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(due to some confusion I think it needs to be said right at the start we are looking for submissive women, not men...thanks) Alright, it was time to rewrite this...lots and lots of things have happened since I got on last. So, I met someone here and then ran off and got married to the slave I took. Weirder things have happened. Now I'm back plus one and looking for a second slave for a poly family. We'll see how this goes. I'm Dave, a 33 year old Dom from West holy crap why am I here Virginia(update, moved to KY.) I've been at this longer than I can remember now. I'm not interested in hookups or short term relationships. I'm here because I'm trying to find that one person that fits our personality and life perfectly. I'm convinced this woman is out there. There's one thing that I can't stand more than anything. That's being lied to. I'm not talking about the little fibs that some of you use to try to dodge punishments...those are kind of cute and harmless. I'm talking about the real ones. The ones with actual long lasting consequences. Those are insulting and on top of that pointless. I will always find out the truth eventually. I try my best to be as open and honest as I can...I'd like that returned. For your consideration, here's a list of my bad habits. If you can deal with those we have more to talk about. I lose things within 5 seconds of setting them down. I drink from the carton. I still like finding the toy in the cereal. I'm stubborn. I still play video games(and always will). I use all the hot water in the shower. I trip over air. I'll trip over you. I disappear from all forms of contact at times. When getting my attention you may frequently hear the words "I'm just going to read one more chapter first", when I say one chapter it likely means five. But, to make up for all of that I bring a strong sense of honor, protectiveness of those I'm close too, responsibility, and as wicked as my sadistic streak can run it's balanced out by empathy and affection. I am the master of after care :-) Now let's be fair ladies. I put a profile full of information on here and posted a photo so everyone could see who they were talking to. Is too much to ask for a little reciprocity in both those areas. Still reading, excellent. Let's talk.
5/16/2014 9:17:58 AM

*sigh* So, looks like my 5th move for work might be coming up.  I was informed today that my company would like me to "consider" going back to South Carolina.  By "consider" they mean you'll be doing this or finding a new job.  Oh well, getting used to it.  At least they pay the relocation expenses.  I'll know for sure later but I see my time in Kentucky coming to an end.

**additional** lol, I just thought of the scene in Office Space where they explain that they deliver bad news on Fridays because it minimizes the chance of an incident...IT"S FRIDAY!!! lol

**addition to the addition** If this does go through I will likely temporarily cease the search for an additional sub.  Just until we get ourselves settled into the new place.  Not the case right now as I don't know for sure if it's going to happen but it does seem to be the prudent thing to do**

5/14/2014 9:26:44 AM

Attention subbie types...I suppose some doms might have this problem too...but mostly subbie types.  Take things slow.  Unless you're a seasoned BDSMer with multiple doms in your past odds are you're going to be nervous about starting anything....especially online.  A good dom is going to take things slow with you.  So don't feel like you have to rush anything.  If someone is pushing you toward something at light speed odds are it's something you aren't going to want. 

5/13/2014 12:45:41 PM

lol wow, I think I just got blocked because I told a sub I'd have to get to know her before I own her....wow, just, wow.

 

5/13/2014 12:06:11 PM

Car's not starting...always a lovely thing to happen as your leaving for work.  VIDEO GAME DAY!!!!

 

5/11/2014 4:12:41 PM

Ugh, my girl's gone out of town to help some friends in TX.  The need for a second slave is much more obvious when the first one isn't around for a while lol



2/15/2014 10:41:26 AM

*dancing around the living room*  New warcraft expansion coming out....am I too excited over this? lol

2/8/2014 3:51:10 PM

You know it feels pretty good coming back here to find a second slave.  I don't really feel the pressure that I did the first time around.  I don't feel like I need to put up with a bunch of garbage to keep someone talking.  I'm not some 18 year old with a shiny new boner and no ability to talk to women trying to get on here and score a cheap lay with a "sub" with a metric ton of demands.  It doesn't actually matter to me now if I find someone new or not because I'm already an established Master, and that's a very good thing. 

 

So if you find my standards too high or me to be too demanding...tough.  This is the life you claim to be choosing and if you don't like it...well.  You go right ahead and continue your search for whatever it is you're after. 

 

This wasn't toward anyone in particular in case anyone was wondering.  Just voicing some thoughts over things I've seen. 

1/7/2014 2:38:46 AM

God, do the scammers ever change tactics here?  It's the exact same stuff from years ago.  Don't get me wrong it does make them incredibly easy to spot and that's great.  You can out one in 2 emails with the right questions.  Some variety would be nice, that's all I'm saying.

1/7/2014 2:06:15 AM

Ugh, 4AM and I should be sleeping.  I'm up thawing out frozen pipes under the house.  Tomorrow, off to buy heat tape to wrap them in.

12/11/2013 5:09:54 PM

lmao...I'm not even going to clarify what brought just on....just....people, lmao

12/9/2013 9:45:02 PM

lol, good to be back.  Same old CM, same old tricks.  So far I've found 5 profiles using the same girl in the photos.  I've missed you CM.

6/14/2013 10:16:43 PM

This is a response I received from a slave that has now blocked me when I asked to know more about her.  She is evidently only seeking women which was in no way shape or form in her profile at the time.  The looking for list had her as bisexual and seeking BOTH dominant men and women as well as a poly household.  Those who know me know I always approach in an open respectful manner and read every word of a profile before writing so you decide if this was warranted

 

"why should i bother when you dont taqke any notice of what is in my profile asswipe

go awat and die"

 

Now, ladies...if you want to be a good potential slave and get taken seriously by any dominant, male or female.  This is not the way to behave.  Those of us active in the community do network with each other and when one of us is treated badly the rest find out.  When we find a slave we don't fit with...such as when they are looking for another sex we will often refer you to someone fitting your needs....IF we see potential in you.  If you act like a child(see above response) and block us instead of sorting out the matter we instead warn each other about you.  So in your own best interest try to show a little respect.   

6/12/2013 1:30:34 PM

Oh crap my profile still only shows pics of me when I was first looking and single lol  Stay tuned for pics of me and my slave. 

