM
Hello E/everyO/one. I hope that this year has been good for Y/you. It has been good for Me I hope it has been equally well for Y/you. Keep Y/your head above water. And a smile on Y/your face.

12/12/2017 2:29:09 PM
Hello E/everyone. Just wanted to drop a note to say " Hello", and good health and happiness. Happy Hanukkah, and Merry Christmas Mistress Char

11/3/2017 2:06:58 AM
It has just come to my attention that there is someone a female dominant I believe who is using my photo for their profile. Should I find out who it is I will not hesitate to embarrass you and bring your profile to the proper authorities. I have been a member here for nearly 15 years and I will not have some new cover use my photo as there's. If you are such a dominant then get your s*** together and take a f****** photo of your of yourself. It's not hard you know if you have a smartphone and know how to use it it shouldn't be that difficult. Anyone with any knowledge of this person please write me an email in private and let me know know the name of the person using my profile photo as their own thank you and have a nice day

8/3/2017 7:37:33 PM
I had just picked up a new slave. She was very naive, and semingly eager.to become a slave. However, she just could not come to the reality that I owned her. Soon, she was back talking, and so I finally ended up slapping the dog shit out of her, and cut her loose. I cannot tolerate disobedience. I let her know that I own her. Now and always

2/3/2017 2:21:35 PM
I Am going through hard times, and I Am looking for someone who would not only be My sub, but also not have a problem supporting Me until I start college. Only Serious Apply.


     Miss Char

11/27/2016 3:36:43 PM
How can O/one explain to another of the bliss that occures in a relationship such as this? That is without words or gental caresses. The only comunication is with eyes, and how long two are activly ĺiving out scenes, or practicing trust. Somedays there will be words of encouragment, somedays there will be not, but it's always much deeper than that. Words only seem to cheapen the depth to which many hours spent building deep trust,respect, and honisty have developed. To know with a nod, to yield because of a gesture. For that is truly understanding, knowing, and becoming a P/pair united. And yes the training is hard, and at times tedious,yet in the long run it pays off. As O/others see Y/you T/two together, saying nothing, but doing much, the understanding becomes clear, and Y/you desire what T/they have. To taste the sweatness of bitter ambrosia. A mixture of cum sweat and tears. Tears that are so completly united in both exstasy and painful pleasure, that you could never again imagine one with out the other. The tears are union of trust, exstacy, and joy. JOY so deep and spiritual that words do no justice to it. It is this, that kept you focused, and allowed Me to take you deeper into yourself. And with this knowledge that I would allow you no harm, it allowed you the courage to do what you never thought you could do before. Only Those who have stepped at the edge of the abyss, and felt alive not fear, will understand this. It is that which unites U/us in a unique and profound way. As A Mistress uses Her influence, to incourage inner growth, She also offers a chance for you to become stronger. To become the wo/man that She sees in you every day. And as W/we continue to delve deeper. You realize there could never be another way. And Gratitude Doesn't Begin To Explain Why The Path Is The One you Took _____________________________ EvilOmen Pain is resistance of a sensation. Pleasure is allowing it to pass through you.

11/19/2016 3:34:20 AM
Well just had My 50? Birthday. Wow! I remember My 16th birthday, and how much fun it was. I was doing so much as an adult, that I really didn't have a childhood. I felt so apart from My peers. There was no way I could admit the things I felt. How deeply sensual I was. The fantasies that I had. I was intrigued by thoughts of owning a mindless girl who did not have no in her vocabulary and was happy to do what I told her to do..

9/8/2016 12:49:42 AM
   I look at the past 9 years of photos I have posted, I see how each year after 45 has affected My looks, I need to rest. I have been worrying way to much. I felt so much better, looked so much better, when I had a financial sponsor. Working hard is no way  for me to stay youthful looking. It makes Me sad.
 Growing Older. Looking Older. Feeling Older.
 What a drag. Only yesterday, I was fooling around with beautiful rock producer Ken Rosene., Owner of KMR Productions. Never paying for a thing. Meeting Rock Stars, and bringing groupies in backstage from the audience. Backstage at NBC Arena, it was awesome then. Drinking,eating doing party favors in the anti-room. Taking The Police sailing on The Alii Kai. Party's for Loverboy, Fleetwood Mac. Seeing John Bon Jovi before the concert with big curlers in his hair, Meeting Joan Jett. taking Oingo Boingo to 3D in Waikiki. Millionaire parties in houses on the beach in Hawaii Kai, Black Point, Penthouse parties at Kenzie's Penthouse New Years Eve. Parties,in Million Dollar Homes, and being pursed diligently by beautiful men, and women. Having sex in a bathroom with My first sub Lisa, then attracting more; marty, faye, and henry. Dare I say I was almost 17. OMG. 1981,82, and 83 where some of the best years of My life. Each year that goes by now, makes those years seem more and more like a dream. But 37 years remembers like yesterday. What I mean to say is, I remember them clearly, as if the events of those days happened only yesterday. But I understand them as an adult, not a teenager who knew everything, which is to say, I thought I knew everything. I guess only because I had a secret lifestyle. I could relate to My school mates, but I knew I was different than everyone I went to school with.  I  would go to a gay bar called Hulas in Waikiki, I could be Myself. I was accepted. And Dirty Mary's in the back, on the dance floor having my face pushed into a guy's shoulder, who was dancing next to Me, and getting a huge gulp of Locker Room. That's the first time I heard about prince Albert's, actually being allowed to practice shibari on a gay guy who lived catty coroner to Dirty Mary's. Taking My female dancing in hand cuffs. Cherished memories.

hanging.gifGone, but not forgotten, with each day fonder...
   I've taken on for consideration  newslavehereinsd 
 

   

8/23/2016 2:19:13 PM
   Those who keep up with My journal, please know that I have been fighting an infection in My tooth, it has been very painful, and has left Me very weak. I will be up and back to My normal Bitch Self, in no time. Posting Dom letters that promis to transform Me into a scrunging and grateful slave, thanking them for every beating that they lay upon My bare ass  LOL, giggle, slapping knee, belly aching.

  Anyway, stay patient, as I will always try to keep yall laughing with the "Darker Side of Funny: in the Alternative World of submission, and Dominance".

   Live Laugh, Stay Happy and Healthy.

