For once as I have mentioned in my profile that I am both dom/sub instead of one side.  I have no idea where anyone get the idea that switch meaning I am more sub.  I will always speak what is on my mind and feels when it come to certain of things I may or may not feel comfort or not ready at the time but want to try it real slowly without hurts in process.  So sick to death of hear anyone told me that they think I am avoid by said something that I never had done before. What is wrong for admit how I feel that it seems a bit scary to me at the time yet I do have desire for it rather than rush into it to be hurts through sexual which in that case it can be done.  Safety sexual is not only the protection but also having safe sexual where that will not cause anyone injury that may not able have sex for however long to take heal. 

For anyone who may interest cybersex. Don't bother with me.  I find those cybersex very boring and nothing more than just fake fantasy.  I have many fantasy of my own and some of them had come out for real.  There a lot of stuff I already have had done.  Some of things I have no whatever interest in.  Just to chat include sex talk is fine otherwise anything has do with cybersex.  Stay hell away from me and move on with others who may interest in cybersex.. 

For those who searching for something or just for fun. Feel free look up on my profile. Though I can assure you all who are dominate don't bother with me unless you dominate willing to back down to be my submissive from time to time. 

I will not be submissive for 24 hours either will I be sub and don't get to be dominate at another time. Then sure can forget it.  I believe in equal between partner in every single way.  So, I suggest think twice before contact me to said hey or just for a fun chat. 

Dragon Lover Dream

I took hiking through the forest somehow I got lost until cave appear close and closer.  Feel like someone follow me from somewhere not far as sudden feel hit behind my head. Everything went black out. 

Begin wake up and realized being tied on the back yet not completely lay down. Look around there quite a lot of tools and weapons. Some of them I never had seen before yet look scary for me.  The dragon walks in and grins as he told me that he want to hear me scream and begs.  I told him don’t bet on it because I don’t begs or screams. For that matter I never have had scream before during sex or anything that has do with it.  He did not look pleased with the comment I give.  He start take the chain whipping and start beat on me as I remain silence then come so close to black out. He stop and told me to let it out then I told him go to hell. Nobody deserves to have such pleasure from me unless I am willing.  He said so be willing then I said go to hell dragon.  That pissed him off went to get the some hot wax drip on me as I stay silence with no matter how bad pain it got.  I got weep but still refused scream or begs to stop. 

He finally start begs me to scream and I said no, not like this much pain.  I will not scream at all. He said fine how can he get me to scream.  I said no pain involves but very much sexual active would do it.  He got so pissed off because he wants the pleasure pain instead of just pleasure even if without actual fuck.  He gave up and climb on then fuck me right there until I bleed so much.  I actually laughed at him as he fuck me hard and he does not like the reacts from me like that.  He took knife about to ready stab me.

The dream end….

There had been so much going on around myself. At this time I am not interest in any relationship. Let alone having to worry about such things when I can just simply enjoy my life.  I can have some fun long as there no string along the way.  For anyone who are allerigc to cats. I suggest stay hell away from this place because I am an cat lovers and I will not get rid of her ever.  I know what exact I want out of my life without give up any of it to someone else.  After all I just got settle down here new home not very long ago. 

Still am searching.  Though I am not in hurry.  Just taking my time.  There nothing wrong for want taking time.  I don't do any couple or married man.  Too many problems in that situations.  Had been in that place before. Do I ever want repeatly that?  No thanks.  None for me.  I prefer those single guys.  Think I would take those married...

Quit waste my time and play with my heart....Enjoying what's left of life....

This site sure very interest.  Yet I have had learn couple of things along the way since join this site.  I noticed most those guys who are dominate usual very strong ones.  Not that I am complain. Yet those are the one who tend refuse go under.  If one want to tied me up.  That's fine at least expect me to do same in return.  I must have the freedom for that I always value for.  I have had survived for too many years since as child.  How can I ever give that up?  I will not do any 24/7 submissive.  Not ever. 

Had been quite while since I have wrote.  Well, for those who curious get know me.  I am glad for that.  Though I am not that kind of person who just being told simply everything to be done.  I would always speak what's on my mind and feels without think twice to hold back.  This person will bite back if anyone try bite me in any way without my knowledge.   Yes, I would love to exploring new things in sexual.  BDSM as well.  Yet, I would like at least the person let me tied him down from time to time.  I may be not very strong dominate.  Yet I do like to be treat as equal.  Very gentle and wild lady is what and who I am.