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**Dear Users, before sending this one a message please read her profile, check your spelling in the message, and write something more then a hey whats up. It is sad to see some "educated" "Masters" messaging her who are unable to check and see if their messages are properly written.**
this one, is a slave and although there may be days in her life where that is the last thing she wants to be, it is what makes her heart sing, it is what makes her life seem fulfilled. she is not perfect, and she will never be perfect. However, unlike a lot of those out there she has the will to strive towards perfection, as unreachable as it is.
Over the years since she found herself in slavery she has learned many things, most from a brilliant Master and some from not so brilliant men. she can say this though, each lesson, learnt the hard way or passed down through wise words, has made her into the person she is today, and she would have it no other way.
Sometimes her ears close off to the world, and she hides inside her own head, hoping for a time that seems brighter than it does right now, hoping for a time that her heart can feel mended and whole, and that her life will fall forward (not back) into something that makes her happy.
Sometimes this little slave just wants to curl up in the comfort of her slave mat, and weep in hopes that the tears will somehow fix things within her, but she knows that even a cried river is not going bring about a Master whom she can serve..
So unlike sometimes, she always picks herself back up, no matter how she is feeling and regains the strength that life gave her. this one is a slave, but what she is not, is a door mat, or a robot.
What she wants to be is her future Master's most valuable item, something that makes Him proud very often, and something that He will use, punish, praise, fulfill the needs of because of how well she serves Him. she wants to learn, to try and perfect both herself and her actions to the will of her future Master, and she wants to do this for all the days of her life. this one seeks a strong hold in her Master, where she can cry and feel safe, and be weak sometimes when weakness is all she has left, and for that to be alright. she wants to know in those moments, where she falls, that she is going to be able to get back up in the arms of safety instead of standing all alone.
she knows that she has much to offer the world, within slavery and outside of it, and she will not be a disappointment, though, on occasion she may disappoint.
she hopes for a Master that is understanding as there are things in her life that she holds more dear than anything else, and that is her sister. Under no circumstance, would she be able to be parted from her sister on a long term basis.
this one is a slave, she has training in being so both 24/7 and a live out situation. she knows what she can be, what she is, and what she is looking for. she knows she can love, and that she can surrender her all, but it must be towards a Person that deserves her submission as much as she begs to be able to prove she deserves His collar.
she knows that finding this Person is not going to be easy, life never is. she can only hope that in the meantime she can prepare herself enough as a slave, so that when this Master rises, He will not overlook her.
Thank You A/all for taking a look at her profile.
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