  Love to Y/you A/all,

            Mistress Char 

8/4/2016 12:55:29 PM
Hello any male financial piggies that would love to do nothing more than to help a Mistress who is in dire need of getting a new computer so I can star My BA in Psychology. My computer just broke down and I start classes online in less than two months. Anyone who wants to help Me I will truly make it worth your time. Awaiting your email Mistress Char

7/23/2016 10:01:55 PM
Recently a couple from New York has taken up residence here at Collarspace, using the moniker of EvilOmens, I wrote them to let them know that this was screwing with My profile validity, pictures, and e-mails, yet they did not respond. I then wrote T.S ( Tech Support), yet I still recieved no remedy to this obvious mis use of anothers moniker, It would be easy if they were to underscore the last part of their moniker or even ad numbers before the "EvilOmen " part, but nooooooo. ( a wink to Steve Martin from Saturday Night Live ).
  If this is even seen by A/anyone or A/any of My F/friends, please aide Me in this delima

         With Sincere Love, and Thanks,

                   Grateful Always,

                         Mistress Char

7/14/2016 11:50:02 AM
I Am still looking for a pet that I can doate on, brush her hair and dress her up like a baby doll. Any interested please write ASAP Mistress Char

2/5/2016 1:55:33 AM
Hello A/all, I have been considering getting a female submissive for a live in companion, whom I can teach the arts of pleasurous pain as well as Wise craft. If a female would like this opportunity to take their personal fantasies to every limit, I'd be happy to be the One to take you on a inner journey of sexual awareness. As well as the opportunity to have a safe place to experience every fetish and fantasy you've ever had. Mistress Char

2/1/2016 9:20:30 PM
I am looking for a female submissive that wants S to learn more of this lifestyle than just sex. But what it means to live this way with out hiding who you are. As well as understand what power you have as a submissive. Being a submissive doesn't mean that you must submit to every Dominate, but one you feel is worthy of your loyalty and complete submission. That is your choice and yours alone to make. Who ever you decide is worthy of your loyalty is certainly one lucky Domme Mistress Char

10/8/2015 4:11:51 PM
      Hello E/every O/one, it has been a long time since I have been on line long enough to write                a journal entry. I have been considering going to Hawthorn Nevada due to                        financial difficulty's  I understand that it is very hot there and almost nothing to do,
        but I must do what I must in order to survive.  If there are any alternative Lifestylers
                 out there, or in Tahoe, please write Me, so W/we might get acquainted. 
                                                         Hope to hear or read from Y/you soon!!!                         

                                                   Miss Char                                                          

8/5/2015 1:02:35 PM
Hello A/all

   Sorry for such the lengthy delay between entry's. I have been going through a lot of shit, but it is all now come to an end. 

  To those who have written yet still have not yet received a response, please remain patient as I have not forgotten you.


    I will get back to writing response e-mails to A/all who have written, do not fret.


          Ciao, and Aloha to A/all

                  Miss Char

7/2/2015 7:57:51 AM
 I have not been on line in a while, but that will be changing.

  Please those of Y/you who W/we have a rapport going, keep in touch.


 Best Health & Happiness,

          Miss Char

11/19/2014 10:39:14 AM
 Well it's the beginning of the Holiday Season, and W/we now take the time to give kind words to our families, and ex-lovers, as well as F/friends. 

  I Am far from a Bible thumper, but I truly believe that the time is coming for a great change. Knowledge is power, so keep an Eye to the sky, and remember to show kindness. Be the Best that Y/you can be, it is not about O/others, it's about Y/you. Be sure to take care of Your Self, and Love Your Self first, Love for the sake of loving, Do for the sake of helping, and be a friend to those who truly need one. Keep no covert reasons when doing these things, and the main thing to remember is that the biggest blessing.

   Try to make amends to old adversaries, forgive, because anger and hate, keep You from receiving the Love from Our Ancestral Souls, Find happiness in the simple things that You do each day, and be grateful for the life that You have been given,


           Good Health & Happiness To A/all
            
                        Show Love and Love Will Guide You Home.


                                       Miss Char

10/18/2014 9:53:05 AM
 Well I have been thinking about relocating to somewhere back East. I feel like that is where I really need to be to excel. I have always felt a connection to New York, I desire wearing furs, and long swing coats. Wearing Linen suits, and wool double breasted suit dress's. There is nothing I love more then the snow, and dressing in beautiful furs and suits. While My counter is wearing something similar, in opposite colors. I know that I would be happiest there. I just need to figure out a way to save enough money to get a flat in Manhattan. As well as a new wardrobe for the winters there. And the Boots!! Oh My Gosh, how I love the boots!! If anyone knows any places that are great for this type of wardrobes let Me know.

    Love Love To Y/you A/all,

                      Mistress Char
  

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10/5/2014 8:26:33 AM
      Well it's getting to be that time of the year when W/we all run around like chickens with O/our heads cut off.    I can't wait till it's over.



                   Happy Halloween


                         Mistress Char

9/23/2014 9:50:40 AM
  My F/friend's and admires, I apologize for not keeping up with My journal. But as soon as I get My computer back in working order, I will be more regular .


   Good Health & Happiness To A/all

                    Miss Char

9/12/2014 5:30:48 PM
   It has come to My attention by a very proper submissive named ken that a certain fake is using My photo in her profile. She goes by the moniker of CBTMistress28 in Sunnyvale. Just so any o/One may have seen it, she is not the person on file I Am

8/27/2014 8:13:10 AM
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7/23/2014 1:30:12 AM
Another Montage I hope Y/you A/all Enjoy It 


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uaEnodgddnE. 



   Miss Char

12/29/2013 6:27:06 PM

 


    To A/all Happy Belated Christmas. 


 A little something I made in My free time.


http://youtu.be/GTe_kPKu_Zo

 

       I Hope E/every O/one enjoy's it


       Health & Happiness to Y/you & Y/your's


             Mistress Char


11/28/2013 10:34:46 PM

  I have been out of touch for a while and I apologize for not keeping up with My e-mails. But I Am back now, so please I encourage you to write. And yes I will write back soon!!!


5/15/2013 10:21:35 PM

 

  My computor is acting up, as it is probably a virus. Just getting to collarme, takes 10 min, and forget about returning e-mails promptly. It is maddness. I have been fortunate to ba able to use a friends computor occasionally, but to those who I usually write promptly, and have not please understand that I Am having a real pain in the ass just posting a journal entry. Please bear with Me, and in the mean time know I will respond once I formate this p.o.s.

