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Isn't it funny when you know yourself as a pretty articulate person, and all of a sudden you are wondering how in the world to write your profile... :) The reason I signed up to this site is simple enough: deep inside I am aching to find a darlin mate for myself, a precious female to share life, love and happiness with, to embrace as my lil one, and cherish, to see her happy and content... I am a Hungarian born one living in the United States, and have found my happiness here with my MostBeautiful Loving Mate and the way of life we live, and I feel this desire ever growing to open up the door, and have a lil one who would be on my side, deeply in love with each other, to have the kind of bliss only two feminine beings can share with each other... I guess I am simply put, living for the little pleasures of this world... I revel in things that carry beauty, I am crazily in love with nature, animals, and live a resilient rural lifestyle on a farm... Our critters are my everything, being 7 adorable kittens, 2 amazing baby bunnies, 15 hilarious chickens, 4 shy baby pheasants and of course our babydog Sam... I can say if I had to choose between living in the city I grew up in, or a town of any kind versus being free in Mama Nature's Loving Embrace I would always vote for Mama Nature without a second thought! I am a quiet one, at least seem to be until you see me easing up and starting to ramble, or starting to type away... I am naturally easygoing, and the kind of person who loves sitting down and having a conversation for hours and hours... A one on one kind in a party if I had to use that example... Though it describes me a lot more that I live for love, and live to love... Cuddling up on the bed, sipping tea in a Night nippy outside, oh so cozy and warm inside... My world revolving around getting to know my beloved, living to please, striving to help on the path we call life, to become complete, become better beings, become ourselves... The Love of my life is my Precious Mate, and I dream about having a babygirl at my feet, a lil one who clings to me, and becomes the other, feminine babylove of my life... People would call that kind of a babygirl my submissive, my slave, but I can only say to me she would be my only darlin personal princess, flooding her with my affection being the caring, tender AlphaFemale I naturally am... I have a balanced, calm, always cheerful personality, with a big attraction for gloomy, dark things, I guess your typical kind of goth girl who's inner Darkness is an essential part of her being... I am highly emotional, terribly sentimental, an incorrigible romantic... That shapes how I am, and if you ever see me frustrated (never angry or having a fit) then I am fussing about it if there is perfect harmony in the emotional sense, as my main focus always is to create and maintain happiness in my life, which includes that the happiness of my beloved is the most important thing to me, so much that I keep on having to remind myself to be just as passionate about my own... Well, that's what having balance in your life is for, to make sure that everything's alright around you... :) I have an interest in various things, an open heart when it comes to getting to know what we call this world, and life, and I always seek to be an as good of a person as I can be, and live a kind of life that I feel righteous to "be the change I want to see in the world"... I am fascinated by history, philosophy, spirituality of any kind, human nature, and everything related to these... I keep on reviewing everything in this world so I can always grow on and on, always following my heart which, oh, like magick, seems to show me the right way all the time... Although I tend to avoid using labels and I am somewhat shy about talking intimate topics in a non-general, private sense, I must admit that I am an intensely sexual being, and it weaves through every aspect of my life... I would say that under that term I see it as a fulfillment of the self, something deep inside that is beyond the activities you enjoy and do... Like a kind of essence that feeds your inner fire... And keeps you burning bright like a torch in the Darkness... It's easy for me to approach the topic of sexuality that way, that activities we do of that kind are a manifestation of what I call the "inner Beast"... Your essence, your deepest, true self... I could go and on, all in all I am a girl who has a passion for the beauty of the soul, goodness in the world, and I seek to discover the essence in things... And what I have to sneak in here, crawling up on me like a warm, luscious feeling, that whatever I am doing here, it is to reach out, and find that gentle soul to unite with... Nestling in my thoughts as I am writing these words, the pain of yearning, so powerful on my soul that I am hardly finding the right words to put here as this velvet longing is whispering into my heart... I hope to hear from anyone who seeks a life of simplicity, balance, happy critters running around and the warmth of a loving SheWolf who is waiting with open arms, wishing to hold and cherish the lil one wanting to be hers... Blessed be...

