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My wife took away my male lounging pajamas and replaced them with nighties 3 days ago. Without warning she took me to the mall and with me in tow, we went to look at ladies sleepwear at Sears, Dillard's and Macy's. She chose 4 but after taking me to the women's fitting room, decided upon three. On a weekday morning, I just get up and go to work but as soon as I get home and finish my normal run and exercise routine and have a shower, unless we are going out I am immediately in a nightie. Today, that happened at 2:30. On the weekend, until I go for my morning run, usually around 9-10, I am expected to be in a nightie. Two of the three days I have worn panties with them. I like it better than without. I'll upload an edited pic just because I can and I'm bored.
Btw, she started me in panties a very long time ago but over the past couple of years it was very infrequently.
Since Sunday, it has been panties every day. Unfortunately, since upping my sissification or escalation towards feminization, I haven't been played with. No cumming, no tease and denial, no sex, no hand job, no petting not even a spanking or a strap on fucking. Ok, she wanted the last one yesterday but I was feeling down so it was skipped. She did however, use my tounge on Sunday and hour or so after I first put it on. I'm starting to get desperate for some attention but continue to get frustrated and want to push play away.
In others news, the Holy Trainer chastity device arrived today. I won't be going in it soon. The inside edges are not smooth. I'm actually glad because of he lack of attention I have gotten over the past few days, I'd be afraid of becoming depressed if locked up right now. |
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Guess I'm not on this site much any more. Looks like the events that took collarme and replaced it with collarspace has taken its toll on a number of existing members. I still check in very so often but nothing changes.
I have been in chastity all weekend. No, its not long in the scheme of things but it needs to start somewhere, somehow and sometime. I actually enjoy it but I am still hoping to be rewarded at the end.
My birthday is coming up in a couple of months and I figured out what I want. I want to give my wife a gift. Something I know she wants and something I want to give her, the catch is that she has to set it up becaue I just cant. The question is how far to go. |
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I accidentally sent a few friend requests today. They were not intentional. I would like to make some more friends here but the invitations went out because my ipad loaded slowly and i clicked where the invitation button would have been. When the page loaded, it assumed I wanted to send it. I would never send a friend invitation blindly. |
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I guess I'm not keeping up on the sites well lately.
Things continue to move along slowly. We have tried reaching out to similar couples with no joy yet. Mistress has been giving me impromptu spankings lately. In fact, just today she made me bed over the counter for the wooden spoon and she was the one to reach around to unbuckle my pants and pull them down. I always liked the extra dynamic of having my bottom bared by force rather than my own hand so I found it very exciting. That excitement added to the fun spanking made me very horny, as does the thought of it as I write.
I hope once we both get better reacquainted with the process of going over her knee (per say), it will happen for fun and real disciplinary reasons with regularity. |
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It's been some time again.
To followup; she unlocked me around 3 am when I kept waking up. It hasn't been on since.
I have since gotten myself setup on another site and have since chatted with a few people there. Unfortunately it seems that we still have not been able to meet other couples like us. |
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Post morning sex, I'm was locked in the birdcage. Those who don't know what it is, it's a chastity device. No idea how long I'll be in it. |
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Yay, fun stuff!
We went on vacation and Mistress have me a semi-playful spanking one morning and the next night she fucked me with her smaller strap on dildo. While fucking me she told me that when we get home I am to get the chastity devices out.
Unfortunately I soon got sick and then gave it to her. I currentlyI remain unlocked but I don't know for how long. |
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Had a hiatus to figure things out and I think we have found the right path. Hopefully soon I can talk about more fun stuff. |
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It seems it has been a while. Well, thats becasue nothing has happened. Mistress was chatting with a few in late Novembe and early December but stopped cold and I haven't been in contact with nayone at all. On the personal side, she has tried a few things over the past month but I have not been very responsive to it. i have been going through phases of wanting things and not wanting anything at all. They seem to be in exact opposite of her phases. I always hoped that chatting with others would help us align and have more fun but it has been no dice. In the meantime I find myslef halfheartedly looking at the internet but become bored quickly. |
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Once again it's been awhile since my last post.
