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TJohnson
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*~Profile Currently Undergoing Massive Overhaul~*
I've never been good at writing about myself. I'll add more to this as I think of what to say. As for now...
I'm 23 years old and have been involved in "the lifestyle" since I was way, WAY too young. I am a Psychology Major in college/university.
I love anything artsy - including, but not limited to: writing, drawing, painting, and singing.
I absolutely LOVE to read and good grammar gets me off. LOL!
Physically: I am 5'5" tall. I currently measure 34DD-28-40. My weight goes up and down depending on how I feel/what I'm doing. I have brown eyes, and dark brown hair which often looks blackish. My hair is currently about 3" from touching my knees in length. It's a bit thin, but that's the price I pay for length.
I am currently in a vanilla relationship. I am not seeking romance here.
I have a horrid fixation on vampires and other such dark beings...
I'm not sure what else to say, really. I listen to metal mostly, but I'm eclectic. I also used to bellydance, if that is somehow relevant.
I'll make this much cooler once I figure out what to say :)
I love the type of man who'll lay his jacket over a puddle for me...on the way to his dungeon.
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Hi all. Just a friendly reminder that just because I'm a sub doesn't mean I'm your sub. It also doesn't mean I'm obligated to do what you say because you're a dominant type personality and I'm not. So quit sending me orders. Thanks.
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Added some new pics, skim through to find them. I replaced randomly instead of putting them all together.
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Please cease and desist from sending me ridiculous copy-paste messages. I don't want you to send me the same "I am blank years old, I have been in THE LIFESTYLE for blank years and expect blankity blank in a submissive" message that you send to every girl you find remotely attractive.
I am thoroughly uninterested in someone who didn't find me intriguing enough to type out a message to me. Obviously, if I'm not worth 2 minutes of your time, you must not be that interested.
P.S. Don't say "tell me more about yourself" or "what are you into?" ... I have a profile, dammit. Read it. If you have a specific question or want to hear more about a particular thing, that's fine. I included everything I could think of in the profile and I'm not just going to spontaneously remember one of my own character traits because you prompt me. Thanks.
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To "DomGentFL" : In case you were wondering, at this particular point in time, I weigh 245 pounds, I'm 5'5", my jeans are a size 18, I wear a 2X in tops, I eat less than 500 calories a day, and people like YOU are the reason ME and people LIKE ME throw up bits of their esophagus! I hope a fat woman crushes your skull with her ROUND, BEAUTIFUL ASS!
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Guess what? I'm fat. Guess what else? I don't really give a flying fuck if you care. Why is it so hard for someone to comprehend that I may have -MEDICAL- issues that influence my weight? Why doesn't anyone seem to realize that the fact that I wear a size 18 instead of a size 8 DOESNT MEAN that I have no relevant life experience, intellect, or interests? Assholes, shallow pricks, and people who are obsessed with media-influenced beauty standards can stay the FUCK out of my life, thanks.
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I am quite sick of male slaves/submissives contacting me asking me to dominate them. I have NO desire to do so, PLEASE stop! I don't mind chatting or being friends but I'm a subbie myself. Just because you like the way I look (Which, I appreciate) does NOT mean I'm going to change my whole orientation for you. Thanks.
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I feel this must be said: I AM a BBW. No, I DON'T care if you like it or not. Enough rude letters already.
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Hello again. I just thought that I would add that I have been interested in (but unable to afford) corsetry since about the age of 8 (I freaked out my father when I saw my first photo of Bettie Page and said "I wanna be THAT when I grow up!"). I'm really an enthusiast and am DYING for my first real corset, and if anyone out there would like to talk about corsetting I'd love to :) Also, if you've trained your own waist I'd love to talk as well.
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In case you don't get the message, I'm not asking you to SEND ME A DEFINITION of the words I use in my profile!!! Everyone mails me the same exact google-returned definitions, and by the way, that DOESNT bring you closer to my heart.
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Put up some new pics... No, I don't wear "white powder" - that's my natural foundation color. It's called "porcelain ivory" :)
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Why did Jesus die on the cross? ... He forgot the safeword! *cackles*
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Yay! It's that time again folks! That's right! Time to play "Clarification for Dummies!"
Please note that I am a SUBMISSIVE and not a slave, thank you very much. I don't seek to be anyone's 24/7, live-in, powerless doormat, thank you very much. I'm pretty outspoken, loud, and domineering in all places but the bedroom :)
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"Nocturnal poetry, Dressed in the whitest silver, you'd smile at me Every night I wait for my sweet Selene
But, still...
Solitude's upon my skin A life that's bound by the chains of reality Would you let me be your Endymion?
I would bathe in your moonlight, and slumber in peace Enchanted by your kiss in forever sleep
But until we unite I live for that night Wait for time Two souls entwine
In the break of new dawn My hope is forlorn Shadows, they will fade But I'm always in the shade Without you...