4/22/2013 5:52:42 PM

Well I had intended to find my friend a slave of his own here....or somewhere.  My girl was looking too.  After seeing that old tired prick in action around slaves and after challenging me for ownership of mine...he's lucky she didn't tear his nut sack off let alone what I was ready to do to him.  So, back to our own search to make it a poly house...moving on, one less friend. 

9/12/2012 2:50:09 PM

Geez people, stop acting like immature idiots!  You do realize that if you scare off all the people coming on with your psychotic BS they aren't about to talk to you or anything else.  Yea...you won't listen to me anymore than you do the sub that says 50 times in their profile they don't want anyone over a certain age, or don't want to be a switch, or whatever.  Thus ye be doomed to wander alone....have fun.

9/10/2012 7:36:02 PM

Uh oh....I seemed to have turned 32 at some point and managed to forget all about it lmao...my bad

9/10/2012 4:27:40 AM

Holy crap on a cracker it's chilly out...wasn't it summer a couple days ago?

8/30/2012 6:24:51 PM

I love that feeling that something doesn't quite add up...like a splinter in your mind jabbing at it until you figure out the problem....

8/28/2012 2:15:56 PM

Do you ever come across profiles that you know are obvious scammers but you don't block or hide the profile because you like the pictures on it?

8/24/2012 4:59:33 PM

Another day, another god damn Greek tragedy...life is awesome

4/5/2012 6:29:56 PM

Hmm, am I immature?...do I not know how to act my age?  My answer to this...when the chips are down and it really matters I'm quite mature.  I very much think and act well beyond my years.  But when things are calm, when I want to have fun, want to be casual....no.  For the very simple reason that I don't have to.  Life isn't serious all the time...learn to relax for a minute when it's given to you.

4/4/2012 6:06:04 PM

Can a person get a concussion from beating their own head off the cushy headrest of an arm chair?

4/3/2012 3:01:22 PM

Spring must be here...I can smell the grill smoke already.  Great, now I'm hungry. I missed lunch today and I think I might have to go fight the neighbors for the burgers I smell.  Never take on a hungry dom....we have weapons at hand and know how to use them lol.

3/28/2012 5:41:32 PM

Stop the insanity!...chat here does not work for me here.  No requests please.  If you want to talk I have skype and a phone.  Pick one of those. 

3/27/2012 5:47:53 PM

Fakey fakey eggs and bakey...scammers would be so much more of a threat here if they weren't so obvious about it.  Fun to mess with though.  Why yes slave mysteriously stranded in a foreign country, I'd be happy to send you money for a plane ticket back to the US....seriously? lol

3/25/2012 8:09:47 PM

http://youtu.be/wsXE_xjOjXY

3/25/2012 7:46:17 PM

Ok people, if you have FB listen up.  I am over this thing with posting the picture with the hidden face in it.  Why are people still putting these things up?  More disturbing, why are people still acting impressed by them?

3/23/2012 8:34:14 PM

Feeling much better today...my brain and body are happily reunited and all is well :-)

 

I went to see Hunger Games tonight.  I won't say it's the best movie ever but it's definitely worth the ticket.  There was even a couple moments that tugged at my cold withered black heart.

3/22/2012 7:14:45 PM

So, I took a nap earlier...and now I feel like I took a bunch of cold medicine.  Like I'm detached and really really unmotivated.  I think the dog and cats have slipped something into my drink...sneaky little buttheads.

3/20/2012 5:52:37 PM

So tired tonight...might help if I'd sleep at night, someone kept me up late again talking lol  And I'd do it again too ;-)

3/17/2012 9:11:15 PM

St Patrick's Day is really dull when you don't really drink and aren't Irish or Catholic. 

3/16/2012 12:31:34 PM

http://youtu.be/-zigHL2kw_M

3/15/2012 6:39:11 PM

Shhhhhh, you'll scare them all away.  They're quick to run.

3/15/2012 2:34:15 PM

It seems yesterday was National Steak and BJ Day....how was I allowed to miss this?!  Who's to blame for this oversight?!

3/14/2012 5:59:38 PM

...it's hard to get to know people sometimes.  Sometimes even when they say they do, they don't really want to be known...I remember when this used to be easier.  I think at this point I'm pretty much just here for the cookies.  I hear there's punch and pie somewhere too. 

3/14/2012 10:37:41 AM

I've decided that my favorite place to use my laptop is sitting in my car next to the laundry mat...the scent of fabric softener and dryer sheets wafting through the air is rather soothing.

3/13/2012 8:17:39 PM

I've had too much caffeine today and I swear to the heavens I WILL NOT SLEEP THIS NIGHT!!!!!  I foresee deep slumber at work tomorrow though.

3/13/2012 7:23:48 PM

Ever try to grip a handful of sand?  That's kind of what this place reminds me of. Even more accurate, try letting all that sand through your fingers while you try to find and stop a single specific piece from going through.

3/11/2012 1:05:16 PM

I'm curious, does anyone know if the chat function works here?  I know it didn't used to but I haven't tried forever.  Thought maybe they bothered to fix it.

3/9/2012 1:57:47 PM

Ladies ladies ladies...some insight into me.  I've reached an age now where I don't feel the need to flatter or BS to impress anyone.  If I give you a compliment it is genuinely because I liked whatever it was I complimented.  If I say I like something, that's what I mean.  If I make an offer to do something, that's exactly what I mean.  If I wanted to quickly impress a woman into a quick lay this is the last place I'd go.  I live in an area with 2 universities full of impressionable college girls.  A trip to the bar one might would accomplish that if that's what I wanted.  Clearly the effort I put here should suggest I'm in search of something far more meaningful. 

3/8/2012 9:13:05 PM

Still around....still looking for that elusive something...I know you're out there.

3/5/2012 3:12:25 PM

Here's some advice ladies.  If you really really want an honest real dom  you probably shouldn't be dismissing the guys that are exactly that.  That's how you end up going to someone, having a shitty experience, then come back and act like you don't know what happened.  Just saying, you could save yourself a lot of grief if you took a few extra minutes to get to know someone.

