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I'm here to learn, grow and meet like-minded people. Ultimately, I absolutely NEED to make a deep emotional connection in order to allow myself to be completely and totally submissive. If that's not what you want or need, I'm not the one you seek. I am not a switch, I'm not looking for a switch. I'm not bisexual or lesbian. I desire a monogomous heterosexual D/s relationship. Again, if that's not what you want or need, please look elsewhere. Players and posers, waste someone else's time.
If you are serious about finding a committed LTR: My gratification comes from submitting to my Dom. In doing so I have purpose and fulfillment, making him proud and satisfied. I'm not a slave, looking to surrender my being and possessions. I'm a sub that truly believes the proper balance between man and woman comes when a wise, trustworthy, passionate man guides, expands and utilizes the skills of his woman. She, in turn, supports, pleases and honors him.
I'm playful, a tease at times. I'm always respectful. I believe that my physical contact with my Dom is an artform; a detailed, focused encounter designed to exceed his very specific desires. I prefer to express myself more free-form than through protocol, as protocol builds emotional walls I seek to avoid.
I will only commit my heart and devotion to one man.
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In my journey, exploring new people, exploring my own limits, things have begun to change with age. When I was very young, I was always drawn to older, stable, calming men. In fact I still am. However, men my own age now appear much older to me than myself. Perhaps my own "age" (being a state of mind) has me forever frozen at 27-28 while everyone else appears to continue aging. When looking at the face of a peer, I sometimes feel like I'm looking at my dad, and for me, there's nothing sexually appealing about that.
The reality is that I do want a very wise, confident, loving man and it takes time and life experiences to develop that. Unfortunately, with age, men slow down, their bodies don't cooperate with their minds. With more frequency I'm finding that the men I've been with are unable to keep up with my hunger, my physical needs and my sexual desires. The will is there, the body unable to accommodate. That must be terribly frustrating for them, I know it is for me.
On the other end of the spectrum, at this age, surprisingly, I'm finding that men half my age have an interest in hooking up with me. I was never attracted to "boys" when I was a "girl" and that fact hasn't changed. They are looking for instant gratification, simple, animal passion and I'm looking for the last, most satisfying relationship of my life. I won't deny that I do need that animal passion, but within the confines of a complete relationship.
So in a nutshell, that is my dilemma. And the search goes on . . . |
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| Age: 28 |
| ALPINE,
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