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I am here to try find somebody from my past that I still think about... He is who I should be serving, I am ready to be who he wanted me to be and ready to prove that I will do whatever it takes to finally be his , I was stupid to ruin my chances with him and he obviously doesn't want to know me as he made sure I could never contact him but I hope I some day get a chance to make things right!! 💔
4/8/2016 8:21:32 AM
The thrill of terror is passive, masochistic and implicitly feminine. It is imaginative submission to overwhelming superior force
3/21/2016 7:32:17 AM
To make the right choices in life, you have to get in touch with your soul. To do this, you need to experience solitude, which most people are afraid of, but in the silence you hear the truth, you'll hear a whisper and that is where your soul is. Listen to it.
3/17/2016 9:44:05 AM
I guess I'm now starting to realise just because you miss someone... Doesn't mean that you need them back In your life... And maybe missing is a part of moving on from something you will never have!! Pain makes me stronger, tears make me braver, and heartbreak makese wiser !! Maybe this is why I enjoy those things so....
3/7/2016 5:13:51 PM
Break me on the thirty seventh hour, tout me, doubt me... Show me all of your power I will watch you rise on my back from the ground, friend or foe I don't know... Do you like what you've found? 💔
3/5/2016 1:08:08 AM
How could I have been such a fool for reaching out for him, he will be so angry when he finds out!! He is a smart man.. If he wanted to find me he could have and would have!! What if he is happy... With her 🙈 what if he never replies?!?! So many what's and ifs!! I was so sure I was doing the right thing, now I question myself 😕 should I have just let sleeping dogs lie????
3/4/2016 7:37:08 AM
I feel I am never going to find him who I seek so desperately :( I guess I never deserves him anyway... But anyone else that even tries to get close gets kept at arms length while I compare them to what they will never be! The pedestal I have kept him on all these years is just to high, maybe no one will ever compare and I am destined to spend this life in a vanilla relationship because I cannot submit to anyone else...
OzGirl
 
 Age: 24
 Canada