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Well hello there, thanks for taking a peak at my profile! My name is, as you’ve read, epicene obedience and i do hope and trust you find yourself doing well as you read this.
First i would like to mention I am open to everything on my interest list except what is listed as a hard Limit. I do "Love" or "Like" light to moderate forms of everything i have listed as "Tolerates" list. I just see these the harshest form of these things as being used for punitive purposes... and i'm no painlsut.
Some of you may be curious as to the “epicene” in my name. Merriam Webster shows the word as meaning - "one form to indicate either sex, having characteristics typical of the other sex, lacking characteristics of either sex." So in otherwords, androgynous. However, the reality is, my name here states what i seek to become, not entirely who or what i currently am. The name describes what i wish to become under the guidance of someone who would wish to train me to be as such….or whatever else they may desire. My desire is to become the ultimate concierge or personal assistant and the drive behind this is not fully sexually generated. .
I prefer androgony over full-on cross dressing and have no desire to transition to become a female. Of course i will dress as my Trainer(s) desire. If they so chose for me to provide domestic chores in maid's uniforms with strict standards on how they are worn... so be it. But for ventures out into the vanilla public i desire is to fall onto the effeminate side of androgyny, at least occasionally. .
I do not expect such training to be easy and always all fun and games. I expect my training to be very challenging and applied by someone determined to meet the challenge of training a sub/slave that many of the anonyms of my name describe. Over the years i have met or known of very few “D’s” that have the drive and desire to actually truly train a sub/slave to their exacting standards. The vast majority of the rest, either expect a sub/slave come to them fully trained by some training farei or lack the drive and desire to take the time and effort to train a sub/slave. Unfortunately my way of dealing with those scenarios has been to make things even more difficult for them. If they lack the desire to train me, i lose my desire to serve them. And what I seek cannot be accomplished on a few hours a week basis. If they aren't willing to invest some time, i have no desire to serve them.
I’m willing to endure nearly anything my training may require of me and do expect to, at times, i will wish i had never entered such an arraignment or relationship. These are times varying forms of inescapable bondage may be required. I am single and have no reason not to bear the markings such as bruises and welts as my training may require. While i do enjoy some forms of bdsm, i'm not what some would call a painslut. I have purposely kept myself from following that path as to keep myself as trainable as possible. But if my future trainer were to desire me to become a painslut, so be it..... a painslut i am to become. The few limits i have are verbal humiliation and mental torture type scenarions. I just won't tolerate those things and will quickly move on. Life is too short to deal with all that. If you're insulting me, you obviously don't like me. Therefore, why should i stick around?
I am open to experiecing all "this" from in the form of extremely realistic role play to actually liiving the lifestyle, that is Your call to make. Perhaps starting off with "it" in role play form then lead into living the lifestyle full time would be a resonable route to take.
OK, I know, I’ve now come to the point to where i’m just rambling on. I now trust that you, readers of my profile, get the jist of what i’m about.
This being a new profile for me, and having written it in somewhat of a rush, i am finding mysel re-editting it frequently. I invite all to come back and check to see if we maybe we're a better match than what you may have first thought.
Thanks again to all for taking a peak at me and i do wish for you all to find that special person(s) you're all seeking!
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WARNING
I love to smile, laugh and joke around at times. I love to trade wit with those i am close to. It's never anything mean spirited or nasty or personal, just mostly stupid or silly puns and such. Of course there is a time and place for everything. So if or when that becomes annoying, or it's time to switch to a more serious tone a simple facial gesture or "The Look" will bring an instant change to my demeanor. I really dislike undue stress and drama. It's one thing to have required expectations and goals to meet, but much beyond that tends to drag me down and makes me cranky and just want to go off my own way again. And refuse to live with my stomach continually in knots wondering if my relationship is about to end at any minute. Being single, never married and having no kids, i've avoided great deal of drama so far. I just do not see introducing unneccessary drama and stress into my life at this stage of my life. I also don't deal well with those that have a natural built-in level of arrogance. It's one thing to take control to get things done, but the built-in trait i refer to is unacceptable to me and i am be able to spot it within the first few minutes of meeting someone. I typically never say anything about it and rarely act on my findings for the first few hours or even second or third time together in hopes of being pleasantly surprized by a reversal of this gut feeling. That has occasionally happened so i have learned to be patient and as fair as i can be. The whole arrogant thing may great in some role play scenarios, but not so much in everyday life.
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I AM NOT A SISSY! ...... all of the time.
Despite having chosen this screename and creating the overall flavor of my profile, i would like to state that i'm not a one-trick pony and crave other forms of "play".
Well roleplay would probably a better name for it. Ideally roleplay scenes within the confines of a non-roleplay relationship, but i am very open to playing out some roleplay scenes in the intermin of my being claimed by my one.
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