I feel sorry for men that have never had the pleasure of serving a woman exactly as she wishes to be served!

UPDATE:  I am currently collared by a loving woman who lets me do all of the housework (she demands I be nude), won't allow me to climax hardly at all (as of this writing, It's been over 5 months now and no end is in sight), and allows me to pamper her with backrubs, massages, manicures, and etc. any time she wants.  Alas, I don't get sexual torture or humiliation as I desire, but I am owned and I serve her as she would want to be served.  There's no control from the bottom here!!!!  Therefore, I am unavailable for anything except communicating about this lifestyle with anyone who wishes to do so.  Please write if you are interested as no letter will go unanswered!

I am a submissive male that loves being a total slave and i have 12+ years doing just that from time to time. I firmly believe that the lowest female is superior to the highest male and all men should be property, owned and traded by women. If i lived in a perfect world, this is how things would be:

I would be totally and completely owned and operated by a female. She would set all of the rules, but to have the prefect life, i would generally do anything she ordered any time she ordered it with no exceptions, no complaints, and no hesitations. Although i can perform under all circumstances, i naturally perform best when i am very horney, therefore, i should probably not be allowed to climax much. In the past, i have gone for almost 6 months without being allowed to climax except for once after exactly three months. A personal goal would be to go for a year! i should be required to exercise, eat right, and stay fit. I should also be required to perform all tasks nude when possible.

When i have especially pleased my owner, when i do not live up to her standards, or whenever the whim should strike her, i would be punished. I enjoy rather intense sexual pain of all forms and would actually find much of it as a reward for good service. I prefer tight bondage during most of it, but again, that is up to my owner and i can be bound with only verbal restraints. If i have an erection, then it is "fun pain" and is usually a reward although this often is no less difficult to stand.

If i have been bad or an evil whim occurs, i could be actually punished with real torture. I would again prefer it to be sexual in nature, but my body belongs to my owner and she may discipline me in anyway she desires. If sexual, i might be excited at first, but the pain would be too much to absorb and stay erect. Verbal bondage breaks down under such an onslaught and i would have to be physically bound.

In the past and for long periods of time, i have done 100% of the housework, driving, shopping, yard work, given great body rubs, and etc. I have not been allowed to climax much during these times (an average of once every three months) and serviced my owner sexually any time she wanted in any way she wanted. I can have intercourse for long periods without climaxing. She was never pressured into anything including work schedules, additional sex, or specific wants or desires of mine. I did, as per her instructions, relay any and all ideas that might occur to me on new and interesting ways to work me, dominate me, humiliate me, and torture me. I also created or built (while nude of course) many devices that subsequently caused me much pain and screaming.

My personal likes are all forms of bondage, whipping, cutting, hot was, piercing, weights, flame work, abrasions, electric, and etc. I like for the focus of the torture to be on my penis itself, but i also love nipple torture. I have maintained an erection for up to four hours during constant electrical and other penis tortures. My last owner didn't do much anal, testicle, or body work, but of course, these are options although not at the forefront of my desires.