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My personal stuff I guess:
So uh yea my real name is Jasmine, and I'm a submissive. Yes I am a male to female transgender and would prefer to be called as such with pronouns. I have not started my transition due to family issues. I will most likely begin transitioning with hormones after college since my parents are paying for college and will not pay if I begin to transition. So if you have any questions about that please ask I will not be offended :). I guess I will start this whole bio thing by stating my background of how i got into this, my interests and likes, and then ill finish up with just some stuff you NEED to know about me if you want to get to know me.
Background into Kink:
So around the age of 13 or 14 I can't quite remember I was just getting introduced into porn. For some reason though I didn't really think much of it unlike some of the other kids at school. Around the same time I found a site called Collarme.com (now changed to collarspace.com) and i was curious about it. I researched a bit about being submissive and other things like that the whole BDSM stuff. I would look up lists and lists and lists of fetishes and other kinks to try and figure out what turned me on the most. Basically I joined the site and met a couple of doms and did skype shows. Of course I lied about my age so i could join the site but they never asked and I never told nor did I really care.But yea I have been doing online relationships over skype mostly. The reason i decided to actually put some thought into joining this site and making a relevant bio is the fact that I have become quite lonely. I guess the whole online thing isn't really what I want. I like to be able to be held and cuddled and just have someone there for me when I need them and I can't do that if my relationship is online only. (Yea so side note: I'm mainly looking for a relationship with bdsm mainly in the bedroom or stuff like that. But i do want my partner to be dominating in the relationship as well.. I don't know I'm confusing myself message me if you want me to be clear on something.)
Interests, likes, and hobbies:
So I'm not gonna paint myself as this cool suave dude who works out and is just a total bad ass. I'm not. Im extremely nerdy and introverted. I spend most of my time indoors and on my computer playing video games. I don't go out much because I have panic attacks and social anxiety. So yea I'm impressed if you're still reading this but if you are I am thankful. I read a shit ton, I started the harry potter series on 9/1/16 and am on the 6th book on 9/7/16 mainly because I was out of town and couldn't return the book I had to get the next one very fast. I also watch a bunch of youtube because it helps keep me happy when I watch funny videos.
Stuff you NEED to know about me:
So as mentioned before I have panic attacks and social anxiety. My panic attacks are caused mostly when I don't know whats happening or what to do. I have a serious fear of making decisions and making the wrong one when I'm with someone. I become terrified I'll make the wrong decision and start freaking out and it just... it's not fun.. It leaves me emotionally drained and unable to really do anything else for a couple hours after one as I have no mental energy left to really do anything or get myself to do anything. My social anxiety is just me being afraid of doing basically anything in public. I'm always scared I'll do something stupid and someone I know from somewhere will recognize me and tell everyone and then I'll be ridiculed forever. (irrational I know but... I can't do much about it). Another thing I have is AD/HD. (attention deficit hyper active disorder) I have issues paying attention if something bores me and i become extremely hyper if I have too much sugar. I have been able to control myself quite well in recent years and am actually doing very well. I do take medication for this though which helps me out a lot. Now, THE NUMBER ONE THING YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ME IS THAT I HAVE ASPERGERS!!!!!!!!!!
A short(?) paragraph I found about Asperger's :
What Is Asperger Syndrome?
Asperger syndrome is one of several previously separate subtypes of autism that were folded into the single diagnosis autism spectrum disorder (ASD) with the publication of the DSM-5 diagnostic manual in 2013.
Asperger syndrome was generally considered to be on the “high functioning” end of the spectrum. Affected children and adults have difficulty with social interactions and exhibit a restricted range of interests and/or repetitive behaviors. Motor development may be delayed, leading to clumsiness or uncoordinated motor movements. Compared with those affected by other forms of ASD, however, those with Asperger syndrome do not have significant delays or difficulties in language or cognitive development. Some even demonstrate precocious vocabulary – often in a highly specialized field of interest.
The following behaviors are often associated with Asperger syndrome. However, they are seldom all present in any one individual and vary widely in degree:
• limited or inappropriate social interactions
• "robotic" or repetitive speech
• challenges with nonverbal communication (gestures, facial expression, etc.) coupled with average to above average verbal skills
• tendency to discuss self rather than others
• inability to understand social/emotional issues or nonliteral phrases
• lack of eye contact or reciprocal conversation
• obsession with specific, often unusual, topics
• one-sided conversations
• awkward movements and/or mannerisms
If you want to read the full article on it go to this link:
https://www.autismspeaks.org/what-autism/asperger-syndrome
But yea thats basically it for me. I uh.. If you read all of that and are still interested in getting to know me.. which i doubt .. Please shoot me a message.. I can't promise I'll be able to respond to it quickly but I will respond as quickly as I can. Also if you are just looking for a quick fuck buddy or something like that please go away... I already have issues trusting people and I am very paranoid about people being loyal to me so I don't need you assholes using me...
Anyways Thanks for reading,
Jasmine
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