 

 

   Ciao,

 

 

 

              Mistress Char


12/24/2012 1:20:25 PM

   For female subs seeking temp ONLY   

 

A dear Friend of Mine has recently be relieved of His awful wife. He speaks of getting girls for hire, but I know exactly what He needs. He needs a lovely service pet to relieve His aching heart. If any of you reading this knows of, or may be interested in this type of relationship please write Me.

 He is My neighbor, a Dear Friend, and has enough money to care for your needs ( NO! Not sugar-daddy). If this sounds like a part time, potentially full time, thing that may be of interest to you, please write. I Will Respond Quickly!!

 

  Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to A/all


11/10/2012 9:24:38 PM

  I recently recieved a letter from a real smart ass and I thought I would share it with a few of You Domina's who probably recieved an e-mail from this little smart ass. Off course names have been deleted, and perhaps this is just a joke I Am making up to get a few laughsLaughing,,, You A/all decide for Y/your S/selves

 

" I still have not heard from you, so I take it that you are truely full of shit as your profile notes explain, hence the gassiness that you seem to be exihibiting. However, should you tier of the boaring words of play, and desire a true Domina, who will show you what the word Penance is all about. Should you so desire to, that is.
 I really do enjoy a hard break. It brings Me to center, and gives Me a sense of, well. Supior Being that I have Grown to Know and Love so very Much!!!Cool
 Again, you know where to find Me, and I await your response, if it involves a good Punishment/Penance session for such a show of bad form to your Domina's."

 

 The Mistress Char of The Clan Gordon Of Ire


10/31/2012 1:57:29 PM

 Again, I have been so extremely busy, I have not enough time in a day to even get on line to answer My e-mails. However, I have had one exceptionally enthusiastic male slave who thinks he can fart in My face for his own enjoyment...HA! Just for the record, I do not partake in that sort of activity, and for anyone's curiosity, I do not take kindly to smart asses with remarks such as that. I have invited him to come to My neck of the woods, to see if he is really up to the task, or just full of hot air( LOL, No pun included). I will certainly be awaiting his response, so I can ready Myself, with implements of torture, for My pleasure, and his penance.


9/17/2012 2:09:24 AM

I have recently had a flux of e-mails, and to all who wrote please be patient as I will return your e-mails as soon as I possibly can. No less than one day, yet no longer than four. Alright?

 

          Again, thank you A/all, and cant wait to chat with you..

 

             Miss Char

 

Laughing


9/13/2012 10:06:11 AM
I so badly want to be taken out shopping so that would one again have My pleasurous pain t oys. It has been avery long rime since I have had My props and training equipment Oh well I will continue to stay possitive. Aloha, Mistress C

4/21/2012 12:15:34 PM

 I Am currently looking for a long term commitment from a sub, who wishes to have the best of both vanilla, as well as Alternative Lifestyles. Only those who have the intelligence, and sarcastic whit that I crave need apply. I also would like someone who has the ability to be alpha in the vanilla gatherings that W/we will attend.

 

 I also seek a female that wishes to be My pet as well as My protege'. Only serious need apply there as well.

 

 Mistress Char


4/3/2012 6:59:41 AM

The other day, I was talking with a friend of Mine, and she asked a question:

 

  Who has more power?

   A Domina, or a sub.

 

 Think about for a moment, I would love to hear Y/your feedback.

 

     Mistress Char

 

 


3/8/2012 4:20:05 AM

marci gets panti trained:

 

       ben had never been subject to public wearing of female clothing. so it came as a complete surprise to him when Mistress opened his cel and dumped out nothing but womens clothing. Sternly " you wont be needing any ot those cloths", as Mistress stuffing womens clothing through the locked door. I expect to see your legs shaved, and all relavent male items gone when I return. marci's head now reeling, was thinking " i didn't sign on for this. But that made no difference to Mistress. She made Her self clear. The last time marci had disobeyed Mistess, he had been forced to suck 6 cocks, back to back. Now there would be no mis understanding in that area. Shoveling the cloths through the crack of the door as fast as he could. he wanted to eliminate all signs of mens clothing. Not 15 mins had gone by, and Mistress was back with a huge trash bag. " Now put all those items in this garbage bag. marci agreed with out so much as a peep. Soon marci was in full female ware, and it was obvious that this was just the begining of Her training to feminize him. Espeacially the small thongs that barly covered. How long would this go on marci wondered. Did she expect marci to wear this type attire to work. This brought trepidation to marci. What wold be said should he be caught in the mens bathroom in womens clothing. Well I guess I'd see come Monday....


3/8/2012 1:03:35 AM

Marci get his first penetration pt II

 

  As marci began to forget where he was, and how much he was enjoying the events that began to unfold. I watched him in a prideful way, perhaps like a mother to her son. As marci became more an active participant, Jessie, and Eric, became more forceful, watching for signs of stress from marci carefully. I allowed them full range. As Eric, and Jessie, changed positions, they had marci lay on his back, legs up as if a woman in missionary Eric slid between his legs, and entered him. I could take no more and stradled marcies, face, ordering him to eat My pussy, and beg for more cock.  I wanted to use marci, I had trained him. to please with out question, or thought. To not be allowed to cum until I allowed him. I soon saw this was an ordial he was not yet prepared to cope in such a way. I could see he was having a most diffecult time holding back. " How do you feel ? " I said coyly, to marci. " i love it Mistress, i want to be Your slut ". Happy with My self, and the loyalty that marci had showed Me, I allowed the boys to finish. Eric now fucking marci, like a chick, with full force, as Jessie, and I changed positions. Now cock deep down his throat, while getting fucked like a bitch. I knew that they we're all about to explode. As Eric slid his cock from marci's ass, and along with Eric, began to dump thier load onto his face, and down his throat. Sucking, and lapping thier cocks clean from all the cum, and drentched in sweat. I could tell that this was not the last time that marci would be doing this. Now, I could only imagine, a gang bang, that, I thought, ought to be a real exciting adventure.

 


3/8/2012 12:22:12 AM

    Marci Gets His First Penetration Pt 1

 

 My boy toy ben, also known as marci, as he had a love female attire. ben/marci, had been curious for a long time, although afraid to mention all the tell tale signs where there. I had set up a surprise for him this evening. I had invited a couple of friends, for a evening of cocktails, and laughs. ben/marci was put to dress in his french maids outfit for the evenings events. Completly unaware that he was in fact the main event.