3/4/2012 9:23:26 PM

Some people surround themselves with so much negative energy I don't know how they can stand to live.  I rant from time to time but to rant about EVERYTHING?  Craziness.

3/4/2012 8:42:22 AM

For future reference being the only single Dom at a play party sucks.

3/2/2012 2:48:46 PM

Yes yes, I'm back searching again since the last one fell through...what else am I going to do?

2/29/2012 1:53:23 PM

Geez, why is everyone acting like they've never seen a hurricane in West Virginia *snicker*

2/27/2012 10:47:28 AM

I reaffirm my stance on my earlier post about my feelings on being lied to.

2/25/2012 11:54:47 PM

Must....sleep....can't....sleep....eh, too much going on I guess

2/25/2012 6:49:53 PM
The Woman in Black....only watch it if you don't have to pay for it. I mean geez, Harry Potter didn't cast a single spell to fight the ghost...wizard my butt. : -)
2/24/2012 1:56:56 PM
I think I finally got rid of my pneumonia...so nice to have full use of my lungs again : -) Life is looking good right now.
2/20/2012 3:49:49 PM

Had Chinese for dinner...my fortune "Absence sharpens love, but presence strengthens it".....grrr 

2/20/2012 2:28:15 PM

Snow?....snow?...where are you winter?  I think we've had like 3 days of snow all winter long.  On a high note it means no one has slid into my car yet :-)

 

 

2/11/2012 12:13:34 PM

I don't think there's anything I hate more than being lied to.  I tend to be fairly forgiving of things but that is one I can't abide.  It's not just the lie that makes it so bad.  It's that there's no way to take anything the person says at face value from that point on.  It just ruins your whole image of someone.  Grrr, anyway...rant over.

1/24/2012 5:54:01 PM

http://youtu.be/h85avFxqnIM

1/19/2012 9:05:02 PM

Snowing snowing snowing...but no sled riding until the ankle heals....crap. 

1/18/2012 9:54:57 PM

Sooo, I spent a day icing down my knee thinking it was hurt to find out today that  my ankle was actually broke but I didn't know through the pain of the sprained knee.  I get to wear a stupid looking boot, yay! And one crutch...why?  Give me two so I can move with some speed, geez. Other than that I was a GREAT day :-)

1/18/2012 3:54:04 PM

Join me, VAder(yes a Vader) and others in protesting the Stop Online Piracy Act...it was shelved the other day but it's died and come back several times over the years and they'll try again down the road.  http://youtu.be/2zCNa1XSwdw

1/17/2012 10:32:35 PM

Words cannot express my feelings for this commerical.  I thought it was a fake commerical for a product until I actually found one in a store....problems with a shedding pussy?

 

http://youtu.be/VAQjF5RPgbg

1/16/2012 2:26:22 PM

Slipped in the mud, sprained my knee...ouch is all I can say about that.

1/15/2012 6:55:02 PM

Ok, so I ran into these literal translation music videos when a friend post one to fb...hillarious.  Here's a few for your entertainment...or ridicule...whichever

 

http://youtu.be/dsZ-BMKVbSc

   http://youtu.be/zZaiB9jYCxI

   http://youtu.be/ovEDhFfgdOo

   http://youtu.be/vb2t0yqkmug

   http://youtu.be/t1PWkGQfX8Q

   http://youtu.be/t-WtOgBWEgg

 

1/11/2012 12:27:19 AM

http://youtu.be/R_HHm9ki3JI

 

one of the many songs that get my blood pumping....given my near lack of blood pressure that's a feat :-)

1/5/2012 3:56:18 PM

Right, so given the crappiness of my last few weeks I think I want to write something about the woman that's been the bright shiney spot in all that murk, turtle....my lovely wonderful kitten :-) 

 

10 things I love about you....and it's not even Valentine's day

 

1)  The way you laugh at my most idiotic comments

2)  That you can keep me up until 4am even though I've said 100 times I should go to bed

3)  You hate Harry Potter, not as a series, as an individual person

4)  No matter how excited I am about March you seem to be even more so

5)  You aren't a dude or a scammer...although psycho is still on the table :-P...I'm

     kidding, now put down the frying pan lol

6)  You want to see my pets almost as much as you do me

7)  You love the Princess Bride...Rodents of unusal size? I don't think they exist...

8)  Your eyes that make me want to stare at your photo all day at work

9)  Your complete acceptance of anything I say even when I'm obviously trying to bait you...with one exception in that item you hate *wink*

10)  You trust me enough to make the journey here

12/31/2011 8:32:22 AM

Well....it was shaping up to be a good new year.  Not exactly sure anymore.

12/18/2011 12:32:37 PM

My luck never ceases to amaze me.  Yesterday, my battery died in my car which I paid almost $120 for.  Today, some old lady totals my car with said battery in the damage area.  The good news is that I no longer have to worry about my car starting :-(

12/11/2011 12:29:22 PM

Ah, the presidential primararies are just around the corner.  Tis the season when people who know absolutely nothing about politics attempt to debate each other over their social networks while the rest of us look on like the train wreck that it is...let the games begin :-)

 

And since I haven't yet today...I love you kitten *slaps kitty on the ass* :-)

12/9/2011 6:59:31 PM

Ok, going into the middle of december and it's just now starting to get cold and snow.  Parents will be making their trip up for the holidays on Sunday,  let the chaos begin!

12/7/2011 5:20:56 PM

Alright, in a huge oversight in the last journal I seems to have forgotten to mention that I love her very much too.....you here that? I....love...you.  So, nothing makes me happier than to say I've taken ownership of TurtleTurtle. 

12/5/2011 2:53:42 PM

Yay, I woke up this morning pain free for the fist time in days.  Now back to the gym to see if I can do it all over again whoo hoo!  Also, somebody loves me and that feels pretty damn awesome.