Mistss has diapered me today. First thing this morning after a semi-playful spanking wi the oak paddle with holes that i made some time ago. At least after my first change, I was allowed to wear panties while we were out. However, as soon as we got home she put me back in a diaper and I will be until at least bed time. I can't help but wonder how it would feel to be in the, longer. |
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Mistress took out a butt plug one of her dildos the other day. After a few hours plugged, she fucked me with the dildo in her hand for a little bit. Yesterday I got a brief otk spanking with the ebony wood brush and a strap. Today we actually met somebody in person. Too bad the location was so busy. It was nearly mpossible to talk abouttiny thing but garbage stuff. Wish we had more of a chance to talk about fun stuff. |
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Still haven't really chatted with anybody really interested in getting to know or becoming involved with acouple. We would ally love to chat with and meet other couples regardless of who is the dominant.
On another note. I'm not sure why but mistress has me in diapers again. It's even a few weeks but I like them more than I will ever admit to if confronted. We even went to the grocery store, petsmart and stein mart while I was wearing it. I think I would love being caught wearing them but would be very embarrassed at the same time. How hot would it be if the one who discovered it was actually interested on one level or another. Not necessarily the wearing of it but at least the being made to wear it. |
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It has been a while since my last entry. Not much hashappened. I went back into panties, Victoria's Secret seamless panties, on Sunday. Currently on the treadmill, there are panties and a strap waiting for me to finish and shower. Once dried off I will present myself naked to Mistress who will no doubt strap my bare ass before she slips the soft fabric over it for the night.
In other news, I've been chatting with a couple of doms. I have mentioned it to her but she has not asked me Anything.Please excuse typos. i'm iPad typing while running. |
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The chastity cage came off yesterday morning because of excessive nighttime pinching but I have not cum yet. I'm very horny, want to jerk off all the time and all day I think about being locked back up and everything that could come with it. When I woke up today I was missing the encased feeling and I got so hard thinking about being in chastity for extended times, being stripped naked except for the cage for a spanking then being put in a pair of silky lacy panties before pulled down face first into Mistress's pussy with my panty covered red ass and locked cock high in the air pretending it was waiting for a man to pull down those panties and fuck me with his hot hard cock. I don't know what happened. Why do I now want it so much now?
Evening update. I think she is going to try chastity again fairly soon even if only short term (evening or a day or 2) in the cb-3000 I had played with years ago before deciding I liked my cock being more available.
A few posts back I mentioned Mistress will be leaving something out when I get home. Today it was a riding crop. Naked, she tapped my hard cock and balls for a little while. I really liked that and thought she was going to finally to let me cum. Instead I was bent over the couch and she used the crop on my ass. Later, I got a real spanking naked over her knee in the bedroom with a paddle for forgetting a tea bag in the sink again. My ass is sore and I'm turned quite turned on. She says I'm not as submissiven after cumming. True for any male but how much longer do I have to wait? There surely are ways to reinforce it after; forced eating, spanking, immediately locked back into chastity and probably a dozen more. Yes I'm getting a little desperate. It gets harder and harder each day to not jerk off especially as I go to bed and get up for work. |
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Wow. Two entries in a day.
