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If you know me; you already know me. If you don't know me; then there is very little I can do to educate you, as you cant teach anyone something they believe they already know.

10/21/2010 2:00:23 PM

Someone asked me to encapsulate into a "twitter sized post what I am generally looking for" ... Well; here goes:

Someone that understands (direct experience not needed) what it is to be a XO to a General / BlackBelt to the Master, with a heavy service-need; can keep up, and also get down; has highly developed both personal and other person kinesthetic sense; very open minded; and carbonates my hormones when I look at them.

10/18/2010 4:07:43 PM

I figured it's time to admit the truth for those that find out more; and then don't belive it.  So; here it is: The Truthiness(tm)

About Me:

I'm a spammer from Russia or Poland and I'm looking to take your money by signing you up for illegitimate dating offers that pay me high commissions. In the process, I'll pretend like I'm a man that you'll have a chance to sleep with.

About You:

I'm looking for someone willing to click on spam ads, sign up for spam email lists, hand over your credit card information to spammers, maybe sign up for a nigerian bank scam or two, but most importantly someone who will engage in dialogue with an automated spam bot and then eventually sign up for some service. the usual.

10/19/2009 2:21:25 PM
Fascinating to me is the sense of identity attached to a Name.  And when those names change (as they so often do online) that identity evaporates. 

So many use a different face all the time for their own personal reasons.  Which is the ancient question; are we the Mask; or what lies beneath it?  And how scary is it that so often much of what we are truly is the mask....
7/6/2009 6:01:04 PM
You.  Yes, you.  You are not good enough.  Really.  You're not.  You are going to try.  You'll tempt, then you'll cajole; then you'll beg, and finally you'll whine. 

And then the crushing realization will descend upon you that you are not good enough.  

But please; make the attempt.  it won't actually work; but it does amuse me.

(As you might have guessed... We all have days like this; don't we?  But so rarely do we just come out and say it)
7/8/2008 7:24:46 PM
One of these days; I'm going to stop posting journal entries when I'm cranky.  Nihilism seems to be a creeping sickness that only illuminates a dark room with a black light.  Sheesh.
5/28/2008 7:48:10 PM
Did you gaze into the Abyss?  Did it also look into you?  Have you come to accept that which can not be accepted; have you found lies that are now true?  When you tell yourself stories; are you always the Damsel in Distress? Or are you the Heroine; whom is confounded by her very uniqueness?  Uncover the moment; tear back the false veil; revel in abandonment; and live lives with no false gale.
5/26/2008 7:46:56 PM
For some; there a moment that becomes a precipitate; then the Choice of stepping off into the Void; and irrevocably changing.  Or to cling to the past; and avoid the cliff that is presented.  Often when you undertake a new journey (or chose to continue an old one) you must 1st remove the debris of the past.  Too bad that  sometimes takes a while to fade.  >wry grin<  And you never know; when you step into the void, you might find that for a short time at least; you are flying.
2/18/2008 8:36:16 PM
Facinating. It starts with a journal I see.

Perhaps this will allow for the random outpouring of anoyance, trivia, pain, and just plain made up shit in a unique way. And by unique, I mean just like a snowflake. "You're Unique. Just like Everyone Else"

BBWMISTRESS4FEM
 
 Age: 25
 Everett, Washington