Hello I am Emily and I wish to be a slave/sub girl, its my calling in life I can feel it. I am looking for an older dominat male between 40 and 60 years old. someone in good shape. A father figure But really mean and stricked but soft in the end . I have never been trainned before but I want to try bondage and floggings breath control water play basicly having to serve you and call you master. Maybe you think Im sick in the head, but i feel that longing like something is missing from my life. I have a bf but hes not giving me what I want. I am young and like to think I am good looking so why is it so hard to have what i need