12/2/2011 4:52:36 PM

I believe this may rank among  the worst pains I've ever experienced.  I walked into my house from the gym and these stabbing pains started shooting through my lower back and completely floored me.  I don't think I did anything heavy enough at the gym to do this.  I feel fine as long as I lay in this exact position on my back and don't even think about moving.  Hello, laptop, looks like you're my only lifeline....desktop, so far away.

12/1/2011 7:13:42 PM

Wow, I've kind of just been sitting here watching the forum posts scroll by while I wait for something to download.   I knew there was a lot of bad energy on this site but the level of anger flowing off these posts is insane.  There is not one fun or positive comment scrolling by.  Geez people, why do you want this hostility in your life?

11/30/2011 10:18:40 AM

It's snowing!!! The first snow of the year here.  After 3 straight weeks of rain I'll take it...even though it is really just rain in slower falling form

11/28/2011 11:28:30 PM

Squishy music for my now squishy moods...it's her fault.

 

http://youtu.be/hVghMcXU9hM

11/28/2011 3:52:52 PM

10 things I like about you, part deux...let's deux it

1)You read every random journal I post

2)The way you sit smiling at them for way too long

3)The way you get all warm and fuzzy when I tip toe through your mind

4)Your crazy girl logic...I really was just cleaning :-)

5)Your disgust over poor language and how fun it is to exploit....it's more funner than Jegna :-)

6)How well you accept the doubts in the back of my mind even though their existence really irks me

7)Gliding so skillfully though euphemisms with you that other people listening can't pick on on them

8)Hearing your voice even when you feel awkward still

9)Those dark mysterious eyes

10)Your hopeful hopeless addiction to me

11/27/2011 1:51:49 PM

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)

i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)

i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)

i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)

and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;

which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

 

-E. E. Cummings

 

I officially name him the master of squishy feelings

11/25/2011 5:18:17 PM

Well, you might have noticed the squishy nature of my more recent posts.  There's a reason for that and we'll call her turtle and she is definitely turtley enough for the turtle club...oh I wonder how many people can actually get that reference.  Sooooo, as a result I am no longer seeking any other subies or slaves on this site, well, anywhere for that matter....cause I like this one quite a bit.  If you get an email from me then well, it actually is just a friendly hello or comment about your journal. 

11/24/2011 6:29:48 AM

I uploaded some of my photos I've taken....mostly since the site seems reluctant to attach them to emails.  Most are from the area immediately surrounding my town.  The last couple were taken visiting my family in South Carolina.  The tunnel is my favorite.  I took it on a walking trail here that runs along an old railway when the weather caused a weird effect where it was foggy inside the tunnel. 

11/23/2011 11:35:10 PM

10 things I might not hate about you...in fact they make me smile:

1) When you get giddy over the little things

2) When you get giddy over the bigger things

3) Your Freudian slips that reveal your evil plans

4) Your evil plans

5) When you pull thoughts out of my head before I say them

6) The mental images you conjure in my brain

7) That you understand my incoherent babbling at it's most incoherent

8) That you're so willing to cross the great divide

9)  That you find me so distracting

10) You see something different where other people see crazy :-)

11/22/2011 8:19:40 PM

I love my new gym.  All the machines are linked to a computer that keeps track of my workouts.  My range of motion is locked in to show me exactly where to begin and end each rep, it keeps track of the number of reps.  I don't even have to remember what weight I'm supposed to be using on each machine.  Sometimes I love computers...other times I want to commit excessive acts of violence against them. 

11/22/2011 9:59:45 AM

When you're so delirius from lack of sleep that they send you home from work as a safety risk...that's when you know it's bad.  Well my dear I hope your night went better :-)  Even more entertaining is that I'm going to the gym tonight for my training appointment...better hope I can get a nap in or this is going to be a disaster and a half.

11/22/2011 12:19:43 AM

Sleep, you dirty evasive sob. The dog kicking me probably didn't help at all.

11/20/2011 11:22:44 PM

Wow, I actually found someone I miss talking to when they're not around.  How the hell did that happen?

11/20/2011 12:13:49 AM

Sleep, you dodgy elusive son of a bitch.  I hope you're doing better in your attempt milady. 

11/19/2011 6:16:52 AM

Ladies...just so you know.  You know that super sexy pic you posted with your cell phone at the mirror....the one where you sensually pout your lips out as far as you can.  That pic...it's actually not that sexy.  That sensual lip pout you're trying for actually just makes you look like a fish.....not a sexy fish, just a fish....usually with too much makeup on.  And if you ask any guy that's not trying to bang you you'll get the same answer.  Sorry to burst your pouty bubble ladies.

11/19/2011 5:27:33 AM

It's 8:25am on a Saturday and I'm watching youtube videos instead of sleeping.  Why?  Because there's heavy construction going on outside my f'n window. 

11/18/2011 7:06:33 PM

Someone help me! I have sappy 80's ballads swimming through my head!  Somehow this is all YOUR fault...and you know who you are. 

11/16/2011 9:09:24 PM

Time for another installment of ambiguous journal entries....ahem...I maybe kind of sort of probably have some good things coming into my life...or maybe not....I don't know....could be....conceivably...definitely maybe some day either soon or not....I suppose.  Thank you for your time :-)

11/16/2011 12:13:18 AM

Strange how things develop...strange and sudden. 

11/13/2011 1:01:03 AM

Insomnia insomnia, sweet, sweet insomnia.  Well, at least it's useful for getting some crap done.  Off to clean the house...and possibly the neighborhood if I get hyper enough :-)  And for the only person that will understand this, I hope your lobes are just throbbing with uncontrolled excitement over your dreams :-P

11/5/2011 5:25:17 PM

Ladies and gentlemen, let it be known that I'm only on here a couple times a week at most.  Don't get so snippy about slow response times.  If I happen to get on shortly after your message you get a quick reply.  If you email me on Monday odds are your in for about a week wait.  Everyone take a deep breath now....hold....now slowly release.  Have a nice day.

9/23/2011 8:50:32 PM

It's amazing how quickly someone's bad behavior can erode what was once the high opinion you had of them.  Kind of a shame really.

