more of a blog for me .

for now at least until i start writing entries about my current slave ,

anywho , dinner date with all of my girls tonight dresses , high heels and good food what more could i ask for , this is gonna be amazing .

Money 

i would like to get one thing straight right now i have 2 jobs i am in my 3rd year of college i live in my own apartment that i paid for i buy my own clothes , shoes and makeup and drive my own car what makes me laugh the most on this site is alot of these guys sit here and claim they'll do this and they'll do that but then they ask you to come fly out and see them lmfao if you were really serious and had what you said you had instead lying on the internet you would never ask your Mistress to come see you that shows you are cheap , broke , and most likely not serious and just talking a good game on collarme . I would like to say me being a 21 year old black female money is never a issue for me no im not stripping no i dont have a sugar daddy and no i dont pay my bills by dominating guys i am actually doing something with myself and i do it damn well.

Breakfast in bed

got reunited with one of my old slaves i never had a problem with him he was more of a girlfriend than a slave , very sweet and nice and when i did allow him to talk it always funny and good conversations im not that much of a bitch especially if i grow fond of you . He has an extra key to my apartment due to him doing my laundry , dishes , cleaning my whole house and he deserved the key because he is more than trust worthy poor guy couldnt bust a grape if he stepped on it with a spiked boot. I dismissed him as my slave a few months ago because i no longer had use for him my work hours were increased my girls kept coming into town and school was my number one priority. We stayed in touch i told him he could keep the key and tested to see if he had ever tried to sneak into my house by having one of my girlfriends stay at my place day and night for a week he never once did he came by a few times to leave some gifts and flowers but thats it. Ended up speaking to him for 3 hours on skype last night and usually i would never do that with one of my slaves but like i said before he is more of a gay girlfriend than anything else he promised to make one of my most favorite breakfast dishes if he could see me again and i accepted not really thinking he was gonna come through but i got woken up to the smell of fresh pine saw , febreeze , bleach , and the sound of my loud vacuum i knew it was him hes the only one he has a key to my place besides me so i go to the kitchen and on my table is just heaven all of the foods i have ever said i loved for breakfast were sitting on my table i looked for him to say thank you and found him the bathroom washing my makeup covered mirrors and he smiled . At that point i didnt even look at him as a slave i smiled and gave him a hug and he finished washing the mirrors put all the cleaning supplies back left flowers and a thick envelope on my bed ''$$$$$$$$$$"" as he always does . We exchanged some thank you's and i watched him drive away not only is my food delish right now he laid  out a sexy black and red dress with red bottom pumps and tiffany accessories that he purchased for me to wear today .... ahhhh how i love being a sweetheart sometimes.

Goodnight freaks :) 

if speaking my mind and being brutally honest makes me a ''fake profile'' then so be it im not gonna sit here and pretend that i am interested in guys when i am not this is a lifestyle not a game and some of you take this way too seriously trying to find love on a BDSM site and then when i tell you thats not what im looking for i get bashed for it ? lol 

Telling how about how much you are in shape and how good looking you are does nothing for me . I am a lesbian i like females i date females i dont care how sexy a guy thinks he is or how sexy everyone else thinks he is that will never be my cup of tea .