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3/29/2011 7:34:20 PM

3/29/11

 

 

 

Hey not much to say just Hello. and how is everyone? Fine? thats great to hear ^_^.

ive been doing good. Two kittens are down im left with the oldest Gray kitten. hopefully that one grows up i hate to see something so little not get a chance in life. 

  works been fine nothing different from it so no point in saying anything i dont remember saying i got burned at work but if so sorry. my small burnt area is healing up nicely better then haveing a noticable wond. lets see.. 

  right now im on imvu and FaceBook while typeing this on one of my days off's offcurse i wish i had someone to talk to sometimes but it leads to just talking about the life Style sadly -sighs-. 

  still on the look out for my older nieces gown for her prom. we have the one she likes down if we dont find another one more in to town. i havent felt great lately just on and off Bubbly me but not for to long. growing sad maybe Depressed some how but i dont understand why? havent been on to talk to anyone early in the morning all i do is get up get ready and take my mother to work... Fuck.. i forgot a task v.v great. just great. Lovely just lovely.

 

Well. im good have a good one 

3/17/2011 8:15:04 PM

3/17/11

 

 

Today was allright my friend stoped by and hanged out awhile here at my place all though he lt awkward due to my nieces and so on not seeing him in along time but they well my older nieces and nephew got along well. i painted my hair not awhile ago since the evening set in its color red wine? or whatever that name is. but yeah i painted my mothers hair then she did mine ^_^ it was a nice afternoon not very hot and unbareing to stand under all the trees. i did manage to clean my room and move afew things around well maybe everything but my closet.

  tomorrow i work i go in at 11. and get out at 5 i hope but i do hope its not full tomorrow but at the same time i dont want it to be slow and boreing to.. i think im better at useing the car/van now but i still havent driven it all the way in to town just half way. theres a intersephtion im scared of but we never manage to go anywhere close to it when im alowed to use it Q_Q oh well. 

 

but yeah im leting who ever cares on  CollarMe that i will not update my Journal constently in aroll like i have lately :3 however i will try to if i can

3/16/2011 8:13:55 PM

3/16/11

 

Home from a window try on dress shoping with my older niece. looking for the dress she will want to get ^_^ she liked a orange one but we have to wait till next week due to there werent any in her size Q_Q but she did try on alot though ^^ lots of fun.

 i got myself a new bag to. ^_^ the day before i had put afew things in lay away. and got a few undergarmets :3 i did  manage to get lace, and so on in the mix x3

 reminds me to reship out my corset i hope she will understand it hadnt came in in the right size Dx all though i really loved it oh well. Dx

    might go out again as well my Friend had wanted to hang out with me for awhile now. my best friend came over to as well earlyer she's only afew houses down my house ^_^ we talked for awhile she just came over to use my dog grooming kit for her dog's need im guessing ill recive it tomorrow its to dark out at the moment for her parents to let her drop it of again. its fine though ^^. the kittens are growing fast they looks so cute i cant help but lightly grip their little  folded ears with my lip x3 <3<3

 

 

3/15/2011 8:34:56 PM

3/13/11

 

Just got home from being out with the family, pretty annoyed by now really-w-

it started of okay kinda. till we got to the second store of our today go list, my older niece made the day outof controll with her rude and child like behavior -sigh-. and well im not use to being around so much ppl. so i get headachs very quickly after takeing so long in one place to on other, you know? sure time our time but at least not makeing a huge scene over everything -w-. 

  Dx i much better then yesterday and the daybefore btw if anyone feels like knowing. :3 i dont feel much unsick : P. but still  im not very clam around crowds. 

 

short but there. 

