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Greetings to all. My Name is Crimson, some may know me by my real name but that is not for just anyone to know. Please if you take the time to message me take the time to read my full profile. A girl is not currently seeking anything. She is an un-owned slave and for now wishes to keep that, so she may take the time to heal and grow inside and out as a slave girl. Girl encourages good conversation with all those who wish to do so, in an appropriate manner. A girl is Listed as a slave HOWEVER that is not something that is just simply handed over to just anyone. If you are a Dominant of either sex Please be mindful just because a girl is a slave does NOT mean she is your slave. I treat every person with the same respect they treat me with. If you talk to a girl like an ass hat and expect a girl will just follow your "command" because you are a Dom, you are sadly sadly mistaken. Slavery
THIS SECTION IS VERY IMPORTANT !! For a girl slavery is her life, it is not a game, it is not a choice, it is who a girl is. She cannot change that, however she can embrace it love it and allow herself to be free within it, the best feeling in the world is having pride in connection deeper than that of plain ordinary relationships. Is it work, effort learning ABSOLUTELY if it were not then every girl could do it. This understanding is further than most get in a lifetime in understanding themselves. It will lead you to happiness. But with this, never forget that slave girls are NOT doormats. If your "Dominant" declares you to have no emotional right or right to feeling and does not acknowledge or take note of concerns of the person he has care over, run run for the fucking hills. And keep running until you reach the valley on the other side! Communicate. The submissive should always know where she stands, why something is happening, and should feel safe to voice her concerns, needs, and desires. Do not waste your time with anyone who cannot communicate with you effectively. Trust and be trustworthy. If a submissive feels she is not trusted, she will always feel she is failing you in some way. We have the right to be trusted until we prove otherwise. If you have issues with trust, that isn't our fault even though we will do everything in our power to prove to you that you can depend upon our words and actions just as you should do the same. Complete honesty is a must!! Core of any relationship is trust -- for both! Punishment should never be administered in anger. It should always be with a loving hand when you are calm and thinking clearly. Take a time out before you act. Explain why you are punishing and what you expect to happen in the future. Punishment is for growth and learning that comes from a loving place. Always encourage your submissive OR slave to be the best she can be. Help her to be a strong, secure, happy, and healthy person. You will reap the benefits as she soars to heights she never thought she could attain. Always ensure that your submissive knows she is valued. A submissive is useless if she is not built up and secure with herself. "Breaking" a submissive is not a positive direction, it only leads to having something that is broken, or even more fragile when you put it back together. Never assume or think that you know all you need to know about being a good dominant. Always be open to learning and seek out knowledge whenever the opportunity arises. You have no business taking another's life into your hands until you are prepared to do so. Create well negotiated PLANNED, firm boundaries. A submissive desires order and needs to know that when she crosses a line she will be consistantly punished. Do not abandon a submissive when you wish to end a relationship. You have just as much responsiblity for her emotional well being when it is ending as you do while you are together. This has happened to a girl and the severity of the emotional scars is more than a challenge to overcome. When you live with you Master for almost a year and they cast you away because they are afraid of their own intellectual growth and refuse to acknowledge the responsibility they have as an owner and Master of their slaves very life, it is dangerous and toxic, even if that was not the intent it can damage the slave permanently! Never in any circumstance including during a fight get two inches from your slave face and very sternly tell them to shut the fuck up and say or.... and then pause and when they say or what? tell them "or you'll fucking kill them" believe me its happened and it is terrifying to say in the least. There are some great people here that have grown very close as friends. Things may not always go as planed but you should never give up or just stop putting effort into something you truly believe in, even if you are just afraid push forward. "Do not leave the one who loves you for the one who likes you, for the one who likes you will leave you for the one they love." We all have our setbacks in life. This girl knows all to well the tale of struggle and pain, but this girl was also blessed enough to have been shown happiness, love, and shares openly the tales of her life if approached in the right Manner. The the things mentioned above are various things a girl has come to know as simple truths, and have come from many wise people in a girls life, as well as her own experience. **Likes ...well below this is the fetish list it grows from time to time and is a reflection of my real life experiences with the BDSM world.
Aside from those :
  • loves to cook
  • Girl loves to read
  • loves to talk
  • loves to be outdoors.
  • This girl has a profound appreciation for nature and the world though she hates society in general.
Girl is a Chef's assist and and cook. Food is an un-dying love for this girl it always will be. It takes a shit ton of strength emotionally, physically and mentally to be able to do my job. A girl is damn good at what she does and is proud of her every achievement within the field. **Dislikes The list is short but powerful *Poly......not interested in the least, nor couples
  • Do not approach this girl with solicitation for anything to do with porn.
Just because i have pics exposing the beauty that God gave me as a woman does not mean a girl is a whore for use by the porn industry, girl has standards and class and will never disrespect herself by engaging in such activities to make a buck or get some jackasses nut off.
  • Do not think because a girl is a slave you OWN any RIGHT to any part of her or her profile. You do NOT own me, you do not make commands demands or use slave or her intellectual property in any way shape or form.
  • girl will not tolerate abusers, liars, cheaters, pedophiles or other such predators in her life. If it is found you are any them you will be blocked.
All around a girl tries to be her best some days, most days recently that isn't happening. I am friendly and shy a girl can be your best friend or simply dismiss you from her life if you become toxic to her in any way. So tread carefully If you'd like to know more feel free to inquire. I love to strike up good conversation and learn all a girl can. A good friend once told me something to the effect of the day you stop learning is the day you die. Very powerful and valid words to hold onto in life.
11/8/2012 7:52:36 AM