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1/9/2014 8:11:39 PM

“A path is only a path, and there is no affront, to oneself or to others, in dropping it if that is what your heart tells you . . . Look at every path closely and deliberately. Try it as many times as you think necessary. Then ask yourself alone, one question . . . Does this path have a heart? If it does, the path is good; if it doesn't it is of no use.” /Carlos Castaneda/

It doesn't interest me
what you do for a living.
I want to know what you ache for
and if you dare to dream
of meeting your heart’s longing.

It doesn’t interest me
how old you are.
I want to know
if you will risk looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.

It doesn’t interest me
what planets are
squaring your moon...
I want to know
if you have touched
the center of your own sorrow
if you have been opened
by life’s betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.

I want to know
if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.

I want to know
if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you
to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us
to be careful
to be realistic
to remember the limitations
of being human.

It doesn’t interest me
if the story you are telling me is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear
the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.

I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.

I want to know
if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
“Yes.”

It doesn’t interest me
to know where you live
or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.

It doesn’t interest me
who you know or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the center of the fire
and not shrink back.

It doesn’t interest me
where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know
what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.

I want to know
if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like
the company you keep
in the empty moments.

The Invitation
by Oriah Mountain Dreamer


1/9/2014 8:04:29 PM

I know that it would be more appropriate to write a fine long text to express how I see life on this world (and indeed, I do intend to put one into words sometime in the somewhat near future), I know how much people understand that things can be said so much like it came from the bottom of our own heart... Well, I'm all for self-expression and not just the mere repeating of someone else's opinions...

Anyway, this quick little video says it all how I see this life... How we go off to work, away from our home that is supposed to be our sanctuary and soaked in all that is important to our heart, and instead of FEELING ALIVE in the ONE AND ONLY LIFE we experience with a conscious mind, we are slaving away for what really... Accepting the propaganda of culture that we've gotta survive and we've gotta eat so we go off and give our work to someone or some corporation so necessities and unnecessary material items and services of comfort and entertainment can be purchased by others too with the money they make slaving away... Dead fucking tired in the end of the day, living for the weekends but barely there in mind in those couple of days, having TWO WEEKS in the year to have a holiday so they can go and continue working in the rat race, growing old and with health not so great anymore, tired, worn out, they wonder where they life has gone over all those decades...

What makes me truly wonder is, that unless you are dead serious and believe it to the very core of your soul that life goes on and it can be better in any way after you die... How come that the precious years and decades this life offers you have to go by in ways that you don't truly enjoy... If there is a purpose of life... Is it really that you conform, get along and wane away slowly in discomfort and pain?

Is there a way where you can wake up every day, smile, know that you focus enough on finding and having love in your life, greet your beloved with true pleasure shining from your eyes, and go to bed in the end of the day, with gratitude in your heart for living a life freely chosen and having found satisfaction in it?

I know the advantages of the modern way of life... The current social norms, and what surrounds you when you live it like others...

But really... Do you feel you REALLY have a choice? Do you FEEL with your whole being, know it to be truth that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE as long as you set yourself on something? What do you wish to achieve? What do you think you have to sacrifice for that? Is that sacrifice really so unpleasant? Is it what you work towards really something to fill you with joy in the end of your path?

Whatever you decide to live for, never forget... YOU HAVE THIS ONE LIFE TO BRING THE BEST OUT OF IT... You create what you dream about, what you fear, what you choose to be part of... Effecting everyone else around you... And far, far away from you...

All it takes is to look deep into your heart... Ask yourself and answer honestly and with no shame... What is that you really desire? What changes and decisions does it take to go for it? Is it really worth it in the end? Will the road to it bring joy? Are the hardships truly rewarding in the end? Do you compare pleasant and unpleasant in it good enough for your taste? Do you plan it out good? Are you willing to deal with the challenges along the way?

ARE YOU HAPPY? Within your remaining 80 or 15 years... Will you have memories to cherish and satisfaction to accompany you on your way to the end? Do you feel your life has all the things in it to brighten your days and sweeten your Nights? Do you live it, or do you let it live you out?

It's all just a question of looking into yourself, and being true to your soul... Hopefully with love in your heart, and compassion for the world...

