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I am spinning ,there is so much one can have and desire ,when one finds what they are looking for and gets it ,it can be overwhelming ,found the one girl that can meet all my desires ,she is more than I ever was ,does more than I ever did .
How does one move on in this whirl wind ?
its like facing a tornado and refusing to move .I feel as though I want to harness this power and ride it ,I know that I have to move with its flow or it will shred me up ,these things are what make a Man , a Dom , my emotions border on love and passion my heart already lost , she doesnt want love ,love is what hurts her more than anything , I am torn and shredded already do I stay and see if this relationship makes me whole ,or do I duck and hide and let it pass .
Im caught in its winds ,her passion ,I feel myself lifted and carried and at others times my feelings feel as though I am raw and rended to peices .
Time can only tell .
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