Mistress took me panty shopping a Victoria's Secret. We got 6. When we got home she continued to wax and nono my back and ass. After, I modeled the panties for her then gave her some pleasure. She was happy with the panties... and mel Then naked, she used one of her realistic cocks in me. There was some dirty talk and through all of this I remained locked in the birdlocked cage, as I am now. No idea if I'm going to be released for work tomorrow but I'm nervous that I will have to change things to accommodate. |
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I'm still getting hard at night and woke up at least twice but otherwise the chastity cage is comfortable. It is still very difficult to pee and makes a mess. Last night I emailed Mistress a list of things I have constantly been thinking about since I got locked up. They ae all D/s, bdsm and sex things mainly to provide her sex and me denial or discipline. One of the things was extended chastity. I think I could do it but I'm concerned about hygiene (read: not having pee drips in my pants) and that I don't Ike using the bathroom at work. She hasn't said anything about it yet and I am concerned it was a little much. |
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5:30am update. As I went to bed Mistress said I could take it off. When I got upstairs I thought that I really shouldn't be removing it except for emergencies (i dont have a key anyway) so I didn't take it off. I slept mostly through the night and only woke twice. Once around 3:30 because it was pinching.Tunes out its pinching because I'm getting hard while asleep. I smeared some more lube around it and went back to sleep. I woke again a couple of minutes before the alarm went off, as usual. Except it's the weekend. I was still trying to get hard but I gave up on sleep. Video game tanks it is. Too bad I didn't didn'tgrind coffee last night. I don't want to wake her. I really hope this use of chastity is to train me for something. I hear many men like it after three straight days and it certainly plays a role in some cuckold fantasies I have had.
11am update. It looks like I'm to remain in chastity for at least the day. No idea how long it will last. And after I got out of the shower, Mistress has this strap waiting on the bed. https://thelondontanners.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/DomesticDisciplineStrap.jpg
It wasn't very long or hard but my bum is pretty red. To think this morning i was thinking of asking her for a very real and very effective spanking. Something like one reserved for serious behaviour correction but for a very different reason. It's hard to ask for that as a spur of the moment thing. I had asked at one point for it to happen but I have to let her decide when to do it because just as fast it's wanted, I can't ask for it anymore. Know what I mean? |
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We agreed upon something new yesterday. Everyday when I get home I am to check our bed. If there is something in it, I am to bring it to Mistress for its intended use. Ths could be a paddle, panties, diaper, belt, chastity cage, collar and leash or what ever she decided. I'm very happy with this new development.
Today when i got home it was the birdlocked chastity device. I have no idea no long it will be on. The last time I wore it I kept waking at night because of bad pinching. I actually had to find the keys and remove it myself around 5am after waking several times. I'm about to go to now to bed and I suspect it will not be removed. I want to ask but I wont. |
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Tonight we rearranged the closet. Now there tools of pleasure and punishment displayed and within easy reach. That was well after a sincere letter to Mistress, after my wooden spoon spanking for forgetting a tea bag in the sink but before my playful strapping over the bed, having a butt plug inserted and finally pleasuring mistress. The last three in front of an uncovered window.
Im waiting for the right to propose/ask something. Hopefully it comes soon. |
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Its been a while since my last post. Life has gotten in the way lately but the headaches have stopped. I think it was a few stresses I was experiencing, all the cloudy weather and possible allergies. Mistress did give me a belt spanking early this week for no particular reason. We seem to be slowly expanding the list of people we talk to but nothing much has come out of it yet.
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It was a pretty uneventful weekend. We still haven't been in contact with anyone local who seemed to be serious.
Training kind of slacked off this week and it's now been three weeks. A lot of effort seems to have been wasted and I almost don't care anymore. Just wish the headaches would stop. |
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Just finished a session over mistress' knee and on the bed. I left toilet seat up and forgot a tea bag in the sink again. Right after cycling.. and my shower, she took out the ebony hairbrush and gave me more than 100. I only know that because after a couple of minutes, she made me count the last 100. The bulk were ork the meander laying flat on the bed. Next time I will use pillows to give her more access. She actually spanked a little around the sit spot and on the top of my thighs. It hurt more but that's good. What's bad is that I'm now horny. Btw, it's been 2 1/2 weeks since I've cum and I on want to wait for the weekend. It's getting harder to control myself in the morning.