9/23/2011 4:47:45 PM

I think it's time for another little break.  The people I already talk to here, I'll  be around once in a while to keep in touch.  But, I've gotten tired of all this again...it's just more stress than it's worth sometimes.  Bye everybody.

9/19/2011 1:47:01 PM

Hmm, something seems to be wrong with the system.  It's not registering emails in my sent folder.  K, if I emailed you twice, oops...disregard one lol

9/17/2011 8:47:35 PM

Maybe the reason a lot of people use canned emails is because the result is the same whether you put effort into the message or not.  Ok, I might just be tired and cranky. 

9/8/2011 11:56:27 AM

Vacation is going well.  All relatives are still alive and talking to each other.  The weather has been excellent with only one brief storm from the leftovers of hurricane leo.  I don't want to go back :-(  Thinking of just squatting in an abandoned house and staying lol

9/5/2011 1:39:10 PM

lol, Oh you angry little doms.  I realize that getting screwed over on here by a scammer sucks.  But, we're all big kids here and don't need your guide to detecting fakes.  Especially when your guide uses such criteria as, must have at least 10 photos posted.  What the hell does that prove?...that the scammer has access to photo galleries.  Because the it sure doesn't prove that someone with 5 pics isn't real.  Grow up and graduate from grade school folks. 

7/24/2011 2:47:52 PM
95 with 100% humidity...when did turn into a tropical zone? I think my eyeballs are melting lol
7/21/2011 5:09:10 PM
On a high note. Gotta balance out the negative posts a little :-) Another 5lbs down this week. I highly recommend meal replacement shakes from Herballife. Don't waste money on the supplements though.
7/21/2011 2:15:03 PM
Things here would be so much simpler if people would just stop getting in their own way and mucking it all up
7/20/2011 1:55:22 PM
*sigh* All roads seem to lead to deadends. I think I'm running out of gas.
7/17/2011 5:14:25 PM
So many children on cm. ShadowEmperor ...or whatever it was... I salute your attempts at threatening my family in poorly written Italian and have reported it...have a nice day.
7/17/2011 10:44:12 AM
Hang on, just need to get this out...ahem....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sigh* Ok, I'm fine now
7/15/2011 6:43:04 PM
This searching business is very taxing on an already taxed mind.
7/11/2011 2:15:52 PM
Waiting for a big storm to roll in, whoo hoo
7/10/2011 9:49:48 AM
Weighed in today. Down 10 lbs in 2 weeks, not too shabby. About 40 or 50 to go...haven't actually decided where to stop.
7/9/2011 7:27:17 PM

Oh hide button how I love thee.

7/9/2011 3:43:45 PM

AAAAAAAAH!  Over 95 out today and the AC in the car broke, FIX IT FIX IT FIX IT!!!

7/6/2011 2:48:05 PM
OK, if you've been divorced 5 times it may be time to stop blaming the ex for a minute and look inward. Not in relation to me by the way, never been married
7/4/2011 8:39:43 AM
Watching some lady hacking up a lung while holding a cigarette and an oxygen mask...don't smoke kids. Also if you're seeing spots stop emailing and go eat something...that one was my bad :-)
6/27/2011 2:16:38 PM
I keep coming back here and a week later I'm always left wandering if there's a point to it.
3/8/2011 4:32:36 AM

I just got an email delete unread by someone that claims to read and respond to all their emails...I think she lied lol

3/7/2011 3:50:27 PM

Took Sasha for her first trip to the dog park today.  2 hours later she is passed out in a near coma on the living room floor.  Mission accomplished.

2/28/2011 4:08:34 PM

The dog likes Guns n Roses....good dog

2/24/2011 2:36:12 PM

Aright, so my Husky/Shepherd is showing lots of Shepherd behavior.  She seems to have taken to me as her human and now thinks it's her job to defend me from every other dog in the world.  The threat of a rolled up magazine looks to be the only way to stop her from snarling and biting the face off every dog we come across.  She seems to take this as the signal that this dog is ok to play with.  Which is fine I guess but sometimes the dogs come up faster than I can get the magazine out.  I kind of wanted to take to the dog park to socialize but...not looking good if I have to chase her around with a magazine in my hand.   Need to figure out how to get her off guard mode.

2/21/2011 2:35:04 PM

*sigh* Ah CM.  So much psychosis, so little time :-)

2/19/2011 9:23:24 PM

K, so one cat is fine with the dog.  The other tore my left arm, hand,  and chest to shreds getting away from her...ouchie. Can someone pass the peroxide? And to make the situation more ridiculous this was when the dog was sleeping and she freaked when she walked around the corner and saw her laying there.

2/19/2011 4:18:24 PM

Picked up my new pooch this morning.  A husky/German shepherd mix.  Great looking dog, doesn't have an aggressive bone in her body.  Will be posting pics if I can get them on.

2/17/2011 8:28:43 PM

Caught myself moving through the fingering of a song today.  It's strange, I haven't played in years.  I don't remember what song it goes to or the melody but my fingers still remember the directions. I wonder if you can ever get to know people so unconsciously. 

2/16/2011 2:33:29 PM

I wonder how many perfectly good relationships never happen because things never make it past a first lousy email.  Or even worse those that get deleted without ever being read to start with.  Like little solar systems snuffed out by the explosion of its sun just as life takes hold on one of it's planets....k, maybe quite that dramatic lol

2/13/2011 7:58:52 PM

We're running with the shadows of the night,

So baby take my hand it'll be all right,

Surrender all your dreams to me tonight

They'll come true in the end.....yes, I did just quote an 80's song, don't judge :-)

2/13/2011 4:59:44 PM

.....time for a nap to rest up my shoulder.  Walking an excited husky is tough work.  Glad she only took 1 block to learn what stop meant.

2/7/2011 4:52:49 PM

Just to point something out.  This little warning that so many of you put on your profiles these days:

WARNING: Any institutions using this site or any of its associated sites - YOU DO NOT HAVE MY PERMISSION to use any of MY profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of My privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications.