Daily Dairy thing update ^_^ 

3/14/2011 7:45:30 PM

3/14/11

 

Hey everyone 

 

   i didnt go to work today. i called in sick. yesterday i came home with a fever,wozy, and just dizzy huge cramps on trying to go to bed made it worse -w-. it wasnt so bad then yesterday but i still felt in a daze allso my bones felt like idk heavy? but yeah its what i felt maybe something else going threw your mind though.

but yeah few days before i got my smexy order in ^_^ only thing is the corset didnt come in my size so im all sad cuz i dont have my full outfit Q_Q i need to re-ship it out.

  been cloudy today not so much as rain but just cloudly and faintly cold. 

Hmmm... my Cat, her names "Magic" had kittens under my room ide say on the 12Th? :3 she had three but the smallest didnt make it..poor baby Q__Q the other two are doing fine though ^_^ one looks like her grandmother and the other like its grandfather ^_^ it be cute if they'er the same sexy from there grands that is i havent sexed them very well.. tiny little cuties ^_^.

   ive been wandering on what to buy myself though, i was thinking of geting a android phone next time i get to pay my phoneline, but im stuck on what to buy soon though. on either a futan-bed thing to make more space in my room and so on due to i hate laying about when my friends or quest come over -- home's full so yeah. then theres a Laptop in mind me and my family members fight kinda over the computer at times.

  i have my eyes sat on some one but it looks like he isnt intrested so im ganna ignore him see where it goes. yet im dieing waiting and seeing comments go on Facebook x.x 

 

well thats for this entry 

 

Night peeps

 

send a message i do grow bored on CM at times

3/7/2011 7:04:04 PM

Hey everyone 

 

       Got home from work 3hours ago it was a okay day today and all not much panic since yesterday it was packed like hell.. didnt get my 30minutes of peace and quiet hated that i couldnt help out with the orders the ones makeing them were takeing their lovely time while more orders were comeing in. 

yeah.. but today i got to sit down with my dad while he picked me up from work we took afew minutes to sit down and eat. my driving is going allright im glad too ^^ Liveing 30minutes away from everything makes it so boreing just staying in my small town area.. not much to do my naborhood isnt all that dandy..

 

ohh allso ^_^ today i got to use my brothers car to drop my mom off i was amazed he never lets me go near his things so i went to work happy i guess not so much though just the normal.

 

No word from my "OWNER" that he claims he is/was so im good not surprised though im goo i dont care he wont get much of my attention from hideing from me or so on. im good with speaking to my Teacher  ^_^ 

 

Im glad your smileing sir while you read threw this 

3/3/2011 4:29:00 PM

Hey 

 

Everyone ^_^ 

 

been awhile since ive updated something on here i guess. not much just been very busy work and all that stuff im haveing luck on learning how to drive but im still off at afew things. my paincaster witch was a studed belt had -- some how been distroyed by my neice.

 

i have not very much heared from my First CM owner sad really. =small sigh= we speak but nothing really goes on i am just a toy i guess and thats were i am a toy for him. my Teacher/Guide/Owner is more intreasted to watch me sit there for him and simply keep on talking with me. very much enjoy that but due to me being so busy lately i havent had the chance to see him.. well let him watch me while i read his every word.

 

this is just one update from afew more i would say maybe just one of two ^^

 

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2/16/2011 6:06:25 PM

Q . Q my master/Owner gave me a task for aweek i might disapoint his task v..v finding the suitable male to do this is hard they all keep saying next week x.x -sighs- v.v i miss my owner so much i wish i would speak to him more v....v i want to fullfill his likeings but i want to feel loved and cared at the same time not ignored or not notafied v.v call me what you want but as a pet i still have feelings and i do worry very much.. i just dont want to be alone v.v im writeing this because nobody really takes there time to read this.. v.v 