 As My guests arrived and settled down for the evening, we soon turned our attention to ben/marci, who sat  next to Me, in his pet prose. I stood up, and attached a lead to his collar, and as I had trained him many times, befor, put him in " present ". he took two crawls, and head down, ass up, in a full present. Not wareing underware, as I forbid them, he was fully exposed. I noted his checks, red with embarrassment. I looked around the room, at My male friends, who we're also very gay, and in love with My boy toy, 30 years My junior. His golden locks fell about his face, and his tanned body, tought with muscle from surfing showed, a slightly naieve youth, with a trusting mind. his eyes, now cinch closed, at the possibilitys. he had on several occasions, asked Me to penertrate him anally. But I rufused. Now, I had the best gift ever. Guilt free bisexual activities.

  I motioned for a friend, Eric, who was not a lifestyler, but gay. As he bent down to rub ben/marci, soft ass, he sucked one finger, and while reaching under him, to slowly jack him off, slid his finger slowly into his ass. Jumping slightly, a thwarted him with My crop to insure complete and absolute involvment. I knew this is something he had wanted from the first time W/we had met. " Rise up marci on all fours ", I ordered. he complied. Soon, Jessie, Erics part time lover had come off his place on the couch, unzipping his jeans, and holding his large erect cock befor marci, I said" suck that cock you little whore, show Mistress, just how loyal, and obidient you are". Opening his mouth, Jessie, dumped lube on both his cock, and marci's ass. At first marci took him in like a school girl doing her first blow job, simultaniously Eric rubbed his cock between marci checks. I noticed marci pushing back on Erics hard cock, as if begging silently for his penetration. " Be a good boy, and show these friends of mine just how sweet you are" ", I said. he opened his mouth and took Erics cock into his mouth. As Eric put his hand on the back of marci's head, he pushed his cock deep down his thoat. Almost gaging, yrt loving the use of his body whiile having no power what so ever to object. Lest he dissapoint Mistress. simultaniously, Jessie, slid his hard cock, slowly into marci's virgin ass. I saw marci's eyes glaze over, at the tremendous pleasure he was now recieving. I felt My self become wet at the events that unfolded befor Me. Never had I imagines such a wonderful response, by My boy marci.


12/5/2011 2:47:11 AM

Okay. I have finally decided the next chance to move from here, I Am taking it. There are no real interests holding Me back, and I want an exciting life before I Am in a walker!!! LOL. Needless to say. I Am sick of it here, and ready to move on.....


4/22/2011 10:48:18 PM

once again, I apologize for not making e-mail responses in a timely manner. But I have thrown My back out something fierce, and sitting at the computor at times is more than I can bare. So please be patient, and I will get back to Y/you A/all Luv Luv,

 

 

                        Ciao,

 

                               Mistress Char{#}


3/16/2011 12:58:56 AM

i was 18 years old, and new everything in the world.

i had gone to far this time though.

  i was drunk in front of His friends, which had caused Him much embarrassment.
When the last guest had finally left, i disrobed, and got into the shower.

Turning the water off, and grabbing for a towel, I felt a firm grip on my arm, and in one felt swoop, I was over Masters shoulder. Chastising me all the way into the Grand room,
He told me how much i had embarrassed Him. How i was going to have to learn the hard way that when He said something He meant it.

He sat at the edge of the bed, and as He lifted me over His knees, my towel fell off.

 Leaving me bare naked, and feeling very vulnerable. He began to rub me, soft, and
slow. my back, then the small of my back. With his other hand, He began to rub my swollen clit. my juices began to flow heavily, and i was soon moaning. Once He saw my arousal. He stopped, and began sticking one finger into my soaking wet pussy, with that simultaniously i felt a hard hand came down upon my bare ass. The fact that it was wet, gave it a loud sound which was more surprising than the actual spank.

 Again, and, again, He brought his hand down onto my steadily growing red ass., And just when I thought I could not handle another one, He'd stop, and begin to rub my clit again, bringing me to the edge of orgasm. I could feel Him slide one, then two fingers into my hot wet twat, so wet, and hot. i was in ecstasy, and whimpering. As He did this, He spanked me again, and again. i was humiliated, but I loved it. i wanted to be called names, and made to do dirty disgusting things. And as if He knew what i was thinking, He made me stand, As He blind folded me, I could hear the door open and close several times.
It was not long before I realized that the visitors where for my penance. As He lead me into the living room, He pushed me hard enough so that I fell on my hands and knees. As i began to rise, He firmly stated:" NO!". I obeyed.
Then i heard the rustling of clothing falling to the ground, and I was hoisted up onto the wood alter. my head and feet would hang off the ends if it was not for the pillow in the
middle which propped my ass up quite high. It was usually our doggie style bed, but this time, i could feel hands, rubbing my pussy, inside and out. Rubbing my ass, and slowly fingering me there to. There was not one place of me that was off limits to anyone. “Open you mouth whore", someone said, and I did. A hard cock was firmly planted into my mouth,
as someone else, began to lick my pussy as My master spanked me. i was in a delirious state of pain, and pleasure. Something iwas not accustomed to. And i was loving it. As one cock left my mouth another was inserted. Sucking and moaning, as i was being finger fucked, and spanked. i began to move my hips back and forth. Moaning, hard and loud. “Yeah,
i'm so bad, and i love being my Masters little whore.
i want to be fucked hard, in every hole. Then I felt Master between my legs, and he stuffed the biggest dildo i have ever felt deep into my small wet pussy. Fucking me hard,
and deep. Once i began to moan, He spanked me again, and again.
The line between pleasure and pain was becoming blurred, and the was only arousal, and desire. i needed to come, and i was going to. i suddenly went black, and tipped over the
edge of orgasm, i fell for what seemed an eternity, and when iwas aware, i was alone, i ha never experienced anything like that before, but if i played my cards right. I would
know it well.........

 

                         Work of Fiction By Mistress Char




2/27/2011 10:54:16 PM

Now she placed a blindfold over my eyes and lead me very lovingly
to the bed, where she sat me down, then laid me back. Putting
shoes that felt like High stilettos on my feet, she began
to pull my arms away from my body, and tying them to parts
of the bed, way out of my comfort zone, and feeling very nervous,
I wanted to say red window, but continued down the path which
she was very gently guiding me. Next, she said, "I
will be rubbing your body with different thing, and offering
your body different sensations, don't say anything,
just absorb what it is that I am doing, and allow yourself
to free your mind of fear. I will not do anything with out
letting you know first".