Serene and silent sky Rays of moon are dancing with the tide A perfect sight, a world divine
And I...
The loneliest child alive Always waiting, searching for my rhyme I'm still alone in the dead of night
Silent I lie with smile on my face, Appearance decieves and the silence betrays
As I wait for the time My dream comes alive Always out of sight But never out of mind
And under waning moon Still I long for you Alone against the light Solitude am I
In the end, I'm enslaved by my dream In the end, there's no soul who'd bleed for me
Hidden from daylight, I'm sealed in my cave Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to a nightmare Where I'm all alone Venial is life when you're but a dream The book is still open, the pages as empty as me...
I cling to a hope that's beginning to fade, Trying to break the desolation I hate
But until we unite I live for that night Wait for time Two souls entwine
In the break of new dawn My hope is forlorn We will never meet Only misery and me
This is my final call My evenfall Drowning into time I become the night
By the light of new day I'll fade away Reality cuts deep Would you bleed with me My Selene..?"
(Sonata Arctica - "My Selene") |
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Ugh. i just got into an argument with a friend of mine...
he was insisting that there's no way i could possibly be a submissive if i'm not completely passive in all aspects of life with everything that i do.
Fuck that. i am who and how i am.
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"From lashes to ashes,
And from lust to dust,
In your sweetest torment
I'm lost,
And no heaven can help us.
Ready, willing, and able,
To lose it all,
For a kiss so fatal..."
"...Deeper into your heavenly suffering,
Our fragile souls are falling,
It's heartache every moment, baby with you."
HIM ~ 'Heartache Every Moment' |
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Alright, i hate to do this but i feel i have to.
IF YOU ARE TO CONTACT ME, KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A SUBMISSIVE AND A SLAVE.
i am a submissive, not a slave. As in, i submit in the bedroom. i'm not into 24/7 TPE or cleaning your house or any of that crap! So don't ask! |
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We used to swim The same moonlight waters Oceans away from the wakeful day
My fall will be for you My love will be in you If you be the one to Cut me I`ll bleed forever
Scent of the sea Before the waking of the world Brings me to thee Into the blue memory
My fall will be for you My love will be in you If you be the one to Cut me I'll bleed forever
Into the blue memory
A siren from the deep came to me Sang my name my longing Still I write my songs About that dream of mine Worth everything I may ever be The Child will be born again That siren carried him to me First of them true loves Singing on the shoulders of an angel Without care for love and loss
Bring me home or leave me be My love in the dark heart of the night I have lost the path before me The one behind will lead me
Take me Cure me Kill me Bring me home Every way Every day Just another loop in the hangman`s noose Take me, cure me, kill me, bring me home Every way, every day I keep on watching us sleep Relive the old sin of Adam and Eve Of you and me Forgive the adoring beast
Redeem me into childhood Show me myself without the shell Like the advent of May I`ll be there when you say Time to never hold our love
My fall will be for you My love will be in you You were the one to cut me Somehow I`ll bleed forever ("Ghost Love Score" by Nightwish) |
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This is me for forever One of the lost ones The one without a name Without an honest heart as compass This is me for forever One without a name These lines the last endeavor To find the missing lifeline
Oh how I wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loving heart Lost in the dark For hope I`d give my everything
Oh how I wish For soothing rain Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all And all for once Nemo my name forevermore
My flower, withered between The pages 2 and 3 The once and forever Bloom gone with my sins Walk the dark path Sleep with angels Call the past for help Touch me with your love And reveal to me my true name
Oh how I wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loving heart Lost in the dark For hope I`d give my everything
Nemo sailing home Nemo letting go Oh how I wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loving heart Lost in the dark For hope I`d give my everything ("Nemo" By Nightwish) ("Nemo" translates to "Nothing") |
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Lead to the river Midsummer, I waved A ‘V’ of black swans On with hope to the grave All through Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones
Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again
Bared on your tomb I am a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above unto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your lowliness I could always find The right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, a vampyric addiction To her alone in full submission None better Nymphetamine
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine Nymphetamine girl Nymphetamine, nymphetamine My nymphetamine girl
Wracked with your charm I am circled like prey Back in the forest Where whispers persuade More sugar trails More white lady laid Than pillars of salt (Keeping Sodom at night at bay)
Fold to my arms Hold their mesmeric sway And dance to the moon As we did in those golden days
Christening stars I remember the way We were needle and spoon Mislaid in the burning hay
Bared on your tomb I am a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above unto me? For once upon a time From the binds of your lowliness I could always find The right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discolours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, a vampyric addiction To her alone in full submission None better Nymphetamine
Sunsetter Nymphetamine None better Nymphetamine
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine Nymphetamine girl Nymphetamine, nymphetamine My nymphetamine girl
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Age: 30 |
Porto Alegre,
Brazil |
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