PLEASE TAKE NOTICE IN 24 HOURS THIS PROFILE WILL BE DE-ACTIVATED AND YOU WILL NO LONGER BE ABLE TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME HERE.

 

THIS IS A PERSONAL CHOICE AS THERE IS TO MUCH GOING ON IN MY LIFE TO BE CONCERNED WITH RELATIONS OUTSIDE OF WHAT I HAVE ALREADY ESTABLISHED WITH SOME GREAT PEOPLE HERE.

 

WITH THAT BEING SAID THERE ARE ALSO A PLETHORA OF REJECTS, ILLITERATE WASTES OF TIME HERE.  PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW HOW TO APPROACH A WOMAN HERE, LET ALONE A STRONG SLAVE GIRL.

 

I IN THAT PAST FEW MONTH'S DUE TO SOME GREAT FOLKS I MET HERE AND OTHERWISE. THE CHANGES MY LIFE HAS MADE AND THE OUTLOOK I HAVE ON LIFE NOW ARE PRICELESS.

THANK YOU EVERYONE IF YOU HAVE BEEN TALKING WITH ME FOR A LONG TIME AND WISH TO KEEP CONTACT VIA E-MAIL PLEASE SEND ME A NOTE AND ILL DETERMINE IF I TRUST YOU WITH MY PERSONA EMAIL. <3 CRIMSON

10/14/2012 7:21:26 AM

HAHAH lil bit of a vent today, it's just to funny to me not to share.........

 

You read my profile?


yet your still compelled to ask me things clearly stated there that will be ignored or generate a negative response,


You cry when you get the nasty email about how unexpected it was to hear such a nasty reply,


So i explain it to you like a child, and you again ask for something you should know I am not giving you because i already told you i was not the first time!


Then you tell me you find my decision funny here's whats funny Considering yourself a Master or Dominant whose oh so respectable and is intelligent, yet you think its ok to try and push a strangers boundaries over emails. haha THAT IS THE FUNNIEST THING I HAVE EVER HEARD!


PLEASE DO ME THIS FAVOR, If you bother to waste my time writing an email stating you have read my profile, make sure you actually  did so because I WROTE IT .... and I know every part of it and will know if you didn't.




I am smart, not dumb I am strong not weak, I am dying inside from the laughter created by such emails but please don't waste my time. HAVE A GREAT DAY !

10/1/2012 5:41:50 AM

Have not written here in a bit Just a small update, Life is picking up at a very fast pace, as the winter approaches the busy season for us cooks begins, and with that a ton of hours available, and this girl a crazy as she is will be sucking them up with working overtime. Thank you to those of you whom have left such kind words in a girls inbox, if a girl happens to miss one of them, shell get to responding when time permits. Live Learn Love and grow <3 Bye for now my pals!

9/13/2012 5:38:54 PM

A girls profile has been updated please take the time to ACTUALLY read it, in it's entirety Thank You. 