2/16/2011 7:52:33 AM

           im xD

Badass Uke - Blood, violence, and certain death for someone is surely coming. This match is highly incompatible - the Badass Uke, unwilling to play the victim, and the Sadistic Seme, unwilling to relinquish their ungiving control.
Clueless Uke - Very incompatible. The Clueless Uke wouldn't even know what hit them when they encounter the Sadistic Seme, and fortunately for them, the Sadistic Seme would quickly grow bored, preferring a more dramatic, willing victim.
Flaming Uke - A relationship that should never happen. Although both being dramatic and flashy, the Flaming Uke wants someone to adore them as much as they adore themselves, and wouldn't willingly be dragged down to the groveling, submissive depths that the Sadistic Seme would require of their partner.
Innocent Uke - An impossible match, as the Innocent Uke would run in fear at the first sight of the Sadistic Seme's evil smirking glance.
Dramatic Uke - Absolutely fated for each other. The Sadistic Seme's unrelenting demands for complete submission from their partner fulfills the Dramatic Uke's need to be dominated and put under the complete control of another, to escape the inner darkness of their own soul.

2/15/2011 7:28:20 PM

                                                    
When you come across a Taurus female, the first thing you will notice about her is her undefeatable emotional strength. She is capable of handling the severest of problems, without shedding even a single tear. She has the infamous Taurus temper, but it is seldom displayed. Atleast not until the provocation is too much to digest. She is as feminine as any other female, without the unnecessary tantrums. A Taurus woman has no desire of dominating her husband. She will let him handle the reins, infact this is what she secretly desires. 

A Taurus woman wants a real man, who can make her proud of himself as much as she is proud of herself. However, if he fails in his role, she will take the control in her own hands. Neither will she act like a mewing kitten, nor like a roaring lioness. She is independent and has a mind of her own, but she does not want to dominate in the relationship. Taurean women do not see social status while making their friends. They want to be friends with people who do not hide their true nature and come across as they really are. 

Their friends may be a little weird, but they will not be phonies or hypocrites. A Taurus girl doesn't fight with people she dislikes, she simply ignores them and becomes indifferent to their presence. However, she will be loyal to her true friends and they will remain with her throughout her life. In return, she will expect them to stand by her when she needs them. A Taurean woman also gets jealous, but only if you exceed the limits of casual flirtation. Everything has a limit and this also does. It's better not to provoke her anger or you will be very sorry. 

She is brainy, but not too much interested in intellectual subjects. She is practical in her thinking and does not feel the need to indulge in mental gymnastics. She is balanced in her approach and you will hardly see her in a restless disposition. A Taurean girl hates anything artificial, be the flowers in her vase or the friends in her life. She has to feel the fragrance of real roses and the presence of real people. The beauty of Mother Nature especially pleases her.

Ugliness of any kind makes her miserable and repulsive. She loves to be amidst colorful surroundings, like gardens blooming with flowers. A Taurean female has a good taste, so please be very careful before taking her out. She is a very good cook herself and you will always be treated to excellent homemade food. She is also very much interested in the art forms, like painting. She is a tomboy at heart and will enjoy many guy-things like horse riding, going on a roller coaster ride, fishing, etc.

All this makes her feel close to nature. She dresses simply, yet elegantly and her fabrics are always feather-soft. Taurus female is very strong and above the usual female insecurities. However, she demands loyalty and will never compromise in this area. She is beyond hypocrisy and has an undemanding and easy-going manner. She wants her man to take her side, especially in public. If he contradicts her in front of other people, expect the temperature to reach beyond the boiling point.

When pushed too far, she loses her cool demeanor quickly. Taurus women make excellent mothers, except for the fact that they cannot tolerate disobedience or defiance in kids. Laziness and carelessness also makes them angry. Otherwise, they will be more of a friend to their children than the typical mommies. A Taurus woman will also teach the kids how to be strong and will protect them from the big bad outside world. She never shirks from or whines about her responsibilities. Her man will be expected to do the same.

She can also bear endless pain and stress, without complaining for a single minute. She is good with finances and knows how to maintain quality in a reasonable budget. She is a very good host and will be there to help her man in any and every way she can. A Taurean woman will care for you when you are ill, will back you in your new business venture and let you take over the control of the home. And, you will always be treated to a warm, cozy home when you come back from office!

blondcat
 
 Age: 26
 Albany, New York