My ass is very red and hot right now. Wish it wasn't for punishment because I didn't like getting them but I love the after effects; the soreness and tender heat plus the emotions, a mix of submission, fulfilment and regret that I did something that displeased. I hope I learn but continue to find myself in the same place.
Later comes tonight's anal training. |
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Yesterday morning via email from work I asked mistress for a spanking to set the tone for the whole weekend. She was happy to do so but didn't know that I was going to ask for something much more specific and much higher intensity than a simple spanking. When I got home I found out that we were now supposed to be visiting someone. Long story short, I was not able to ask for what I had geared myself for all day and got very emotionally down.
Still down this morning I was unable to fully pleasure Mistress this morning but a least she got to cum, twice. I still haven't been allowed to in two weeks. Still kinda down, when we got home after shopping today, I brought out the plugs and a dildo hoping that my continued training would help bring me out of my funk. I felt like a shower and curious if I could take a larger plug or dildo, I tried the smaller realistic cock while I was in there. It went in with little effort or discomfort. I still haven't mentioned this to mistress but she will know pretty soon.
She also had a surprise waiting on the bed when I went upstairs. We had gone to Victoria's Secret to look at panties for me so I figured either on the bed was panties or diapers. It was neither. It was the Birdlocked chastity cage. I brought it back down with me and I tried to put it on in front of her. It was while trying to get it on that I realized that if it was her trying to put it on, I would probably get too hard. I told her this and suggested that if she did ever put it on me, she would probably want me lying on the bed. When I got hard, she could lift my legs and paddle me until it got soft again.
I needed lube to finish getting it on so I went back upstairs to get it. Once it was on, I presented myself for her to lock it but the lock was too big. Again I went upstairs to get the other lock. This time I brought the paddle down and I restated about paddling me when I got hard. She got the hint. I laid down on the couch and after she locked the chastity cage on, she lifted my legs and paddled me. Yes, I was trying to get hard as she was locking it on and after a dozen spanks, my hard on was gone. I am excited thinking about her putting it on from start to finish. |
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I forgot my tea bag in the sink and got a spanking befiore dinner. OTK, as usual, with a wooden hairbrush. It wasn't as solid as the others but it was pretty stingy. It still hasn't happened yet but I want to cry for her when being punished. I think the longer and harder the punishment, the more likely I will remember it.
After the spanking, she immediately put me in the chastity harness.This time instead of the plug, she put in the smaller black dildo. I wore it for about an hour while dinner was made and eaten. The good news is that I can comfortably take the black cock. It won't be too much longer until I can take her big strap on cocks. The next step would be reintroducing a real cock. In other news; this past weekend mistress tried the double ended cock gag. She really enjoyed it as I was again in the chastity harness and plugged. I haven't been allowed to cum in a week and a half and I'm almost constantly horny.
I appreiciate the anal training but I don't like the harness. Its still pretty rigid and pinchy. If it were more about chastity control, I would suggest using the birdlocked.
*All typos from here on in will be blamed on the fact that I am using the iPad. |
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I haven't undergone any training since my last post but I also haven't cum since last weekend and I'm pretty horny. I'm honestly not sure if that is why Mistress decided for today to be a diaper day but now I can't touch it as its tightly encased. I also don't know if going to be a full day thing or not but if your grocery shopping in the Chesapeake area, Harris Teeter or Farm Fresh, don't be surprised if you hear a crinkling sound and see a shy looking man staying close to a woman and not making any sudden moves. Hey, if you do hear it and want to say hi, feel free to approach Mistress, that is why we're here. |
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Its been a few days and I can tell the chastity belt/butt plug harness is going to be my main training toy during the week.
Mistress continued dildo training yesterday and we didn't use the small one at all. Soon the first realistic dildo will be coming out.
