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I'm a geeky kitten, who has recently been through a lot of heartbreak and manipulation from my last partner... And is looking to move forward as a new, better person. I am male-to-female transgender, pre-hormones and operation, though I plan on going through both. I've known for quite some time that I am a girl, but only recently did I get the courage to do much. Any support or advice is greatly appreciated, as it can be quite the emotional struggle at times...
I am a very gentle and kind person, and like to be treated kindly as well. I am quite affectionate, and I absolutely love cuddling. <3
Oh, and if you pet my back or head, I'm putty in your hands. And I love to curl up in laps. :3
Somewhat along those lines, it should be known that I am one of the few submissives, that I have met at least, that is not a masochist. I do not like pain. Pain, whether receiving, inflicting, or even just thinking about it, makes me feel truly sad... So please, treat me gently. I can understand the use of pain as punishment, but only if I've actually done something wrong; not out of sexual pleasure. (Only talking about myself and my own situation here, everyone else can have all the fun they want with pain. It just isn't for me.) I am a very gentle person, and prefer to be treated gently in return... But the payoff is a completely submissive, caring, and loving kitten who will be there forever. <3
Now, I'm quite new to the BDSM community, and still a bit inexperienced with the actual relationships within it, but I have been a submissive for quite some time. I have never quite been one for very intense sessions, and find myself leaning more towards a passive D/s relationship, rather than a few passionate moments of play. Now, when I say passive, I do not mean casual; if I feel comfortable with someone, I will serve them faithfully and happily every moment I possibly can. By passive, I mean constant. ;)
Ultimately, I am looking for a Mistress to love me, and in return I shall be Her kitten for as long as She wishes. I am looking for a full-time relationship, and not short-term dating. I am also just looking for like-minded friends, and people who can help me discover more of who I am. Oh, and any potential friends must be okay with cuddling, because I REALLY love to cuddle with people I feel close to. :)
Now, as this IS a place to explore sexuality in all forms, I suppose a list of my major fetishes is in order. ;)
*Kitten-Play
*Feminization (Forced and otherwise)
*Minor humiliation (Name-calling and such)
*Minor bondage (Binding wrists or ankles, ect.)
*Breast and nipple stimulation (I happen to be very pleasurably sensitive in those areas... But I'll be just as happy, if not more to stimulate those of my partners... Put simply, I love boobs. A lot.)
*Hypnosis (Yes, it's real. No, it's not just waving a pocketwatch around.)
*Voyeurism
And more as a joke...
*Intelligence (Sexiest thing ever, in my opinion.)
Now, while I do have many fetishes, I am actually not all that interested in sex. Partly because of my current gender situation. It causes quite a bit of dysphoria and depression at times... But also simply because it isn't all that interesting or exciting. I'm not against sex, or anything silly like that... It just isn't the focus of my desires. I can happily engage in many of my fetishes without a need for sex, and simply enjoy what is happening. I'll still be a good kitten and fulfill any of my Mistress' desires, of course. That goes without saying. ;)
I do also like to engage in intelligent conversation unrelated to BDSM, and I have quite a large interest in many areas of psychology. Also, if it wasn't apparent before, I love many geeky topics, (Video Games, Anime, ect.) but I don't suppose this is the place for that... :P
A few miscellaneous things to note about me:
*I am somewhat of a naive person, but that isn't to say I don't know my subject matter.
*I am not interested in the slightest in drugs or alcohol.
*I like to rant and ramble, and my messages can often be quite long-winded.
*I am quite shy, and kind of like to be as such... But will open up if I trust someone.
*I am very forgiving, and like to give people the benefit of the doubt, but you truly do not want to make me angry. (Don't worry, it hardly ever happens, and only for good reason.)
*I'm ADD, in case it wasn't obvious by my topic-jumping. :P
*I may be young in age, but I am very mature in mind, so don't feel like you must hold back when speaking about certain topics. I am very open-minded.
*I apologize a lot, I'm sorry to say...
*I can be quite sarcastic at times, but it is all in witty fun. :)
*I'm a bit of a spelling and grammar nazi... So if you find me capitalizing where I shouldn't, such as the names of submissives... It is only out of love for language, and not out of disrespect.
*Speaking of language, I partially speak German, and I am looking to learn Japanese soon. I also know how to code in Java, but that's a different language all together.
*Speaking of speaking, I am VERY self-conscious about my voice. I haven't undergone any sort of MtF voice training, and have only practice in what little time I have alone, so when presenting as a girl, don't expect me to talk all that much, unless it is a very private, and safe, location.
And that about covers all anyone will ever need to know! Sorry I talked so much about myself... I love listening to people too! Kittens do have big ears, after all. ;)
Anyways, I look forward to what lies ahead, and who I will become.
Treat me gentle, and treat me kind, and I'll be your friend forever.
Give me love, and give me care, and I will never leave your side.
-Erika/Kitten
IMPORTANT NOTE:
So, to put things simply, my desires have changed a bit recently, and I am looking for something sexual. Online only, and no video chat as of yet. (Though pictures may be exchanged.)
To those who may read my profile, you may notice this is a bit odd for me to do something such as this, but I did not feel like editing my entire profile for something like this just yet...
Anyways, I had a bit of an idea. Rather than just post another advertisement, I thought I might try something interesting.
A bit of a "game". It's simple really. All that is needed, is for you to send me a private message. (Don't put it in a comment here.) In that message, try anything and everything you can to try and make me horny and submissive. If you succeed, I'm yours, and you now have a very submissive, and might I add aroused, kitten to play around with. ;3
I just thought that, as I am looking for something sexual at this point in time, that it might be a good way to figure out who would make a good match, and who could press all the right buttons. Winners will have the favor returned, of course. ;)
Oh, and one last thing. I am very much a lesbian, and am not attracted to men. (A little scared of them, to be honest.) I know that I'm going to get messages from guys anyways, so I'll make this clear. I can't exactly stop you from trying, but it is highly unlikely that you will be the exception to my sexuality.
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