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I do not think I will find what I seek in conventional dating sites, and I have questions that I'm curious to find the answers to.  There is not a list of questions in my mind, just a feeling that I need to look around until something "clicks" and I feel I have the answers.

I enjoy being a pet girl, specifically wearing my fox tail butt plug, ears, and collar.  NOT actually acting like an animal (unless asked!), but knowing that I am subservient to my master.  Plus I've been told I'm very cute with them on, and that brings smiles! =^_^=

I love the feeling of usefulness that comes from making a master happy and content, and appreciate any pleasurable rewards that might come my way as a result of my service.

I do not react well to extreme pain, and will run away from anyone who inflicts it.  Sometimes a bit of disciplinary reminder is needed in the form of my restraint and master taking his pleasure.

I am looking for a serious monogamous long-term relationship to integrate this part of life into, so ideally my master would be 25-38 years of age and of a personality and appearance that appeal to me outside of the bedroom as well.
8/30/2010 9:48:52 AM
I was recently asked by a potential master what level I would like to take being a pet girl to, and this is one of my most articulate responses.  Pretty tame I suppose, but it would make me feel fulfilled.  So I'm going to post it here for posterity:

In the morning I would wake up, shower, and put on the clothing my master has chosen for me to wear. I would prepare breakfast for him, and before he leaves for work, he would give me a list of anything he'd like me to do that day, in addition to my normal household duties. He would check up on me with a text at lunch time to see if I'm following his instructions.

When he gets home from work, I would greet him and if he needed to use me to relieve his stress, I would do so. Or if he's had a good day, and is pleased with the state of things when he arrives home, he might decide to reward me instead. Afterward I would prepare dinner and we could talk about what had happened that day. If he did not have things to do after eating, perhaps we would watch a movie or play a board or video game together.

If master has a day off, it would be fun to go do something together out of the house and act like equals. I would hope he'd continue my life education by taking me on travels and exposing me to new experiences.

Really, I would like a relationship where I am submissive, but respected and appreciated for being that way. Just because I like being submissive doesn't mean I have low self-esteem, and I will not let myself be abused. I would not give up my friendships and would not expect to be confined to the house 24/7, but would enjoy making someone very happy by taking care of their needs and in return knowing that I am secure and taken care of. I am competent enough to make an excellent second-in-command, only because I don't have the desire to be a leader.

It would also be fun to have full days where I really am treated like a pet. Having my hands bound muffled so I can not use them and being in a harness and having my movement restricted so I have to be on all fours!

ebonyqueen31
 
 Age: 37
 Antwerp/Amsterdam, Belgium