Right now I'm locked in a tightly attached harness with the medium plug. I fear we might have to order larger plugs sooner than I had thought. |
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Mistress fitted the new toys last night and tried one on em this morning. I won't give links but look up extremerestraints .com and find the below items numbers:
AC684 (Now currently wearing and locked in)
VF895 (Now currently wearing the small one)
ST602 (Not currently wearing but hope to soon)
Now that you have looked them up. The harness is only mildly uncomfortable at the worst and I kinda like having a butt plug forced in, held in and locked in until she decides to remove it. So anal training recommences.
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Yay, Friday!
unfortunately we had to suspend training for a bit. It went a little rough and with a couple of breaks my poor bottom just couldn't handle it. I suspect by tomorrow or Sunday we wil start again.
in other news, a package was ordered last week and just arrived. Mistress ordered some new toys/tools. Chastity harness with butt plug attachment, a set of butt plugs and a double dildo gag. I'll let you know if any get used this weekend. |
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Here we are a week (and a day) after starting. After being in trouble on Friday, I think I have been a pretty good boy since then. Unfortunately we were busy Saturday and there was no training that night. However, my ass is almost constantly sore. Zinc baby butt cream seems to help a bit during the day.
We picked up today with the smallest dildo and it went in easier than I had expected. Easier enough that after a while I said she could go up to the next one. It went in OK but I had trouble relaxing with it and soon asked to take it out. If you read back you will see that part of the arrangement on Sundays is that training is done earlier but I have to spend the rest of the night in diapers. While she was taping it on I said that she could try to start with the second one tomorrow, if she wanted.
I know diaper play and stuff is not for everybody but here it is used to re-enforce D/s, like panties, corner time, public acknowledgement of our relationship and regular anal dildo training sessions and; it works on me.
Hopefully next week our (her) new toys come in the mail. My schedule is a little upset next week and I don't know if we are going to have our regular training session. I hope we do because I don't want to start all over again. |
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I'm back in panties today. After my third spanking of the week she decided that its whats required. Also, because I've been enjoying my dildo training there will be none of that tonight. Truth be told, its only after the first 10 minutes or so that I am relaxed enough to begin enjoying it. Until then it hurts and is uncomfortable.
Almost forgot to add that Mistress ordered some new toys today. I am pretty sure I know what but which ones exactly, I don't know. There should be a leather chastity harness with butt harness, a set of butt plugs, a double ended dildo gag and I don't know what else or which ones. K, I know the harness for sure but I don't know which plugs or gag or; if there was anything else. |
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We had to switch back to the small one but we got new lube and last night I took the next size with little difficulty. At the end of training I was allowed to cum but she fed it to me.
I also got a discipline spanking yesterday for leaving a tea bag on the sink. It was right in front of an open window with the antique ebony wood hairbrush but I'm sure nobody saw. I'm positive that brush has seen more bared bottoms than just I. |
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A slight change to Mistresses training schedule. Mistress decided that the smallest dildo is just to small. I enjoyed it but I agreed so she moved up to the next size today. I felt it a little more than yesterdays. Yes, it was done already vice the 8:30.
The reason is because I like to watch the Sunday prime time cartoons. Mistress decided that I can watch my Sunday cartoons uninterrupted however, the dildo training would be before dinner (around4-6) and I would spend the rest of the night in diapers. So, guess what I'm wearing right now and next Sunday and all Sunday's thereafter. |
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Mistress started dildo training tonight. This is in an effort to get me used to being penetrated again. Starting with dildos then probably moving on to her strap on. Likely it will eventually be the real thing. That's a distance off but will probably be here sooner than I think.
After inserting it and playing with it for a bit, she made use of her boy. Then she continued to play with it as I lay on the couch before her. When she was done, it was removed and I was sent to bed without relief. It's very difficult to not take care of it myself right now.
For the time being; every night at 8:30 I am to bring down the dildo and lube. She will insert and play with it, then its off to bed for me. Every week it will get bigger and she has 4 dildos so I currently have 4 weeks of training. |
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