9/12/2012 6:43:49 PM

A girl is doing very well as of late. A girl is happy to be herself again. Sad to see others not doing so well and  wish them the best, but a girl starts school in a month online, so it will be a VERY busy winter. Hope all my pals are doing well :)

9/11/2012 2:55:48 PM

 People are hilarious, they consider themselves things they couldn't prove they were and then lie to the next one just as quick as they did to the first ..... pigs glad to see beyond THAT bullshit. 

8/31/2012 7:14:44 PM

Love how people speak of people "vanishing" recently and then do so themselves. Its cool no loss to girl girls very self aware nowadays. :)

8/25/2012 2:21:55 PM

Glad to know who's the blatant backstabbing liar. Its nice to know it won't be my heart to be broken again or believe in the fake action-less words of someone so close-minded. Their loss.

8/21/2012 6:54:26 PM

Been doing a lot of thinking. I am happy to have had the recent talks and discussions with those around me. Things are changing, and if your not along for the ride feel free to leave at any time. 

8/8/2012 12:21:40 PM

If you choose to tell someone that you love them, make sure it is what you mean. If you truly mean the words when you say them do not abuse them. When you give your heart to someone being aslave or not it is expected that the one you give your heart to handles it with care. Make sure you do not trip over it and un intentionally break it.

If you do happen to break someones heart, but still choose to say the words I love you to them and say that you care... wanting to continue friendship and let time tell the rest, your actions in this time speak way louder than words could EVER until the heart has healed.

It is ok to hurt it is ok to cry but it is not ok to just ignore your feelings and how you truly feel deep down. You cant let some of it out and take back half of it because your in a frenzy within your mind.

You cannot send mixed signals and expect the other party to understand what it is that is wanted, desired. When you express yourself to someone and you get emotional it is because its what your heart really wants and your mind sometimes bars you from allowing it. You should NEVER hide from your emotions and surely never say something you don't have intentions of meaning or keeping.

Yet it happens all the time. We sometimes become damaged or broken inside and prevent ourselves from it being ok to express them for fear of whatever the reason. Fear that it will happen again fear that things will not change fear that things cannot be repaired. Be brave take a chance be real, don't fake who you are for the sake of not wanting to put in effort where your words are. If you had the time to say the words and say so avidly that they are meant, then take the time to show effort and action behind them. Don't run from how you feel don't let things that mean so much to you pass you by, life is short we have experienced it and known this for decades, Don't pass up the chance at what you may not have tomorrow. ESPECIALLY if you have love for them.

If you love someone tell them, if you miss someone tell them. If you truly have feelings for someone TELL them. Along side telling them SHOW them!!! Do not cast a cloud of unknown and mis-communications above the head you claim to love.

Girl writes this because its from the heart not all will agree and personally girl does't bloody care. It's the point if your going to say something with profound meaning behind it act on it, "Never choose the one who likes you over the one who loves you because the one that likes you will leave you for the one they love".....

No one ever said relationships were easy not once in life will you ever hear it and if you do they are fucking liars. The world of kink a girl believes it to be more so than other relationships. Girl knows when she said the words I love you back to who she loves she means it, she shows it she does not hide behind things just because she is afraid.

7/31/2012 5:17:43 PM

Bleeding....

My mind is spinning in so many circles I can barely breath. It hurts to wake up my chest pounding waiting for some sign of hope. I don't sleep anymore not more than 45 min and i jump out of bed disoriented and distraught because i am not home. There isn't those beautiful blue eyes staring back at me there isn't those huge arms wrapped around his slave. There's just blood hemorrhaging from the heart onto the floor seeping through the wooden planks into nothingness.

I can't take it any more. Day 12 of not seeing him not hearing his voice seeing that smile that grin. My place at his feet almost seems vanished entirely. So many good times so many moments of intimacy that could never be replaced by anyone.

I am clinging to my very existence as a slave by a thread that he holds between his fingers. I am to devoted to not still say he is my owner, hes not replaceable my feelings my love my servitude is his no other will ever gain it.

What can be done to dull the pain what can be silenced enough to stop the bleeding of a slave girls heart. Its disappearing and i cant make him come back only he can want to share and give the love he says he has for me. Only he can make that thread he holds into the stitches to sew what belongs back together Master and slave. 




Yes this is copyright  emptyentity2012 steal it and get sued. 

7/28/2012 2:51:29 PM

Well that was a hell of an end to the work day......thumb through the slicer can see my nail through the cut haha good thing for Masochism to keep me calm. 