 
Next I could smell something mint like, and cool gel on my
nipples. her mouth on my stomach, and cool foam on my pussy.
Then the sensation of a shaver. I began to get wet with the
knowledge that she had full access to every part of me. As
soon as she was finished shaving me, I felt a cold sensation
penetrate my pussy. An ice cube. Then her hot mouth as it
came out. She did this back and forth for a time, then, I felt
a dildo rubbing my stomach, as she brought it lower and lower
towards my pussy. I felt my self gush with anticipation,
and then an ache I had never felt before. trying in vain to
spread my legs wider, she only teased me with it. Finally
I begged her" Please fuck my pussy." Then she
said, There is only one way I will do what you ask of me, and
that is to say Mistress please stuff that dildo into my hot
wet cunt'. Embarrassed by the language, but by now un caring, I did
just as she said " Please stuff that dildo into my hot
cunt". As she did I could feel its large head enter
me easily, I was wet, and wanted more. " Mistress fuck
me harder". I begged, Ah ahh", she said, your
a naughty little slut, and you need to confess".

 


" I'm a slut, and I came to that bar to get fucked
like this, I want you to fuck me harder please mistress, I am such a slut, I need it" As she
began to thrust the dildo hard into my pussy., she said "
Don't you come, not with out permission". So
at that very moment, when I could take no more with out bursting,
I yelled, "Please Mistress, please let this little
whore cum!". With that, she gave me permission to
do so, and it gave way to the biggest orgasm I had ever experienced
in my whole life. I was gasping for air as I finally stopped
trembling, and water. Which she lovingly brought to me,
and to my mouth to drink. I drank for what seemed like hours.
When I was done, I laid back and collapsed. completely spent
by the experience which I just had. I had never in my fantasies
thought of such a timid thing, always wild multi partner
partner sex with me tied-up in front of an audience. But
this was better than any fantasy I had ever had, and I came
harder than I would have ever thought possible. I didn't
want it to end.

 She sensed that, and with that she began to
wipe me down with a damp cloth, asking me if I wanted to try
something a little more daring." Yes ", I said
eagerly. I don't want this to end just yet. "Okay", she said, " then let me lay down
some ground rules. " First always address me as Mistress before you ask
me anything, and second, you must agree to the terms of which
I play this next scene out no mater how you feel, alright?"
" Alright" I said. Eagerly awaiting my next journey.....

 

   TO BE CONTINUED




1/2/2011 9:41:31 PM

    
 Penance For A Slave
1/7/2011 9:41 pm
ashly knew that she had disappointed Me, and broken one
of the cardinal rules: No talking back, in the presence
of company.
she knew that it was time for the re-training, and I had opted
for a sanitary hotel room instead of the traditional dungeon.
As she entered the room, I ordered her to get into full present,
and being especially obedient, she did so.
Standing I dropped My coat, revealing My black leather
merry widow, and thigh highs beneath, noticing her eyes
as she glanced up, I thwarted her rear with My crop. "ashley", I
said, "you disappointed Me this evening, "...
" Yes Mistress, " was her reply, walking to
her front, with My boot under her chin, I ordered her to clean
them thoroughly. Licking the tops, until they were moist
with saliva, I pulled the seat back against the wall. Then
as I strapped her collar with lead attached to it, I pulled
giving her the order to come forward. On all fours she obeyed, .
As she reached where I stood, I sat on the chair, spreading
My pussy lips wide for her to lap at my moist cunt. Licking,
and sucking, she did as I had trained her so long ago. As I
stood, I pushed her face towards the carpet, and circled
her, stopping at her rear which was tilted up at me. With
a firm hand, and steady grip. My crop hit its mark, right
on the top left side of her arse. A slight moan escaped her,
and I stuck a pair of My underwear from the night before,
" Now clean these, and do not stop until you have finished
with your penance. Pulling a large dildo out from My bag
of tricks, I slid it deep into her ass, and as I did, I saw the
tears of shame drip out and onto the floor
" Now now", I said " No time for that now.you
have already made your bed".
Obediently, she continued to suck, up the pantie crotch,
and allow Me to have My way.
When she had satisfied that Sadistic Bitch within Me, I
pulled on her leash, and as I spread My legs over the arm rests,
I gave you an order, " Now Please Me, Please your Mistress
now!"... As she drove her head into My swollen cunt,
and lapped at My juices as they flowed, she began to buck
with the dildo already deep inside her ass. Bringing My
left foot of the arm rest, and between her legs, I allowed
her to push the dildo in and out of her ass, bring her to a orgasm.
her puffs, and gasps, on My pussy brought Me to My own heightened
climax, and as I came, she did her job at cleaning me.
I dressed, and prepared to leave, and told her to stay in
bed, naked, and spread eagle, that I still had a few tricks
up my sleeve for her, utter enjoyment. I turned to leave,
and blew her a kiss, picking up My underwear treat I had given
her, I put them into My purse and left.

written by: Mistress Char

 


11/25/2010 10:31:25 AM

  I have just been inondated with e-mails, and I Am not ignoring anyone, on purpose, it is just a busy day for Me. If you do not hear from Me in the next couple of hours, I will write by this evening alright?

   Drive Safe and Happy Thanksgiving to A/all

  Mistress "Wanda " Char


11/15/2010 8:26:35 PM

Alas , The time has come.
The sweet pain I have grown to love and loath in the same line...
It was from the first moment that I knew she was Mine.
Time stood still, " Yes hopelessly romantic one might say,
but the truth is the truth, and from this I will not sway.
Her eye's shined as if they we're Emerald stones,
and skin like ivory, with red striped rows.
her smell, a delight, of sweat and tears.
I had found My way to open her unbridaled fears.
Through the delight o' dawns breaking day, I showed her My mark,
and she then turned away,and is presenting herself for Me to see.
Yes, she has come along remarkably.
So tender, and fresh like springs first rain, dabbed with the lovely hand of pain.
Yes she is Mine, and Mine alone,
and on her hip I tattooed it with rose thorns.


By: C.Y.B


11/15/2010 3:02:32 PM

Well I have found a wonderful and absolute doll of a pet, she has been submissive and lesbian all her life, but as all good submissives, she will do what ever it takes to please Me, even if that means having her first sexual experience with a male for Me to watch as pleasure than so be it. she is a good girl, and I know that O/our chemistry's have the possibilities of going the long haul. What ever I want for O/our future will be. She has no formal training, but soon will change, and I will have her looking like a Thoroughbred in no time. I Am quite anxious to take her to a gathering, but she is not yet ready, at least according to My standards. Anyway, I just thought I would share that with those of Y/you bored enough to read My journal....

