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Hello! It's 2017 and this is my first time in a chatroom! I'm single, getting a little braver about this little underworld. I live with my sister and my parents, which makes it hard to see people like me. I'm religious, an eldest sibling, equestrian, witch, shy, believer, animal lover, pagan, gamer, Oncer, Saltgunner, chocolate addict, young at heart, dreamer. All of those things are part of my identity. I am also a virgin. I've never been with anyone and I'd love for that to change. I'd wish for it to be with someone I love. But I've heard the first time is weird, awkward and painful so maybe it's better if I lose my virginity before I fall in love...with a real person. If I ever do have natural, traditional sex, I know it will be painful. I experience pain when I'm not even touching myself, which is why I masterbate and started learning about kink in the first place. It relaxes me and keeps the pain at bay. But while in practice it's not possible, I'm more than willing to talk and make friends so you are welcome to contact me.