11/25/2011 12:42:34 PM

i love when a person views your profile multiple times....and when you message them they just don't respond. Its rude for fucks sake  say something you've looked at it multiple times for a reason.

11/1/2011 9:49:00 AM

It absolutely disgusts Master and i when supposed slaves  "talk you up"  and when it comes time to progress to another level .....where more things are asked of the person (not bad or major ) they all the sudden disappear as if after chatting a few extensive conversations proving you are who you say you are is asking to much?.....its pathetic. Its also aggravating when a "slave" acts like they are interested and when contacted by the slave of the couple who is interested (whatever level it may be) they cant even have the courtesy or balls to write back....real good effort and nice way to prove your fake as fuck... that's exactly why I have purpose in my Masters life........ it is exactly why you will always be in the same place you are now...and will never grow and prosper because you have lack of etiquette and lack of moral when it comes to communicating with a couple. I love stupid bitches they make my  life easier ...because i know Master would never allow them into our home. Our home is not for fakes liars abusers cheaters whores or things that consider themselves an  "it" and aren't even that. 

 

We are building a poly home (We are in no rush) I am the alpha you are the beta if you come into our home...we can be kind loving and friendly or we can be cruel sadistic and cold....both will happen at times its our nature. What i look for in a sister slave is the following:

 

1. You must always respect Master and I 

2. Master is your top priority, if you are not pleasing to him you are not pleasing to me and the door shall follow.

3.I will never be topped by any woman please understand and accept that from the beginning.

4.Some one to cuddle and play with.

5.Some one i can trust, and grow with as time goes on....(not easy to do give it your best shot)

6.Some one whose intellectualism and physicality intrests me. (Masters interests and physical likes in a persons looks come first i am a part of him my interests/likes/dislikes come from his)

7.Someone who is not under the misconception that i will be treated as if i am second best be adults about it we are both slaves...we should communicate and act appropriately at all times.

8.Understanding of the fact that Alpha/beta sisterhood can be very rewarding but do not expect to be on the same slave level as i.(certain privileges, some intimate settings, and public displays of affection are not entitled to you) 

9. Communication is key Master shares everything with his alpha (me), please if you have something to say communicate it to us, not saying it will always be humored or honored but know that communicating and being open and honest at all times is key.

10. a girl who can just be a girl without all the added drama, i love women but we don't tolerate a lot of the proven theories that drag relationships down and ruin poly for all. want specific examples...ask :) 

 

Long and short is this is if you can hold a conversation interest both Master and i, know that malicious backstabbing and sneakiness is not allowed anytime send us a message...with pictures so we know your real and get to know us we are social people...but please do not take Masters kindness for weakness.

 

_Master approved_

10/24/2011 12:11:39 PM

 Master's secret present should be arriving tomorrow........I hope he really likes it........ I know I will love to see the look on his face when it arrives and is pleased.

10/18/2011 8:50:06 AM

Happy its Tuesday. Get to be in Masters arms after work. Oh and two awesomely sweet days off !!! 

10/15/2011 12:37:38 AM

*sighs*

10/13/2011 3:48:51 PM

Just to make it a point so everyone's aware....... We are not looking for MALE subs and slaves We are looking for females only.....With this said We are not discouraging anyone to come to us for help guidance or questions.......Good Day :)

9/30/2011 6:45:02 PM

Fuck stupid bitches. I am so tired of them.. As time goes on I begin to hate them more and more..... 

9/13/2011 11:39:23 AM

As of 9/15/2011

Three months, seems like a very short amount of time in this world for just about anything.

Three months ago I was nearing a permanent end to all of my life's strife.

Three months ago someone came into my world that changed it positively for the rest of my life.

Three months ago I was a different person than I am today.

Three months ago I was afraid to take the stand and walk away.


Three months ago I had no place in life no home.


Three months ago seeds of evil were plucked as simply as they were sewn.


Three months ago I was broken weak and my life had been torn apart.


Three months ago I found someone that touched my heart.


Three months ago someone took a chance with my life.


Three months ago Someone took from my hand a bloody knife.


Three months will turn into three years and three years will turn into thirty.


Three months ago I felt so unclean so dirty.


Three months ago I had no plan.


Three months ago my life began.


Three months ago someone placed me in their heart and locked it with a key.


Three months ago, my slavery to my Master set me free.


