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I am a masochistic submissive. I am both of these things to my core, though I identify first and primarily as a masochist. I find my pleasure through pain. It doesn't mean that every time I play, it will be the deepest and hardest. I do enjoy playing along the edges though, I cannot lie, and with a trusted partner I can go to some pretty amazing dark places. I also enjoy deep humiliation and other forms of emotional pain. I am capable of enjoying traditional pleasure, but given the choice, I will take a casual pinch over a casual caress. Don't get me wrong... I love a caress as well!
I submit completely, without brattiness. I prefer 24/7 submission with a 50's household feel. I enjoy a male-led relationship with an old fashioned, strong, alpha-male sadistic spanko who has an eye toward discipline and guidance. I have a preference for an older man. Over 55 preferred, over 60 even better. Experience is far sexier than a six-pack. Hard-won skill is hotter than anything a younger man can offer me. Wrinkles around smiling eyes, move me to distraction. Also, a cane is, generally, a tool of the older sadist, and it is my favorite.
I am not interested in those looking for a "no limits slave" or someone who is looking for someone to remain chained in the basement. I want a relationship. A relationship with someone who is real and three dimensional. Someone who can devote time to me.
I'm not looking to be the other woman. I'm not looking to be a secret. Please don't contact me if you are partnered, even if you are partnered in a vanilla relationship with someone who doesn't understand you. I get it, and I'm sorry, but I want more than that.
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