know I do not type as clearly as I should.. the grace of my mind sometimes is outweighed by the clumsiness of my fingers...so I appologize if sometimes my profiles...are not clear as I like them to be....

We as Humans seek companionship... friends to make the long twisting road of life more easy... and yet... in times of our deepest despair...In our troublesome burdens...a small speck of light... peeks through the dark clouds.. and we realize that sometimes our pains and sufferings...are of our own making... we nurture the troubles we complain about...we dance on the edge of our faults ...like a figure skater going for the gold... and as we look up... to see that small speck of light ... we realize our inner growth is what brightens the darkness of our mind...

this lifestyle... is not about the pain or the suffering submissives put their bodies through...whether we are straight or gay...enjoy the darker, crueler side of life... or the light and carefree... or even those who dress "normal" or those who enjoy the gothic...or the sadistic... it is the fear we crave the most... the rapid beating of our hearts.. as if a large beast is about to devour our flesh and yet we escape to live and see the new world we have created for ourselves... a song I enjoy singing is:

We ride all day
We dance all night...
We kiss the beautiful lasses so they wont cry
We dandle the girls upon our knee as we drink and eat to morning light ....then we go off to fight ...jack o'the shadows...

is from a book series in which we dance with death ...dance with our greatest fear and overcome... a wise man once said...


To feel the grace of the collar upon your sweet throat isnt the end...nay its just the begining... for it doesnt make you submissive nor the crop thats wounds your flesh....it is the look of contentment you give them while your Master looks away from your eyes and your body betrays your lust for him to touch you...then you know the exact truth....your are loved... you are wanted... you are owned