And what would be more fitting to this all than my most favorite poem ever... In the next post following this one... :) For now, this short and sweet little video, to nurture the tiny seed inside you called soul... And to encourage you to dare to change, to just take a deep breath sometimes and say "WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR, DO YOU WANNA LIVE FOREVER?!" CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMDu3JdQ8Ow#t=279


11/30/2013 12:31:03 AM

So it won't take up so much space in the profile text area huh? :)

This is from another site, thought why not to include it here too... ~lays ears shy


What I’m doing with my life:

Trying to become a better being, growing, learning, and trying to do it all that it may have a desired effect on the world too... "Be the change you want to see in the world..."

Working on creating a self-sustaining lifestyle with my Master, adoring and loving the hell out of my kittens, bunnies, puppy, chickens, pheasants, babysnakelets, reveling in my dream coming true more and more of spending my life on my OtherHalf's Side, in Mama Nature's loving heart, with everything given to me to grow calm, content and happy... :)

Discovering, getting to know myself, always fretting about perfection, living a kickback life, trying to figure out what, when, how, to create peace and harmony in my Darlin Mate's and my little universe...


I’m really good at:

Loving, pleasing, pleasuring, giving advice to others, especially about general life questions and relationship topics...

Crazy for and pretty knowledgeable about anything you would call philosophical, psychological and historical... Religions, beliefs, human nature, magick in theory and practice, spirituality in every sense I am able and strive to comprehend...

Making others smile, radiating happiness, showing depth and warmth, and being like a kind of therapist when I make myself take the time to care for a select few precious friends...

Some skill, or maybe rather just a whole lot of enthusiasm to sing and write, that are hidden away shy, previous artsy passions faded with the old lonely times of searching... (They might return one day...)

Nurturer type... Keeper, healer by talent and instinct, not by obtained knowledge...

My chest and nether flesh two black holes for love to devour, with even more to give in return...

Good at driving those select few close friends nuts with my constant habit of opening myself up and rambling about everything in the world, like some emotional flood... :) (Well, probably that's why there are only so few, who don't mind it... The less there are the finer they are of course... ^^)

A pleaser, guardian, cheerer... :):):):):):)


The first things people usually notice about me:

That this one is godsdamn unbelievably cute!

Tenderness, intelligence, a kind of innocence of the heart she guesses... ~lays ears shy

Eyes that show the soul, the intensity of her beastly being, impeccable manners with a keen sense of diplomacy, managing total honesty without hurting anyone's feelings...


The six things I could never do without:

- my Master
- feeling that the gods and the Almighty look after me and
love me so heartwarmingly
- my precious darlin critters
- Mama Nature
- an enormous amount of love and pleasure
- seeking growth and personal moral righteousness


I spend a lot of time thinking about:

- how this world could be made into a better place
- moral topics
- the relativity of right and wrong
- what practical things can be done on the personal level to create a good change in society
- methods of spiritual growth
- reaching perfection in daily acts
- how to deal with my own personal flaws
- how to create perfect balance and harmony between my Master and me
- what advices to give to the few precious friends
- daydreaming
- planning life
- making strategy plans for various possible situations of the future both in the personal and the practical sense
- figuring out DIY plans for my new interest in pleasure machines
- how to balance desires/flaws with responsibilities and duties
- sometimes trying to figure out how to eliminate that Goddamn enemy in some of those turn-based/not too fast strategy games :D


On a typical Friday night I am:

Quietly sitting at my laptop just like my PreciousLove is, like every Night, maybe watching movies, either chasing more and more information, knowledge, mentally alluring, deliciously stimulating stuff, "beating the enemy", talking to those select few and dwelling deep into topics of the soul, or just daydreaming, kinda sad, quillruffling, trying to remain patient until the next time my Master relieves me with some Lovins and Attention... Listening to beloved alternative media/online radio talk shows/podcasts/radio plays, maybe some peaceful or groovy tunes of various genres, calmly, in a general sense of contentment...


The most private thing I’m willing to admit:

That there is a Goddess in the female... And an insatiable Beast in the pit of the chest... With shining, hypnotizing ruby wings, to mesmerize the desired preys and devour their essence...

That this one has the heart of a Beast, so tamed down, so much under control... And the Mighty SheWolf is still flapping those wings, restlessly enticing... Yupyuppp... :):):):):):) ^^


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beleive27
 
 Age: 39
 Pittsburg, California