Three months can be a short time indeed, but sometimes its what you put into those three months that make the difference. I love my Master

 

I personally do not care to recognize those opinions out there that reflect negatively about the "short" time mentioned above. Some believe in love at first sight some don't. Things in this world happen and I am forever grateful that it has happened the way it has for Master and I. I am proud to be his pet and part of his world. There's not a soul out there that could ever replace him.....there's nothing I would ever change about him....Master to me is perfect ...in every way a girl needs and wants. I am his prized pet...when a girl isn't in trouble that is. -grins-

9/11/2011 3:29:28 AM

Some days I wonder....

8/22/2011 1:48:51 PM

DO ME  AND THE REST OF THE YOUNGER ADULT COMMUNITY OF BDSM A FAVOR LEARN TO BE RESPECTFUL WHEN MESSAGING ANOTHER'S SLAVE(PROPERTY).I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR PUNY COCK BTW IT VIOLATES THE RULES OF PHOTOS TO HAVE EXPLICIT PHOTOS AS YOUR MAIN PROFILE PHOTO. MASTER DOES NOT SHARE ME WITH MEN NEVER HAS NEVER WILL. ALSO THE WOMAN WE WELCOME INTO OUR HOME NEEDS TO BE AWARE OF TWO VERY IMPORTANT THINGS I AM THE ALPHA SLAVE YOU WILL NOT WALK ALL OVER ME AND MY MASTERS RELATIONSHIP NOR TRY TO TOP ME. SECONDLY DON'T BE FAKE OR STUPID HAVE A FUCKING BRAIN, STOP THE COPY AND PASTING PICTURES FROM GOOGLE.  

8/22/2011 1:21:25 AM

I hate when people say one thing and do another, Makes me a very angered individual.

8/21/2011 7:25:29 AM

""No Matter What"" By:Papa Roach

I need you right here, by my side
You're everything I'm not in my life.
We're indestructible, we are untouchable
Nothing can take us down tonight
You are so beautiful, it should be criminal
that you could be mine.

And we will make it out alive
I'll promise you this love will never die!

No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing

So believe me when I say, you're the one
They'll never forgive us for the things we've done

And we will make it out alive
I'll promise you this love will never die!

No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing
We'll never fight, we'll never fade
I'll promise you forever and my soul today
No matter what until the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing

And everybody said that we would never last,
And if they saw us now I bet they'd take it back
It doesn't matter what we do or what we say
Cause nothing matters anyway!

No matter what, I got your back
I'll take a bullet for you if it comes to that
I swear to God that in the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing
We'll never fight (We'll never fight)
We'll never fade (We'll never fade)
No matter what until the bitter end
We're gonna be the last ones standing "

8/16/2011 9:48:58 AM

OK soooo grammas in the hospital, i got woken up to needless bullshit and i have to work all night the pilot light for hot water went out soooo no hot shower before work annnnd the house caught on fire....would ANYTHING ANYTHING atall else like to go wrong today...because if it does i might flip the fuck out.    ........ NOT TO MENTION I AM SEVERELY ANNOYED WITH OTHER THINGS

8/15/2011 1:58:57 PM

Its quite apparent that most of the females on here have lost their fucking minds. In the sense that they are so fucking fake they fake faking they are fake. You think your going to fool me your mistaken, You think your going to fool my Master your HIGHLY mistaken. So tired of these (not all just most) skanky bitches thinking that they can pull a fast one....or that they are hot shit when really ....take off the makeup and the heels and your left with a stripped down corner whore with no personality no morals and no value..........Fucking fakes grow up and get away from my Master and I. If we bring someone into our home..or even consider it you better plan on proving yourself not the other way around...Just saying.

7/9/2011 10:37:42 AM

I'M BAAAAAACK....Yea so I was on here at one point, and decided to leave because of all the rude and fake people I found here. Now I am back, you will notice I have only one picture up, it's going to stay that way too folks. Sorry I have nothing to prove to any of you, I am real and I don't need to prove it to anyone. If you are a female in the area and want to chat or become friends, feel free to leave me a message. I do not do live chat, no you cannot see my cam, and if you are a male .......I suggest you contact my Sir first.


I'm a really sweet girl when I want to be........that being said heed my warning I can be one ruthless Bitch when I am allowed.


<3 peace and chicken grease for now my friends :P

MisstressMonica
 
 Age: 28
 Bornx, New York