  My Birthday was on November 11Th, it passed by like a fart in the wind, I just hope that My body doesn't catch wind of it.{#}

     Good Health & Happiness to A/all of Y/you

               Miss Char

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9/26/2010 2:51:16 PM
  I AWAIT A TIME WHEN I HAVE THE COUNTER PARTNER THAT I CAN READ JUST AS EASILY AS A SIGN. I ONCE HAD THAT, AND HAVE BEEN SEARCHING EVER SINCE, BUT IT FEELS LIKE THERE ARE SO MANY WHO ARE UST FULL OF SHIT, OR PLAYING GAMES.
 MY LAST sub AND I USED TO GO HUNTING, AND IT WAS AS NATURAL AS DAYLIGHT. he WOULD FLANK THE girl, AND I WOULD REAR her INTO THE BEDROOM. THAT RELATIONSHIP WAS ONE THAT TOOK OVER 3 YEARS TO PERFECT. IT WAS SAD TO HAVE TO RELEASE him, BUT I HAD TO MOVE, AND he WAS NOT IN MY PLANS. HOPEFULLY THERE IS SOMEONE OUT THERE WHO WISHES A RELATIONSHIP WITH thier MITRESS LIKE THIS, AND FINDS ME TO BE THAT MISTRESS. I AWAIT STILL....

9/24/2010 7:11:08 PM
 I NEED A female sub TO TAKE TO THE WEST COST SOCIAL.SHE MUST BE WILLING TO DRESS TO IMPRESS AT MY EXPENSE. AND ABLE TO TAKE A LEAVE OF ABSENSE FOR AT LEAST 2 DAYS. I WILL ALSO BE LOOKING FOR A male sub TO ACCOMPANY U/uS AND DRESS TO IMPRESS AT HIS EXPENSE. I AM A PUBLIC DISPLAY TYPE WHO WILL HAVE YOU ON COLLAR AND LEAD. SHOULD THE ARRAINGMENT WORK OUT, IT COULD LEAD TO A MORE PERMANENT POSSITION AS A LIVE IN FULL TIME sub, WHO WILL BE USED AS I SEE FIT. THIS IS FOR BOTH female and male both. ONLY SERIOUS NEED APPLY

          THE MISTRESS CHAR

7/28/2010 3:16:17 PM
A Mistress who needs to be constantly reminded of the power that She has over others is a woman in need of therapy. It reminds Me of the puppeteer Wayland Flowers who used to work with " Madam ". Gods forbid one day I awake to look in the mirror and there before Me is Madam. A true Mistress dose not need an audience in order to know She is A Mistress, She is A Mistress even while doing Her own dishes. It is a state of mind that makes a True Domina, not a title. A title is just that. Char

7/27/2010 2:48:55 AM
Sub david (SDSUB69) is now being considered by Me he will not answer any letters unless they have been cleared by Me. I Am still looking for the purrrfect pussy pet though, and should there be any other male subs who can offer Me Oral servicing at a moments notice. Dont be hesitant to write. sub david was very sweet. he may turn out to be permanent.We will see.

5/1/2010 3:20:09 AM

   Well I Am still in odds about My future. I can only hope that I get some kind of sign soon. Being in limbo is not an easy way to live. For anyO/one reading My journal, please send Me Good energy.


                Mahalo,

                    Mistress Wanda

3/16/2010 5:15:41 AM
Well still in an up heaval regarding whether I Am going to move or not. What angers Me the most is that even if you decide to go on to school, and make that big loan of over 20,000.offered by Stanford, oh and the awesome grants of some 6 thousand dollars. You have no idea even if this awesome spectacular fruity fantastic occupation that the counselor hyped you on will be worth the printed paper that your AA BS or MA is printed. Before you can even cash your first pay check, you've got Stanford, and Guarantee student loan coming after you like a shylark on a bad bet. Never mind that the first time ever in the U.S., and offered for a limited time courses offered to you NOW at this amazing cost of.....has no job stability, or even needed personnel, but that you gave up your condo, car, and your lifestyle to lie like a pauper, for the betterment of your future. That it was all a waste of YOUR TIME-4 years, No, forget that part, or even that the hype that you were feed by the counselor at orientation, who went after you like a timeshare salesman on Waikik beach with a bad crack, and gambling habit, was bullshit feed to you by the makers of: Get your education for a mere...blah blah.  that this once in a lifetime opportunity to get in the whatever field, was just a numbers pitch like a broker on the Dow floor pitching  canned tree husk, or frozen soybean product. It seemed to me once that no matter who you we're or where you came from, you had the right to an education at a fair price, or even in some cases free. But that just sent the case anymore.That is a sad sad shame.
 Education is a thing  that everyone who has the desire to obtain can get. But that was and is no more. What kind of a country have we become?
  

2/25/2010 11:54:46 PM
  Well still deciding about moving to Arizona. Things here are not going as well as I had anicioated, and power junkie that I Am, I need to do somehing fas to make things work in My life NOW. At any rate. I ha a rough last few days. I care for a psych patient ( isn't that funny, I Am a dominate woman , but I take orders from a sick person.. at any rate, I enjoy what I do. And that's My choice.). And she flipped out, I have a very difficult time holding My temper when I Am being attacked on a personal level. And regardless of what reason they say it was said then, I will let it be known though I care for their needs because they cannot care for them selves, I Am in no way shape o form some ones sounding board, or door mat. PERIOD> it has zero to do with pay, and everything to do with who I Am. So I decied it was time to quit, and search else where for employment. That is where Arizona comes to play. It is a lot cheaper there, and I just don't have the patients to go out job hunting 8 hours a day again. I can do it via internet worry free....
No fuss no muss.... Well I can just wait an see what happens, and hope for the best now...

