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To start with, I claim no title, level of experience, or stature
within any community. I've kept more or less to myself for quite some
time. Suffice it to say that I'm now becoming more public.
I spent several years lurking and watching, before being persuaded
to step out into the public light, and began meeting new people while
continuing to learn and grow. "Old-School" and "Victorian" are commonly
used to describe my thoughts, methods and practices. My concepts and
ideals within BDSM are a part of my everyday life however. I put a
personal focus on Behavioral Modification and Discipline. But that's
not to say a flogger isn't fun either. ;D
I'm of the school of thought that being a jack-of-all-trades isn't a
bad thing, and as such, put myself through IT, Automotive Mechanics,
Security, Fabrication and a list of other trade educations. I'm yet to
decide what I want to learn next.
I have an unusual sense of humour and an odd outlook on life (See
Island Nation) to my credit. Probably have a few other credits too. I
spend a fair amount of my day making random improvements to aspects of
my life, or way of thinking. Which I'm sure looks rather odd to anyone
watching me scribbling down my thoughts or voicing them out to myself.
At this point, I have a car I need to finish rebuilding, I'm trying
to learn guitar and I'm trying to discover how to fit 20 square feet of
space into 10 without the use of a hammer...
If you're still with me, this is the fun part:
What I'm looking for.
I'm seeking someone that is capable of a few simple courtesies I show to people in general.
That being that they are Honest, Open, Faithful, Trustworthy, and MUST be reliable.
POTENTIAL. This is the key trait I'm looking for!
I'm a firm believer in the "Island Nation of Two" concept. That
being where two people are establishing their own (metaphoric) island,
off the map, and don't need the outside world to justify their own
perversion and constant drive for each other. These are the sort of
people who don't need to go clubbing each weekend, don't need to be
drinking or smoking to "escape". Real people. Intelligent, mature
people. I know that's a lot to ask. But you have to set your standards
high.
Without sounding like too much of an arsehole (Despite it being my
middle name!), If those things are too complicated, The exits are here,
here, and here. Please return your seat and tray to the upright
position before leaving. Thankyou. ;)
Footnote of the day:
Trust is earned. Earned because if given, it is all too often destroyed in a moment of weakness.
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I'm feeling rant-y tonight.
I had a rummage through a few "profiles" on here, and came up with plenty of fairly pathetic profiles, everything from examples of "You are less than Me, and therefore should obey Me without question, whore" to "I like BDSM and stuff, send me a msg if u r a good looking dom with a good job" ...
And people wonder why I think the collective intelligence of society is dropping at an alarming rate, does this stuff really pass as legit to anyone? :S
I think I'll stick to just reading the profiles of people who aren't totally ignorant to the presence of other people in the world, and show that they have a good deal of self awareness and intelligence.
Either that or I'll have to start hitting my head against my keyboard to dumb myself down a bit.
Seriously, it's not about having a puppet, or a walking ATM in your back pocket, it's about a healthy relationship dynamic, regardless of the Vanilla interpretation of it being an alternative relationship... Or any other idiotic BS that the media and "professionals" can spew about the subject.
On the other hand, profiles like that only go to add to the arguement of people who state that there is something wrong with BDSM... And they make life harder for people like me... Being Younger (than some), AND located where I am.
Everyone equates age to experience, though in the end there is only a loose set of boundaries on the experience/age relationship... Everyone will have a differing set of experiences, that doesn't mean one person knows more than another, it means they know more about different subjects... and in this case, it boils down to how fast you learn, how mature you are, how self aware, and how understanding you can be... that really controls how much experience you can have, more than most things. Although, it's also at least partially about knowing that there is always more to learn. Life would be boring without more things to learn.
I don't know how much sense anyone will make of that, but it makes sense in my head, and to my re-reading of it... So we'll see.
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Well, I just had a read of something related to my starsign... it's the first time my starsign has been WAY wrong about me, that I can remember.
Apparently A Virgo is more inclined to be submissive than Dominant... Sorry to derail the Starsign train. :S
I read through this interpretation of a Virgo's "kink" and desires, and was laughing by the end, because it's the complete opposite of me.
Which tells me a few things about putting too much weight into starsigns. While Mine are never normally wrong with happenings in my life, on the subject of my kink, they're FAR from the mark.
Here's some of the list of activities the "Virgo" might enjoy:
Older/experienced females, asian women, submission, girl-on-top,
white shoes, streetwalkers,
technicians, playing doctor, voyeurism/other couples,
heavy porn, humaliation/being cuckolded, (passive)
teasing/torture, downers, branding, hoods, masks
Hmm... Yup, I see nothing on that list that appeals.
Anyhow, thought that might amuse someone.
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Figured I was due for another update.
I've been a little busy between setting up a new business with My friends, working My normal job, travelling between the two, having some fun between times ;), and trying to get enough sleep for all of it...
Anyway. I'm back now... Kinda.
Refurnishing and buying new toys is next on My list now that I have time to stop and relax for a bit... That and plotting out My Australia Day long weekend... Fun... Stuff.
So much evil to do and so little time.
/insert chuckle here.
Unfortunately this post probably makes Me look insane, At times that may not be far from the truth, but at present I'm running off a sugar high and little else... Can't be long now before I collapse into bed... So I'll leave My update at this..
Though I don't think it really updated anything... Random Ramblings will do though.
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I'm considering removing several of My interests from the profile, as I guess they could look to be midleading in My understanding or level of interest in the subject..
Though I still find "Walking (expert)" Amusing.
I love tongue-in-cheek humour.
Still.. Life is once again about to become busy for Me, leaving Me with less time than ever to try and sort out the other aspects of My life that I would like to have some direction in. Unfortunately that's not a new story about My life.
Who knows what could happen though. I'm open to most things, providing they aren't uprooting every aspect of My life once again, I've just gotten things back in order.
As for this "Christmas" stuff, I'm hoping to get all My shopping done within the next two weeks. At least that way I can beat SOME of the crowds that I hate so very much.
Other than the vague information I've given, I'm still around, I've just scored myself a new job, so Hopefully I can get the things I wanted to get sooner now, and then I just have to dedicate more time to finding the other things I want.
This should be fun.
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It's been a while since I last bothered to add anything here, but I've been too busy helping out friends to do anything, including finding a new job.
Hopefully my life will be a lot more relaxed soon though and I can focus on the two main things I want to get done in the coming year. But we'll see.
Other than that.. Nothing is really new.
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Well... I'm having one of those days.
Pushing myself to new limits, Physically, mentally, and then forcing Myself beyond them.
Typically though, I had a bad day to start with.
So here I am deciding I need to put myself back out there after keeping to myself for a year or so, and My whole day backfires. I'll start again tomorrow. And this time there won't be any setbacks. (Although in all reality, waiting to start on this till the weekend is SO much more logical.)
Welcome to a day in my life, endless problem solving in my own head, while making sure 5 other people are doing their work properly so they don't end up crushed by a car, Then doing My workload too.
Busy life, considering.
-Dusk
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| Age: 19 |
| Move around,
Australia |
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