 

Yeah, this had no legality whatsoever.  You've posted information on a public site...it's there for anyone to use.  On the bright side though, researchers never use identifying information without written permission....so you're at least safe there :-)

2/7/2011 12:06:26 PM

Pretty sure at this point I was meant to grow up on the west coast...fate sucks :-)

2/4/2011 8:04:20 PM

Strange how people can just kick someone to the curb.  I wonder what circumstances would make me willing to do that....

1/31/2011 3:40:15 PM

Developed a strange shaking in my right shoulder today.  It's been going since noon....interesting. *update* Well, it's not twitching today.  Now that it's gone....I kind of miss it.

1/23/2011 9:00:03 PM

Oh sweet sweet lack of pain.  Just in time to burn up my entire weekend though :-(

1/21/2011 10:27:28 PM

Ok, I think I pulled back muscle...not good.  What's worse is that I don't remember doing anything to cause it.  Damn you frail mortal flesh *shakes fist to the sky then realizes that really hurts* Nothing a healthy dose of Alleve and the Shiatzu massager won't fix I think.  Ugh, a masochist I am not lol

1/18/2011 4:32:09 AM

WARNING:  If zombies chase us I'm tripping you

1/17/2011 2:03:35 PM

Happy MLK Day...remember, MLK day is the day we all get together and drink MiLK....what?...that's not what it is?....crap

1/17/2011 2:02:24 PM

Well of course you live in LA but are in Africa on assignment for your work.  And two emails from now you'll somehow become stranded in said...or rather unsaid in this case African country and desperately need money sent to get back.  So familiar...so comforting lol

1/17/2011 1:50:26 PM
I just watched the UPS guy walk to his truck and pull away...pretty sure he was drunk.
1/13/2011 8:26:11 PM

Seems like there was something I wanted to write here.  But I got busy and distracted and well....I just can't remember it.  I'm sure it'll come to me eventually.

1/12/2011 4:37:48 AM

Love snow, hate winter.  If someone could point me to somewhere in the world where I can have sow but with 75 degree average temperatures I'd greatly appreciate it :-)

1/10/2011 1:22:21 AM

I just saved a bunch of money on my car insurance by switching  to Geicho!...it had to be said, cause I totally did :-)

1/2/2011 7:14:52 PM

I just read the profile of a guy that got scammed for $15k by someone here.  That's worth repeating, $15, 000!  I got scammed once too but for like 50 bucks that was supposedly gas money for the woman to drive up from NC.  Not even enough to make me flinch really.  But what would possess someone to send $15k to someone they've never met on another continent?....holy crap, that's all you can say to that.

12/31/2010 8:47:44 AM

I love it when I read a profile and I can just sense from a few sentences that the person's personality would just be completely grating to my nerves.  Normally I say you can't get a feel for anyone by reading a profile but sometimes a sentence is all you need :-)

12/27/2010 11:00:57 PM

CM.....so....much.....drama.  Seriously, there's less insanity on an afternoon soap opera.

12/23/2010 1:20:12 PM

Bye everybody.  I'll be off a few days while I'm visiting family.  Happy Holidays.

12/20/2010 10:19:21 PM
If a headache lasts 2 days but let's up for an hour in the middle is it 2 separate headaches or 1 semi-continuous headache?
12/5/2010 7:10:21 PM
New slave requirement, must watch every episode of Ghost Adventures with me.  Believe in it or not that show is fun to watch.
12/3/2010 5:31:35 PM
My old high school is in the WV football state championship...it's hard to find a broadcast when you aren't in the area anymore....21-0 so far, go Eagles :-)..............final score Magnolia 28 Ravenswood 13.  The schools first state championship since 1964, grats
12/3/2010 2:30:19 PM
I'm all excited and practically boucing off the walls today....and I have no idea why.  Oh well, not complaining.  I'll ride the energy for a while.
12/1/2010 9:53:04 PM
K, so no sleep for a few days now.  Not some mental torture I'm being subjected to, just my normal insomnia hitting again.  My body is on the verge of total collapse while my brain is still up and ready to go.  Evidently when the 2 are at odds the brain wins.  Going to go see if I can pass out now, wish me luck.

On a side note I just saw a forum post scroll by and I have to ask to....why do most guys put cock pics on here?....I don't and I don't know either.  It's pretty much useless....guys, women don't actually seem to care about our dicks.

As a really cool sub told me recently "most men fail to realize that if they can just control themselves a while, so the between the ears stuff starts happening, then it's pretty much a given that the between the legs stuff will happen too"

.....ok, the brain is still not letting me stop....I swear I'm heading to bed....right now.... 
11/25/2010 8:20:29 AM

Happy Thankgiving everyone...now go forth to eat, drink, laugh, and lapse into a tryptophan coma :-)  Do to family spreading out all over the place I will be enjoying dinner with just my sister and her...eh, unofficial boyfriend...at Cracker Barrel.  I will miss the deep fried turkey and mom's oyster dressing

11/22/2010 3:33:16 PM

It's always interesting to me that some people can meet someone and run off to them in just a few days.  I have know idea how they do it.

11/19/2010 9:56:15 PM

Strange thing happened today.  A couple years ago a had a near miss relationship on here...we talked for several months but things eventually went bad.   I think the distance had some part in it...she was in AZ.  We didn't have any contact after that and there shouldn't be anything reminding me of her but today out of nowhere I started wondering how she is doing. Specific things like if she ever found anyone and if she still gets nervous being alone in her apartment.  An unexpected mental visit from the pastI don't need those visits, there's enough on my mind as it is.

11/14/2010 5:06:35 PM

* sigh* Neighbors, you play your stereo on full blast one night and they're calling the cops on you lol

11/10/2010 6:09:00 PM

Watching reruns of Ghost Adventures...I'm basically a skeptic but I still want to tag along just to see.

11/10/2010 10:10:58 AM

Anyone want to take bets on how long it takes Randy Moss to get fired or traded again?  At work we have one going for how long Favre's next retirement will last.  I'm saying 3 months, 15 days.