2/14/2010 4:19:20 PM
  I'm here in Tuscon at the Gem show, and I Am considering moving here. I Don't know yet... We'll see

1/31/2010 4:16:06 PM
 I Will share  a letter I wrote to a Dom who attempted to sway Me to be his sub. I think this says it for all true Dominate woman, and I post it to any other male doms who THINK they have something so powerful that We would change:

 "You see, I Am and always will be a Dominate Woman, Not a sub for any man, EVER! Nor any woman. I have always been Dominate. Always will be. That is all there is to it. So you are far better off trying to get some pretend Domina here at CM to be your sub, than I.
 Most of these young woman think that merely saying that they are a " Mistress " makes it so.
It dose not
. Being a dominate Woman is something that is a part of who She is. It is a part of Her that has been since She could remember, and will always be. It is a natural trait that captivates, and draws people. Makes vanillas want to be near Her, and vanilla women fantasize about allowing Her to be their first. It takes hold of the soul of a submissive, and they instinctively know that this Woman is a true Domina, a True Mistress, and not a woman who wears the title on Saturday while she and her boyfriend get kinky with another girl. No. I Am what I Am, and will always be that way.
 So sorry to disappoint you, but you have nothing to offer Me that I haven't already been offered before, to be your humble servant girl.
 So I wish you luck, but you have attempted to " turn" a True Top on Her back, (and I don't get on My back accepting oral service).
So
Aloha no a Hui Ho, and Best Of luck,

   Mistress Char
 A True Traditional Mistress

1/23/2010 11:35:50 PM

 At least if you write Me, and I Take the time to write you back, you could responde, even if a short note. It's not like I have nothing better to do than return e-mails to people, who are full of sh*&!!

1/18/2010 10:49:01 PM
   Help!!!

  Damd it I have started school, and now have no way to get to and fro, had to sell My car. I Am in need of a good semeritan   

   An Angel? A ....?

12/30/2009 1:23:48 AM

  I have been on a long journey, and as I feel it coming to a split. I contemplate where the road to My left leads. And where I will be in three years should I take the one on the right. Decisions.

 I Am apprehensive to make any choices at this time, as I have still yet to find My counter that will be to Me, just what I Am to her. She has been so elusive, almost like Santa Clause, and I Am beginning to wonder if she even truly exists.

 I have been searching for nearly 5 years here at CM, and have been disappointed more times than I care to remember. I feel like CM has become commercialized, and opens its profiles to anyone that wants to be titled, but a true lifestyle being.

Perhaps It is Me that is expecting to much, and have risen My standards to an unachievable level. Confusion.

 I will hold out for a few more months, and await the true counter to My Dominate side.

 Aside from that: To A/a here at CM
 
            Merry Christmas,
             and Happy Hanukkah


10/4/2009 10:00:32 PM

    It has been so long since I have been able to write on line, My computor is in storage, and I may need to get a new one. I also may be taking a job on in 29 Palms, doing a website, and continued up dates, as needed. I Am looking at the possibility of being there for at least 3 months, and keeping a full time job there. It is actually the best news I have had all year!

5/21/2009 1:38:01 PM
 

   Some times it is lifes little messages that carry the most wieght in changing Ones life. Something that was not even given a seconds thought has turned My life up side down, and inside out!. I Am hopful that the things that I want to happen do so, and quickly, and the things I dont, to just vanish. Only time will tell.

     I finally picked up My guitar again, I didn't realize just how much I missed playing until I picked it up and started playing. Its funny, but when life seems to be fucked, I get angery at the most mundane things;ie My guitar. I wouldn't pick it up for two weeks, only to realize it is exactly what I needed to feel better about life. I must have played 4 hours last night, and I feel alive and at peace again.

3/4/2009 8:47:38 PM
  
  As usual I see what could be, and not what is. It is frustrating to say the least, and leaves Me feeling anger that scares Me.
 I have been kind to so many, only to be mis taken as weak for doing so, and now in My time of dispare, and weakness, I Am powerless to show that I Am not only One to be feared, but One That Will wait for a lifetime to get revenge. I do not know what I will do when the time comes for Me to make the changes required of Me, I can only hope that I do the wisest thing possible, and learn from the  event, and not make a example of what happens to those who cross Me.

1/27/2009 6:15:20 PM

How can one explain to another of the bliss that occures in a relationship such as this. It is without the benifit of skin on skin. Sweatied bodies millimeters apart.

How would one with images of the Marques de Sade allow Ones words to effect thier oppinion of what real pleasure is? Of what it can become? Will they believe you when you tell them that it can be so much more than you ever knew in your life? To take on a counter part, and tend to it as one would a rose, and train as efficiently as a thoroughbred. To give trust with out reason, and respect as a means of returning respect by the counter. Offering it endlessly, and truthfully. Without cause, but just as one would : Agape.

To teach the sweatness of bitter ambrosia. A mixture of cum seat and tears. Tears that are so completly united in both ecstasy and painful pleasure, that you could never again imagine one with out the other. Like your first climax with the one you loved so completly. The tears where a union of trust, ecstacy, and pain of loss. And yet it is beyound anything that can be compared to the best sex ever.

As you are pushed, and pulled you doubt yourself, often thinking that you are not as strong as Mistress thinks. Yet needing so, to please Her effort, you allow your self no rest, and delve deeper and deeper, with out fear.As your trust is the foundation on which you both stand, you know that fear is moot, for Her will is what keeps you standing, and able to accomplish much. It is this that keeps you focused, and allow Her to take you deeper into yourself, and this knowledge that She will allow you no harm allows you the courage to do what you never thought you could do before.

To those who have stepped at the edge of the abyss, and felt alive not fear, will understand this. It is that which is what unites Us in a unique and subtle way.

As A Mistress uses Her influence, to incourage inner growth, She also offers you a chance to be stronger than you ever thought possible as well. To become the woman that She see's in you every day. As She conimues to love you in erotic, and lustful ways, you want to please Her, and look to what you might do for her to make Her as happy as She makes you.

As you are blind folded, and hands tied above your head. You feel her breath against your neck, and Her smell strong, and pleasant. As She touches you in your soft wet spot, yet not with skin, you feel the breath of your Mistress breathing harder, and harder. You live to make Her proud. To believe Her when she tells you that you are beautiful. As you learn that she is infact trust worthy, you soon believe Her., and you change. Just as She had said. Naked, blind folded, and not aware of your surroundings, yet assured and proud of your self. This Her accomplishment.

_________________


1/11/2009 4:44:42 PM
To A/all I have yet to write please be patient with Me as I have a lot going on currently. I will get to y/You as fast as I can. I will be out o town for a day, so sometime after that okay?

          Happy New Year,

              To Y/you A/all

                   Mistress Wanda

1/6/2009 12:33:10 AM
 HAPPPY NEW YEAR TO a/ALL, AND I HOPE TO BE AVAILABLE MORE OFTEN THIS YEAR AS THINGS HAVE SUDDENLY LEVELED OUT FOR Me... To a/ALL friends, AND O/others, LOVE , AND GOOD HEALTH & HAPPINESS,


 MISTRESS WANDA

9/10/2008 9:58:44 PM
  Hey once again, I Am saying the same thing over and over again in My letters, as well as My Profile Journal. I Do Not Do Chat Invites Here . I Do not Have The Patience To Wait On Persons That Finger Peck and Take There Time Answering My Questions. Better to Write a letter at your own speed than to have Me get angry. 
 
 you little shit, you know who you are with your 13 e-mails, and bad manners. Be very grateful that you and I are several miles apart. I do not like wasting My time.

