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Epid3mic

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Note: If you're a man, I'm not interested. If you're old enough to be my parent, I'm not interested. I don't need a daddy, I already have one. I don't need a man to teach me a little respect. I don't need a cock to suck, I already have one and it's bigger than yours.

Twenty-one years of a girl doing nothing and having no direction. Absolutely in love with a wonderful guy. Writer. Painter. Procrastinator. Dreams small and wishes she had the passion to follow them. Lives in Lou-a-vull and likes to walk down to the river on a crisp fall day. Pretends the things she does has a meaning and wishes that this didn't sound so pretentious and fake. Smokes too much. Drinks too little. Compromises too often. Doesn't read as much as she used to. Wants ribbons for her typewriter and a hairless rat with silly dumbo ears. Socially akward in the way that isn't cool. Organized mess. Messily scattered. Needs to: Write more. Paint more. Take more pictures. Make more memories. Get out of the house more. Have more adventures. Go to Denny's at three in the morning, drink more coffee than anyone should, and chain smoke. Love the snow, but hates the cold. Loves pickles, but hates cucumbers. Thinks she knows herself, but really doesn't.
11/10/2009 12:21:42 AM
On D, the boyfriend.

So I have a boyfriend, D. We've been together for about a year and half now and live togther. D is pretty vanilla, he can get a little rough sometimes, but that's it. He has no interest in BDSM at all, which makes me a little sad sometimes, but I love him and we have an open relationship, so it works out.

What D doesn't realize is that he'd make a great Dom.

In our relationship he is very much the domainate one and I very much the submissive. Pretty much if he asks I jump. He needs something to drink, I get it for him. He'd like something to eat, I make it. I do the laundry and clean for the most part and if he wants sex unless I'm feeling ill he gets it. And I'm perfectly content with this. He's even unknowinly trained me. His cup's getting low, I refill it with out being asked. When I make me a cigarette I make him one too.

In a non-BDSM context he is very much my Master and that makes me smile.
11/9/2009 11:13:25 AM
On Capping Up/down

This is my first serious foray into the online BDSM community, but I've observed a little in the past. And I have to say that in some aspects capping up or down irks me a little. Now wait before you jump all over me about how I'm a disrespectful little subbie bitch, let me explain myself.

I'm totally cool with capping up/down for titles and whole heartedly believe that Master/Mistress/Dom/Domme should be capped. It's just respectful, but pronouns are a whole different story. It just bothers me syntax wise to capitalize a "you", "me", whatever in the middle of a sentence. Sorry, I'm not going to do it. I'm also not going to cap down an "I" at the beginning of a sentence when refering to myself. It's not a defiance thing, just a syntax thing.

I guess if you don't like then you won't talk to me. Oh well. If you're really that anal retentive about the capitalization of a pronoun then I don't think I'm missing out on much.
newsubgurl80
 
 Age: 25
  Pennsylvania