Picked up a job in Rockville! Gonna make the move there in a few months, but probably gonna need a roomie. Hmmmmm...

Got a job! One relevant to my major! Living the post-grad dream! Goooooo me!

More feet dreams last night.  Took place at school, but very little context otherwise.  A black classmate of mine was talking to me about how she just wanted to completely rub her socks and feet all over someone's face, to really grind them over his nose and lips.  

I could barely look at her while she spoke, and after she stopped talking, I looked up and saw that she was glancing at me with this slight smirk.  She mentioned nothing of it then and there.

She then invited me to get some food and sit down in a little secluded lounge.  We sat next to each other, and after a moment, she sighed and lifted her shoe-less feet onto the couch and placed them into my thigh.  

I froze with only a small smirk.

"What?  Do they smell?"

She lifted her right foot up near my face and asked again, mischief in her voice: "Do they smell?"

I tried to push her foot out of my face, but her other came to take its place, as she breathed harder, giggled, and started grasping for my hands.

"Don't fight it.  Just give up!  I've already won.  My feet have won."

Her feet were solidly pressed against my face, and my body slunk to the ground, where   she properly placed me underneath her white, slightly dirt-tinged socked feet.  They had a strong smell.

She then started to knead and grind them against my face, making sure to rub them against my nostrils and lips.  

"I knew as soon as I saw your reaction.  I know that reaction."

She took off her sock.

"Lick the heel!" she ordered.

As my tongue touched her salty, gritty heel, I woke up.  

Three days straight of 100 degree weather?  Another week of freak storms?  Chalk it up to Maryland weather.

Giantess fetish = yum.  Improbable and unrealistic, but yum.

I've come to realize lately that a lack of ambition is a complete turn off.  Shit make mah dick soft.

One of my earliest fantasies (talking 6 or 7 years old here) was imagining that I was bug-sized and being either being trod on underfoot, unaware, or being mistaken as a bug and eliminated as one.  Very appropriate that years later I would have a foot fetish and a a terrible submissive streak.  I always have to wonder how that original fantasy got there...

Is financial domination really that popular/widespread?  I have some thoughts on it, but hey, I'm not into financial domination so maybe its perspective.

To be a boytoy is a pleasant idea...

Zzz.

Most of interesting people I've spoken to on this site have been outside of Maryland.  This gives me great hope or the state of BDSM and D/s, but less hope for the State of Maryland.  Not that Maryland is necessarily a terrible community for D/s, but there's certainly a grip of people whom feel that the internet coupled with the nature of domme and sub relations allows for the abdication of courtesy and manners.  

Not complaining, simply pointing out experiences!

End of the semester!  What a rough semester.  An incredible amount of reading and writing.  Now I get to read for pleasure instead of necessity over the summer, haha. 

All of this homework has me feeling pretty sub about now.  Like a tiny bug on the ground...

There are some D/s concepts that I've found very interesting lately, namely, hypnosis, conditioning, and dominance through love.  There's a subversive nature to them that I believe can be highly controlling, especially if used in a D/s relationship that is going well.  Even the dominance through love, which one wouldn't expect to be terribly threatening can instill a sense of dread into the sub.  Just a passing thought!

Hey all.  I'd like to clarify that I'm not necessarily against a casual domme/sub relationship, it's simply a tough thing to work with given my current life.  If you feel that you'd like to pursue such a thing, you may by all means message me!  Just be aware that there are elements of basic human social interaction that are important to any relationship, vanilla or otherwise.