 

8/18/2008 1:24:21 AM
 I Am not being rude here, but NO I do not want to private chat!!!, If you are not skilled enough to write an e-mail, than you are not skilled enough to keep up with me in a chat session, and I absolutly hate to wait on a person typing. DONT DO IT!! FOR YOUR OWN SAKE DONT BORE ME WITH BULLSHIT< OR MUNDANE CHATTER ABOUT WHAT SEX HAS TO DO WITH SMBD LIFESTYLE. Never mind about that part of lifestyle, that will come in time, ( mabye  if you don't irretate me befor I stick you in a chastity belt for a year or two.

7/27/2008 9:32:13 PM

 Sick of these goddamd gas prices. If they go one penny higher I'll have to sell My car and get 3 more males to carry Me around like Madeline Kahn in "History of The World" By Mel Brookes!!!!

4/2/2007 7:32:35 PM

Poised and subtle, She allows no one to hear her as she steps through the dinning room into the marked gate of the Master. to her, He is as mysterious as the miracle of birth, and as awe inspiring as Elohim Himself. Afraid, and hearing her heart beat in her ears, she reaches for the door, and slowly spins it open. Within,a candle lit welcome room, that leads to the Masters Bed. The velvet drapes of passion and electric blue, draw her near, and she stops suddenly, to take in His breath taking beauty. He lays sleeping soundly, breathing rhythmically, and even. A sign of deep sleep. For if she could only touch his bare chest. His nudity, an aphrodisiac within her loins. She hears her self moan softly, and brings hands to her moist spot, only to find it belted. The agony she feels, and the need of her Masters Hands upon her round pale arse, and pinching her nipples. Anything just so that He would unlock the belt once more, and give her the gift of His hard shaft. But not tonight, not now, and she turns quickly to leave her Masters room. Just a little something.

12/27/2006 6:16:13 PM
 What is it with t/Those who write, and then block? I think it is rude, and selfish. I do not ever intentionally ignore a p/Person, and if I happen to take longer than o/One would care to wait, then you have no buissness asking to wear any collar of Mine!!!

  And That Is All I Have To say About That!!

7/7/2006 11:46:32 AM
 To A/all who have written, with words of comfort, I thank you so very much. I am recovering the initial shock, and doing better than I expected.  Damd those  "The Dummy's Guide to Grieving for Subs" really work!!
 But really, things are better, and I know that my little is not in pain. That is the best I could ever wish for anyone here on Earth, let alone where ever it is that W/we go.

       Good Health, Sex & Fetish To A/all

7/3/2006 4:02:30 AM
To A/all who are attempting to reach Me.
 I have just suffered a horrible, and  tragic loss, as my female counter was killed in London when a drunk driver struck her as she was crossing the street.
 Due to this, I will be taking the time to grieve.
 Please understand My need to take the time to re-adjust, and digest this horrible loss.
 She was not only my counter, but a loved sister, and daughter. Now she is gone. I Thank Y/you all for understanding my time of grief.

                          Sincerly,

                             Wanda.


6/26/2006 10:52:45 PM

How can one explain to another of the bliss that occures in a relationship such as this. It is without the benifit of skin on skin. Sweatied bodies millimeters apart.
How would one with images of the Marques de Sade allow Ones words to effect thier oppinion of what real pleasure is? Of what it can become? Will they believe you when you tell them that it can be so much more than you ever knew in your life? To take on a counter part, and tend to it as one would a rose, and train as efficiently as a thoroughbred. To give trust with out reason, and respect as a means of returning respect by the counter. Offering it endlessly, and truthfully. Without cause, but just as one would : Agape.
To taste the sweatness of bitter ambrosia. A mixture of cum seat and tears. Tears that are so completly united in both exstasy and painful pleasure, that you could never again imagine one with out the other. Like your first climax with the one you loved so completly. The tears where a union of trust, exstacy, and pain of loss. And yet it is beyound anything that can be compared to the best sex ever.
As I are pushed, and pulled you doubted yourself, often thinking that you are not as strong as I, your Mistress thought.
 Yet needing so, to please My effort, you allowed yourself no rest, and begged to delve deeper and deeper, within, and without fear.
 As your trust is the foundation on which you and I both stood, you knew that fear was moot, for My will was what kept you standing, and able to accomplish much.
 It is this that kept you focused, and allowed Me to take you deeper into yourself,  and with this knowledge that I would allow you no harm allowed you the courage to do what you never thought you could do before.
Only those who have stepped at the edge of the abyss, and felt alive not fear, will understand this.
It is that which is what unites Us in a unique and subtle way.
 As A Mistress uses Her influence, to incourage inner growth, She also offers you a chance to be stronger than you ever thought possible as well. To become the wo/man that She see's in you every day. As She conimues to love you in erotic, and lustful ways, you want to please Her, and look to what you might do for her to make Her as happy as She makes you.
 As I have you blind folded, and hands tied above your head. You feel My breath against your neck, and My smell strong, and pleasant. As I touch you in your soft wet spot, with My word of influence, you come to understand the true beauty of this unique partnership. You live to make Me proud. To believe Me when I tell   you that you are beautiful.
As you learn that I Am infact trust worthy, you soon believe Me, and My words become Law. And like I always told you, you change.
 Naked, blind folded, and not aware of your surroundings, yet assured and proud of your self.
This woman in rope: Her Accomplishment.
Soon, you know with out need of Me telling you, you hear with out Me Speaking., you feel As I mind fuck you as you never knew existed.  
 Hanging by my nipple piercings, and yet, I am in another realm of erotic bliss. Exstacy in a realm that hues, and images live, and reign.
As you rose to every new challange, you became everything I said she was, and as she stood. naked and splayed, and came in ways that are not of body, and physical, but that oooooof spiritual, erotica. .
 you we're that woman I called beautiful, strong, and brave. You we're that woman. And with My guidance and strength, You we're able to complish everything and more that she ever thought was possible.
This is what it is to be the submissive to a knowledgeable Mistress as well as a Master. I can only hope that you are so fortunate to have one such as this, for this is My story, and I that Mistress.


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 Mistress, Age:  22
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