11/8/2010 2:38:58 PM
I....hate...flu shots. It's no wonder I don't get them every year. Every time I do I get flu symptoms for days after. The vaccine should not be giving me the disease! This year's gifts, fatigue, headache, shortness of breath, possible fever though I can't find the thermometer to confirm, thank you medical science
11/5/2010 6:41:50 PM

Remember, remember the 5th of November, the gun powder treason and plot.  I see of no reason the 5th of November should ever be forgot.

11/3/2010 5:39:07 PM

I am officially writing this rant to rant about my own ranting.  I mean wtf! Why so many rants?  What's wrong with you(me) man?!  Next you'll (I'll) be ranting about Orange Crush isn't orangey enough, holy crap! ...........now about this Orange Crush issue.....

10/10/2010 12:16:08 PM
Is it so strange that someone starts a conversation with someone without the intentions of trying to start anything other than a conversation?  Surely I'm not the only person that does this....hmm, maybe it is just me.
10/2/2010 12:14:23 AM
God I love people online lol.  When someone writes you disagreeing with a point you made it's so much easier to block them than to do something mature like say....I don't don't know, make a logical counterpoint.  But having a backbone isn't required on the net so whatever.
9/7/2010 3:45:56 PM
Mmmmm, k.  I think it may be time to pack it in and call it quits.  It's damn near impossible to meet anyone here and every time it looks like something is going to work out it falls though.  I know I've always encouraged people not to give up when I see stuff like this in their journals but...well you can only keep it up for so long.  Seems ridiculous to keep doing it when I don't even believe it myself anymore. 
8/24/2010 2:47:07 PM
Ever seen a turtle ride a cat? It has a rodeo kind of look to it but I don't think the cat will ever let the turtle near it again.  I wonder if the turtle(Pavlov) was thinking WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

I guess I should note that both the cat and turtle appear unharmed.  The cat just looks angry and the turtle....well, he lives in a crash helmet so he's fine.
7/28/2010 2:47:53 PM
Skittles and Mountain Dew, Skittles and Mountain Dew, Skittles and Mountain Dew, SKITTLES AND MOUNTAIN DEW!!!!  They got me all loaded with them at work and now I'm hyper as hell.  It's like crystal meth for kids....KIDDIE METH!!!
7/27/2010 3:25:40 PM
Dear sleep,
Where were you last night?  I waited for you and you never came over.  I eventually climbed in to bed expecting you to show up at some point.  But in the end at 5:30am I gave up and started my day.  We really need to have a talk.
7/18/2010 1:46:47 PM
Hey ladies, you know how a lot of you put in your profiles not to send emails that say hi or have a little line?  Believe it or not some guys don't like those either...I'm one of them
7/12/2010 1:56:57 PM
The Hometics shiatsu back massage cushion is my new best friend....the back pain assassin
6/29/2010 5:33:11 PM
Dear foreign scammers,
If you are going to attempt to con people from this site please at least learn the English language well enough to make it remotely convincing.   Your profiles are painful to read.  They're full of archaic words that haven't been used in a hundred years, punctuation butchery, and total failures in word order.  We're still going to know where you're really from as soon as you ask to have money sent to Guana or Nigeria, but at least it shows some professionalism in your trade.  Thank you.
6/2/2010 3:27:02 PM
P90X Day 4-I'm adjusting to this much faster than I thought I would.  Other than the searing pain in my legs from plyo I feel prety good.  Think I might have to take 1 day off to let the legs recover completely before yoga x
5/30/2010 8:42:10 PM
I made my less than spectacular return to p90x after a back injury.  I hate them, I hate every muscle bound 0% fat freak on that video lol.  And what's your reward for finishing a workout, a yummy protein drink that makes me want to throw up.  1/2 of it is still sitting in front of me lol.  Here's to fitness *chug chug*
5/20/2010 4:12:45 PM
Well, I turned 30 today.  The earth hasn't stopped turning and I didn't develop spontaneous wrinkles and bone degeneration.  So why does everyone make such a big deal out of it? :-)
4/21/2010 2:30:36 PM
I love the internet...I love it.  This is the only place in my life where I can come, be myself, and be called a fake in doing so. 

I've always been an advocate of being yourself in any situation.  Let's be honest if you're acting like someone else it's only a matter of time before holes start appearing in the mask.  So acting like anything you aren't pointless...in real life anyway.

Ah but the internet.  The internet has built up such a wall of mistrust (mostly deserved)that it's impossible to be yourself.  If you act like yourself, well, you must be lying because no one on the internet actually is what they say they are.  So even in the truth you're perceived as a liar. 

So, cheers to all the truthful liars that come to the internet to be persecuted.
3/31/2010 2:25:18 PM
lol, delete unread, lovem.  Especially when all you wrote was wishing them good luck with something they were starting...well, in this case stopping smoking.  To each their own then.
3/26/2010 2:12:14 PM
Even though you know they are attempting an obvious scam sometimes you have to admire the creativity of the story.  Here's the short version of one I just read...born and raised in the US but traveled to Guana for a slave trip.  The master refused to pay for the ticket and forces her to sell everything to pay for the trip.  When she gets to Guana the master is nowhere to be found and can't be reached.  Now she's seeking a new master to relocate her back because she's been stuck there for nearly a year...wow, that's worthy of a made for tv movie right there.  There's also some stuff about both parents being dead and an abusive uncle....good stuff
3/11/2010 2:10:22 PM
I now have adamant proof that coffee cups sizes are too damn big.  I was washing a mug yesterday and while drying it dropped it on the toe next to the smallest.  After the searing pain abated a bit and the swelling took hold I went to the hospital.  IT BROKE MY TOE!!   They should not be making coffee cups big enough to break a toe.  And the bones of the foot are not really easy to break, some of the strongest in the body.  I'm seriously considering scaling back my cup sizes and making an extra  trip to the kitchen to refill.
2/14/2010 8:56:14 PM
I've developed an unhealthy obsession with the 80's station on my internet radio.  Admitting you have a problem is the first step to recovery.
1/30/2010 7:02:36 AM
Ah, single digit temperatures(negatives for my metric friends) and horizontal snowfall...looks like a great day to hide inside.
1/24/2010 7:40:49 PM
I just saw in a profile a woman saying that she does not give permission for anyone to use her photos or profile and threatens legal ramifications as a breach of her privacy.  I don't have any interest in using anyone's photos or profile text but there are so many holes in that threat I don't even know where to start.  All I can say is good luck with that lawsuit
1/8/2010 5:03:15 AM
Well, I started to go to work this morning and made it as far as my driveway.  Evidently the city has determined that my street is not important enough to have plowed yet
1/5/2010 2:32:06 PM
Fighting back pain today....muscle relaxers take me away.  You know, playing football seems like such a great idea when you're in high school...13 years later I'm wishing I had reconsidered.
1/2/2010 1:24:38 AM
People make me laugh sometimes.  If you plan to put in your profile that you'll read and respond to all of your messages make sure you do it.  I sent a greeting type message to one of the new people....delete unread.  Yeah, looks like you really read all your emails lol, good stuff.
12/24/2009 10:39:48 AM
Realized that I forgot to buy presents for 3 people...I'm off to do battle at Walmart.
12/22/2009 10:10:57 PM
Why are there so many women stranded in Nigeria and West Africa?...those are some crappy travel agents lol
12/19/2009 4:46:35 PM
Snow snow everywhere...WV has been declared a state of emergency, my car has been buried by the snow plow, but I have cocoa mix...I'm fine
12/14/2009 1:38:26 AM
It's friggin 4:40....why am I still wide awake?!  I have less than 3 hours until I start getting ready for work.  Do I try to go to sleep or stay up at this point?  I've reached the point of delirium that actually makes me think of things like this...If a turtle loses it's shell is it naked or homeless?  Why do we drive on a parkway and park on a driveway? If a tree falls on a mine in the woods and no one is around to hear it does he scream?  Discuss.  Yeah, I'm completely out of my mind now.   
12/12/2009 7:12:02 AM
Never make someone a priority when all you are to them is an option
12/8/2009 5:41:21 AM
Home today waiting for the plumber.  There's a couple things that can ruin your morning...losing your car keys...the alarm not going off...and then there's the hot water tank blowing up in the middle of the night.  Good times
11/30/2009 6:34:31 PM
Ugh...no more leftover turkey.  For the love of all things holy no more turkey!
11/29/2009 6:40:01 PM
Is anyone else addicted to these games on facebook?  They're not really even that great but I keep playing them...I farm, I raise fish, I run a cafe...I can't stop!
11/20/2009 2:05:22 PM
Ladies, gentlemen, kinkters of the world we seem to be at an impass. It seems no one wants to pay for relocation :-)  Doms and our Domme counterparts don't want to pay because we've all had people trying to scam us from all around the world and we don't seem to have any way to prove who is real or fake.  Subs don't want to pay because of the fear that they will go somewhere and be stranded when their would be master takes everything and kicks them out...and there's enough stories of this to back that fear up.  Does anyone have any suggestions because it seems to me this online thing is a massive dead end for all of us...and that kind of depresses me.
11/1/2009 2:30:19 PM
I had come back here at least a little hopeful that things had changed some...but I guess nothing ever changes.  Maybe time to go away again.
10/17/2009 8:26:29 AM
Flu day 5...Has anyone seen my lung?  I think I coughed it up a few minutes ago.  Good news is the fever is gone...no more chills.  It felt like everything I touched had been in the fridge...even my warm comfy blanket
10/14/2009 7:59:32 PM
Deleruim is your friend...this might actually be a little fun if the sore throat would just go away.  For some reason the screaming death metal music I've always thought was annoying is really getting me worked up today....WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!
10/13/2009 5:52:10 PM
Holy crap I hate being sick...headache, chills, fever, and sore throat.  Sounds like early flu symptoms.  Don't get your flu shot people.  Every time I break down and get it I catch something.
10/9/2009 7:23:59 PM
Listening to Break by Three Days Grace...I recommend it.  Unless you hate Three Days Grace...in that case, move along, nothing to see here citizen
10/7/2009 4:27:06 PM
Today I witnessed an excellent example of dominance vs control freak at work.  It had nothing to do with me which made it an even better observation experience.  The whole day had been pretty carefree...not a lot of work to be done...there were some contests going on for moral building...all in all a very relaxing day.  A day that ends at 4:30pm for the majority of the people there.  4:10 rolls around and the group manager suddenly decides to burst from his office in a maniacal fury.  "Why are people sitting around talking?, Why are those people in a group?, Why aren't they at their desks?, Why do I hear so many people talking and laughing?  Why isn't anyone working?"  Of course it's a business, of course there's always work to be done.  But the day had been all about steering away from the type of needless stress that this behavior causes.  Also, it was 20 minutes to closing time...no one is going to be working...they're all packing bags, shutting down systems, sending final emails. This is not a heavy work time.  The reality was that he spent the entire day giving up his precious control to the HR team leading the activities...and it drove him nuts.  At 4:00 the HR team had left and he came back with a friggin vengeance.  Now, given that I don't answer to him...my manager is in another city all together...I politely pointed out his counterproductive behavior and that it would be a shame if corporate HR were to hear about said childish behavior in the morning(a very real and effective threat).  He promptly turned tail and hid in his office until I left.  There is something to be praised about a manager that keeps their team in line and productive but that should be accomplished through respect not strong arm tactics and childish tantrums.  
10/3/2009 10:41:15 PM
I've come to the conclusion that I am completely incapable of separating the psychologist from the rest of my personality.  As much as I consciously try to stop I keep trying to help people with their problems...friends, family, total strangers.  This really is the bane of all interpersonal relationships in a counselors life. 
10/3/2009 2:50:13 PM
Oh this is good.  I've had this new profile up for all of about 2 hours now and I've already been approached(electronically speaking) by a mute sub from Florida who is currently in western Africa...come on already.  I suddenly remember why I left.
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 Age: 24
 Ontario, Canada